yeah..
not much to write. senior farewell mass was today.. waste of time, but oh well. i am goign to rant abotu the senior slide show i know it took work, but i didnt like it, i dont care tha ti was in it 2 times ( wearign the same shirt) i have more damn clothes than that. IAM NOT A BUM. anyways i just feel bad for peopel who do stuff for our school werent in there i mean class leaders and people who were big in sports didnt get in it. and i thought the music was horrible i mean Kenny Freakin Chesney.. need i say more. and it was too upbeat of music to be sad or at least reflective. Iam glad i didnt waste 20 dollars on that. ( Iam smart) always look at what you are going to buy befre you put your money down) well after mass we had practice. another 2 hours wasted in my life. then went to eat with people. it was a good time, then came home, then went runnign i think i have asthma. damn lungs. anyways iam done ranting i have to finish studying for World Religions. DMAN IT I HAVE TO GO BACK TO HELL> at least its only for an hour. then iam done casue i am getting my photography done 2. thats if i can get in touch with selina. people need to answer cell phones. why have it... i have so much to bitch about but i have crap to do.... good night to you loser peopel who read this..:)

Last Day of Highschool..
Well its done and over. i am not going to cry(yet) casue i still have to see your punk ass's on Monday. no iam just joking. Today was a very calm day i thought that something really funny would happen but we went out with CLASS! Iam going to miss people so here are my little shoutouts just like Kunta:

Gina B- you are my best friend and my cousin. dont party too hard with the groundhog next year. we will be in touch casue we is family!

Selina- To one of my really good friends what can i say. we had some really funny times, from try to egg shit in the snow to Rodrigo... summmer is going to be a fun time.

Andrea- You make me luagh all the time. we will be in touch. We have the best damn rants

Julie- To the best baller..Good luck in pittsburgh i will be down to party with you in the 'Burgh

Rachel- Wow we had some good times with our inside jokes and looks we give people. our hate for geibel will live on. i will be back to see you and J-Wiz at Mercy

Kira- 13 years.... our love for hanson.. and a "boy"(s) who look good will all ways remain

Nicole,Kerstin,Lori, and KatieG- thank you for a good lunch! Good Luck

Meghan B- Keep Ballin! i will come see you play at Carlow! 13 Years.. damn

Tim, Kunta, and Jeff- thank you for making geibel fun. you all better keep in touch!

Gina L- KENT.. thats all i can say!

Gina Lucci and Lori- you 2 are crazy and thanks for the good times!

TO everyone in my classes like Comp and Rhet/ World Religions/Gym/ and chours.. it was fun too bad we had to learn. World REligions dnt forget to "ADD"

To all the people who went to St. John's I will miss you all! SJE! Iam going back to the blue and Gold!

To the lady Gator volleyball team.. it was a good four years. Good luck to molly, ashely and Julie K. thanks for making this sport fun for me.

If i missed someone or you want a personal shoutout. let me know and i will hook you up!

CLASS OF 2003......THANK YOU! (tear... LOL iam joking)

yeah....
Jeff Buckley
Sketches (For My Sweetheart the Drunk) (1998)
Everybody Here Wants You

Twenty-nine pearls in your kiss
A singing smile
Coffee smell and lilac skin
Your flame in me

Twenty-nine pearls in your kiss
A singing smile
Coffee smell and lilac skin
Your flame in me

I’m only here for this moment

I know everybody here wants you
I know everybody here thinks he needs you
I’ll be waiting right here just to show you
How our love will blow it all away

Hmm, such a thing of wonder in this crowd
I’m a stranger in this town
You’re free with me
And our eyes locked in downcast love
I sit here proud
Even now you’re undressed in your dreams with me

Oh, I’m only here for this moment

I know everybody here wants you
I know everybody here thinks he needs you
I’ll be waiting right here just to show you
How our love will blow it all away

I know the tears we cried
Have dried on yesterday
The sea of fools has parted for us
There’s nothing in our way
My love

Don’t you see, don’t you see?
You’re just the torch to put the flame to all our guilt and shame
And I’ll rise like an ember in your name

I know I, I know I
I know everybody here wants you
I know everybody here thinks he needs you
I’ll be waiting right here just to show you
Oh let me show you
That love can rise, rise just like embers

Love can taste like the wine of the ages, oh babe,
And I know they all looks so good from a distance
But I tell you I’m the one

I know everybody here, well, thinks he needs you
Think he needs you
And I’ll be waiting right here just to show you.



This is a good song. its real laid back but its good. i have hear dfo this guy before. but this is the only song i really like from him out of the 5 i have heard. he is dead so i guess i cant hear anything eles new. i think he drowned in 1999. i dont know. that is a little bit of known facts i know. Hell i could be Encarta.

emotions takin me over, caught up in sorrow lost in a song.. haha
Whats up people. i couldnt get oon here yesterday. i dont hav emuch to wirte. Emotons are jigh these last few days. i cant complain so are mine. Right now i am eating the nasty food ever. its a lean cusine it had rice and beans and fake chicken. Why am i eating it?? WElll lets see no one fucking cooked. my mom and i went down to century 3. i bought stuff for next year. i got my book bag and some clothes. I drove down there today. my mom bitche dat me cause i drive to fast... What ever! anyways when i was driving down i saw a really cute guy. i just had to say that casue...... damn! wow he was fine. welll iam goign to go finish this nasty so called dinner and studt for Pre- Calc... wait iam not studing. i dont care i only have 2 days. Later to you all

wow am i in a great mood
I have nothing to say. this has to be the most postive journal that i am going to write. I am admitting to alot of things becasue i have been thinking really deep about things. Iam in the best mood ever. i have this smile on my face for no reason. i dont think i need a reason to be happy anymore. i am comfortable with myself for once. and thats all i care about. Its time to be honest. and honest about everything. I have butterflies in my stomach and i feel like iam on cloud 9. My mind if open for me to think. i havent felt this way in a very long time. the scary thing is i dont know why i feel this way. No i love bug hasnt bitten me in the ass. but i feel like a little school girl that just go thet first love letter. but my letter is an open door to a new out look on life. i dont know if its becasue i watched great movies all day or i found the last song they played at the prom. All i know is that iam extremely happy and calm. who knows this might be a one day thing, but hopefully this feeling stays for a while.

this is great

You are a Radical. Right on!


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Yet another post
well today was an ok day. i slept on my neck funny, now i cant move it, and i messed my knee up in gym tying to play bastball in sndals and a skirt( i know so lady like) well i have alot of homework to do this weekend ( BOO) i got my hair done then came home watched TV and took off that damn acrylic off my finger nails. i am never doing that again to my hands. what eles did i do ..... lets see.... NOTHING AT ALL. i like being a home body, too bad when i go to school next year iam goign to loose my ever-loving mind. my mom told me that i am going to go crazy. and that i should get a boyfriend next year( where the hell did that come from??) I told my mom i like my self too much. i dont think about stuff like that. what ever happens... happens. well eventhough i feel like my finger nails good fall off in any second! i have to go casue i have to be at GEIBEL at 8:30 AM to REF volleyball. hey iam pumped! ( that is a joke) OH YEAH there was a fight today. i would of paid to see that. one of my wishes for my senior year came true. Now i actully need to see the next fight. who knows next year i might get to see someone get shot. wow Cleveland is a bad area. whats up with every shotting everybody latley? I swear when the weather gets nice. People loose their F'ing minds. Well good night and GOD Bless( yes jesus Loves you)

whats up
Whats up people. I didnt go to school today. i wasnt spending 25$ to go to school. i stayed home an cleaned my bathroom and room. Then Selina and I went to the mall and then to Melioni's well I guess you can say we went to a furnel. These people were leaving i guess they were there after a funreal casue they all had black on and they were old. anyways we were sitting there and a waitress ddint come for like 10 minutes, well then the lady came over and gave us some dirty ass silverwaer not to mention she set it up wrong,,, even i know where the knife and spoon go. then i guess out real waiter came over. the dumbiest question ever
Selina: " i want the chicken Parm"
Waiter: "is that what you want?"
My comment on this: No she just wanted to say it for her health, selina really wanted a steak, she just said i want the chicken parm for no reason... people are dumbasses.
It was funny... good times.
well i am going to go work on that stupid paper for Mr. Burd.
I will write later..
The Matrix is out today!! i want to go see it...

yes i am in a good mood for once
Hey people.
I had a good day in school i cant complain at all.... anyways.. what did i do when i came home? had a glass of wine ( Merlot) and oj. my mom gave me some for breakfast yesterday so i decied i wanted some. Rason why i dont drink.. I will become a drunk. anyways today was cool even though it rained all damn day. well i have entohing to write. i got some prom pictues today. they game out good. anyways i have to go get my hair did. i will write later. thats if iam not driking a bottle of wine!
-Caitlin

Last day of uniforms
Hey today in school was fun. i think it was a good day. i didnt do anything. i got my kids in Religion, twin boys. i didnt pick names i let dave. i still dont know what they are. oh well
I went to greensburgh with my mom. DAMN HOME depot. the only good thing about that store is that they have Ok looking people working there. anyways. i could of went out with selina or Julie W. but i decied to stay home. like the homebody that i am... and iam tired of being around girls.. yes the i dislike girls rant again. no iam joking. i have good friends. iam tired and i have nothign to complain about yet again.
GOOD NIGHT THIS WAS MY LAST DAY IN A UNIFORM UNleSS I HAVE TO WORK AT WENDYS CASUE I MIGHT FAIL Out OF SCHOOL... i have high hopes dont you think. well iam going to go. i am posting this song casue its good. and i like India Arie. she is a good songwriter ( next to JOhn mayer) so this is a good song. if i could paly guitar i would sing this song. if i had some one to sing it about then i would sing it... damn people

INDIA.ARIE - The Truth


Spoken : Let me tell you why I love him

Chorus: Cause' he is the truth
Said he is so real
And I love the way he makes me feel.
And if I am a reflection of him then,
I must be fly cause he's light it shines so bright, I wouldn't lie.

I remember the very first day that I saw him.
I found myself immediately intrigued by him.
It's almost like I knew this man from another life.
Like back then maybe I was his husband and maybe he was my wife.
And even the things I don't like about him are fine with me,
because it's not hard for me to understand him because he's so much like me.
And it's truly my pleasure to share his company,
and I know that its God's gift to breath the air he breaths.


Chorus: Cause' he is the truth
Said he is so real
And I love the way he makes me feel.
And if I am a reflection of him then,
I must be fly cause he's light it shines so bright I wouldn't lie.

How can the same man that makes me so mad.
(Spoken) Do you know what he did
Turn right around and kiss me so soft.
(Spoken) Girl, do you know what he did
If he ever. Left me I wouldn't even be sad, no
Cause there's a blessing in every lesson. And I'm glad that I knew him at all.


Chorus: Cause' he is the truth
Said he is so real
And I love the way he makes me feel.
And if I am a reflection of him then,
I must be fly cause he's light it shines so bright I wouldn't lie.

I love the way he speaks
I love the way he thinks
I love the way that he treats his mama
I love that gap in between his teeth
I love him in every way that a woman can love a man
From personal to universal but most of all it's unconditional


(Spoken) You know what I'm talking about
That's the way I feel
(Spoken) and I always will

There ain't no substitute for the truth, either it is or it isn't
Cause' he is the truth.
You see the truth it, needs no proof.
Either it is or it isn't. Cause' he is the truth.
Now you know the truth by the way it feels.
And if I am a reflection of him, then I must be fly.

Cause he is, yes he is. (Echoes) I wonder does he know.

can you feel BLAH or say BLAH??
hello playas and pimps.
well today was ok. i gave blood. iam a slow bleeder. they had to take blood out of both arms... eww. anyways. i was ad today casue kerstin didnt come to school or call me. i mean yes i admit i was really pissed off. but i think i have matured over the year not to get mad anymore. its not worth getting pissed and making a big deal. i got home and thats all the matters. me, julie, and rachel went to potters. it was ok. their dinner is better than lunch.then we went drving around untiontown. looking at all the rich pppls homes, Regency and Heritage Hills( what a horrible name is theri really any real hertiage their besides the hertiage of being rich) after that they took me home. i mean i felt depressed rolling up to my little home. my humble, and small/ modest home. no but having a house like that is great. thats why i have to be rich or whomever i marry has to have a damn good job. speaking of being married. we got our kids for religion. i didnt get mine casue i left, and my "husband" dave left early too. i guess we will get them tomarrow. i dont know i dont want them to break. This is serious.... i hae egg childern well iam goign for now. i dont anything to rant about
oh yeah Pirvate driveways are great... and so are old lady's in Caddy's RICH PEOPLE SUCK ASS!!.
later