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2009 10 January :: 10.20am
For years, I have had dreams that have made me wake up out of a dead sleep and look around wondering if it was actually real or not.
And last night was one of those dreams.
I had a dream that I thought I was pregnant, and then a few days after thinking that, I gave birth to a 3 month old like it was nothing. And of course everyone was in shock, and my landlords filed a complaint for not being informed and I had to sign a contract that if anything ever happened like that again I would be evicted from my house. My friend Sara quit talking to me. And a group of people were standing in a circle doing tattoo's on each other, all while water was being sprayed all over them, and my baby was asleep on the bed like 4 feet away from them. Then, when I took my baby out of that room, I went into a lobby, and the neighbors I grew up next to were there, and one of them would not even look at me because I was holding a baby. And to finish off the dream, Mike and I went to Meijer to buy chocolate chip cookies.
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2009 9 January :: 11.50pm
phil and i started another band in rockband
clown shoezze
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2009 9 January :: 1.09pm
hello thaaaar!
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2009 7 January :: 2.48pm
I guess the advantage I have in life is that I use some sort of realism to keep me in check. I know what I can probably do, and I strive for greater things sometimes, but i don't really think beyond that. I just stick to what I know will work and I go with it.
So when it comes do dealing with certain situations I don't think about it too much if I'm convinced that there is only one really realistic solution to the issue at hand.
I see it, but maybe no one else does, but I do.
Its done me well to be in my "realistic bubble" where I know how bad things are and can potentially become...
but damn does it sure make it hard to dream...
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2009 5 January :: 1.25pm
so this is pretty sweet, im waiting to get my hair cut at Judes Barber shop.
I have to go to the SoS and then to a job interview.. Wish me luck.
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2009 3 January :: 12.40am
Seriously, the love of my life.
Indeed.
Oh, can't forget these little guys..
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2009 1 January :: 7.16pm
Well that was fucking nuts. Happy New Years guys...
Thank God for this double espresso shot.
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2008 31 December :: 6.19pm
2008 has been a roller coaster of emotions from good to bad.
So much has happened over the course of this year that I did not imagine would.
January: I found out I was going to be an aunt.
February: I started a new job.
March: Watched grown men fight in the middle of the street like they were on UFC. Oh, did I mention they were drunk?
April: I don't think anything really exciting happened then. I'll have to get back with you.
May: Got serious about starting college.
June: My 21st birthday, Stated college, and had a blast with summer cook-outs, my cousin got married.
July: Fireworks, a good friend was killed in a motorcyle accident.
August: A friend was killed in a drinking and driving accident, Mike's cousin moved in and then a few weeks later, Mikes mom passed away.
September: We moved into a house, I got a cat, and I became an aunt, my grandma was in the hospital for a long stay.
October: 3 year anniversary with Mike.
November: 7 years since my grandpa had passed.
December: Took the civil service test to be a corrections officer, got a dog, mike's cousins girlfriend moved in, mike's cousin and girlfriend moved out, fought with his girlfriend like a high schooler and drama began. 4 years since my grandma passed.
As usual there was a drama, there were tears, there was happiness, babies were born, and wedding vows were exchanged.
It wasn't a terrible year. Probably one of the better years.
Hopefully the rest of you enjoyed your year, and if you didn't hopefully you will make next year worth while.
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2008 28 December :: 7.08pm
I got a new DVD burner for christmas, that I have gotten a lot of use out of the last few days.
I got a really soft fleece blanket, that I use every night now, and my cat also enjoys it.
And lastly, I got a new Nikon coolpix L18 camera.
I was not expecting that either.
I spent Christmas day arguing with a dumb high schooler.
I still have Christmas with my mom, my dad and my aunt and uncle next weekend..
Should be fun!
Work tomorrow.. not excited for it..
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2008 27 December :: 11.34am
So I've really let things go down the shitter in my life. I cant believe I let it get this far..
Well I guess its time to start digging my way out.
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2008 24 December :: 11.31pm
the only thing i want for christmas is to not feel so alone.
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2008 24 December :: 11.16am
This is Mike's puppy: Tank
This is my kitty: Titty
So yesterday started off to be a bad day.
Dog got into the trash, and made messes on the floor.
But I got 75 dollars from work!
And then I waited around at my dads with my brother for my check..
Oh, and then I got stuck in the snow trying to turn around to go get my check.
So I waited for my daddy and my brother to come get me unstuck.
Quite the eventful day.
Now it is christmas eve, and I have to wrap presents, bake brownies for my dad and brother for getting me unstuck yesterday.. and then make my way to belding, and then to go up to black lake to have christmas with mike's daughter and whatnot..
Yay!
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2008 23 December :: 12.31pm
also i'd like to add.
For our secret santa party at work.
I gave:
1. fifth of smirnoff apple twist vodka
I recieved
1. baggy with 2.5 grams of some decent bud in it.
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2008 23 December :: 12.30pm
delivering pizza in this shit sucks.
hard core.
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2008 21 December :: 10.24am
This snow shit, can go away at any time.
Oh, and Im getting a doggie..
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