not much to say
Holy hell iam tired. ok my neighbor across the street that use to work for the CIA is laughing for no reason. i can hear her and i am in my bathroom... wow crazy! anyways iam tired i came home form school and slept from 4:00 till 7:30.. yes i know i am a bum. not much to bitch about only a few things... let the prom die. i mean yes it was fun let it go..... its just liek the musical i dont want it to live forever. its needs to die. i dont like to hold on to things....i mean hey i will remember stuff if it is important. i mean ok listening to the grand march CD during chours ok 2 days in a row. ok the music on that thing sucked. ok i have come to the conclusion. that people shouldnt ask me for advice even though iam good at giving it casue iam a good bullshitter. i dont know a damn thing about love, neer expericed anyhting in that field, but yet iam suspose to have the answers.. how i dont know. i mean i like to listen to other peopel problems so i know iam not the only messed up one and i have common sense and i read so iam an expert. i guess being a therpist inst a good idea casue i would tell them to F- off or go jump off a bridge. well good night to you all.

sleep.....
hello. iam tired casue prom was last night. it was fun, it didnt seem like our prom but it was fun, Jeff was a good date. I cant complain about much( for once) well maybe a few things Post prom sucked and it was way too long, the actully prom was ok, the music sucked and the food... well lets just say it was nasty. i am tired but all in all Prom wasnt bad. its just strange how that was our senior prom. anyways today it is really nice outside, but iam not in a good mood. today was the day that i found out that my grandpap had cancer, adn who knew 8 mos. later he was going to die. its just strange and sad. this whole week sucked casue i remember how it felt to know something was wrong, and for no one to tell you casue they thought it would ruin your prom, fuck that i mean it didnt help any to tell me later. a little word of advice if you ever have to tell someone something really important... Tell them, dont hide it, casue when they find out its bad, but when you keep it from them its worse.
Well today will be an odd day for me, casue its something you dont forget. Well i have been writing agin( pomes) it feels good to be able to write again. its just scary that you can think of things in 5 minutes and for it to make sense is prety damn good. i think thinking about posting some of it in here but iam not sure casue i dont want you losers making fun of me. but anyways iam going to go wash my mother's car or go back to sleep. Later.

HOWDY....
hey for once iam not in a bad mood. This week in school sucked, but oh well. today was cool. I didnt do anything all day. Got my nails done for the prom tomarrow( WOOHOO.. taste the scarcasm) Iam eating dinner right now. its cold chiken salad and fries w/ ranch and a caprisun ( yes i still drink juice boxes) anyways i met up wiht andrea and kira, brin came with kira at Little Red Riding Hood's in Uniontown. i didnt know place like that existed around here. I saw Anthony I preform. He did a great job and iam glad i went. i hope he plays again soon, casue its good to appreaciate live music. I had some cappachino(SP?). it was ok, but need sugar. I think i want to open a shop like that. but i dont want it to be small or a chain of shops. Like starBucks. I want to sell books and music, have live music and poetry reading, sell coffe and food. i want it to be cool, its cool casue i know what i want this place to look like and everything. i mean wall colors, lighting everything, so now i might major in business, or go into corporate law, and do that on the side. Ok enough of how i cant figure out waht to do casue iam stupid. Prom is tomarrow and i should get some type of rest casue i am an eveil bitch when i get tired.... wait when am i not and evil bitch. well iam going. this salad is nasty.
Guess who i saw tonight. Peter. i havent seen him for almost a year. he is back in town he is at LH now. its great to see old friends. Christa was there. is good to keep in touch. i will miss these peoplewhen i go away. SJE to the fullest!

dont ever yell at me.....
YES another RANT!! you all should be happy.
OK here it is. for 4 years i would say i have gone to homeroom every day. but this morning me and gina B went into the libary casue homeroom.. is boring, gina wanted to go on BlackPlanet and i wanted to look up info on T.S. elloit. anyways. THe libairan told us to tell mr. reliy that we were going to the libary. ok we go up stairs and told him that we were going to the libary for math lab. ok. Math lab has been in the libary for as far as i know casue i never go and the 2 times i have gone it has been in the libary. ok we go on the computers and we are watched liek hawks cause i guess we arent trusting black young teenagers( yes i have another rant about that) anyways we go to first period. then before 8th period we get called to the main office. The DAMN secetary has the nerve to yell at us casue we werent in math lab. These fools went out of they way to track us down. MY GOD it wasnt like we were smokin it up in the bathroom. anyways... i got really pissed and so did gina. OK lets get this stairght. 1) dont yell at me casue people knew where we were. 2) we arent like all other kids who walk around all damn day and dont get in trouble for shit. 3) YOU ARE A DAMN SECREATARY. you dont have a degree, if they do hen you wasted your money at college 4) YOU work at geibel 5) your going to die soon or a hip is going to give out 6) You dont do anythign but breathe all heavy into the speaker like you ran a mile 7) all you do is listen to damn country music all day. OK lets get your roles straight... you are a
Secretary,not a teacher, and you have no say so in where the hell i am. its not my fault you only come up stairs when it is food day. Ohh dont fu*k with me. That is my rant for right now. ok i am goign to walmart later. iam sure i can find someone to make fun of. I am in the ranting mood... so dont make me mad casue i will rip you up.

A BIG HONEST RANT!!
yesterday..... what a great day... didnt go to school, didnt have to hear peopel bitch about how much thier lives suck, i really dont care about your lives... lets be honest and real. casue iam an honest and real person....
WHO CARES ABOUT THE FUCKING PROM?? not just the prom, but the fucking prom???
I was over the prom 3 mos. ago. OK its what ( let me count on my fingers casue iam slow) 4 days away. dont worry, everyone chill the fuck out its 4 days away. if someone of you are goign to freak out about prom. i dont want to see you all on your wedding day, thats if you poor souls ever get married. i mean prom might have the potential of beign fun but all i have to say, is when the drama unfolds, i will be the one sitting there laughing at yall... hey my date forgot prom was this weekend... well hey thats cool, i didnt get mad. i thought it was funny. and you know what things will be cool if everyone remembers how inhale oxygen and exhale the carbon ( iam a Chem master.. i hope tht is right casue if not iam an ass), and take it day by day. you all are all goign to die of a stroke if you keep all this pressure up.... damn.. GEIBEL CATHOLIC TAKE IT DOWN A NOTCH....

F WALMART.... ohio is how many days away?
hey, not much to write about my uneventful life. iam about to rip my mothers head off. why she is acting like a bitch? i dont know. i mean i could be a mean kid or be some trick like the other girls around, but am I?? no, iam not, i see my self as a pretty damn good kid. I hate AOL IM, it keeps shutting down. but this week in school has been uneventful. Its Good Friday.. Whoppie freakin DO. i dont care about chruch anymore. i dant care about alot of things anyymore. WEll i have to go
Oh by the way iam sitting on the toliet tpying this.. no iam not taking a crap. my computer is now in the bathroom, cause we are putting down wood floors. Ok iam feeling dizzy.. too small of a space, and i cant see shit casue thoes idiots up at walmart mesed my glasses up. Just when i liked one thing about that store. I HAVE A BIGGER HATE FOR THAT DAMN STORE>>> WALMART...... need i say more!!
I have to go get my hair did.
i will be at home all weekend or in chruch. casue iam a loser that stays home! GOt to love being catholic with a crazy ass mother.... how many more weeks till i get to OHIO???

holla!
hey readers
iam very tired. iam watching conan o'brian. yeah iam tired., i went to chruch tinight, they restored it.. i looks amazing, i cant belive how great ti looks, i never think about getting married or anything, but i actully was like wow this is a great place to get married. alright enough of the girly crap. i went to a party tonight, it was taylor's 16th bitrhday. there where alot oof peopel there. i only knew 3 people there i left at 9:45 casue i just sat there i didnt know anyone.. ok a time to rant abotu my peoples. let me tell you something that the black peopel around here arent the friendlyist peopel. i mean i didn t know anyone there you think someone would be like hi, who are you, but no you think some negros would say hello. HELL no. cant wait to get out of here. Well i have to say there where some fine lookin negros.. wow...
well today in school was cutie count and the lip-synch contest... i have to say Ange and mr. stevenson ( last time) made it actully fun to go to geibel for a brief moment in time. ange did a great job, that took balls. but iam glad andrew won casue now he can go to the prom. speaking of prom... well i dont have anyhting to say. so good night.
Irv Gotti was at the party ( rob)
Oh yeha let me tell you, some of thoes little kids need to quit watching BET for real.

hello
whats up playa's
haha. well iam in an ok mood, today was retreat,,, not much to say about it. i realized that we are leaving in a matter of 20 some days. i cant say iam am upset. after i made my little heartfelt prayer today at mass. it donned on me. i am goign to miss these people but when we got back on the bus and got back to school. iam really not going to miss these people. you give peopel a chance to be human in your eyes for once, and then they have to go mess it up. its sad casue you are all in for a big ass wake-up call. i dont feel well. and i have to tell someone off. casue they are acting very shaddy, i dont know if its a personal problem, if it is then i respect that, if it isnt and your punk ass is just acting like a bitch, then you need to look at yourself and how you are acting towards people. well iam going to go.
later to you all.

dang...
well i dont have much to write. i never realized how annoying my mother can be, damn jsut cuase you are in a shitty mood, dont make me be in one too. for the love of god. i mean first thing this moring she was screaming up the stairs at my dad, then came in my room and started harassing me casue i wouldnt answer her. now you all know why ia m a bitch( i get it form my mom) i could of went some where tonite but iam tired, and i have to serve mass( i hate being cahtolic sometimes) but nayways. i drove all over creation today, i had to ref at school. Refong today was like watching paint dry. i mean the serve recive was way tohrad. i mean they were running a highschool defence and they were cathing the ball insted of hitting it. i wish i could coach a team. but i think i would hang myslef in the volleyball net first. driving is over rated especially when your with my mother. i love her to death,but put away the bitch card for once. iam only going to be around for a few more mounths.ITs not like iam some hoe or brat that is disrespectful, or cuss you out, ot kick you in the head, hell half the time you cant tell i am around. Right now i feel like iam in a bubble. i have plastic around my computer casue we have freakind saw dust everywhere, remodeling a home sucks butt. well i am going to stop ranting and raving and go to bed. I have to go praize the lord and count chruch money tomarrow. What we do for GOD.
Iam going to go watch some more basketball
LETS GO ORANGEMEN

well...
hey i dont have much to write today. i got my dress today. its cool i dont need to alter it so iam glad i have it in my possesion casue knowing my luck it would of gotten lost or messed up. but iam really bored and iam really lasy. i need to go to the Y really bad but i dont feel liek it. i am pumped for american idol tonight. i am listening to john mayer. that buts me in a better mood casue i was in a bad one today. Comp and rhet class was great today. it makes me wonder what is out there for me to do wiht my life. i am going to college but what am i going to do there casue iam a loser, and i dont make desions. the one thing i love the most is taking pictures. i got paid 50 $ for taking pictures at christmas time. so i like doing that. but am i good enough to do it for a living? i dont know. i dont think i know too much of anything right now. so i am going to go casue iam going to keep rambling on about how dumb i am. i hope my life makes you all laugh.

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Hey all.
Thank God! the musical is now over! it was alot of fun. i think stage crew is the hardest profession in the world! i think the cast did very well and everythign came togehter. My side of stage crews kicked ass. i mean dear god 5 boys humping all the props. i swear all thoes boys have some strange problem. their like un nutered dogs. i feel bad i hit dave pretty hard i didnt mean to. but its starting to piss me off i have been called a bitch so many times this weekend. I am a serios person. and peopel take me was too seriously. i hate it. i mean hell iam joking even though you might not think i am. i am really not that mean, i just come off that way. i mean hell half of the wonderfuls at school dont even know me and think they can call me a bitch. yes i might be one at tiems i wont argue with you on that but serioulsy iam tired of people calling me a bitch all the time. i mean if iam that big of a bitch then dont talk to me. ok enough of my bitching. i have homework to do. and i plan on sleeping alot and might not go to school.
Holy crap this snow is crazy. it was just 76 the other day now there is snow everywhere
i have to go. i need to apologize to dave.. wait maybe i shouldnt since iam a bitch