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2005 30 March :: 10.18am
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Back in Bentworth today.
My mom called last night and told me that she was going to call the cops on me if I didn't come home. I told her to call them because I wasn't coming home. Anyways my Aunt Di and Aunt Loraine talked to her or whatever.. but my mom was all mad still.
So much Drama.. tonight Aunt Loraine and I are going to Wal*Mart I think so I can get some things, then hopefully I can run to my moms house to pick up all of Gabs and Is things.
I'll update later.
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2005 29 March :: 8.57pm
hmm i hate how i have a big mouth. i found out some gossip and i couldnt help but tell a few people when probably someone heard from me telling someone and it went all around and now that person has to denounce what i was telling everyone was true. the thing is... the person who told me would never lie... he has no reason to. so iono. i feel a lil bit bad about saying it cause i know i wouldnt like it... but the other thing is i dont really care what they think or say.
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2005 29 March :: 3.43pm
I'm coming back to Bentworth as of tomorrow or the next day.. (depending on when my Aunt can go in and sign papers)
I'm no longer speaking to my Mom.. a lot of things have happened over break.
Gabrielle and I staying with my Aunt Loraine for now.. I kinda hate staying out here only because I have to look at the house all the time. I walked down there today to look around. I just started crying. Just to lose everything. It's hard.
Anyways, no longer call my cell phone. My mom was paying for it. So I gave it back to her. new number: 258*6461
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2005 28 March :: 7.16pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Cole Porter songs
Defying yo momma!
Well, lets see. What have I been up to? Well, if you wanted to know, or even if you didn't, I went on my first date awhile back. It went, sorta bad. But I was proud of myself for doing it. It was this kid Dan from West Boca high. Things were going fine at the Renn fest, but from there on..it went...downhill. To much fondling and what not, I had to end it the next day. I dunno what's going on at the moment, things are so confusing. I'm making a move, but I'm scared. I wish he would open up more, maybe in time. I'm going to leave this person un-named, but if he reads this he will know it's him. Or maybe if he made a move. But then there is that age old question remain friends, or more then friends. I lean more towards the more then friends of course...for personal reasons. But yah, we shall see in time what will become of everything. Hopefully something good, and productive. I got into a show at the Kravis, so that will be a fun thing. I think practices start this Saturday, I have to check my calender. But if anyone reads this and wants to see it, it is on May 3..it's a Tuesday, but I shall get more info on it. *drifts off into thoughts* Well, I suppose I will find something to occupy my mind. Ciao!
-Chasmin-
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2005 25 March :: 3.10pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Radio-Rain on your skin or some shit
General
Well, yesterday was pretty good. Actually yesterday was really good. Today...today was just tremendously downgraded from yesterday. Today was a dissapointment. Lauren was meant to be over today, that didnt happen. Her mum did say I could go over there, then added, he'll have to come down to the video store, and hurry 'cos we're leaving soon. Yeah right mum, I'll hurry the half hour it would have taken me to get down there *rolls eyes* My friend Matt was asleep so going out with him is a no. And then I had to walk here to get on the net where in no one is talking to me and its shit all of excitement.
However, on one upside, it was mine and Laurens four month yesterday, which is absolutley amazing. I was thinking it was going to be another one and a half month episodes but no....Hmmm I wonder if it shall last 8....that shall be mine and laurens longest relationship yet...I dont know if it will last that long...But Im hoping you know.
School...is somewhat downhill....I cant get half the books I need and I completely fucked my literature sac in the ass. It was terribly written, bad grammar, bad sentence structure, it didnt even have flow to it. It didnt address the required criteria....It was pathetic....One of the worst things Ive ever written. However, in my defence, I was feeling absolutley terrible that day, physically weak as hell.
Anyway, Im off to see if this day can get any worse. Take care.
Matt
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2005 24 March :: 8.15pm
when i woke up, the sun was shining and i was happy. as the sun disappeared and the clouds began to cover... i felt loneliness sink in. i took a shower in the dark. i like taking showers in the dark. maybe its to match the loneliness i feel right now... the sadness. the water was so hott. it felt like it was peircing my skin. it hurt, but i liked the hurt. i miss feeling hurt. pain feels so good. i weighed myself. 121.5 i felt thin today and that was a plus. i was so hungry from track that i ate too much and now i feel so full. so full and fat. work tom. yay.
tonight the moon is full. do you think its telling me something.
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2005 23 March :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: crappy
Well, I think I'm going over Jims tomorrow.. I was supposed to go tonight but I just didn't call him back, so I guess I'm not. I have a CAD project to do anyway, it's worth liike 50 points so I really need to do it. But I didn't start yet.
A picture of Gabrielle and one of myself!!Read more..
ahhh, so today Geometery was dumb, we went over PSSA problems that would be on the PSSA test and I didn't know how to do like any of them.. haha. We got this 50 page packet that's due when we go back on Wed. Uhhh.. yeahh
English we didn't do anything-- as usual. All we ever do since I've been here is sit and talk. Anyways, I'm now reading 1984 by George Orwell.
Study Hall and lunch were boring, and long.
PE I walked on the track.. I'm actually exercising and sorta watching what I eat.. I'm losing weight little by little. My goal is like 120. I weigh 145 right now; I still have a long way to go.
Accounting we had to make a Journal on Excel, but yesterday mine didn't save so I had to start all over from scratch- ahhh die.
Child Care this little girl Natelie (I think that's her name) was throwing up all over the place so we had to call her Mom to come get her.. I felt bad because she looked so miserable.
CAD we just talked about cases that were happening all over the us, the one where the husband took the feeding tube out of his wife, the other one where 2 juviniles robbed and killed an elderly lady, and another where a teenager shot up his school just a few days ago.. I really like that class.
After class Greg (cute guy!) came up to me at my locker and was like "Hey Jena, I noticed you don't talk much in class, are you shy or what?" I was like "No, I'm actually really loud I'm just new so I kinda keep to myself." Then he walked me half way to class but had to go himself. He was like "see ya later" and touched my back, whoa. Haha, I'm so dramatic. Anyways, he's really nice.
Bio we just took a test- boring!
Tomorrow I'm going to Jims hopefully. He's gonna be mad at me for not calling him all day. I hate talking on the phone anymore.
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2005 22 March :: 10.18pm
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SOOOO I finially got a new computer. Well we're renting one until we move into our new house.. I'm downloading everything right now it's going like 93583094758 miles an hour because I have DSL or whatever, so that's neat.
Canon Mac is okay I guess, people are nice- I have some friends. More guys than girls.. which is suprising. But whatever.. it's cool. There are some reeeeeally cute guys here, that's for sure.
My first period is Geometry Full, then I have English 11, then study hall, lunch, gym, Accounting 1, Child Care 2, CAD [12th grade Gov. and Econ.] ohh yeah me =smart. ha then my Bio class. There is so much walking to do, but it's okay I guess. I do miss everyone from Bentworth. *hugs*
Gabrielle is getting so big. I'd post a pic, but my digi cam was in the fire and it's ruined. But she's getting so much more cute every day. Definitely.
Blah, I just hate having to walk down to the bus stop.. I have to walk down the road. I'm just not used to it. I used to get rode up to the other bus stop, that was nice. Oh well, most of the time my Mom drives me down anyways. ;)
Last weekend was fun- Gabrielle and I stayed over Jims house. Friday we just hung out, Saturday Donna, Jim, Gabrielle and I went to see Jeff. He definitely grew up, he got a little taller, put on some weight, his voice got deeper, and all around looks a lot older. He gets to come home this coming weekend for Easter.. and every other weekend after that. That's cool- I'm actually glad he's coming home.
I just read a really good book, it's called Postcards from No Mans Land by Aidan Chambers
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2005 22 March :: 7.16pm
curves set things off
sooth the soul
i feel dominated by angles, angles, angles.
screaming conformation
what happened to the curves.
curves that flow.
curves that sooth.
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2005 21 March :: 2.20pm
i miss all you guys from bentworth!
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2005 18 March :: 12.05pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Enigma
Life away from life
FUCK! I just updated a good four paragraphs for nothing because this fucked up browser just uploaded a gay site. What....the.....fuck.
Ok fine Ill do it in point form this time
-School going well, caught up in Lit, English, still working on other two.
-Eating well this time round, actually have the money to.
-Getting a computer hopefully for school and my writings which should help.
-Loz and me nearly at four months (this thursday) hoping to take her somewhere reasonably fancy if I have the funds.
-Things are going well out of home, though I do need to start excersing.
-Job is going somewhat okay, hurt my back and put it out of place the other day though so havent been able to do shifts the past four days.
-Reasonably well off money wise.
-I had more but right now im so pissed off with this browser that I cant be bothered.
-Oh, Charn should be getting the bond back soon which means I can pay my father back. Yay.
Take care all
*grumbles at the fucker of a browser*
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2005 10 March :: 10.40am
:: Mood: moody
Today is my last day at Bentworth Highschool.
new house number for friends: 745-3133
and I still have my cell phone: 986-1260
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2005 9 March :: 10.31am
:: Mood: blah
Sorry I haven't been commenting on anyones journal, I will return soon when I get a new computer because the fire trashed mine.
Awww.. I finially saw my new house with all the furniture in it.. it's really cute. I'm doing my bathroom in lime green, and my bedroom I'm not sure yet.. but the whole house is "tropical" theme, except for my bedroom/bathroom/huge closet, and my sisters bedroom. This Saturday when all my BUDS come over I hope my bestest BUD BECKY, can bring her digital camera so I can take some pictures to post them on my journal so everyone can see my house, because it's so rad.
Today is going so slow, we're only in 4th period. I'm going shopping with my Mom tonight to get some decor for my room and bathroom. Also a new crib for Gabrielle.. because her's is in the dumpster.
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2005 8 March :: 10.24am
:: Mood: apathetic
Yesterday I came to school and Mrs. Downing [guidance counsler] called me into her office.. I guess her and the other guidance counsler [I forget her name.] got me an exersaucer for Gabrielle. I was tearing up.. so I have to pick that up soon.
Girls- party at my new house this weekend.. you know who you are! Bring your sleeping bag/pillow because I don't really have any. I'll give you directions, don't worry!!
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2005 7 March :: 10.11am
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Yesterday we went down to the house to get what we could out.. we worked from 11:00 in the morning until about 7:00 at night.
All of my mom &Georges friends, and Matts friends come out.. none of our family really helped us except for my Uncle Don.
Our furniture will be in our new house today.. we're all moving in this week. New school next week.
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