. ToMoRrOw iZ gUnA bE cRaZyy .
T0dayy was g00d. I b0ught an exhaust f0r my car .. h0tt stuff. Newayyz, t0m0rr0w iz guna be the best!! Me nd my best gurliezz (( eRin nd jeNn )) are takin a r0ad triip t0 NapleZ. It iz guna be s0o much funn. We're leavin earlyy t0m0rr0w m0rnin nd we'll be back ar0und lyke midniight t0m0rr0w. I think we're g0in t0 tan nd sh0p nd 0f c0urse f0r the guyyz! l0l, iz guna be s0o much funn .. i cant wait. Newh0, t0dayy me nd jeNny sh0ppedD f0r her car cuz she'zz guna pimp it 0ut .. l0l. Then we went t0 the beach nd sh0ppin f0r t0m0rr0w. It will be a funn ass dayy. I was sp0sedD t0 chyll wit WeiNeR, NiCk nd jaCki t0niite but i dun wana .. s0 i'm g0in wit riA nd anDy nd boBby t0 the m0viezz. I saw ChRiS t0dayy .. hiz leg'z gettin better. I was weariin juStin'zz jacket wen i saw hiim nd he was lyke, y r u weariin that .. that'z fuckedD upp. Wutever, iz the 0nly thing i hadD. He said he missez me nd he still wantz t0 be wit me but he relle needzz t0 get 0ver it. Newh0, sh0rt entryy .. i'm g0ne. (( oNe ))

Roll, roll, roll your joint,
Pass it down the line,
Take a toke, hold the smoke,
Blow your fuckin mind
--> 4 dayyz till 4 2 o !!

<33 shaWna

. ThiNkiNg ThiNgZz ThRu .
So0o i w0ke upp thinkin. I startedD thinkin b0ut h0w grateful i am t0 have an awesum sister. I startedD thinkin b0ut h0w different lyfe w0uld be if she wasnt here. First 0f all, i w0uldn't have experiencedD 0ne veryy special pers0n nd he w0uld 0f never t0uchedD my heart. RiCky was 0ne 0f riA'zz g00d friendzz .. well, BoBby'z. But he treated me s0o g00d nd i still regret breakin upp wit him. I definitely w0uldnt be az much 0f a p0thead .. l0l, nd it may be a badD thing but it has cheeredD me upp s0o manyy tiimez. If hse wasn't here, i w0uldnt kn0 h0w t0 l0ve a lil babyy the wayy i d0 .. her s0n. He has sh0wn me h0w much i relle can care b0ut sum0ne. I w0uldn't have such a great br0ther either! l0l, riA'zz man has benn there f0r me thru everything, pr0tectin me nd lettin me kn0 that he carezz b0ut me. Nd last nd DEF m0st imp0rtant, i w0uld be pregnant at thiz veryy m0ment. She iz my angel .. i juss kn0 it. She carezz f0r me s0o much nd she thinkzz 0f me az n0t 0nlyy her sister, but he best friend. She iz the best thing nd i thank God f0r lettin me have an awesum 22 year 0ld sis. Wen i was little, i usedD t0 wish that i was an 0nlyy child nd n0w, i cant even believe i ever th0ught that. So0o thank y0u riA f0r everything u have ever d0ne f0r me nd all the partyiin. I l0ve y0u f0rever.

0nt0 0ther stuff .. WeiNeR nd me r relle cl0se n0w. He iz lyke 0ne 0f my best friendzz. l0l, l00k at the stupid shyt we talk b0ut. I l0ve thiz kidD ::

allister46: hey smelly
x BABiGURL387 x: hey h0tt ass
x BABiGURL387 x: wutsz g0in 0n h0e?
allister46: chillin watchin conan obrien
x BABiGURL387 x: awesumm .. i needa get high
allister46: steal yur dads weed
allister46: we shuld cop sum bud then go chill with nick
x BABiGURL387 x: tru
x BABiGURL387 x: after w0rk th0 =(
allister46: work sux
x BABiGURL387 x: i kn0
allister46: go to work high
x BABiGURL387 x: haha .. i cant .. my m0mzz w0rkin wit me t0dayy .. she'll kill me
x BABiGURL387 x: n0w iz sucha g00d tiime t0 f0g my car
x BABiGURL387 x: cuz n0 matter wut .. i cant r0ll d0wn my wind0wzz
allister46: lol why cant u roll down the windows?
allister46: u got them tinted or sumthin
x BABiGURL387 x: cuz my tiintz .. cant r0ll them d0wn till friidayy
allister46: r they illegal tints?
x BABiGURL387 x: yeaa
allister46: str888
x BABiGURL387 x: l0l yea.. theyy l00k h0tt
allister46: when do u work?
x BABiGURL387 x: 3.3o
x BABiGURL387 x: but i g0tta g0 sh0ppin nd shiit t0dayy
allister46: thats gayyyy
allister46: weeds more important
x BABiGURL387 x: i g0tta lyke d0 all thizz shiit
x BABiGURL387 x: yea.. i can sm0ke 0n my wayy t0 the mall
x BABiGURL387 x: haha .. wit 0ut u!!
x BABiGURL387 x: l0l jk
allister46: biaaatch
x BABiGURL387 x: i havent g0t hiigh since m0ndayy .. im s0o angry .. nd n0w my dad dun have ne
x BABiGURL387 x: fuck!
allister46: shittt
allister46: he needs to get some weed
x BABiGURL387 x: i kn0..damn
x BABiGURL387 x: alriite assh0le i g0tta get ready
allister46: asshole?
x BABiGURL387 x: l0l..later
allister46: wrong sex organ
allister46: later
x BABiGURL387 x: 6 dayyzz till 42o!
allister46: fuck yea!
x BABiGURL387 x: l0l later
allister46: shit i gotta get an eighth
x BABiGURL387 x: yea u d0
allister46: lol later

He'z DEF my bytch f0r lyfe. HaHa, newayyz, last niite me nd jeNny watchedD KiLL biLL nd it was a g00d ass m0vie. l0l, i g0t h0me ar0und 1am but iz all g00d. Newh0, g0tta get readyy f0r w0rk. LaTeR .. 6 dayyz!! l0l

<33 shaWna

. ErRyBoDy iN thA cLuB gEtTiN tiPsYy .
Teen drinking is very badD.
I got a fake ID tho.

(( e i g h t . d a y y z . t i l l . 4 2 0 ))

jeNny g0t her car .. yAyErZz !!
i l0ve eRin a wh0le l0t !!
i miss him lyke crazyy .. if 0nlyy he knew

. HaPpY eAsTeR !! .
HeY HeY .. well, t0dayyz eaSter but it dun feel lyke it. Well, i w0ke upp sick but iz cuz i benn partyiin t00 much yesterdayy nd fRidayy. ThUrSdAyy, me nd jeNny chylledD after w0rk. We went d0wn t0 the beach nd saw jaX nd haNnah. Then fRidayy, i g0t my paycheck s0o me nd eRin went sh0ppin nd then fRidayy niite, i stayyedD at my sis' h0use nd g0t s0 fuckedD upp. The wh0le tiime i was there, we sm0kedD 13 tiimezz. Great shiit. We g0t drunk 0ff my fave drink .. HYN0TiQ !! l0l, nd yesterdayy, i g0t my tiintzz put 0n. I went wit illegal nd they're hella dark but iz awesumm. I put my CiViC sticker 0n .. iz h0tt az hell. My car iz s0o pimp. Then last niite, hung 0ut wit jeNny nd eRin. Then we dr0ppedD jeNny 0ff nd chylledD wit angeL nd saw LuChi f0r lyke a sec0nd but it was c00l. 0h yea, nd AdaM has a gurl nd hiz friend steVen w0nt st0p b0therin me. He saidD that AdaM calledD me a g0ld-digger. FuCk hiim. Iightyy, HaPpY eAsTeR nd i must leave u wit the funniest thing WeiNeR'z ever saidD ::

allister46: and while i wus pissing i remember thinking, thats my dick...thats my dick...on shrooms

l0l, greatest thing ever .. nd yea i member that niite s0o g00d .. at gUy'zz h0use. Great stuff. I l0ve u WeeN'z!! l0l, cant wait till next tiime. x0x I'm g0ne. (( oNe ))

<33 shaWna ][ haPpy eaSter!!

. HaPpY BdAyy FaNFaN !! .
Well, t0dayy was my h0medawgz bdayy nd 0f c0urse the st0ner clique hadda celebrate .. damn, i was m0re fuckedD up than i ever benn t0dayy. It was the craziiest dayy at sk00l. Newh0, me nd JaX talkedD yesterdayy nd we're kinda friendzz but we're g0in t0 chyll sum place next week. SpRiNg BrEaK 'o4 startedD t0dayy. This will DEF be the best break ever .. i kn0 it. After w0rk t0dayy, i went t0 Lo0nAm'z partyy nd it was straight. Drank a little then left. Me nd eRin went t0 BB nd chylledD wit MaTt nd EriC (( HaRrY )). It was c00l. Saw angeL .. l0l, i see him all the tiime n0w. We talkedD f0rever last niite. Yea .. well, i'm n0t guna write pr0llyy at all during SpRiNg BrEaK cuz i'll be t00 fuckedD up 0r t00 hung0ver 0r suttin but everyy0ne .. SpRiNg BrEaK 'o4 iz guna be s0o0o crazyy!! x0x <33

Nd f0r the bytch wh0 left that c0mment 0n my last entryy .. t0ld u that u were t00 pussy t0 put ur fuckin name. HaHa, h0lla back. LUCHii, i miss u nd i wish u were wit us this m0rnin!! We l0ve u!! (( oNe ))

<33 shaWna

. LyKe WOAH .. i'm HiGh .
HaHa, me nd eRin juss sm0kedD a fatt ass j0int. Newh0, thiz wkend was g00d .. lyke alwayyz. friDayy after sk00l, me nd jeNny went t0 CoRaL SqUaRe mall nd b0ught sum shyt. I g0t a big wind0w sticker f0r the back 0f my car. It sayz CiViC wit butterfliezz 0n b0th sidezz. l0l, thiz iz DEFiNiTLEY wut it l00kzz lyke :: } ) i ( { C I V I C } ) i ( {. l0l, we hadD a funn ass tyme. fRidayy niite, me nd eRin went t0 ToWeR sHoPzz nd i saw LucHi there wit hiz friendzz jaKe nd miKe. We all chylledD nd it was s0o0o0o much funn. We hadD sum great ass mem0riezz fr0m FriDayy. miKe was s0o0o fuckedD upp nd he was juss bein crazyy. Then i t00k them all h0me nd gave LucHi a bigg hugg nd t0ldD him he better be c0min back t0 sTa cuz he g0t expelledD cuz he st0le $1oo fr0m sum FrEsHmEn. Yea, but he has an interview t0 c0me back t0m0rr0w. He'z such a badD ass. 0h, nd FriDayy was maTt gonZales nd juStin baRe'z funeral s0 angeL went. i wantedD t0 g0 but i didnt. I knew juStin nd i miss him a l0t! LucHi knew juStin t00. Newh0, saTurdayy, chylledD wit jeNny nd we went t0 b00merz nd hadD sum crazyy ass funn wit them ghett0 pe0ple. l0l, then i went t0 my sis' h0use f0r the nyte. toDayy, me nd eRin went t0 the beach nd tannedD. It was straight nd then we came h0me nd watchedD TeXaS cHaiNsAw MaSsAcRe. Nd yea, that'z my wkendD. SpRiNg BrEaK 'o4 iz guna be s0o0o incrediblyy funn az hell!! I cant wait till FriDayy .. i get paidD. 0mg, my car iz guna be h0tt az hell by the beginning 0f MAY. I have an app0intment f0r tintz thiz saTurdayy nd then i'm puttin the wind0w sticker 0n it. Nd then 2 weekz fr0m the tintz, the b0dyy w0rk iz gettin d0ne nd then a paint j0b the next dayy. I'm als0 gettin blue chr0me windshieldD wiperz t0 match the lightz 0n the tirezz. Yea, my car iz guna be crazyy PiMP!! l0l, well, i g0tta get sum sleep cuz thiz wkendD has benn hella busyy. Lata h0mezz -->> (( oNe ))

<33 shaWna

RIP _ Matt Gonzalez . Justin Bare -->> We l0ve u nd we DEF miss y0u. x0x

. SkiPpiN sKooL t0dAyy .
YuPp YuPp .. i'm h0me t0dayy cuz my m0mmy lemme stay h0me cuz i benn w0rkin s0o fuckin much nd i benn lyke runnin 0n 5 h0urz 0f sleep. Newh0, last wkend was funn stuff. ThUrSdAyy, after w0rk, me nd eRin saw a c0uple m0viezz ((Dawn 0f the Dead, Starsky..)) nd then we chylledD back at my h0use nd g0t drunk! l0l, then fRidAyy, we went sh0ppin cuz i g0t my paycheck .. $190 babyy! l0l nd that wasnt even f0r 2 full weekz. So0o i b0ught lyke cl0thezz nd shyt .. fun dayy. Nd we put speakerzz in my car by 0urselvezz .. l0l we r s0o pimp! Then SaTuRdAyy, we went 0ver WeiNeR'z h0use nd sm0kedD nd rentedD my NEW fave m0vie that n0 0ne else can lyke az much az me sidezz C. b0nEr, l0l, AMERiCAN HiSTORY X!! 0mg, greatest m0vie everr!! Then we juss chylledD at thiz place by hiz h0use nd i t00k him h0me nd eRin crashedD at my h0use. SuNdAyy, me nd eRin went tannin .. first at hoLLyw00d tAnzz nd then 3 h0urzz at the beach .. we g0t s0o burnedD but iz turnin int0 a tan n0w. Nd SuNdAyy nite, me nd eRin chylledD wit JeNNy nd we went 0ver thiz kidd ToMMy'Z h0use that usedD t0 g0 t0 my middle sk00l. He'z straight .. we hadD crazyy funn there. Yea, nd that was my wkendD. It was my eRin wkendD m0st DEF. Nd last nite, w0w, prettyy g00d fuckin nite. Went t0 BB t0 chyll wit MaTT nd he askedD me if i was g0in 0ut wit JuNiOr nd i was lyke all pissedD 0ff nd then there'z thiz new kidD that w0rkzz there .. bLaCk .. 0mg, awesum kidD .. he gave me his number nd saidD that me nd him r guna chyll!! l0l, me nd eRin kn0 everyy0ne at BB pers0nallyy .. iz GREAT! Nd then we were chyllen at the park wit bLaCk nd these kidDz came upp t0 me nd i th0ught i knew them nd the kidD g0es .. member me?? i'm AnGeL. l0l, i was lyke 0mg, heyy nd i jumpedD upp nd gave him a huge hugg! He was lyke yea my lil br0 saw u drivin by nd he was lyke, isnt that the gurl we met at the gas stati0n? l0l, yea, i was drivin 0n my permit wen parentzz were 0ut nd that'zz h0w i met them. Nd hiz best friendD RiCo was there nd i member him t00 cuz hiz babyy mama was in lab0r that nite. Yea, s0o i chylledD wit them f0r awhile nd then me nd eRin left but RiCo put hiz number in my f0ne f0r sum reas0n .. l0l. Nd then i was tryin t0 g0 t0 sleep last nite, nd AnGeL callzz me. l0l, he'z s0o much h0tter n0w. Newh0, i'll have t0 see wut happenzz. 0h yeaa, nd eDdy nd ashLeyy br0ke upp .. yAyErZ. Iighty, i g0t sum shyt t0 d0 bef0re i g0 nd pick upp JeNNy fr0m sk00l. LaTeR HoMeZz -->> (( oNe ))

<33 shaWna

. WaKiNg Up iZ hArD t0 d0 wEn NoOnE <3'z YoU .
Well, i hadda 'hard t0 describe' weekend. See, FriDaY, me nd eRin went t0 haNnah'z h0use nd it was juss me, haNnah, jAx, eRin, nd weiNer. We startedD drinkin nd i t0ld eRin n0t t0 drink t00 much cuz she dint eat nuthin nd she w0uld get sick .. but she dint listen t0 me. So0o then we all walkedD t0 get beer nd everii0ne sat 0n the t0p 0f my car. We met thiz kidD mitCh nd he was relle cute nd it was c00l. Well then we decidedD t0 g0 see a m0vie. Everyy0ne hadda pee s0o i st0ppedD at thiz chicken place 0ff SiStRuNk s0o we c0uldD pee. We hadda crazyy funn until eRin c0mez 0ut nd tellz us that the ladiee inside iz callin the c0pz 0n us. So0o we get in the car nd speedD 0ff. I t0ld haNnah t0 thr0w the beer 0ut the wind0w cuz if we get st0ppedD then we're screwedD .. s0 she d0es .. but then i findD 0ut lata that she never threw it 0ut s0o that t0tallyy br0ke all the trust i ever hadD in her. Then eRin startz thr0win upp all 0ver the place s0o we leave the m0viez nd g0 t0 haNnah'z. Well, eRin hadda g0 h0me FriDaY nite s0o we hadda take her h0me nd we g0t her in her bedD 0k but it was a crazii hard thing t0 d0. There was puke all 0ver my fuckin car .. i was s0o pissedD but iz all g00dD n0w. So0o then bef0re we g0 back t0 haNnah'z, we decidedD we DEF need sum cigz. Well, i g0 t0 the cage nd i g0 ar0und 0n the side nd the guy tellz me t0 g0 t0 the 0ther side s0o i back up nd fuckin hit his car!! 0mg, i was lyke i'm n0t gettin an0ther ticket nd it was lyke 1 in the m0rnin s0o i dr0ve 0ff wit hiz car alarm g0in 0ff nd everythin. I was s0o0o scaredD. Well, i was guna spend the nite at haNnah'z h0use but i left nd went t0 riA'z cuz i was s0o upset nd i juss relle neededD sum0ne there t0 talk t0 nd let me kn0 wut i did wasnt 0kay .. but make me feel better newayz. So0o i spent the nite there nd went h0me in the m0rnin. Then i went wit riA nd anDy nd my m0m t0 buy a car .. riA g0t a 2oo4 KiA SpEcTrA .. iz h0tt shyt! l0l, then i went t0 the drive-in wit jeNny nd lyke alwayz .. we have the craziiest tymez. l0l, 0 yea, nd FriDaY after sk00l, we went t0 the mall wit lyke 7 0ther pe0ple nd then me nd her went t0 thiz nature center nd fuckin scaredD the shyt 0utta 0urselvez nd triedD t0 get l0st in the w00dzz. It was s0o0o much funn. U wana t0uch MY snake?! l0l, i l0ve her. She'z s0o much funn t0 chyll wit. I g0t h0me ar0und 12.3o am nd went t0 sleep cuz i dint get t0 riA'z h0use the nite bef0re till 3 am. T0dayy, i l00kedD at carz wit my m0m cuz she'z guna get 0ne f0r herself s0o i can have the eClipse .. yAyErZ! Nd then eRin came 0ver nd we went sh0ppin at the mall the wh0le dayy. It was a busyy weekend.

Newh0, juss chyllen .. n0t wantin t0 w0rk nd g0 t0 sCh00l thiz week, but hey .. i get paid ThUrSdAy! l0l, i cant wait .. imma spend that shyt s0o0o fast. Iighty, well .. i benn thinkin b0ut eDdy a l0t lately nd i dunn0 but i'm missin him lyke crazyy. UgH, he'll never get 0utta my head. Well, g0tz t0 d0 sum h0mew0k nd then chyll ar0und the h0use. ERiN'Z BDAY IZ IN 2 DAYZ!! l0l (( oNe ))

<33 shaWna

. BuSy Az HeLL .
WoW! I benn s0o busy wit w0rk nd sch00l nd chyllen wit my dawgzz..l0l. Thiz last wkend was great. FriDaY, i went t0 GuY bRuGgEr'Z h0use wit WeiNeR, NiCk, nd EriN. It was funn..there was lyke 3o pe0ple there nd everii0ne was sm0kin 0r drunk. There was thiz 0ne kidD fr0m ChAmiNaDe..JoHn..l0l, he was s0o0o fuckedD upp..me nd EriN messed wit him lyke crazii. SaTuRdAy, i pickedD up JeNNy nd WeiNeR nd we went t0 the mall t0 get JaX sum presentz nd WeiNeR ended upp buyin lyke 1o thingz f0r himself..l0l, it was funn. Then we went t0 JaX'z h0use nd there was sp0sedD t0 be a party but it g0t cancelledD s0o iz guna be this FriDaYy. Newh0, s0o we juss pickedD upp JaX nd went t0 WeiNeR'z dad'z h0use which iz RiGHT 0N the beach nd we sm0kedD 0utt..l0l, thiz c0pp dr0ve by nd st0ppedD nd put his light 0n uss f0r lyke 5 minutez..but then he left..l0l, we g0t s0o0o paran0idD. We went t0 thiz kidD SeAn'Z party nd chylledD there f0r awhile nd then we all chylledD nd ate at JaCki'Z. SuNdAy, i went sh0ppin wit the best sis in the w0rld, RiA nd we hadD crazii funn. We g0t AnGeL (( her kitten )) her sh0tz nd we juss sm0kedD 0utt back at her place. Yea, s0o0o it was a g00d ass wkend..lyke everyy wkend n0w. I w0rk s0o0o much..iz craziiness..i never get t0 see my TRUEST eRin!! AwW..i l0ve u mamii. Newh0, im crazii tiredD nd i g0t t0 finish thiz lab s0o me nd ChRiStiE BoNeR get g00d gradez in Bi0. PeAcCe (( oNe )) <33 shaWna

0kK..here c0mez the part b0ut EdDy. Yep, he'z g0in back 0utt wit ASShley. We g0t m0re alike than i th0ught we did..see, EdDy will g0 back t0 her n0 matter wut juss lyke i will wit him..that'z suttin t0 laugh at..he'z WHiPPEdD! Newh0, we havent benn talkin lyke at all cuz i benn s0o busyy. But even th0 me nd AdAm r..i dunn0, weird..i still kn0 that EdDy iz juss n0t the 0ne f0r me..s00n, i'll find him..i h0pe..y cant it be AdAm JoNeS?!

. So0o0o BuSy! .
Well, i g0tz a REAL j0b..l0l. 0mg i'm s0o0o busii n0w th0. I w0rk fr0m MoNdAii t0 ThUrSdSAii..4 pm - 9 pm. I w0rk at SFL iMaGiN. l0l..iz 0kK..i lyke the pe0ple that w0rk in my department. Iz a relle funn j0b..cept that i g0tta wear lyke a nurse'z unif0rm. I get paid $6.5o an h0ur. Iz c00l stuff th0..i saw lyke 3 fyne guiiz t0daii..it was straight. Well, AdAm iz 0utt t0tallii..unf0rtunatelii. 0h well, i guess i juss g0tta keep l00kin alth0ugh i have t0 admit i DEF think b0ut him fr0m time t0 time. I havent talkedD t0 EdDy in lyke a full m0nth..i think imma call him t0nyte..but juss az friendz nd 0NLY friendz. Well, i h0pe thiz weekend iz guna be funn. Me nd EriN r chyllen 0n FriDaii nd then me nd JeNNy r g0in sum place SaTuRdAii nd then AyNz' party..i think. Nd i'm als0 chyllen wit jacKi SaTuRdAii cuz her BdAii iz SuNdAii. she g0tta car..redD eClipSe. Iz tight shyt. Well, i'm tiredD az hell cuz i've benn w0rkin my ass 0ff s0o0o i think imma g0 t0 bedD 0r sum shyt..write sum 0ther tyme. (( oNe )) <33 shaWna