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2004 25 July :: 6.52 pm
Last night was interesting....i dont have time to update it now...nor do i want to but heres what happened.....
1st-danielles mom's wake...very sad lots of tears
2nd- danielles leaving packing her shit--me michelle n daniel were their its gunna be ok 'cause were gunna K.I.T
3rd- Howies party- TRASHED HIS HOUSE!!!!!! me michelle howie cj mark brennen brett anthony lisa paige alex anthony eric samantha jennifer vincent josh nesbit josh m. kris john BB sean will joel n i think thats it were all their....didnt drink cause their was a keg n i was gunna drink after but hard liquor soo yeah
4th- Joes part-- me michelle rj joe tack lil bit katie christa mike frank eric jon-jon some kid i dont remember his name chris n i think thats it...maybe jordan came when i was passed out lol...i threw up...shitty had a hang over but slept for a while n got rid of it...michelles hung over....
now i gotta go cause my fam.s home n i gotta go eat n get ready for to night....
xO* Heather
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2004 24 July :: 12.10 pm
Today is a depressing day....Danielles moms wake was tear after tear...n then tonight is her goodbye packing thing.....imma miss this girel shes taking half of my heart with her.....not really in the mood to talk or update.....i hate the number 3!!!!!
xO* Heather
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2004 23 July :: 4.33 pm
:: Mood: crying
:: Music: silence
this blows the big one!
Im loosing my bestfriend right before my eyes..........this blows! i hate you!
fuck off
Heather
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2004 22 July :: 2.13 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: god will always love you
Unable to tollerate this sadness...
I dont know honestly how much more i can take...Last ngiht i went to Danielles and just seeing her made me cry i cant help it Bambi was their for so much....and she never complained like Danielle said....we'd come home shitfaced n they next day she'd just be like how was ur night and laugh about it with us...and i need to get to Danielles house honey ur at Danielles house ill never forget that i wanna just sit their and be able to talk to her laugh with her adk her if she needs anything....its so hard n Danielles family doesnt make it better her fuckin' Aunt Lee is like i cant come down here i have a good ass job their who cares this is ur niece who just lost her MOTHERRRRRRRRR holy shit have some feelings think about Danielle their all their yacking and laughing and shit and Danielles crying her eyes out...Danielle calm down stop crying i mean shut the fuck up already i just wanted to bitch at all of them i mean ive been here for Danielle for the past 2/3 years n i cant think of not having her here...i try not to cry infront of her but its sooooooooo hard.....their isnt much more i can say because noone knows how hard it is for me but think about Dani how hard is it for her...its intolerable pain n i cant even think about it....
on another note...carly n me are straight they were their yesterday n supposivly she stook up for me i still need to discuss some things with her
...damn did frank look good yesterday..lol...sorry but he did...
im not really in the mood to update much more....im not going to the keys anymore because im going to Bambi's wake....so if u know her and u wanna go talk to her about it
xO* Heather
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2004 21 July :: 11.40 am
Rest in Peace Bambi N. Sucich....
You meant alot to me u didnt deserve this at all....you were the best mom and don't even think u werent i know your happy and healthy now and i'll be waiting to see you one day...and i know your still here with us...looking down on Danielle shes a great girel...you did excellent...I love you!
xo* Heather
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2004 20 July :: 4.52 pm
CrushinG**
xO*Heather
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2004 18 July :: 3.44 pm
Last ngiht was I-n-T-e-R-e-S-t-I-n-G!!
Yesterday was something!
The night before last night Danielle and I went out with Jimbo n Tom to play pool...we met up with Rj Joe n Katie after pool we went with Rj n Joe n we dropped off Katie and then we went to Joes Dee started taking shots of Captian and then we wanted some beer so we headed to the Circus and got Tack n Creep and they baught some shit for us....We then went back to Creeps n were just chillin drinkin...Danielle was downin' them shots like whatttt n then shit went down...Danielle just wanted to go home lets say....so we went home around 4 and went to bed....we woke up around 12:30 the next day and just chilled around her house...
we made some BOMB ASS PASTA N SAUCE!!!!
after that we did her house answering machine lol...ConGa baby! then we did her Cell phone answering machine...Rj u know u like it......
Dont play no games i gotta keep it real i got the magic stick and a gold Gri lol that was soo funny we were cracking up...but thats me n Dee for u...
after that they took me home n i sat around for a lil bit n then Jessica came over we got ready n Rj picked us up!! we went down to CityPlace and got Joe my lil Joe<3333 lol hes so goofy (no i dont like Joe like that lol) but yeah anyways...then we came back got danielle n got some Mickey D's!!! yum then we went down to
BOCA!! we went to get a Hotel room n we drove allllllll around finally we came back to boynton n checked into Motel 6....we got kicked out of their for bullllshit! i was pissed..went to Joes n crashed...
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w.e today idk whats up i wanan go out! most likly will....umm heres all i gotta say
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Got a magic stick and a gold gri--lol
All the Mickey D's
Conga baby!
My mich is on h/o!!!
k back... umm Rj doin that shit before bed
the hotels
the security gaurd!!....n soo much more...had alot of fun last night but now imma go talk to my <3Micherz<3
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Here are the quotes for last night....
(1)Even tho ive been hurt i remain [[strong]] me have regrets? ya dead wrong cause you gotta [[take chances]] your whole life long
(2)and something about "cause Skiiz the Limit but i cant find it...grrr"
Peace out
xO* Heather lauren
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2004 16 July :: 12.20 am
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2004 14 July :: 6.52 pm
When I was younger I knew four brothers that wasn't wise
That crash and the driver died,
My partner on the passenger side was paralysed
And Im surprised by the look of that ride that the other peeps survived
Nine months later another one died
Somebody shot him in the side when he was startin up his ride
3 years go by, I made a hell of a run
And thats when funky got done, a joey playin wit guns
And tookie over funds, karty was my man
And reggy, I wish that I was wit you in that van
And Bugz if it wasn't for you
You know I wouldn't be standin in this booth,
Thats the truth, I miss ya'll...
somehow this relates to me on the "real tip"
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2004 14 July :: 2.39 pm
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2004 14 July :: 11.29 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: dip it low
Past two days!
Past two days have been eventful lol here's what went down....
Monday--...Rachael came over because shes MOVING!! tomorrow but yeah..umm we chilled n then we made plans to chill with the Johnny mac n Justin they picked up michelle and then got me n Rachael and we headed down to the beach....we chilled at the park for alil bit n then went down to the beach....Joey V. n Nick T. showed up and we were just chilling....Rachael went...skinny dipping!! lol then we left n drove around till we finally went to taco bell!! i got some food n then we went home n passed out lol...
Tuesday--Woke up to Rachael being annoying lol shit was just load n then we just talked had our 3-eay <3-<3 lol then she left and me n michelle came online Rick IMed me we had a nice conversation lol wow found out some shit...then me n michelle got ready in 15 minutes lol go us! n we dipped to the mall...she put alot of shit on hold that we came back for later that day....i found this one outfit!!!it was this cute ass mudd skirt with green stitching and this matching green shit it was soo cute i want it so hopefully i get it!! lol we saw alot of people we knew their...Westli Kelly Mario Ana Newbi john justin lil justin Eric lil...n more...then after the mall we came back to my house got ready for -n- got ready for the night....we were supposed to chill with jonny mac n justin but they didn't know what they wanted to do and i made plans with Vinny-Vincent lol before hand n he just called n is like were gunna come "scoop" u up lol so we went with them i cant belive people cant fucking follow a street lol soo yeah they picked us up at winn-dick-me and we went back to gateway club...It was Me michelle vincent leo anthony derrick eric fetty (a girel) My josh (reasback)(sp)!!!!!!!! lol i havent seen him in forever!!!! lol i missed that kid i like grew up with him...then he dipped and we were chilling at that pool n we seen brandon feild will n joel they were also with Danielle n Carly n since carly doesnt like me they dipped oh well Danielle was acting different it was like w.e but yeah so they left cause Carly didnt wanna be around me n then leo dipped n vincent n eric left so it was Me michelle Derrick (who i swear i know somehow the name the face everything!!) and Anthony so were chillin' n a cop comes n Derrick n Anthony have shit on them but Anthony's was worse...so we play it off n we dipped we went to this one area n chilled n we see this cop driving down the road n just stop right infront of wear we were so we jump up n dipped lol we went to Sandpiper but Vincent wasnt coming out...so we went to Barwood's pool n Derrick's friend came n got us n we went to the ABC's i found out what that is lol!! soo yeah then my sister came n got us n we brought michelle home n then i came home....it was fun Anthony is so weird lol umm we gave him our #'s so i think were chillin today noo clue...but yeah imma go people are IMing me like a bitch...
1 love Heather xO []D [] []V[] []D 's
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2004 13 July :: 12.06 pm
Your soul is bound to the Yellow Rose: The
Gentle.
"I've travelled through the land of
surrender and seen it all. I throw my heart
out and keep my head up, and now I travel
through the land of peace."
The Yellow Rose is associated with friendship,
intuition, and fun. It is governed by the
goddess Hestia and its sign is The Intertwined
Rings, or True Friendship.
As a Yellow Rose, you always look out for your
friends. You would much rather have strong
ties with friends than a single tie with a
lover and your devotion to your friends is
clear. You may have great intuition and be
able to read emotions clearly, but sometimes
you can seem distant yourself.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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2004 12 July :: 12.52 pm
:: Mood: ehh
:: Music: 40 oz-D-12
Last night
Lots of shit happened yesterday...it was Mikes birthday n i really ewanted to chill with him but i didn't think it was gunna happen 'cause Danielle Mario and I were in a dispute...so Danielle Michelle and I made plans with Rj n Joe to go to Joes get fucked up n chill n stay the night....well that fell through n i was pissed but then Mike calls Danielle and said im coming to get you were goin' to Myers party so i was like well what about me n Jessica (Myers) said i could come but i had no ride...Well my lovly Jonny-Mac got me so it was straight i saw my Beans it was fun fun then all of a sudden MICHELLE shows up with Superman i was like babbyyy lol i was happy to see her i was mad she couldnt come 'cause she had NO ride well anyways so Sarah her boyfriend Rusty Michelle and I go into the party n i see so many people i know...i saw Brett this kid i liked when i was dating danny n we wont get into that...Alex<3* this kid ive liked FOREVER this kid Sean who likes me and omg sooo_o many more...I saw my Brittany from school n umm Colt umm Pat Mike Rick Danielle n yeah well when Danielle finally showed up...it was fun their was a keg n this kid was having like pitchers of it....tru tru lol Michelle and I got Kyles # were supposed to chill with him but idk....n umm we saw Joel Will n Brandon soo yeah yeah lol it was fun i was nice and buzzed n then the cops came made err'body move their cars it was straight then they came again and we had to be quiter so we dipped like after that Michelle Danielle Mike Rick Mario 'nd I went back to Grubbs i wanted to go home at 2 when they took michelle home but they made me stay till like 3 when they took danielle home...Mike Rick 'nd I talked in front of my house for awhile...my Mikes leaving or left this morning with Rick to go to orlando for like a week n he's trying to move up their:( well see it made me sad...n Danielle n Michelle i did it! lol I kissed Rick but it was nothing big lol w/e thats about it ....
tonight Michelle 'nd I mad plans to call that Kyle kid...Joel n Will wanna chill with Danielle n us i guess...n if Rj n Joe didnt drink all that shit themselves last night then the'll prolly wanna chill soo well see but for now peace!
x0 Heather....[]D [] []V[] []D
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2004 11 July :: 3.52 pm
Happy Birthday Michael Grubb...your Legal now!
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2004 11 July :: 2.51 pm
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you?
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