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kthpkc

:: 2005 18 October :: 12.45pm

I want to stab my cellphone, damn its alarm clock

It sucks that people still don't understand my sense of humor. Granted, it is violent (like when I'm in bitch-mode, grumpy, or pissed) at times. But still... it's not like I'm a homicidal maniac out for blood and spleens. Spleens. Hee.



I'd go off and cry now if I could, if only I were by myself and not stuck at Brown. ;_;

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kthpkc

:: 2005 18 October :: 12.21pm

I went down for breakfast today. For the first time, ever.

I ate Lucky Charms and thought of Ben ;p

I ate with this one chick, Coop, who lives on my floor. She invited me to stop by her room today sometime, so I will. Because I've gotta become more outgoing and make more friends on the floor. Other than befriending people in long to walk to places like Henry and Hoekje.

Oh and me, being the dumb one, I forgot my keys so I had to call Tara and ask her to come down and let me in through the security door. Right after I got off the phone with her some dude let me in ^^" Gack. Then I had to hurry off to Brown so I wouldn't miss my German convo class.

I'm not hungry because I ate breakfast. But maybe I'll go out to Sprau Tower after next class and yoink a snack before going down to the computer lab and printing up the rough draft for my english paper.

Le w00t.

Memo to self: REMEMBER KEYS

oh, and I've gotta stop being so moody. Effing hormones. All you males suck ;p

The coolest of the cool: I absolutely love it when Tara and I talk when we're both in bed. Even if only for a moment, even if only to say good night. It brings back memories of me wishing that I had a sister to do that with. Sigh. Can't exactly do that with Andy, he's as dense as a brick wall when it comes to emotions.

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 17 October :: 7.23pm
:: Mood: sad to the point of tears

Roommates and the like
Some roommates become best friends (like Amanda and Tara), some become rivals (no example that I know of). I prefer to think of Tara as a sister. Sometimes the older one (okay, most times) and sometimes the younger one.

I felt so...complimented when she asked me some advice about dating and guys. And I can't help but babble to her about things going on in my life. Friendships, boys *blushes*, classes, weekends, going home... you name it. If I'm in a talkative mood, I'll just try to talk her ear off. I'm afraid though, once in a while, that I'm pissing her off by talking too much.

Tara, her friend, and a couple others are going to be renting out an apartment next year. The day when she came back, excitedly announcing that she'd signed the lease for the apartment, something akin to pride just broke over me. I was immediatly excited for her, seeing her so happy. Like when she told me that Fall Out Boy was going to be at her friend's party. She was so excited that it was freaking adorable.

I have to admit that I'm not the best roommate. Hell, I'm probably the worst. I'm messy, I hate getting up, I'm grumpy as a bitch in the morning, I grumble about food, I take my time in the shower, I listen to heavy metal, I wear black waaaaaaaay too much, in the beginning I was antisocial, depressed, and angry, I won't touch the vaccum, and I rant. I can't see how Tara can stand to live with me. I try to be good, honest. And I don't have any problem with her, just her phone when it rings late at night when we're trying to sleep ;p

Look, the point that I'm rambling on trying to show is that I have no problem with my roommate. She's probably the best roommate that I could ever have. Sure we have our differences, but that adds a bit of spice and flavor to everything. I wish I could tell her that I love her (platonically) and I always want to hug her. But I'm afraid that I'll scare her.

Tara's the best. I hope you all get a chance to meet her someday.

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kthpkc

:: 2005 17 October :: 3.20pm

I'm an update whore today ;p
I just got done shooting ideas at Tara. She helps a lot when I need to think of a paper to write ^_^

I'm thinking about doing something along the lines of affirmative action. I'm rather against it, even if it allows a certain percentage of minority groups to enter into universities every year. But that also means that some elligable students won't be allowed in. Even if they have outstanding grades.

So yeah, I'll rant about that and offer a solution. Damn, I need a solution. I mean, we need more people from the minority groups to enter college even if they don't have moneys. Ummm...scholarships! And forcing representatives to go to inner city high schools and seeing the outstanding students there.

Gack, I don't know. I'm not a minority here in the U.S. Now Zambia, I was a minority. But that was a kajillion years ago.

Any suggestions?

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kthpkc

:: 2005 17 October :: 12.52pm
:: Music: Verbotenland-Hanzel und Gretyl

Memo to self: Wear socks and shoes when going to math today.

It's rather nippy out. I'm freezing. Probably because my hair still isn't dry.

Lunch today was good. I'm feeling full. Gack, bloated almost.

The vaccum for the room isn't that evil. It's kinda nice. Not like Pestulio, the vaccum from hell. I hate that vaccum, even if my dad swears by it.

English midterm tomorrow. History and Math midterms next week. No midterms for the German classes. Yay. I'd probably cave in and strangle Herr Blickle with my shoelaces if he had us do a midterm. I wouldn't mind so much with Frau Gabor, she's pretty cool. I like her.

I need to write up an opinion paper. But what can I argue about? Any suggestions? They have to be controversial issues or somthing dealing with my major. Yay. Any German controversial issues?

I don't want to go up to the room. Nothing to do there. I suppose that I could color, but my blue copic marker has gone MIA already. I think that it's in Amanda's room somewhere. Cross your fingers.

Sigh. I could use a hug. A nice, warm hug.

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kthpkc

:: 2005 17 October :: 12.00pm
:: Mood: blah

Anonymous comments are annoying as fuck.

Well, I guess he/she/it's right...I probably should take this link off of my Facebook.

And learn to be a better roommate.

Edit 12:18 pm

Oooh, I'm glad that I didn't piss the Rachel off.

Rachel darling, you're the best. Seriously. I love you.

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 16 October :: 1.07pm
:: Mood: cold and hungry
:: Music: Deadmaker-:Wumpscut:

Today I was planning on sleeping in until noon, seeing as I'd gotten back to the room after 3. But noooooooooo, Tara gets up at effing whatever early o'clock and starts snarfing down her chocolate (okay, I'm rather sore about that because I don't have any chocolate at the moment) and typing on her damn computer. Someday I will smash her cellphone with the annoying ring tone to tiny bits, and throw her computer down the stairwell for her to use it down in the TV room like I have to.

I was also planning on cleaning up the room a little today, but I don't want to do that with Tara in the room. Sure she's working on a paper, but she's going to be so distracted (like she always is). So that's why I'm freezing my ass down here in the TV room while she's up in the warm room. I don't want to distract her. Even though I have nothing to do down here right now except listen to music and dream about taking a nap on the foof chair.

Gack! My arm, it's all goose-bumpy! And my arm hairs are standing on end! Verdammt, I shoulda brought a hoody down with me.

Today is also the "fucked up dining schedule" day. Le w00t. Wish me luck trying to find someplace open to get food at.

Edit 5:02 pm

Tara was gone when I got back up to the room. So I've vaccumed the room, taken out the garbage, fluffed the foof chair, organized my crate/book shelf, cleaned the bathroom sink and mirrors, and am now listening to some swank jazz music that someone is listening to either in Garneau or across the trees in Ackley/Schilling. Awesomecross, j0. Jazz is so soothing. I love it.

This chick that I ate lunch/dinner with yesterday, who is also in my math lecture hall, has added me to her Facebook friends list. I love the chick. We're gonna move to Canada and get married ;p

Well, the room is clean, but there's nobody here to enjoy it ;_;

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Angel_Bob

:: 2005 15 October :: 4.25pm

Why should you go to Aquinas?
This next week, all week, we have no school. That's right, a week-long fall break.

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 14 October :: 12.08pm

Tracey dearest, I was wondering if you got any Hanzel und Gretyl yet. If not, don't worry!!!! I've got their Uber Alles CD, and I'm more than willing to share ~_^ Same thing with Meltron's Klangkombinat, Wumpscut's Eevil Young Flesh, and Kraftwerk's Trans Europa Express. My darling friend Joel burned them for me ^_________^

DDR today, but not for too long because John is going home this weekend (sob cry, what am I gonna do without 'im?). Tara's out apartment-hunting with a friend of hers today. Crazeh. If I end up not going to Paderborn until my junior year I'm gonna try to get into Henry. It's so much better than Garneau.

Yesterday Amanda and I went to the Miller Movie Night, Batman Begins was playing. I went because she got invited by this one guy that likes her but she doesn't like him the same way. So I was her saviou, le w00t. And the best part, it only costed us a dollar each to get in. Yays!

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angel_bob

:: 2005 12 October :: 8.00pm

Happy anniversary, sirrah!

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 12 October :: 12.25pm

I guess my Strawberry Gashes deviation is still getting views. I just recieved a comment.

So add another person who thought that the scars were real to the list. I'm gonna go home and congratulate Mr. Gel pen sometime.

Edit 3:29 pm

Hey Kelly, it looks like the day of reckoning is November 12 starting at 2 pm at the Waldo Stadium down here in Kzoo. Hee ^____^

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 10 October :: 12.25pm

Yesterday was good, really good.


It was cold out last night, I had the shivers and my teeth were chattering.


I'll go into detail later, after I've showered and officially woken up.


Love to you all.

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angel_bob

:: 2005 9 October :: 10.30pm
:: Mood: blank

Blah blah some old speech blah crap blah
Being a woman sux0rz.
Being hormonal sux0rz.

Thinking with your amygdala sux0rz.





I love you all. I hope you're doing okay. I know I'm not home a lot because of school and stuff but I still have my cell phone. So if you want to talk about anything ever (I don't care if you want to tell me how hard you gave it to those hookers last night, tell me ALL about it) call me. Tell me what's going on. Tell me how much you miss your dog (which I swear was NOT BLACK, Kelly). I don't care what you want to tell me. If you want to talk: I'm here.

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kthpkc

:: 2005 8 October :: 1.38am
:: Music: Voll im Arsch-JBO

Today has been a pretty okay/good day.

It started out all slow and nasty, what with me having to wake up early for history and all. Tara came back right when I was contemplating hitting the snooze button again. The notes for history were too small for me to read today, so maybe I need a new perscription. That would suck ass majorly because I'm already half-blind (pretty much).

My aunts stopped by at 11:30 for my one aunt to see what my room looks like. My other aunt brought pumpkin muffins, which Tara and I immediatly dove into after they'd left the room.

My iPod spazzed out right before I left for math, so I was in a grumpy mood without my music. Amanda chose to skip again (lucky her) so I was lonely during the whole lab time. We also had to take a quiz at the end, which I totally bombed. My thoughts when I walked out were "Fuck it, fuck it up the ass with a ginormous strap-on" (I was pissed). But, the day started brightening up when some random dude decided to smile at me, only at me, while I was walking up the hill to Valley 2 and in a dazed state.

John and I DDR-ed for quite some time. I stopped and ate a late lunch (I actually had grilled cheese, and enjoyed it), then John's friend Amanda (also from Henry, but she's taller, has darker hair, and has a man) came by to DDR it up with us. She's so effing awesome!!!! We ate dinner together (leaving John to watch over the stuff) and talked a bit. She's cool people, I hope Rachel gets the chance to meet her when she comes down.

Amanda left for Henry after awhile, I went outside and rolled around in the grass and stared up through the tree branches at the sky, John and I went to 7-11 for much-needed slurpies, then we watched both X-Men movies. 73h r4wk.

Now I'm enjoying some freetime before heading off to bed. Tara's back at home for the weekend so she can rest up and get healthy.

Oh, I made a crazy awesome shirt last night while listening to Mein Kommandant over and over. It's a black tank top with duct tape safety pinned to it. The words "Jawohl mein Herr, mein Kommandant" are written on the duct tape. I'll wear it when I'm in a gothy, must-listen-to-Hanzel und Gretyl mood.

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2005 7 October :: 11.40pm

Okay, for those of you who actually read this:

I am not dead... actually very far from dead... i am feeling great. I have a girlfriend, who is fantastic, classes are going good, and I don't have to put up with shit from soccer. Life is going good

-me

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