:: 2003 8 April :: 8.09 pm
:: Mood: happy

good day
Hey all~
I had a good day today. I got to see my friends more then 2 min. YAY!!! I got to see Kristy Nick Ben and Katie. So i had a good day. Other then the fact which Kristy tryed to show a pic of me in a dress. And it is not any dress it is a black velvet spegetie strap(sorry if i spelt that wrong) dress!!!!! NOT cool. but that is ok because she did not actually show them the true pic. So that is not that bad. But know i have to go in Kristys house and shread it and then burn it and then throw the ashes off a clif :)! Sorry pic of me are evil especially if i am in a dress and the only!!!! ONLY person who has a pic of me in a dress right now is Kristy. So beware she is the enamy.......
Must destroy pic. Ok that is enof of that! i guess i will end my journal now.
OH Nick i have your jacket...... hostage!!!

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:: 2003 7 April :: 8.51 pm
:: Mood: content

nothing special
So how are all you people doing? Me i am just fine. Right now i am in my basement listening to music hiding from my parents! You would think parents would get sick of being mad. I mean i get yelled at for the slightest thing. I get yelled at for things i do, dont do, things my brother does ext. Well i think you get the pic on that. I dont understand why do they want me to be a perfect child. When i know that will never be good enof. Sorry i know you guys probably dont want to be listening to my ow so sad story *laughs and shakes head* trust me i mean i could go into a really long jornal. What i dont get is why am i not good enof? Why is all i want to know. I try so hard to make people happy. Most of the time that is all i ever do so if anyone can tell me why i am not good enof for people please tell me because i would love to know.

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:: 2003 6 April :: 12.24 pm
:: Mood: quiet

life
People! Hey all, how are you? Hopefully good. Right now i am just sitting down stairs in my back room in the quietness. It is kind of strange because it is never quiet in my house. It makes you think. Well anyway other then that my life is going ok right now. Kind of confussing but other then that ok. But you know i am use to being confused it is just kind of i guess my thing. lol. So anyway what is going on in your guys lives. Probably alot more excitting. So i guess i will go. See u guys later. Bye Bye all

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:: 2003 3 April :: 9.22 pm
:: Mood: happy

Finally
YES!!!!!!!! Spring break....... finally i have been waiting a long time for this to finally come and now it has.................. yes!!!! Sorry can you tell i am glad it is spring break. Well i bet a lot of people are. Well i just wanted to say hello to everyone and i hope you all have a good break. Oh and people dont forget about me up in Belmont ok. Fell free to call me anytime because most likly i will be home except for on this Saterday. I have to go to my friend Jason's party. So i will talk to you all later.
Love yea
Peace!
Oh if any of you people are going away over break have fun!

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:: 2003 1 April :: 8.34 pm
:: Mood: frustrated

TEST
Tomorrow there is a big science test i am studing for so wish me luck!!!!!

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:: 2003 31 March :: 4.20 pm
:: Mood: bored

nothing to do
Ok i am tired from this long long weekend!!! I almost feel asleep in about 4 of my classes. I did not get much sleep at all this weekend. Lets just say i am ready to go to bed and it is 4:30 ! Yuk well anyway other then that life i guess is going pretty good. No changes just the same old same old life going on here in bordum ville.

Yeah i know i also got left behind by Krisy and Steven. Ok there goes my contact to the outside world. I mean they are the only ones in my neighbor hood who are insain crazy or 3 years old. So thanks kristy!!!

So anyway i guess i better get offline before my dad gets home and kicks me off!!! Chat with you later world. Peace

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:: 2003 30 March :: 5.55 pm
:: Mood: busy

Question
Hey i have a Question All!! Did anyone call me last night at about 8? Well i was babysittin and i came home and my brother said someone called. But because he is so stupid he does not know who it was what they wanted or anything. So i am clueless, although that is a normal thing i just wanted to know if any of you called me last night sorry fro not calling you back because i have no clue who called?

Oh and today was my dad's birthday and it was so funny because we all went out to bowling and we had his present delivered and our neighbor came over and put it in the garage for us and shut the garage. Well anyway when we came home and my dad opened the Gargage he saw the Ride on Lawn Mower. OH my goodness the look on his face was the funnest thing i ever saw. i mean i thought he was going to freak out he was so happy. So well i take it my dad had a good birthday!

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:: 2003 28 March :: 3.19 pm
:: Mood: sick

Sick
Hey peeps!
How are you? Me fine, well no take that back i am sick. But other then that i am ok. Yeah why is it that when ever you are sick. You do not have time to be sick.

I mean i dont have time this weekend to be sick i have to much to do. Babysite, bowling, babysit, take my dad out for lunch and a movie for his b-day and then i have to find time to buy my friend Jason a birthday present. I mean i dont have anytime this weekend to be sick.

Why cant i be sick when i have nothing to do. But know it always has to be when you are buesy and have to get something done. OH yeah i have two projects due on Monday!!!

Oh well wish me the best of luck then because i am going to need it to be able to stay alive the next couple of days.

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:: 2003 25 March :: 3.36 pm
:: Mood: blah

blah
Hey! To all how are you? I am fine, well maybe not fine. Reports cards are coming up soon. That is hopefully not bad. But anyway i am going to be so sad tomorrow. One i am going to be all alone tomorrow morning. :( Because Ben is not coming to the Freshmen Center. So i get to hang out with all my other strange friend. Well all my friends are strange but still. And then i fill sick so i will be going to school sick. Plus Nick is going away for a while. So no fun!!!!!! Yeah this weekend is going to be crazy too. Babysit buy birthday presents....... dad's birthday...... jasons birthday on monday... All bunch of crazy stuff. Hey does anyone want to kidnap me away from my insain life????? Trust me i really would not mind at all. Just take me away from here now! Sorry getting fed up with everyone in this stupid place. None of my friends of coarse they are the only ones that keep me sain.... Well mostly sain.... OK somewhat sain........ Just never mind that they keep me from going totally insain.

Thanks to all friends of me.......
ex...
Nick
Ben
Kristy
Jackie
..............................
Well i can go on but you get the pic so thanks guys from keeping me from loosing my mind!!!

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:: 2003 22 March :: 3.23 pm
:: Mood: scared

clowns
AHHHHHHHHHH!!! Oh my goodness. I was so incredably scared today. Ok rollarbladed down to my brothers school. Belmont Elementary also my old school .

To go to this carnival things. Win prizes just a bunch of fun stuff. Plus i got to be back in my old school. Which brought back so many memorys.
Plus i felt tall for once in my life with all the little crazy kids all over but anyway. I was walking down the hall and out of no where a clown comes walking down the hall. I freaked out so badly. For anybody who does not know this i am so afraid of clowns. AHHHH! I was so scared. And if you dont believe me Kristy was there with me and she could say the exact same thing. So for the rest of the time i would try
to avoid the clown. Or hide but anyway it kept finding me and it was not cool. I was so sad.
Then Kristy told me she is going to make me face my fears and go to a circus and see some clowns. But i wont go by myself so there.!.!. Because if i do i will be so scared. And if i go with Kirsty she would not help no offence but i would try to hide behind her or somthing and she would hit me or make me go bye the clown so no ofence Kristy if you make me go see a clown someone else has to come!!! And if not i am not going!

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:: 2003 21 March :: 12.18 pm
:: Mood: energetic

Friday at Last
It is finally Friday!!! And we have a half day! Yes... Although i have nothing really to do because Kristy is working. But i will probably go over and hang out with Steven untill she gets home. So how are you all doing. I am GREAT! Dont know why but i am. Ok i have a lot of energy and really dont know what i will do with it all. See you would understand if you saw me. I just feeling jumping up and down. Like i cant stay still. (and yet i am going to a play tonight) So how are you all doing for those who dont have school right now i bet you are out having a great time. For those who are still in school sucks to be you. Oh i am sorry that was mean. I apologize but. Ok i got to get off line now i have to much energy and sitting down is not helping me at all .
So.....
I will go out side and play basketball, football, or just run. I just need to get out of this house and do somthing so chat with yeah all later. Bye Bye

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:: 2003 16 March :: 5.26 pm
:: Mood: exhausted

exhausted
Well i hope you all had a great weekend. I at least know that my weekend was a long one. Friday night i babysat till 12 am. And then in the morning my friend called me at 7. Then on Saterday i had to babysit untill 1 am and then i woke up this morning at 6 am because of my little brother. And today i was just being lazy. So my weekend consisted of a bunch of load little kids. so i hope your weekend. Was well quieter then mine.

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:: 2003 15 March :: 10.11 am
:: Mood: crazy

crazy
Ok anwser one question for me. When am i ever not weird or strang. My thought about that is that no one is normal. Because who knows what normal is because every one is different. Well i know for a fact that i am not normal. And i bet you all know that you are not normal ether because of the fact that no one is the same. So in that case. One persons idea of normal might be another persons idea of insain and one person's idea of insain might just be another person's idea of normal. So who is to say that you are crazy. because in the fact that is, every one is crazy. even the person who calls you crazt is crazy. So i am not saying i am normal. Because i could bet almost anything that i am not. But hey next time you call someone crazy think of this. You are crazy to.

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:: 2003 12 March :: 7.37 pm
:: Mood: alone

alone
I feel so alone. like no one cares. I dont know. there is just no one i talk to. Everbody has somebody but i just feel alone. There is no one who would understand how i feel. i dont know i just feel like there is somthing missing from me. I mean like i am just not the same. I am not as happy or cheerful as i usually am. But i have no clue why. I am down and not my crazy self.(ok i am still crazy but not as crazy) And i dont know because i feel like no one else would be in my posistion to tell me why. I want to talk to someone about this but no one wants to know, no one wants to care. So i have to be strong for my self. I have to be strong for my family. I also have to be strong for my friends. Because know i am not the only one with problems. And i have to put other people first. When i am done with that then i could express myself but that is after my friends, family and everyone i care about come first.

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:: 2003 11 March :: 4.28 pm
:: Mood: cold

cold
Ok my house is so cold. Right now i am freezing cold and i am all rapped up in a blanket but that is not even helping. I mean my house is like the Freshmen Center there is not heat what so ever. Well at least it feels like it.

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