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2004 26 April :: 9.19 am
:: Mood: infatuated
:: Music: Pirates of the Carribean played very crappily by the concert band
Pirates soooo rock my socks off my feet and onto the floor of your bedroom
Carrie Elwes, JONNY DEPP, and Tim Curry make the bestest pirates the world will ever know.
Pirates are massivly and completely cool and I'm in love with them.
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2004 26 April :: 9.05 am
:: Mood: good
:: Music: band
Tyler is so fricken cool! I love that kid. He's so hot (and not available) and that is kind-of good cause we can hang out and not worry about awkward moments. The only bad thing is he's Casey's boyfriend's best friend... so if Casey and Jon hit hard times....
that would stink.
Jon is so cool too and he's so right for Casey because he is so crazy like her. I wish he wouldn't be such a butt. Grrrr...
And Casey really likes him. But what to do.
Hilary and I met a crazy totally cool kid named Bill at Meijer and we talked to him for a long time and he was pretty cute and he made us laugh sooo much. It was great.
Jess stayed the night and I let her watch "the princess bride". It's such a cool movie. Love it.
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2004 24 April :: 1.50 pm
Tomorrow is my Birthday! I'm going out with my parents tonight and getting a massage and the rest is a surprise I guess. Then tomorrow I was gonna hang with my friends hopefully. Band was fun last night especially the bus ride home and the wonderful songs we made up and the incredibly hot people I sat with and the petting and the music and the songs... especially the songs. Anyway's It was fun. 17 tomorrow. Cool.
Prom on Friday.
Even cooler. My date's so hot.
Casey, you rock.
3 overdoses |
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2004 22 April :: 9.21 am
:: Mood: disappointed
people are to cynical.
1 overdose |
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2004 22 April :: 9.15 am
:: Mood: annoyed
Don't you hate it when people don't say what their really feeling? It's all code nowadays and that sucks cause you never know what or who EXACTLY they are talking about.It's not like it's too confusing. It just sucks.
I miss my Casey.
God what to do and what to share. We'll see what spills out during quality time. That may be very soon and there may be fighting but they are not talking me out of it. Hopefully ......or maybe for the best.
I guess i'll take it as it comes.
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2004 21 April :: 9.22 am
You know when you're confused as to who to listen to or who to talk to about stuff. that's now.
Should I call him or not?
I hate this feeling of regret. But I only regret not being with him more
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2004 20 April :: 9.13 am
exams?
1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 36.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions
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2004 17 April :: 9.53 am
So excited about the concert at the Kent theater tonight and everyone should come!!!
It will be an awesome show and of course I'll be there and that's reason enough to go. Casey, Jess, Luis, and maybe Jon are coming with me, or me with them, I don't know......
My point is everyone should be there because it's going to be awesome.
4 overdoses |
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2004 13 April :: 9.00 am
:: Mood: infatuated
:: Music: techno
I love Pirates.
4 overdoses |
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2004 13 April :: 8.52 am
Gahhhh...... yeah, things are so confusing people are getting so mixed up and it is so not my business but I feel responsible for them in a way because of my old therapy habits.
And things are still f-ed up and it sucks.
I hate going to work cause it's cold and dirty.
And concert band is dumb and boring. Gahhh.
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2004 11 April :: 7.16 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
Blah..... Easter isn't as much fun as I wanted it to be. I found out I'm too old to be a little kid anymore. Bummer. Dumb school tomorrow. Gahhhh...... homework time now.
3 overdoses |
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2004 10 April :: 1.38 am
:: Mood: confused
Why can't everything in life be simple?
3 overdoses |
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2004 10 April :: 1.22 am
:: Mood: indescribable
Well tonight was fun. I was careless with people's feelings and maybe ruined a friendship, but what can you do? Apologies and explainations are in order and so I think you should check your mail please. I'm really sorry. Woohu sucks (no offense andy) because I hate talking about my damn feelings. But that's all everyone likes to here about on here right? The only reason you come to this site is to here how so and so is feeling today. And maybe that's not so bad, but I'd rather talk to people in person because I think facial expressions and tone tells more about a person than some dumb words. But do as you will. Maybe this is the only way you really know how to express yourself. And maybe that's not so bad.
3 overdoses |
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2004 5 April :: 1.16 pm
it was awesome night last night. I think Tyler's so cool. anyways, thinking a lot about people kind of stinks cause they are so confussing and unpredictable. Why does committment mean so much to everyone? It only leads to hate and contempt, ...or the total opposite.
4 overdoses |
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2003 26 November :: 5.49 pm
:: Mood: murderous
:: Music: TV/ Random kids on Guitars
Nuttin
Well, Dustins the weirdest{hottest} man I ever saw in the pants. He is gonna cry now. Good. The way I like it. Anyways, so Hearing Robby's new Band and it's freaking Awsome.Yeeep. Pirates are cool. I'm out.
1 overdose |
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2003 4 July :: 5.26 pm
:: Mood: quiet
:: Music: Hilary playing & Kevin teaching
Hanging out w/ everyone. it is sort-of weird - I don't know why. The atmosphere or tesion between people. When you're silent you can so tell.Hmmmmm........
2 overdoses |
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