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2004 24 September :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: On the way down
Jon
aww i talked to my Jon today. Hes so fuckin cool. i love him. He knows just how to put a smile on my face. Me and him lost touch after high school started and then he moved. He always IM's me out of nowhere and its always when im feeling like shit and im at my worst and he always makes me feel better. its so weird its like he knows im at my worst and he IM's me. ... i <3 him lol
-- Michelle --
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2004 24 September :: 8.32pm
:: Mood: amused
thanks buddy
so im the fuck up ?
thanks
Keep talking your trash !
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2004 23 September :: 10.36pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: just like you / one thing
ups and downs
im like a fuckin rollercoaster i have ups and downs soo fuckin much ... ill be happy one minute then ill be pissed off or sad the next.
well good news- blood work this time came back really good 120 thats really high.. i normally get 11 and 50 and up is the safe zone... soo really good.... BUT my shit normally goes up and down soo in another 4 weeks ill letya know if it went back down.
bad news--- i now have to take 5 pills a day... and i cant skip any anymore or it can fuck me up... BUT the new shiti gatta take im a lil scared to take so mommys callin the hemo to se if its safe.
more good news--- park vista got there first touch down today! we got it in the first 2 mins of the game... i dont know what the final score was cuz we left early, i saw john at the game it was so funny i was soaked!
bad news-- fuckin hurricane again... no school tomorrow sept for us ! how gay is that.
I NEED A BOYFRIEND OR SOMETHING IM GOIN CRAZZZYYYYY!!!!!!!
--michelle--
grrrrr
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2004 23 September :: 9.29pm
happy 47th birthday mommy and aunt lee. i miss you mom. it was a hard day without you. keep us all strong.
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2004 23 September :: 5.36pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: livin it up
hola!
im at dannys he told me i should update my journal so i am..not thathe ever does his ;]
i love you!
oH! yeahhh i got a job at sals! whoopppp
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2004 22 September :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: cheerful
hahaha. i cant believe im filling this out
PT. I
basics
1) Using band names, spell out your name
a (aerosmith)
s (brooks and dunn)
h (hoobastank)
l (lone star)
e(eminem)
y (young buck)
2) Have you ever had a song written about you?: noppe.
3) What song makes you cry?: none. unless im already upset, and then break down here, happy ending, ccrazy, its your,urmm a few i guess
4) What song makes you happy?:danny<333 country music,being goofy.
5) What do you like to listen to before bed?: ehh country ;]
PT. II
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'4
AGE: 16
HAIR COLOR: brownish blondeish oragneish
SKIN COLOR: pale =very sad
EYE COLOR:hazel
PIERCINGS: ears, belly button
TATTOOS: noneee
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blue fuzzy pj pants white tank top
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: .way away-yellow card
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: urm? nadda
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: breezy nice
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: i plead the 5th
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: no.
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yea.
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: friends,7th heaven dawsons creek, law and order
MAGAZINE: seventeen? cosmo
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: water
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: yicks
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: with with him chill with krystina, and everyone.
BAND/GROUP or SINGER: soo mannyy
h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: nopeee never.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: ehhh... uh huh..
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: lots.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: uh huh
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: haha. yea i was a silly little girl
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: negative
USED YOUR PARENTS CREDIT CARD: of course
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: yea,kinda :-D
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: no. kinda hard to fall asleep while standing, dont you think?
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: nopee
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yup, thats what its good for.
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: yes !
CHILDREN: negative
CURRENT CRUSH:urm my boyfiend?
BEEN IN LOVE?: yes
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: uh, very much so.
BEEN HURT?: obviously
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: being myself
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: umm..i dont think, well. eh?
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: NOOO! ;[
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: mixes
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: ehhh a prettyful bluegreencolor
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: danny.being happy music. some friends
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?:that damn keeny chesney cd!
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: in all honesty... we wont go there!
WHAT YOU LIKE TO ?: what the hell kind of question is that?
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: last night
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: never any volunteers?
YOU GOT E-MAIL: few minutes ago
THING YOU PURCHASED:a_____ for danny =D
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: 7th heaven or boy meets world with krystina and dannys mom
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: a cinderela story, i really need to go see a few movies.
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
TEENAGE SMOKING: my boyfriend should quit..
SPICE GIRLS: hahaha.
DREAMS: i admit - im a hopeless dreamer. ;[
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2004 22 September :: 11.10pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: behind blue eyes
craaaAzy day
yoo.. well this week hasnt been a good one. yesterday was moms 2month like i said in my last entry, and tomorrow is her birthday. its going to be a really hard day for me.
today was absolutely horrible. it truly was lol. its a long story, so im going to leave out some details.
well, i get off the bus today and start walking home, im not even walking for two minutes and this groub of holy cross kids [holy cross is a catholic all boys school] anyways, so this black car pulls up and its a red light, and theres like 4 holy cross seniors in the car. anyways, so i keep walking and they start screaming out of their car "hey baby, hey sweetie, yo sexy, you know ur smiliing over there, come here princess" so i just keep looking the other way and the car drives off cuz its a green light. meanwhile all the other holy cross kids are behind me at the bus stop and i look like a fool.
so, i think thats the end of the holy cross pervs in the black car. next thing i know, a few blocks later, this black car comes racing next to me going at least 40mph, and all of a sudden they see me, and at the next corner they make a sharp ass right turn their car makes the loudest screechign sound ive ever heard in my life, and they appear in front of me by the time i get to the end of the block. they start talking again, but i called my cousin so i had an excuse not to talk to them. it was really creepy.
this kid held my books today when i was walking to class, and everybody stared at us like we were going out, i was like nooo noo Big G is suposed to be doing this, lol. but he woudlnt give my books back til we went dif ways, i mean it was nice, but im not interested in him, how do you tell someone ur not interesed in a nice way? anybody.. advice?
and im so fuckin pissed, b/c Big G's friend his hittin on me and its not supposed to be like that, its supposed to be the other way around. its fuckin frustrating. even a friendship w/ g is good enough, but nothing is just killing me. we dont talk in class cuz our seats are so far and i only said hey to him today b/c i saw him in the hall. he talked to me first, he sparked up convo and he needs to keep that shit going. how come NOTHING ever goes my way?? its the only thing i want, and i cant even get it. id love to be his girlfriend, but i mean, im beggin for friendship!!
but anyways, i dont wanna write anymore so im gonna get going. laterrr
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2004 22 September :: 4.43pm
:: Mood: shitty
:: Music: unwritten law
ill go down as your lover
aosdufbsjfdbasfkjasfnjadshfbihsadfhnosudfbvsaofdjbadspfiasd fpsanbdf [asdfnaspidfn.
why? why the fuck do you do this to yourself. i dont fuckin get it. i swear. ugh. im so tired of this shit. im tired of feeling like shit. i wish i never would have met you. i wish none of that would have happened. god ur such a fuckin asshole and you dont deserve half the fuckin things that you have.i dont deserve to be treated like shit. maybe youll fuckin realize that Im done. I cant deal. it was all up to you. and u chose pretty fuckin well.
but remember when no one else is there. i would have been.. if you hadnt have fucked up.
have a nice fuckin day.
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2004 22 September :: 4.43pm
:: Mood: shitty
:: Music: unwritten law
ill go down as your lover
aosdufbsjfdbasfkjasfnjadshfbihsadfhnosudfbvsaofdjbadspfiasd fpsanbdf [asdfnaspidfn.
why? why the fuck do you do this to yourself. i dont fuckin get it. i swear. ugh. im so tired of this shit. im tired of feeling like shit. i wish i never would have met you. i wish none of that would have happened. god ur such a fuckin asshole and you dont deserve half the fuckin things that you have.i dont deserve to be treated like shit. maybe youll fuckin realize that Im done. I cant deal. it was all up to you. and u chose pretty fuckin well.
but remember when no one else is there. i would have been.. if you hadnt have fucked up.
have a nice fuckin day.
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2004 21 September :: 11.23pm
today was the 2month anniversary
not such a great thing to celebrate tho.
better update tomorrow
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2004 21 September :: 10.15pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: its your love
sheezus
no matter what, ill always love you.
i can't even be mad at you.
you mean the world to me and more
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2004 21 September :: 4.29pm
:: Mood: pissed
:: Music: rbf
fuck you
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2004 21 September :: 3.18pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: over and over / american idiot
very good day today
i had such a good day today ..i felt so pretty ... and i really like britt.. and i dont know why...theres just somethin about him... grrr he soo hot lol!
some dumb bitch tryed to send me home because of my shorts.. fuckin dumb ass need to learn to read better or somethin... shes like "oh no no no young lady your shorts are to short" and im like no there not and shes like" they are way above 5in. above the knee" and im like miss its suposed to be a 3 in. in-seam and if you want go ahaed measure my crotch cuz its 3in. and she argued w/ me about it i told her to got read the handbook and maybe she would know and so she sent me down to student services and one lady in there was like "she looks better in those shorts then most the girls that be wearin stuff like that.. if those were dress code i wouldnt give her a violation for them" and the other lady got all pissed and was tryin to tell me its suposed to be a 5in in-seam and im like read the hand book .. so she trys to call down another lady about it and she wouldnt answer so she finally was like fine and reads it and shes like ook your ok to go back to class... haha dumb asses...
i had soo much fun in lunch.. ross neil and britt are so fuckin funny ....
Then after lunch iwas goin to class and this group of black boys just stair me down.. i was like wtf yesterday those 2 black boys and now theres a whole group of them .. and there not cute lol!!
i feel so bad cuz i was so mean to britt today .. but i was joking around and i think he took it serious! and then i read my horoscope and it tells me not to joke around like that cuz some one might take it the wrong way .. sooo grrr now i think he really did! !lol
so after school im in the car and were talkin about what something that hapend to day and im like wtf why do guys like road head so much ... and right when i say that a car full of guys pull up an faggo is in there so there like ask them and i was like hey let me ask you somethin and then im like ohh nvm thats your mom isnt it ? and hes like yeah i was likei dont wanna be rude nvm and hes like she dont care what an im like why do guys like road head and hes like idk and his mom rulls down her window and is like did you just ask him why do guys like road head? you mean like driving while getting head or something? and im like yeah and shes like well why do girls like guys goin down on them.. and im laughing my ass off im like idk and shes like well that sucks for you your missin out! i waslike WHAT lol thats some kids mom that i don even know sayin that lol ... and im like ok but i asked why ROAd head why while driving and shes like why not and the light turned green so we drove off.. omg lol i could not stop laughing you had to be there.
well i gtg i got alot of homework to copy.
<3michelle
-- crushin on britt--
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2004 20 September :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: calm
Im not as scared of her as i was before
Me and kari finaly got in a fist fight... it was more funny then anything ... the first thing she did was pinch my tit! i was like " that hurt you pinched my tit you lezbo" lol i was laughing while we were fighting... but shes still a phyco bitch!
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