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2016 13 July :: 10.26pm
This evening I felt a strong longing for who I was back in high school. I always felt myself when I dressed in black and had zippers and eyeliner and wasn't just like all the sheep around me. I find myself listening to my favorite bands from back then, yearning to be back with my friends at the LAN or the mall, playing video games, wearing Tripp, not giving any fucks...
Maybe I should try dressing like that once more and see how I feel. I could find something at Hot Topic for sure... may take some navigating around all the fandom now-a-days but hopefully... hopefully...
Plus, I still have 1 dress left that may still fit me in my closet in Spokane. I'll have to check it out and do the whole thing - the clothes, the makeup, the accessories, the playlist... and then maybe go on a DDR excersion. Yes?
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2016 5 July :: 9.00pm
"Non, je ne suis la belette de personne."
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2016 29 June :: 4.33pm
I just tried on an Oculus.
Holy fucking shit.
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2016 16 June :: 12.33pm
Are peace and understanding really that impossible? I feel like it's really not that hard to picture a world without violence. If I can withstand punching someone for cutting me off in traffic, cannot two enemies learn to just agree to disagree? I get feeling strongly about something. I get that. But don't be so selfish. Don't expect other people to agree with you.
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2016 25 May :: 7.09am
Death, death, dying, death...
Dead.
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2016 21 May :: 8.24pm
:: Mood: *death*
I need to go for a walk in nature alone. Maybe that will help. When will I ever get time for that? No fucking clue.
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2016 19 May :: 6.43pm
I haven't been in a rainstorm for a long time.
It's beautiful. It's nice to be in my car for these so I have the tin-roof sound. So calming and refreshing.
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2016 15 May :: 1.22pm
People are garbage.
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2016 14 May :: 8.29pm
I fucking hate the internet. Like I really fucking hate it.
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2016 12 May :: 5.55pm
I would like to be doing just about anything else by myself.
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2016 10 May :: 12.01pm
I would really like some god damned time to myself for once. I thought I would get that when you were away. Not so much.
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2016 4 May :: 10.09pm
It is amazing what a difference two weeks can make, and if you succeeded, how dull and colorless my life would be.
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2016 1 May :: 6.20pm
Life is so beautiful.
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2016 17 March :: 8.18am
:: Music: Smashing Pumpkins
Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage.
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2016 22 February :: 9.50pm
ancestry.com
"What kind of white are you?"
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2015 11 December :: 6.14pm
I'm finding myself looking at pictures of people more and more. People in my life, people I used to know...
And they feel like ghosts. They don't feel real.
Maybe they were never really there at all.
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2015 25 November :: 10.42pm
Today is a beautiful day.
I miss Banana.
I'm happy.
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2015 8 October :: 7.52pm
stepping back onto old, familiar ground
I've been thinking about journaling again.
Life is busy and I don't have much free time to sit and write anymore but the thought is there.
So for now, hello woohu! I'm not sure who is left but I hope you're doing good and life hasn't been too harsh since I tapped out. The time I've been gone has been... rough. Got sick, nearly died. All good now, but I lost a few years.
Life is strange.
- xhan
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2015 10 September :: 9.50pm
In other news: It's only slander if it's not true.
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