. cLoSe y0ur eyezz .. nd i wiLL be sinGin the saMe t0 0nlyy y0u .
0mg, i l0ve that s0ng. l0l, newh0, juss g0t 0ff w0rk .. PAYWEEK!! l0l, cant wait .. g00d ass check. Newh0, WEiNER iz back. l0l, i dun think i've ever g0tten such a bigg hugg fr0m ne0ne. NiCk iz startiin hiz 0wn gr0wiin .. yay, free weed!! Me nd my babyy g0t in a fiite t0dayy, but then he calledD me back nd saidD he was s0rry nd that he l0vedD me. Made me feel better bef0re g0in t0 w0rk. That'z b0ut it .. tiredD az fuck. i l0ve hiim .x. 60 niine .. ohh yea, i d0. hehe .. l0l

0h yea, maTt iz jeNny'z new l0ve .. he'z in the army. HAHA .. l0l, we alwayyz laugh at the craziiest shyt. l0l, fuck anth0ny .. g0 0ut wit maTt! We didnt see hiim t0dayy th0 .. musta g0t calledD t0 arabia .. l0l, iRaq. l0l, ilu s0o much chiimmy chunga!! HaHa (( diirt laugh )), ur the bestest . . .

. LeXi g0nzaLez . chRistie b0ner . stePhanie ceFaLi . me . <<-- l0l, we dun hang 0ut wit 0ur wang 0ut .. we sm0ke 0ut wit 0ur b0wl 0ut. l0l, 0nlyy st0nerzz w0uld think 0f that .. u guyyz r my new 42o gurliezz. Next wkend guyyz .. guna be great!! l0vezz y0u. <33 (( oNe ))

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. i ThiNk iT miTe WoRk thiZ tiiMe .
YaYy .. WEiNER iz back!! l0l, he was in a psychiatric place cuz he t0ld hiz m0m he wantedD t0 kill hiimself. l0l, he'z a dumbass f0r bein fuckedD upp .. see, that'z y pillz r badD .. theyy make ur parentz think crazyy shyt 0ver stupid shyt u sayy. l0l, he h00kedD up wit sum cutter gurl. Her name was shawnDa .. l0l. But he'z back .. even th0 he'z gr0undedD till he can pass a drug test .. that will be NEVER! Newh0, last niite was a g00d niite. Saw MEAN GURLZ .. cutest m0vie ever. Nd h0ttest guyyz next t0 me nd eRin at the drive-in. l0l, theyy saidD we were cute f0r laughiin at the m0vie. g00d stuff. We came h0me nd made munchiezz. Sm0kedD lyke 5 tiimez wit riA nd anDy. Drank sum beer nd g0t drunk 0ff 0ur assez. Then at 2am, me nd eRin decidedD t0 walk t0 juStiN'z h0use wh0 livezz lyke a neighb0rh00d away fr0m us by train trackz. l0l, we were fuckedD upp.

Well, i finallyy kn0 n0w he has changedD. My babyy iz the sweetest guyy ever. See, thuRsday he pr0misedD he'd call me bef0re he left f0r DiSNEY 0n fRidayy .. he never did. But last niite, my baby st0le hiz LiL cuzin'z f0ne t0 call me. 0mg, last niite he was lyke the first tiime i met hiim .. but sweeter. He saidD s0 much cute shyt but 0ne thing was madD cute. He was talkin t0 eRin nd she saidD suttin b0ut h0w he was guna cry nd he came back wit thiz .. nd h0nestly, h0w many guyyz sayy suttin lyke thiz t0 their gurl'z best friend. l0l, he t0ld her the 0nly pers0n he w0uld shed a tear f0r w0uld be hiz gurl nd i grabbedD the f0ne s0o quick nd i saidD d0 u relle mean that nd he said .. fr0m the b0tt0m 0f my heart babyy. Nd that'z wen a tear ran d0wn my cheek. The veryy first happy tear i've ever shed f0r hiim. Nd that'z wen i realizedD that he was a different pers0n. An0ther thing was eRin askedD me if a car was c0miin nd if it hadda hit either her 0r edDy .. wh0 w0uld y0u have it hit, nd i didnt kn0 wut t0 sayy nd edDy said that he w0uld jump in fr0nt 0f a car f0r me nd if he survivedD he'd beat the shyt 0utta the pers0n driving .. till his veryy last breath. AwWnEsS. It was a veryy g00d niite. l0l, then wen we hadda hang upp we were lyke i l0ve u m0re, n0 i l0ve u m0re .. l0l, nd eRin was lyke thiz remindz me 0f the c0mmercial 0n TV wit the guyy 0nliine nd if u guyyz dun shut the fuck upp imma break ur f0ne. HaHa, i l0ve hiim s0o much. G0D, nuthin can get me d0wn t0dayy. I'm s0o happy! I'm telliin u .. he'z changedD nd me nd eRin b0th can tell. I l0ve y0u babe! <33 x 69 .. l0l

0kie d0kie, imma g0 n0w. TiredD az fuck .. n0 sleep last niite but wh0 carezz, funn az hell. I miss my babyy a l0t. T0dayy, i juss kinda went sh0ppin nd that'z it. Later h0mezz. (( oNe ))

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i l0ve edDy f0rever nd ever ..

. RiP HeAtHeR .
I cant believe it .. i juss saw her lyke a week ag0 nd n0w .. n0w she'z g0ne! Her babyy was b0rn 4 dayzz ag0 nd her b0yfriendD had askedD her t0 marry hiim. jeRry nd maRtha (( her br0 nd sis )) l00kedD upp t0 her s0o much. She was 0nlyy 17. Her babyy will never kn0 wh0 her m0ther iz. Y d0es shyt lyke thiz have t0 happen?? Her lungz c0llapsedD the dayy bef0re last, then her kidneyzz went nd finally .. her heart. Iz s0o sadD .. i cant believe it. I saw jeRry nd maRtha last niite .. jeRry was in tearzz cuz he wantzz his sis back nd maRtha was juss n0t talkin. I cant believe thiz happenedD .. RiP HeAthEr .. every0ne misses y0u.

Newayyz, didnt d0 shyt last niite cuz my rentz we're g0in 0utta t0wn s0o theyy wantedD me t0 stayy in last niite .. which iz c00l. Yesterdayy bef0re sk00l, me nd chRis FaN g0t fuckedD upp! l0l, sum g00d shyt. NiCk'z party was last niite .. but i dint wana g0. So0o t0dayy will be g00d .. me nd eRin r g0in 0ut lyke all niite nd then c0min back here nd gettin drunk wit riA nd anDy cuz they're stayiin 0ver. jeNny was sp0sedD t0 c0me but she cant n0w. iighty, im 0utt (( oNe ))

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0h yea .. i miss my babyy, eDdy. Cant wait till he getzz back fr0m DiSNEY. I l0ve y0u babyy! x0x0.

. i'm cRaZy WoRriedD .
JUSTiN WEiNER .. u dun kn0 h0w much every0ne iz missing u. We're all s0o w0rriedD. We l0ve u nd we h0pe that everything iz 0k. I wish i w0ulda pickedD u up .. i'm s0rry JUSTiN! i l0ve y0u ..

G0D, i wish i juss knew where he was cuz i w0uld g0 get hiim this sec0ndD. My m0m saidD he c0ulda stayedD wit us. 0mg, i cant believe wut'z g0in 0n. I'm w0rriedD b0ut hiim.

Newh0, my babyy iz g0iin t0 DiSnEy w0rLdD this wkendD. p00pie, i wantedD t0 g0 see hiim but then again, DiSnEy iz cl0se as fuck. Hmm, maybe iz tiime f0r an0ther r0adD triip. I cant wait till this summer. My m0m saidD i c0uldD briing 0ne pers0n t0 NY wit me nd i said ne0ne?? nd she saidD yea s0 she cant take it back n0w. Guna be the BEST.

edDy - i'd fuck u s0o g00d rite n0w
mE - get ur ass 0ver here then
edDy - if u t0ld me u were c0miin t0 get me rite n0w i'd hang upp the f0ne nd start walkin s0o u w0uld have t0 drive that far.
mE - ur s0o sweet.

l0l, aww .. lyke he w0uld get far. I l0ve his little c0mmentzz nd wen he singzz t0 me .. haha! We g0t in a stupidD fiight last niite but we're all g00d n0w. I wanna g0 t0 DiSNEY!! (( oNe ))

<33 shaWna

. tRu l0ve neVer d0es die .
U were in my dream
Before i even knew there was a u nd me,
Now i cant wait to see ur smile,
Wen i wake up each day,
It makes it worth while.

-->> So0o in l0ve .. s0o happyy wit hiim. I l0ve hiim t0 death!! He makez everythin in my lyfe seem 1oo tiimezz better. I never want this feelin t0 end. Iz s0o much different this tiime. I think he relle has changed. This iz great .. it'z g0tta last! <33 [[ i w0uldnt want nething else .. ]]

. i GoT myy BaBiiE baCk -- iCe iCe BaBiE .
I'm s0o fuckin tiredD cuz i g0t n0 sleep last niite. I drank nd g0t fuckedD upp nd at 1.15 am we decidedD t0 g0 see KiLL BiLL 2 .. l0l, it was a g00d ass m0vie. I g0t h0me at 3 am nd then i talked t0 eDdy till 4.3o. I finallyy g0t hiim back again. I'm juss prayiin iz different thiz tiime but i have faith in hiim. He already t0ld a bunch 0f hiz friendzz. I miss hiim s0o0o much .. he'z the 0nly 0ne that relle can make me feel happy insiide. We talkedD b0ut everythin last niite. He said he never knew that i usedD t0 cry my eyezz 0ut 0ver hiim nd he felt badD. I askedD hiim if i ever hurt hiim nd he said i did wen we br0ke upp last MaY nd i went 0ut wit that 0ther kidD. He saidD he caredD f0r me lyke a m0ther fucker wen we first met nd he wishez we c0uld g0 back nd never br0ke upp .. but we cant. Well, my rentzz are g0nna be 0utta t0wn thiz wkendD s0o if everythiin w0rkzz 0ut riite, me nd eRin r guna g0 get my babyy! I h0pe it w0rkzz 0ut. I dun think he realizez h0w much i relle care f0r hiim .. he saidD he alwayyz felt lyke i never caredD nd that'z DEF n0t tru nd he sh0uld kn0 that. Newayy, imma b0ut t0 lyke fall asleep riite n0w s0o imma b0unce. (( oNe ))

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. Nd she wantz t0 hear .. she'z beautiful .
0mg, i miss hiim s0o much! I finally g0t t0 talk t0 hiim last niite .. nd i criedD. I think, n0 i kn0, he must be the 0ne. He'z all i think b0ut .. y d0 i l0ve hiim s0o much? But i d0 nd i cant h0ld back my feelingzz. He'z meant t0 be wit me .. i h0pe! I h0pe he still l0vez me t00 cuz my feelinzz get str0nger everytiime i hear his v0ice. I have never, n0t 0nce, st0ppedD l0vin hiim .. nd i never will. I l0ve hiim. We talkedD b0ut everythiing last niite. I feel 1oo tiimezz better wen i hear hiz v0ice. N0 guyy will ever make me feel the wayy he makezz me feel. I want hiim t0 l0ve me again. T0 care f0r me again .. i want hiim t0 ask me t0 marry hiim again. Y cant thingzz g0 back t0 the wayy theyy usedD t0 be .. wen we caredD s0o much b0ut each 0ther. I wana live wit hiim .. i'm seri0uslyy thinkin b0ut it. EdDy iz the 0ne nd i wana spendD my lyfe wit hiim. . .

Newh0, planzz switchedD thiz wkendD but it was still crazyy az hell. Went t0 eRin'z m0m'z last niite nd we went guyy huntin nd sh0ppin .. 0mg, we met sum h0tt guyyz. We went t0 the m0viezz .. 13 g0in 0n 3o was great! l0l, i criedD. Got st0ppedD by a c0pp last niite. He saidD i was drunk nd t0ld me i was weavin. Nd he never askedD me f0r my license. l0l, but i g0t 0ut 0f it newayyz .. dint get a ticket! l0l, then i calledD <3 eDdy <3. Thiz m0rnin we went t0 staRbuckzz nd we were sp0sedD t0 tan but we're g0in next wkendD cuz eRin dint have en0ugh m0ney. T0dayy iz my sis' partyy which meanzz i'm g0in t0 sk00l wit a madD hang0ver t0m0rr0w. A l0t 0f drama thiz m0rnin wit me nd weiNer .. i care b0ut u s0o much weiNer nd i w0uldnt 0f s0ld u 0ut lyke she did. I'm here f0r u nd u kn0 that. l0ve yazz.

JAX --> u have changedD s0o much t0 the p0int 0f a t0tal different pers0n. I cant trust u nem0re .. u screwedD weiNer 0ver nd that'z fuckedD upp. I wish u never changedD but u cant change back. We hadD sum great mem0riezz wen we usedD t0 be best friendzz but it will never be lyke that again. I'm sick 0f tryin t0 be niice t0 u nd i'm sick 0f u cryin b0ut me hatin u. Thiz tiime u relle upset me cuz 0f wut u did t0 hiim nd that'z it. U'll never change nd we'll never be friendz again. I'm g0ne -->> (( oNe ))

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. tHe TaSte 0f Ur LiPz aLL oVeR mEe .
l0l, i'm singin t00 different s0ngzz at the same tiime. Newh0, last nyte was g00d shyt. G0t payedD .. $230!! l0l, s0 me nd jeNny went t0 saWgraSs. We b0ught shyt f0r 0ur carzz. Then we went h0me nd g0t ready. Nd we went t0 ToWeR sHoPzz. WoW, lyke every0ne was there last niite. We chylledD wit LucHi, WeiNeR, DeMaR, NiCk, MaRteLLa, DaLy, AmBeR c, nd a bunch 0f 0ther pe0ple. l0l, then these 2 kidDz hit 0n us nd we juss kinda left them. I saw aDaM nd SteVeN there. I miss aDaM! l0l, but newayyz .. it was a great niite .. l0tzz 0f funn. T0dayy, my sis iz havin a partyy s0o i'm gettin shitfacedD! Nd sunDayy, me nd eRin are g0in t0 a tannin b00th nd then gettin 0ur nailzz d0ne. Iz guna be a g00d weekendD. Yupperz, it iz . . .

0 yea .. 0ne m0re thing. Pe0ple needa st0p talkin shyt b0ut pe0ple nd then pretendin t0 be there friendzz cuz iz relle 2 facedD. I cant stand pe0ple lyke that. Nd every0ne sayyz im such a biitch t0 pe0ple. Wen i dun lyke sum0ne, theyy kn0 it. Atleast i dun pretendD t0 be their friend .. i think that'z w0rse. Nd thiz iz f0r lyke 4 pe0ple but i aint guna sayy ne namezz. Iighty, laterzz. (( oNe ))

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. HaPPy 42o !! .
HaPpY 42o eRrYb0dy!! l0l, t0dayy was the greatest!! G0t high az a muther fucker nd still am. Juss g0t dun havin my last b0wl. T0dayy was a st0netastiic dayy .. l0l weiNer. Me nd niCk hadd sum talkzz .. haha, wut were theyy b0ut again .. t00 st0nedD t0 member. I cant believe sum pe0ple didnt kn0 wut 42o meant. l0l, all the nerdzz in 0ur classezz. HaHa, they're missin 0ut 0n the g00d shyt .. l0l, member niCk! G00d dayy!! Cant wait till next year. Nd jaCki, i h0pe everythiin iz 0k .. she g0t in a car accident thiz m0rnin. LUCHI -->> our planzz f0r 42o never happenedD. I hate that u g0t kickedD 0ut. I l0ve y0u! 0k, imma b0ut t0 g0 pass 0ut. PEACE (( oNe ))

<33 shaWna

. BaCk t0 sChooL .
Even th0 i dun wana g0 back t0 sch00l, i'm kinda happyy i am cuz iz t w o dayyzz till the best dayy 0utta the wh0le year .. 42o! l0l, every0ne that isnt makin a big deal 0utta 0f it iz juss n0t a st0ner but iz lyke fuckiin XmAs t0 all 0f the p0theadz!! I member last 42o .. it was EaStEr. I went t0 my sis' h0use f0r the sm0ke0ut partyy nd then RicKy dr0ve me h0me. Awesumm niite. Newh0, yesterdayy in napLez was fuckiin funn az hell. Me nd eRin met these guyzz nd we went fishiin wit them 0n their b0at. Theyy were s0 h0tt nd i gave 0ne 0f them my number. l0l, sum st0riezz t0 tell b0ut them! jeNny ended upp n0t g0in wit us cuz her m0m was bein gayy! But we hadD s0o much funn .. 0mg, s0o manyy h0tt guyyz. It was sp0sedD t0 be a 2 h0ur driive but wit my ass driive, it was an h0ur. l0l, we hadD s0o much funn! 0n the wayy h0me i st0ppedD by niCk'z cuz he hadda partyy .. sm0kedD nd then went t0 angeL'zz. As s00n as i g0t h0me, i passedD 0ut. But me, eRin, jeNny, jaCki, niCk, nd weiNer r all g0in next tiime. I cant wait! l0l, t0dayy, i tannedD nd went t0 the mall. I get paid thiz fRidayy .. yay! I als0 went t0 chRis' h0use nd sm0kedD 0ut wit him nd bRad nd thiz kidD dRew ((eww)). I'm thinkin b0ut g0in back 0ut wit chRis. Lyke we never went 0ut but we did. l0l, he t0ld me he relle misses me n0w nd he dun understand wut happen between us. I f0und 0ut he went 0ut wit thiz gurl LaUrEn that usedD t0 g0 t0 my middle sch00l but he br0ke upp wit her. He said she was an uglyy ass h0e. Nd it was lyke right after me nd him went 0ut. But i dunn0, still thinkin b0ut it. Newh0, riA nd anDy went t0 meLbourne beaCh t0dayy .. i s0 wantedD t0 g0 but wen theyy calledD i didnt feel lyke gettin upp. Theyy hadD funn. 0k well, imma g0. Wait i have t0 add this ::

x BABiGURL387 x: 42o iz lyke a st0ner xmas!!
x BABiGURL387 x: i cant waiit
allister46: yea its like do u celebrate xmas or hannukah?
allister46: and u say fuck no i celebrate 420
allister46: bitch
x BABiGURL387 x: haha .. iz a tru st0ner dayy

That'ss all we talk b0ut .. gettin fuckedD upp. He will be my fave st0ner f0r lyfe!! I l0ve y0u weiNer!! I'm g0ne. 0h wait, i l0ve y0u t00 niCk maThes! LateR (( oNe ))

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