Eyesuckink.
Holy shit I love this soundtrack. Loathing! doodly doo. Well I got my schedual for this year today. Heres what I got.

1. Spanish II
2. Drama III
3. Algebra II (damit I have Bailey!)
4. American History Honors
5. AP English
6. Marine Science I
7. Vocal Ens III

Enh it's an alright schedual. I have all the classes that I want, actually both days cause we have even and odd days plus first period all are good days so whatever. I only have one teacher that I've had before, and thats the marine teacher. God this year counts so much I'm scared. I have the SAT's and ACT's blah...I have to apply to colleges...I'm just scared.

If anyone goes to my school and ish going into 11 or whatever and has the same classes as me let me know for shits and giggles.

-Chasmin-

Security.
Well it has been a while since I updated this thing so I will do bullets of what I was supposed to update on for last week.
(or at least my version of bullets)

:: Hung out with Ryan got in trouble with my mom.

:: Went to see Ryans band Ambivalence awesomeness

:: Went to work...unhappiness...I have to be the orange juice girl.

:: umm can't remember

:: Ryan came over to say bye I got eaten by mosquitos

::I go to airport (I drive) We leave for Ohio.

::get to Ohio and we go eat casanos pizza. We get this crappy ass rental car. And we drive to detroit.

:: We get to detroit and we get to Robbies house (she looks exactly like Jamie lee curtis)
They aren't home we let ourselves in. I make a sign saying welcome home as a joke because they always do it. We go eat their blueberries outside and wait for them. Bri-man and Brad show up we welcome them home but no sign of Robbie. I find out that their cousin is staying with us too and I wasn't sure if I was going to like her or not. They finally arrive we welcome them home and at first I didn't care for the cousin. Jackie had an attitude the whole trip and Nikki (her cousin) who I became good friends with and she is uberly awesome and I had to have a talk with her about guys...cause she is slowly growing up too quickly and making ALOT of very bad choices. We leave and drive back to ohio. We arrive at Sandys and I go to Lyndsays work we hang out we go home we go to bar with the moms meet Sandy's new b.f he is very scary she should dump him. We go to family reunions all that fun stuff we meet her old elementary school band teacher she is awesome. Do this and that we go to airport with my cousins they are on the same flight our flight was supposed to leave at 8:30 we didn't leave till 10:30 we jammed in the airport to disney songs and did the worm (well Lauren did) Played Charades on the plane. They left at Atlanta we don't get home till 5am I didn't wake up till 4:30 and thats the way the cookie crumbles. And right now I'm wondering what Ryan is doing cause I haven't heard from him in a few days I also asked Brandon if he was still alive and he is. So I'm blah at the moment from not hearing from him since I guess thursday or friday.

-Chasmin-

Mmhhmm
HAPPY 13 MONTHS RYAN!@!<3

-Chasmin-

I love the 90's...I feel so old...and I'm not
Well I guess I should update about the past two days...I've been sorta lazy. On wednesday, my mom called me up and I was like hey and it wasn't my mom it turned out to be my friend Nikki and she told me that my best friend in the whole wide world was moving on thursday. I knew she was moving but I didn't know when. Well Nikki told me that we should hang out tonight, but I wasn't allowed to tell her that I was coming. So Nikki pulls up in her cadillac and Jessie is in the front passenger but she had her eyes covereb but I figured that she knw I was there I hit her over the head for fun. Well she uncovered her eyes and we hugged all happy like. Well we went to eat at Chilis and we laughed so hard during our dinner. Nikki drinks so much coke its amazing. We lied to Chilis and said it was Jessies birthday, so we got free ice cream. Afterwards we went driving around and we stopped by her house and she finally gave me my birthday present it is a cute present it's a little black and red pillow with a big pocket on the front that has a little punk hello kitty and a journal inside the pocket and another pocket to hold the pen. I just like it. Well finally we had to call an end to the night which was sad. I'm really going to miss her but she will finally have internet so I will talk to her everyday so that will be cool. I'm going to write about thursday later I'm getting lazy again...and hungry.


-Chasmin-

Monty Python "The final rip off"
Well I got back from South Carolina yesterday, but it was such a long day with all the plane troubles. I learned something while I was up there. I hate alcohol, I despise the taste and everything about it. My brother tried to get me drunk but he didn't succeed even after the 3 screwdrivers. I don't want to drink...it's gross. Well now about the plane ride I had read my paper wrong with my info on it and I thojught my flight was at 11 well were pulling up to the airport and I realize that the paper said 1:10 so I was like shit. It was at the time 9:30 cause I'm supposed to arrive at the airport 2hrs early according to my mom. So really I was there I guess 3 1/2 hrs....I laughed at myself. So I had to amuse myself during that time. The new Cosmo magazine FINALLY came out yesterday, I have been searching for it all week. So I read that whole thing...every single article. I got a hamburger which sucked major ass so I didn't eat all of it. I board the plane, and I almost missed that cause I went to the bathroom. Well I sat next to this black guy and we start talking and he was in the army and he was getting shipped off to Iraq. We just talked most of the time, then he was like you should come visit me in Texas sometime...I was just like sure just to make him happy then he asked how old I was and I told him 15 but he wouldn't accept that. He refused to belive it. When the plane landed he was like I would give you my phone number but I know you would never call. I was like yah, but I said if he had e-mail or someething then maybe I would have talked to him. Well nothing happened thank heavens and I just went to my next flight. I had some time to kill like about another 1 1/2 or so I thought at the moment, so I went to Chili's to get some real food. I got a chicken salad but I didn't eat it all cause it was sorta bad. I go back to my gate and I find out that the plane has been delayed and I was just like crap. I sit there for another 2hrs I think and I new I needed some food so I bought some Chik-fil-a and brought it on the plane with me so I could munch. The plane lands and I go get my bag find my mom then go home. My room looks weird to me right now and I don't know why. I text Ryan at around 10:09 and ask him whats up and all that good stuff and he was like I'm just getting off of work and so we decide he should come over. He does. I'm outside talking to him and my moms car pulls up and I was confused cuase I thought she was asleep. She was like you didn't call me to tell me you were outside. I told her that I thought she was asleep, and she was like didn't you see my car gone? and I said no but she didn't believe me....she is too emotional. My mom is so contradictory...or whatever that word should be. Gah and I have to ask her stuff...but not till next week. I'm gonna go take a shower and get some grub. Peace!

-Chasmin-

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Well I'm at the office again with my brother and I am so sleepy for some reason and I don't know why. Aaron picked me up after he got on base and he had the government car but I'm not supposed to be in there so the whole ride back to the office I had to ride with the seat down so they couldn't see me. I just laughed about that. There is some contraversy between Aaron and the other guy that works here so that isn't too cool. I found some really awesome artwork on Deviantart yesterday I was like oooo...pretty. I can't remember the name today though so that sucks. I think it might be Hey~poo~guy or something like that I dunno. I miss Ryan alot, PSSC (paper street soap company) The band that Ryan is in is having another concert that I am MISSING on sunday not fair. I hope I get to see them one day. God this computer is slow...I'm going to go d.l a ring tone for my phone since I didn't do it when my mum and I were talking about it hopefully I can find a good one.

-Chasmin-

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Courage the anti-drug
Well right now I'm in Sumter south carolina....never come here..there is NOTHING to do. I'm hanging out with my brother and all that fun stuff. I was supposed to be leaving yesterday for the airport but on the first day I was here I realized that I wanted to stay here longer. So I had to beg and pleade with my thick headed mom to change my ticket. Finally in the end I got my way so I'm staying here another week till next monday. I'm havin' lots of fun actually. On 4th of July we went to his friends house...their names are..Yavonne and Tommy. It's a pretty interesting house. They used to just have a trailer then they added a two story house onto it. They pretty much have a farm they got goats ducks geese horses cows...everything. They got these three big ass dogs the st. bernards name is Cujo...makes you feel safe no? They are really nice people. Tommy has a shit load of guns and he was shooting them off during the fire works. I got some of the gun shells. Aaron took me on the dirt bike thing and he almost went through a barb wire fence...isn't he smart. Aaron is tryin' so hard to get me drunk...I don't think I have I was close to it last night but I think the affects of alcohol ware off fast on me or something all I know is that I have gotten buzzes mostly. He made me a screwdriver (thats his favorite drink) but he put to much vodka in it so it was sorta gross. Lil' Aaron my nephew is so adorable. He's getting really big, and is talking really well. He's very emotional though, he cries about almost everything the funniest thing yesterday that he cried about was he was fiddling around with the controls of the PS2 I was in the kitchen watching him making sure he didn't mess with my controler so he would screw up my game but he was messing with the wires then he started talking to them and then yelling I guess the wires did something wrong and he started crying. I was laughing cause that lil dude is crazy. Well right now I'm at work with my brother at the Navy recruiting station. We just had to go jumpstart Matt's car she's bad luck around cars, at least that's what Aaron says. Matt's real name is Malinda I just always call her Matt cause of her old last name Matthews. I told her not to feel bad cause I do it to Ryan too. Every time I'm in the car with him he stalls but only with me. Aaron said he should dump my ass right now and be done with me. I just laughed. Well I'm gonna find some more to do on this computer...since it's the only internet that I've had since I left thursday.

-Chasmin-

The longest, tallest woody!
Today I had a loverly time with Ryan. He picked me up at my house at 10am. I did one of those dash put clothes on because the movie we were seeing started at 10:30am. I had to stop by Luna Rosa first so I could get my paycheck so I had some money when I go to South Carolina tomorrow. I get my paycheck and it brought a sadness to me...it was only $35 because my manager was having a bad day and made one of the hostesses go home, and the other one wouldn't go. Ryan and I make it to the movie right on time. We were seeing the Notebook...such a good movie. I made myself read the book before I saw the movie, and honestly the movie followed the book better then the new harry potter movie did. But I was very happy with the movie and there was an awesome house in it that I am going to steal from Ryan because he wants it. We leave the movies and we were going to get some food but Ryan really wasn't that hungry, so we went to his house for about 45mins until his brother was ready to go to work. Ryans house is starting to look really nice on the inside. I like his moms choice of colors. Miguel drives the 3 of us to his work then Ryan and I finally go get some food. I decided on Applebee's...they have the best stuff in the area that's not too expensive. After that we went to Veterans which I decided on too. Ryan and I sat there for maybe an hour to two hours just doin' random things. Sean called and asked if we were going to Muvico and I decided against it but Ryan was going to go so that cut our day short a bit. I just didn't want to be around anyone. It was so hard to leave Ryans truck when I got home..but I did it. He is always saying sarcastically how well we agree on things when it's me usually making all the decisions and him not. He's rarely made decisions and it's sorta annoying...or maybe it's just me. Anywhoozles I have to finish packing...I have to leave the house at 5:30am because my mother likes to get to the airport 2hrs ahead of time...and I have to wake her up..oh joy..

-Chasmin-

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Wow it must be nearing that time of the month cause I am having some fucked up mood swings...everything is like setting me off....blah.

-Chasmin-

ooooo
Ok fuck writing about Cali...it's too much...I know what happened and I have a journal with what happened so if anyone wants to know anything about it ask me. Just IM me or something, or if you want to talk to me at all for shits and giggles here's my s.n Blueicingfairy. My now new favorite band is Nightwish...they are so awesome it brings a tear to thine eye. Ok I just had to say that.

-Chasmin-

Hello I love you (lets get tested)
*Alrighty here it is my journal from Cali. I kept one so I could remember everything...prepare for mucho longness up the wazoo.

Thursday June 17,2004

After having a lovely day with Ryan at Veterans park I had to go home and he had to go to work. It was a very sad goodbye. I think...no actually I know that was the first time I ever saw him cry it was much ::le tear::. There were many more emotions creeping through me at that moment as well...but I think it was only me...Ryan you evil bastard. Now pushing Ryan aside for the moment we will return to me. I finished some last minute packing after playing some Furcadia, and talking online. I didn't even have to take care of the dogs before leaving. Later my mum and I set off on our journey to the airport. It was sorta sad though we passed by the exkerds where Ryan works and it was bringing back mushy feelings. We got to the airport and my mom decided we were going to check our bags a good/bad idea. They were heavy little fuckers. Well we went to the area where they check your bags and holy jesus were the lines long...I mean un naturally long. After a nice wait we got through. Our gate was the fist one so that was easy. We bought some mints and I got a mad magazine (awesomeness to the extreme) I was hungry so I went to Miami subs and got a gyro wrap..it was sorta crappy. Well it was time to board the plane and it turned out it was a different one then what we usually ride. It was called Song and honestly I had always wanted to ride it cause it was called song...I'm a sad sad person. We get on the plane and we weren't sitting in the back. But this plane was sooo retro, and it had tv's on the back of the seats with satellite television. So great. Before we take off I texted Ryan that I was getting on the plane and my mom began to make fun of me she was like "God do you tell him everything?" I just said "Yes" then she begins to say "I inhaled...I exhaled" I just glared at her but it was funny at the time. Throughout the whole ride I watched FUSE thank god that was my savior. The plane takes off and we didn't crash but there was some turbulance which was sorta scary. The plane was up so high in the air that the air outside went to -7 degrees is that not crizazy?. There was this person sitting behind me and he kept hitting the seat so I'm thinkin' it's a little kid who needs to die, then he yells damn and i was slightly confused it turned out to be this older man I guess he was watching the sports channel and was getting really into it? Sometime during the flight I passed out but it was a wonderful sleep I don't even know how long it lasted. We finally arrived to LAX and we dragged our heavy ass bags to the bus to pick us up that would take us to the car rental station. On the way there I tell my mom "It'd be really cool if we could get a convertible" she says "Thats impossible they cost too much extra money" Well I proved her wrong. When we got to the car rental place the lady at the desk said "Would you like to have a convertible with no extra charge?" I just smiled like HA! The convertible turned out to be a silver Spyder eclipse.....so pretty......brings a tear to thine eye. After finding our car we went to In & Out burger so yummy... With the time change it's 3hrs earlier in Cali so in acutality we were eating dinner at midnight fun no. I got a cheeseburger, and my mum and I split a frie (better food then any damn mc donald). After eating we went to our hotel and unpacked then fell asleep. That was the end of our first day.

*Well i"m tired of writing so I will post more over a period of days...don't worry they get a bit more interesting.

-Chasmin-