. ThiZ wKeNd HaZ bEnN s0o FuNn .
AhH, thiz song letz all my stress out..LoLz! Well, last nyte after me nd EriN got in a fite..haha, she came over nd spent the nyte..wow, we had s0o much funn. We got to drive to DunKiN DoNuTz nd we were guna take the HoNdA but the battery iz dead..it sux but my daddii iz funa fix it tomorrow. But we got to take the EcLiPsE!!!! yAy! HaHa, i wish..LoL, we got to take the Alero. It was relle funn nd i swear me nd EriN can make friendz at a ne fuckin place. The guiiz in there were s0o funn..haha, great tymez! Then we drove home in pourin rain. Then we pigged out on donutz! HaHa, but iz ight cuz we worked out for 2 hourz on my treadmill nd did sum exercizez at 1 in the mornin!! HaHa, then we chylled in my room nd had crazii funn fuckin wit *sum* ppl..LoLz. We went to bed around lyke 3.30 nd woke up at 11. Then we ate nd went swimmin all daii but first we tanned for 2 hourz. WoW, my skin lookz s0o much darker than it did 3 wkz ago nd i lost 10 poundz..WhOoP WhOoP..thank God for workin out! LoLz, then we chylled in the pool nd talked bout the old daiiz wen we were 12 nd we had a lot of funn..it felt lyke we were 80 wit lil grandkidz..haha, it was funn! Nd then we watched a movie nd i juss got back. Tomorrow, imma clean my room nd do my laundrii nd im sposed to be goin over LiTa'Z houze but i gotta call her. So0o, imma go do that. 0o0o yea, nd that whole hatin EdDy thing didnt last too long..i called him last nyte nd we fought AGAIN! AhH, y cant we juss be a normal LOVIN couple. I guess i'll never kno. (( oNe ))

. LaSt NiTe WaS tHe BEST! .
Well, i didnt do wut i thought i had planned last nyte but..I HAD S00 MUCH MORE FUNN!! LoLz, it was crazii funn. Well, my mom didnt want me to staii home on a FriDaii nyte..LoL, i love my mom..s0o she'z lyke 'No, ur not stayin home cuz ur guna regret it nd iz guna be a waste of a FRIDAII nite..u have to go out.' HaHa, s0o i called my sis nd she came nd got me, nd my rentz went to plaii pool. I drove to her houze nd she had a open bottle of water nd our windowz were open nd she threw it on thiz guii'z car next to us but he turned on hiz wiperbladez nd all the water from that came strait INTO our car..holii shyt it was s0o funnii we couldnt stop laughin! Then we got relle serious nd she was tellin me that shez benn havin relle strong feelinz bout BoBbY nd she had a dream bout her, him, me nd Andy nd i told her she needz to think bout breakin up wit AnDy for the babii..iz a RELLE long storii nd iz my personal lyfe s0o i dun wana get into it but certain ppl readin this kno bout it newaiiz s0o wuteva. HaHa, not JoEy!! LoLz. But then she told me that she does listen to the advice i give her nd she said that i'm lyke her angel cuz she knoz id never stab her behind her back lyke everii single of her other friendz did ((Nother LONNGG storii!)) nd she relle feelz that even tho i'm younger than her, i am her best friend nd she has s0o much fun wit me. Iz the same shyt she told my mom that i wrote bout a few entriez back but to hear it from a 22 yr old iz crazii..it dun happen a lot. Newaiiz, then we got to her houze nd bonged nd I have never gotten s0o fucked up..NEVER! We were doin sum stupid shyt nd then we drove around nd met all theze guiiz nd one of them asked me for my number nd i gave them this gurl i hate number! HaHa, thatz s0o funnii. So0o we were juss chyllen nd drinkin then i passed out at 1.45 nd woke up at 2.30 nd we went back to my house but my dad called nd asked us to pick up sum milk, s0o we went to WaLgReEnS nd we had the munchiez s0o we bought lotz of FOOD!! HaHa, then we got to the house nd she didnt leave till 4.30..it was s0o much funn! Nd i luv it wen i hang out wit my sis cuz i dint walk in the house till 3am nd my rentz dint care at all cuz theii think my sis iz the safest person to be wit..haha! So0o i went to sleep nd todaii iz me nd EriN daii.WhoOp WhoOp!! OoO yea, nd im not sayin that im guna go back for him but wen i asked EdDy to prove he'z sorrii a couple nytes ago. Nd this myte not have nuttin to do wit me, but he changed hiz voice message which i benn askin him to do for a month..but i still dun love him. LoLz, x0x. ..KiSsEs..

. WeeKenD iZ hErE! .
YaY!! I got a 4 DAII wkend!! WhooP WhooP. LoLz well im doin a lot of shyt this wkend. Tonyte i think im guna go to ProMeNaDe wit JaX nd SheA. Tomorrow, me nd EriN r swimmin nd tannin ALL DAII!! LoL, then im spendin the nite nd SuNdAii, we goin to church, mall, maybe the carnival, nd then we guna tan again!! LoLz, then MoNdAii im goin sumwhere wit DanieLa all daii we juss dunno wut we guna do yet..HaHa. Then TueSdAii me nd KeLLy r funa go to the mall! HaHa, s0o yea thatz my wkend nd ErBeAr betta be happii cuz im spendin 2 daiiz wit her!! HeHeZ, todaii was a good daii..actualli thiz whole week benn good. Can a 19 yr old get ne more immature?! OmG, EdDy was bein a dick last nyte nd he kept hangin up nd sayin i dun wana hear it. Nd wen i was tellin him y i dun think we shuld be together no more..he has the NERVE to saii that iz my fault cuz i was the first one to saii nethin to him in SeBaStiAn!! Ha, wut the fuck?? He dint have to talk to me ND we never had to go out..i coulda gone on wit that LiL argument forever but i told him that we can talk wen he growz up cuz i wasnt bout to get myself pissed over those fitez u get into wen ur in fuckin 3rd grade ((StOnEr)). LoLz, he never called me back..figurez tho! I think iz funnii..i cant believe im actuallii fitein back wit him thiz tyme nd not alwaiiz givin in wen he saiiz _i'm sorrii_ cuz those r juss wordz n theii dun mean SHYT till he provez it which he never has! Newaiiz, imma funa go nd call my sexi sippin nd dippin stoner buddii pimph0e lover JaCk oFF to c wut'z goin down tonyte..HaHa, x0x. ..KiSsEs..

. iZ FINALLII oVeR! .
>>> I talked to u last nyte nd a fite started lyke alwaiiz. U hung up cuz u couldnt deal wit my shyt nemore nd i cried myself to sleep. But suttin funnii happen, i woke up tellin myself that i dun care no more..i woke up tellin myself ([Fuck the drama])..i woke up tellin myself that u dun deserve me..but mostlii, i woke up not lovin u nemore. I dunno but suttin left my heart thiz mornin nd u kno wut i have to saii bout that..FUCK IT!! I never thought i'd saii this but..i dun wana fall in luv wit u nemore! <<< HmM, all u gotta do iz look at it nd u'll kno wut im talkin bout..that'z how i trulii feel! It was the weirdest thing but i think i finallii realized that i never loved him..not even once. I mite not ever kno wut i was feelin wit him, but it wasnt love. It was much less than that nd thank God it was. I'm s0o over it. I've wasted s0o manii tearz, s0o manii wordz, s0o manii monthz on sumone that never relle cared, that didnt relle love me, that enjoiiz pissin me off nd turnin me into a bytch then complainin bout it. That aint tru love nd i need more than that. I deserve more than that. It used to hurt wen i found out evrythin he ever told me wasnt tru, but u kno wut, it dun bother me at all cuz i kno i dun need that..iz all a BIG joke. It was a good one too cuz i smile wen i think bout it now, sayin to myself that i'm s0o glad iz over nd all the hurt nd all the pain iz gone. It took me almost 10 monthz to realize wut i was gettin myself into, but i'm juss happii that i didnt have hiz babii cuz i feel bad that AshLeY now has to deal wit him for the rest of her lyfe. Well, tonyte will be the last nyte i call him to let him kno iz OVER..iz guna be great cuz he said himself no gurl has broke up wit him s0o i'll be the first one to saii it. Fuck him nd his stupid gamez. He needz to grow up nd stop livin lyke he'z 12!! HaHaZ, thiz iz sum funnii shyt!! x0x.

P.S. HaPPii BdAii JoNaThoN JorDaN!! Me nd EriN luv u. Well, eR does..hehe.

. FiNdiN NeMo RoX mY SoX .
LoL, writin again todaii. Juss got back from EriN'z..it was funn. Er, AJ, Tom, Jerry, Richie, nd me chylled in AJ'z room nd watched a movie. It was the GREATEST. LoLz, im watchin it again tonyte. Yea, the hoodz were back togetha cept that it wasnt the same witout KeViN! I benn thinkin bout him ALOT! I miss hangin out nd tell him all my deepest secretz..it sux to not to have that best friend in ur lyfe that was ALWAIIZ there no matter wut. Wen he was here, everythin seemed perfect nd now iz up nd down..all the fuckin tyme. HmM, maybe i'll find another guii lyke that..who knoz. Well, i'm kinda thirstii s0o imma go nd drink!! MwUaHaHa! DoRii..i love her!! HaHaZ EriN!! Myne myne... x0x.

P.S. i love u JoSePh! HeHe.

. ShUt Ur HoLe, JoEy! .
HaHa Joey!! I s0o didnt kno u read my fuckin journal..u got n0 lyfe buddii. LoL j.k, i luv ya but that'z crazii shyt. Now i gotta make a fake name wen i talk bout u. 0o0 yea nd JoEy said that he'z single s0o if ne hott gurlz ((SpAniSh..LoL)) that wanna hook up wit him..talk to me. LoL, he'z a crazii asshole..hehe! Newaiiz, todaii was a good daii too juss relle slow. So0o juss chyllen online talkin to ppl. I cant believe i'm luvin lyfe s0o much thiz wk..i never thought i could witout EdDy in my lyfe..shutup JOEY!! I kno ur guna saii suttin bout that tomorrow..LoLz!! Well, i dunno wut else to saii cept juss doin nuttin nd waitin for EriN to come home s0o we can chyzill lyke everii daii!! WhOoP WhOoP!! x0x. ..KiSsEs..

. Ch Ch ChyLLeN .
WuDdUp?! HmM, im watchin the episode where John Ritter diez nd iz relle sadd. But newho, todaii was a prettii good daii. U kno actualli i'm startin to relle lyke skool..iz lyke the one thing that kinda takez me awaii from my other problemz! Nd all my friendz r there for me. Yea, s0o todaii i juss kinda chylled nd u kno wut i realized..i got a lot of relle close guii friendz that i never knew were there. Lyke theii r s0o sweet..iz funnii actualli. But newaiiz, i had funn nd it was coolio..FindinG NemO..WooHoo!! HaHa, me nd EriN r on the old skool walkie talkiez..iz funnii nd it bringz back s0o manii memoriez!! Well, imma go nd finish watchin thiz episode. I'll write back lata. ..KiSsEs.. x0x

. CrAzZii MuDdA FuCkAz .
HaHa, the title has nuttin to do wit nethin but it was one of the onlii thingz that made me happii todaii..LoLz, thx AnDy! Newho, todaii went by kinda fast. Then after skool, i went to JeNnY'z houze nd chylled there till 6.30. LoLz, we had crazii funn!! Then my sis picked me up from there nd AnDy was in the car nd i relle didnt wanna c him but he talked to me lyke nuttin happen. Then, we went over LuBz houze nd chylled nd then we went to their houze nd me nd my sis left for WaLmArT. We got bak nd that'z where the subject comez from on this entrii..LoLz, that totallii changed my mood todaii! Well, i juss have had a relle fucked up last couple of weekz where it takez a lot to make me happii, which aint me at all. I'm usuallii alwaiiz jokin around nd relle hyper nd i've juss benn..bLaH. I dunno, maybe it will go awaii soon. Well, i gotta go do sum homework nd then go to sleep. ..KiSsEs..

. WeeKeNdZ_bLaH .
^iT ReLLe iZ coLd^ So0o thiz wkend didnt turn out the waii i wanted it to but i guess i juss gotta forget bout it. FriDaii sucked major fuckin ass. It started out relle good nd we were all drinkin nd takin shotz nd it was lotz of fun. Then, we went swimmin nd juss chylled for awhile till RiA nd AnDy got into a fite nd i tried to break it up nd well..made thingz worse!! So0o0o, the partii ended at 2am, which was 3 hourz earlii nd around 5.30, AnDy decidez he dun wanna see my face s0o he told me to leave nd the rest iz gone. Then SaTuRdAii, woke up earlii for the tyme i went to bed, went to a tannin booth wit my mom, watched a movie nd got into a LiL fite wit EriN, then me nd the fam went to Jess' for her birthdaii. Nd it all goes down from the point me nd EriN left nd we got into a fite nd fought till 3.30 in the mornin. But iz all good now..i think..i dun relle kno but wutever, that was juss prolli one of the most crazii fitez we benn in..from screamin to cryin to laughin..it was sum craziiness. Then, i talked to EdDY nd of course he'z gotta be his stupid ass self..damn, i dun wanna even talk bout it! But i dint go to bed till 4.30 nd then EriN woke me up at 9am wen she hadda leave nd i couldnt go back to sleep. So0o then i went shoppin wit my mommii, went to c MiSs BoBbiE, went to plaii pool nd my sis came. AwW, it was s0o cute nd s0o manii KoDaK momentz..too bad noone had a camera. It was juss me, my sis, my mom nd my dad nd we were havin a LiL familii get together shyt..it was lotz of funn. Then me nd my mom went to BlockbusteR nd rented sum moviez nd pre-ordered FindinG NemO!! LoLz, woohoo..me nd EriN funa watch that shyt evrydaii!! HaHaZ..newaiiz, we came home around 7 nd i fell asleep nd juss woke up..LoLz!! So0o, juss chyllen talkin to EriN..haha, i gotta put thiz in herre:

SpOrTyChIcC323: word up flow
x0x S i S i x0x: ooo..my mom preordered findin nemo for andy..we get it tuedaii which meanz i finallii get to c it
x0x S i S i x0x: l0l
SpOrTyChIcC323: haha..lol...im so comin over and watchin it
SpOrTyChIcC323: over and over
SpOrTyChIcC323: hehe
x0x S i S i x0x: l0l tight
x0x S i S i x0x: u shuld
x0x S i S i x0x: instead of dude, wherez my car..iz funa be findin nemo
x0x S i S i x0x: l0lz
SpOrTyChIcC323: hehe
SpOrTyChIcC323: lol
SpOrTyChIcC323: alright
x0x S i S i x0x: yupp yupp
SpOrTyChIcC323: mine mine mine mine...wes gonna say that all the time i can see it now
SpOrTyChIcC323: there are these dumb birds that fight over the fish and are like mine mine mine
SpOrTyChIcC323: haha
x0x S i S i x0x: l0l i kno..we funa have lotz of funn watchin the shyt

HaHa, iz a REAL knee-slapper. Wellz, me gotz to go cuz my sis iz on her waii over to drop AnDy off for the nite..UgH, he has to sleep wit ME?! AhH..LoL, ..KiSsEs..

. HaPpii HaLLoWeEn .
The nite i've benn waitin for iz finallii here!! LoLz, damn, im s0o fuckin excited. I'm on the fone wit my truest gurl, EriN..LoLz, i s0o wish u could be there tonyte..y u gotta have stupid competitionz?! LoLz, iz ight tho cuz u'll be there in heart..all of our heartz..HaHa!! Well, juss packin nd shyt nd gettin readii. Damn, s0o manii ppl r funa be there tonyte..i relle cant wait. LoLz, i told FaN nd DeRriCk to come by s0o theii mite..LoL yAy!! HaHa, Joey iz lyke the funniest kid ever..he'z guna be JeSuS tonyte..or a condom..LoL, banana flavored..PONCHO!! HaHaZ! Well, i'm havin a pretti good daii cept for the fact i almost passed out durin 1st hour..it was scarii but the nurse gave me Sprite nd it made me feel a lot betta..hMm, s0o y do theii saii SpriTe iz bad for u?! LoLz, ErBeAr. Ight homez, i funa go pack..write back lataz. x0x ..KiSsEs..