welps i dont feel the need to write about last week... all there was to it was basketball games......... welps on to this weekend.... friday night the gang came over after the basketball game which i had fun at ........ oh Yea Melody and Keshia came over while i wasnt home and hung out with my mom and left b4 i even got back to the house... what Great friends... dont even want to be here for my 16th birthday party...... no big deal tho........ At the game there was point folks and yea well pretty much they made the game awesome ....... so yea anyways after the game Aunt Bre brought me Tabi and Tater tot over to the home for a night of retardation lol..... and Cody brought shama over So after we got here we ate then got online and talked to people.... Tabi took pictures of people and junk like that and we just goofed off.... then saturday everyone went home by like 1:30 shama was the last to leave.......... i just layed around till like 4:30 then i called Tabi and them took a shower and went to the basketball games they was pretty boring till 4th of the varsity gamethen it somewhat got fun....... then i came home and was here by myself till about 11 something when mom got home from Hershals......and the rest of that night wasnt to bad...... but then today was the WORST!!!! it was my 16th birthday and my whole life i have always thought that my 16th brithday was gonna be soo Great all my family would come down and both of them would get along and and they would be here all day and everything would be great............ but nooo none of my family cares but a very few there was 4 of my moms family (my grandma and grandpa and Hallie and Allen) and Tab Aunt bre bub and terry here for dads.... oh wow thats not even close to my whole family i have 8 Aunts and only 2 was here..... one told me she was gonna have ot take a nap...... thats why she didnt come over..... good reason eh?... none of the others even gave a reason........... my family was only for about 2 hours......i called my father after everyone left thinking Hey he would love to see me and plus i want to see him really bad cause i havent seen him since Christmas.... but yea when i called he wasnt there.... he went to work with Tracy so he could lose money playing Bingo........ dont you just love that?...... i sure do.......... i mean its pretty bad with your own dad dont even want to see you on your birthday but yea im guessing im not as cared about as i thought i was at one point........ today sure has proved that............i got a guitar by the way................. at like 5:30 i was talking to Kevin and he wanted to come over so i told him i had to go over to Tims house to learn a little something on the guitar but he could come over after that.... so he went and got tabi and at like 7 he was over here and then at 8 we went back to tabis cause my house is boring..... then at like um.... 9:30 or so he brought me home and he went back to his home..... and i went back to feeling sorry for myself once again......... i really think everyones lives would be alot better with out me in them.... yeps well im going to go cry myself to sleep cause thats what happens alot anymore..... im always so depressed....... i know people think im always happy and junk but im not......... i try my best to hold my feeling in and not let people see how i really feel..........plus i hate when people ask "Whats Wrong?" and if you say nothing they are like oh yes there is tell me....... if i wanted ot tell them i would have told them instead of saying NOTHING........... but yea mom just came in here bitching like she always does...... but im used to it by now.... Much love and like always God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

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