:: 2003 19 May :: 8.43 pm

oh, by the way, i like him
the boy that is
but i didn't see him much today
only the other two

1 flashed | butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 19 May :: 8.30 pm

one girl
one boy
one rapper
one friend who farts

and i love every part of this life

butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 11 May :: 3.52 pm

hi. my name is Jessica. i really like it when the owner of Woohu hacks my account and leaves stupid messages in my journal. :)

butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 9 May :: 5.59 pm

all i want to know is do you think of me
good luck friends, you deserve to be happy, and this looks like your chance . . .

so, what i want i will never have, and what i need is unknown
but don't worry, disapointment has become my friend, at least i know it's always there for me

1 flashed | butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 5 May :: 7.18 pm

It's sad. I wish I could be that happy again. Not the kind of happy you get from your friends, but the kind of happy you get from knowing that everything in your life is right, and that you're with the one person in the world that would do anything for you. And you don't have to worry about them giving their attention to anyone else, because there is no one else that they would want to give their attention to. And that everything just seems to fall into place, because they mean the world to you, and you know you do to them too. Just to be held. Or to laugh. To cry and to dream. And it's ok to share every though that crosses your mind, because you know they won't take it the wrong way, or hold it against you. To know that they could be anywhere in the world, but they choose to be with you. To be loved...

7 flashed | butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 4 May :: 11.24 am

so last night was crazy. but a different crazy than i expected. sorry for those of you who felt stepped on.
anyway, some things just never go away. and i just don't know what to do. maybe another nap.

butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 2 May :: 8.11 pm

if i told you this was killing me, would you, would you stop?
the anthem of this exact moment, or rather moments that have past as well. anywho . . . this keeps getting harder. and i cannot control where my thoughts go. what i would give to do so

2 flashed | butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 28 April :: 8.19 pm

so . . . life is crazy. but, nothing else would do. funny how some people can read me like a book, but the ones who i would think could, can't. it's hard to accept things for the way they are sometimes. hard to deal with boredom. hard to deal everyone. . .

3 flashed | butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 12 April :: 11.28 am

i stumbled upon happiness, or rather, it me. either way. . .

1 flashed | butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 9 April :: 6.10 pm
:: Mood: indescribable

This is Jess's friend Casey
Sorry i couldnt get my login or whatever to work so i am using jessi's ...thank you jess!!

I wrote a little something and i want to know what you all think!

~everything is around
yet nothing is there

nothing is wrong
yet nothing is right

I sometimes feel alone
though i never am

I sometimes feel scared
though there is nothing to be scared of

sometimes i just want out
other times i struggle to get in

Cant make up my mind
though it feels like its already been made.

~*~

butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 28 March :: 9.45 pm
:: Music: na

2 flashed | butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 24 March :: 6.53 pm

won't face this day and i won't care now the sunrise promises nothing new
couldn't have said it better . . .

butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 21 March :: 10.34 pm

We promised each other forever. . .
Who were we to know forever would hunt us down

butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 9 March :: 11.35 am

stop pretending, that what you mean isn't what you say
i found something
i like being happy again and i like being me
i'm sorry . . .

5 flashed | butt fun anyone?

:: 2003 21 February :: 9.13 am

Salmonpower,dave,hilary,jessica,salmonpower,dave,hilary,jessica
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Was this demise so carefully constructed? Well lets just say I got what I wanted. Cause in the end it’s always the same way.
I’m sorry hilary, please forgive me. I love you. Marry me!!!!!!!!!!
Oh no! I am missing class!

1 flashed | butt fun anyone?