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:: 2004 9 June :: 11.59 am
:: Mood: ehh
:: Music: just like you

This song is dedicated to the many fucks i dislike!

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you


I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you


You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you


I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you


You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you


3 dreamers | Lifes all about dreaming


:: 2004 7 June :: 5.56 pm

Quizzez



I'm a Gangsta - What Stupid Stereotype Are You?
Made by Erin @ Bored Now


first i got that then i got




I'm a Cheerleader - What Stupid Stereotype Are You?
Made by Erin @ Bored Now


lol you choose!

Lifes all about dreaming


:: 2004 5 June :: 8.15 pm
:: Music: me n emily

Today
Wow today was alot of fun....Danielle Michelle Rj Jay Joe Jessica and I all headed down to Jeanson beach it was kind of shitty so we packed up n went down to or up to Sebastian Beach it was sooo nice their i was like in love...and there was like noone their so it was piampppppp lol dont ask im very hyper omg it was so funny JESSICA decided to go SKINNY DIPPING lol well her dumbass gave me her top n then michelle got the bottoms n jessica was screwed lol they gave it to me n i took it n ran to this log n put it their n she had to run out holding her tits with one arm n twat with the other to get it n omg shake dat ass lol it was so funny n then omg she lost her top in the ocean when i finally gave it to her n then rj went n looked for it after we left it in the ocean for like 20 mintues n he luckly found it that shit was pure luck n omg

.....the ride home was so much fun....
lol wow im so dark i look so sexy especically when my hair is straight but yeah im getting ready to go to grubbs...n get my drink on ill update later.....

***************
Heather Lauren
***************


insiders::

It's all fun in games till someone looses their top

the ride home

rj with jessicas bathingsuit top

me n dee topless tanning and me dee n mich ass tanning
**i got some tan on my white ass!!**

and our sex conversation!! lol found out alot of shit...

well yeah peace!

Lifes all about dreaming


:: 2004 4 June :: 4.59 pm

New Layout
New layout hope ya'll like it expresses the summer lol but since it is summer im kinda neglecting this sorry but yeah im to busy right now fucking with WALKIE TALKIES lol jess gtg byes<3

<3heather

Lifes all about dreaming


:: 2004 31 May :: 12.59 am

alcohol
You're addicted to.....

Alcohol!
Mmmmmmm, Mmmmmm, Bitch! I like you, alcohol is one
of the better things to be addicted to. The
only bad part is it makes you feel like doing
nothing and the next morning you get a terrible
hangover.


What are you addicted to? (pics!)
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can we say duh?!!¿

3 dreamers | Lifes all about dreaming


:: 2004 31 May :: 12.53 am

Last night was awsome happy birthday PPARTY to me lol yeah well i cant update alot just wanna say its summer 'o4' n were getting FUCKED up!!

<3 Heather

<3michelle danielle jess rj git joe jay tiffany rachael sarah mario smiffles coy patters! fermin sean westli robert daniel howie cj michael n mroe<3

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:: 2004 29 May :: 1.25 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: redneck woman

Last ngiht
Last night was fun i chilled with Rj joe jay tiffany n danielle it was straight i got a lil buzz going after our lil egg miss hap. lol dee...sorry the first wash didnt work! lol but yeah then after that we got some wendys and went to delray beach it was nice but we were their for like 5 minutes then me rj joe n danielle went back to joes got our shit n john n justin came n picked us up we went to grubbs and chilled their for a lil it wasnt that exciting but yeah i got in around 3...woke up at 8:....30 go me!! went shopping for my party tonight came home n now im cleaning.....joy! i cant wait till tonight its gunna be awsome imma Get [[Fucked ]]Up!!

cant wait ill update tomorrow what i remember......if i remember.....

Heather Lauren<3

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:: 2004 28 May :: 3.38 pm

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:: 2004 28 May :: 3.20 pm

No more school YESSS!!!!

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:: 2004 27 May :: 10.05 pm
:: Mood: crying
:: Music: fuck this world

fuck everything

i keep telling my [[eyes]]..to

stop

crying....but they wont [[listEn]]

2 dreamers | Lifes all about dreaming


:: 2004 27 May :: 8.19 pm
:: Mood: ehh
:: Music: crazy

good song

Crazy, I'm crazy for feeling so lonely
I'm crazy, crazy for feeling so blue
I knew you'd love me as long as you wanted
And then someday you'd leave me for somebody new
Worry, why do I let myself worry?
Wond'ring what in the world did I do?
Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving you
Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving you

Lifes all about dreaming


:: 2004 27 May :: 8.12 pm

i cant wait for summber...i wont be home!

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:: 2004 26 May :: 9.36 pm

Rj...Joe... n Daniel are the best

Lifes all about dreaming


:: 2004 25 May :: 3.32 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: in da club

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!

Wooooooooooohoooooooo its my birthday lol thanx to all my friends for everything and being the people you are....and thanx to all the people who have helped me become who i am today......

Im finally

15

!!!


<3 Heather Lauren

8 dreamers | Lifes all about dreaming


:: 2004 25 May :: 3.30 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: in da club

Letter from danielle
Hey, okay, I started writing this letter a couple days ago.. so please dont think i just copied Bri to get on your good side or something. I wrote it as a birthday present because unfortunately I don't have any money at the moment or time to buy you anything. I hope you can forgive me for that. I read your journal today and saw the letter Bri wrote to you, so please dont get mad at me if you think I'm lying in this letter or anything because I'm not.. in all seriousness everything written in this letter is the truth and only what i feel okay?

alrighty.. well to start this note off i'm very sorry if i ever hurt you or upset you during the time i knew you. Im sorry about upsetting you with the danny situation, with the brandon situation, with the carly situation when you guys' didn't like each other, im sorry with everything that ever got between us, whether it be nick, kristin, liz, danny, brandon, justin, megan, becca, emily.. or anybody or anything for that matter. it was absolutely rediculous for us to have let anything come between us.. i dont know what you think, but i think our friendship is stronger and better than we think. In all seriousness, if you think back to every little bad thing we've gone through, its a lot.. and we've still managed to stay friends after it all.

do you remember your last two birthdays? they were so much fun.. the first birthday we almost got run over by a truck.. and yeah, us girls went thru a bit of drama.. but it was still a blast, and how about your last birthday? with the creme on the cake.. haha. we always seem to forget about everything bad we've been through when we get together. its almost like all the bad things have broughten our friendship closer and closer by knowing we could still be friends after it all. and how about when you got coverup all over my lips when u were doing my makeup for me? or that one "weird" movie we were watching lolol... and when rj and erik were poppin in front of your house.. we've had some good times.

can't forget pink n sparkly and pink n sparkly reincarnated.. we havent used that thing in a while, i think we may have to use it on saturday :) and how about the cats at rj's house.. those things looked fake as fuck.. haha. and we cannot forget grubbs house, i dont think you can go to that house and not have fun lol. we've had some good as times girl, the beach w/ tyler john grubb landis mich.. if u can spell my last name ill show u my _____. SYVERSON! lol. that face we make "i FUCKING LOVE YOU", nick and john at 2am, seans party.. eek. , i need to go to danielles, YOU'RE AT DANIELLES.. lol shh dont make any sounds [i hit all my pics off the floor.. woosh lol] you and your black while flicking it haha. we've had many more insiders.. but if i get into them now.. ill never be able to stop haha.

anyways, i dont want to write a book here, so im just gonna say sorry for everything and no matter what or when or anything im always always always going to be there for you, whether we're fighting or not fighting, friends or not friends.. aanything.. i will always have your back. you can trust me with everyting i promise. i will never judge you or not trust you or backstab you. you are a truly wonderful person and im honored to have you as my friend.. enjoy your 15th birthday.. have a good one. you deserve it i love you very very very much.. as a matter of fact i FUCKING love you. i cant wait til saturday. itll be awesome. xoxo bffl no matter what. no1 can truly break the bond!

now for some quotes..
wen ur parents catch you to drunk ta talk -- to hi ta walk wen u cant think n dunt kno wat ta do dont ask me...cause ima be fucked up wit u
we're the best, they know it's true. thats why they love to hate me and you.
everyone says damn them two are never apart fcuk them haters..me and this girl share a heart
im down for whatever no matter how you act, you never have to worry cause i always got your back.
because of you i laugh a lil harder, cry a lil less, and smile a lot more.
put up with my worst moods, always listen to how i feel, go along with the craziest ideas - mad love for being real.
its funny how in the end you always seem to go back to the ones who were there from the beginning
you were there for me through thick and thin, to thank you i dont know where to begin. with all the laughs and all the tears - i hope we stay friends through the years.
no matter what we're stickin together.. today + tomorrow [scratch that] .. forever!!]
so many memoriez that could neva b erased your my grl fa lyf `n could [ n e v a ] b replaced
its impossible to seperate the -inseperable-


kk. lemme stop lol this thing is long enough. i love you happy birthday xoxo
love deebee


[[thanx danielle that truly made me smile your an awsome person n im glad were becoming friends again n OMG i remember all those insiders like they were yesterday i really wanna talk to you about somethings so ill hit u up with an IM in a lil or when you get back but now i wanna update so thanx again for the letter it touched me in all the right places lol]]

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