forever and a day ago, i last updated
why hello there, little blog of mine, how long has it been?? a long time. well, im pretty sure that since that amount of time, im a different person. not that ive changed sooo much recently or anything, just that people change constantly, and im not the same alexa i was in december, im now february alexa, and next month ill be march alexa. for instance, last week, had i gone to christie's sweet sixteen party yet? had i danced wtih that cute 21yearold waiter yet? no. and therefore, i am now that much different ;-) no but seriously, everysecond is a moment in your life that changes you, even if its just the tiniest most unperceivable thing, it still happened to you....

So, whats been happening with me lately? well in the past X months, ive gone to brazil with em (fun), suffered through week after week of boring private school (dull) and succeeded in turning a guy friend into an infatuated crush before realizing im a hopeless idiot who is settling because there are NO WORTHWHILE GUYS IN MY SCHOOL and im a hopeless idiot (therefore ive also gotten over aforementioned stupid crush) so now, what can i say, im an independent woman haha. ummm anything else? soccer seasons over- starting up rock climbing again... my life is boring.... im gonna fail my history test tmr adn yet am still not studying.... i like those chocolate turtles (the candies with pecans and caramel with chocolate)... i had this scary feeling all day that something bad was gonna happen to my mom and i was freaking out until she picked me up (freaky)... i got a cell phone two weeks ago and then two weeks later its already broken.... im goin on the school trip cruise in T minus three weeks!... o ya, and the coolest of all: i got an electric bass guitar! so now im teaching myself how to play so i can rock out and be o so hot and rockstarish 8-)

my head hurts. it always hurts. exams next week. die exams die. three word sentences. they are fun. well im out. peace, love, wombats.

YAY!
EMILY IS COMING TO BRAZZZILLLL WITH MEEE FOR XXXXMAS!!!!!! WAHOOOOOOOO! ROCK ON, PARTY SISTAHS! 8-*

ahhhhhhhhh shoot me in the head
*grabs a huge plank of wood and hits myself repeatedly over the head with it*



why cant i be like you, em? it would make things so much easier...

my four day weekend (just a little recap)
ok so thursday, get off from school, do nothing all nite but sit on my ass.... friday, wake up late enough to be late to jen's party. it was fun, lots of good italian-ish food, and crazy conversations... then i went to fric's house for a supposed movie nite which really just turned out to be me and her watching will and grace and scary movie 2 and then contemplating life for a couple hours.... then saturday, i went to the football game at schoool (this was like the first time ive actually ever showed up for one of these games, hehe)... then my uncle, his gf, and my four-year-old cousin, pedro arrived (and he hasnt left me alone since)
... then i went to meggo's partay, which was really just me being incredibly HYPERACTIVE with kellie and walking into the mens bathroom about six times... then on sunday i got mauled, chased, and pummeled by pedro (who, by the way, has blond hair, brown eyes, and only speaks portuguese-- he's soo adorable) all day long because he follows me wherever i go and i have to play with him constantly (which can get pretty annoying), then emily called me and saved me from this place: we went out and got icecream, then rented the sweetest thing and empire records, watched them while eating yummy cheesecake and drinking iced coffee, then we tried on random shit we found in her "closet" while listening to old hippie CDs, and then stayed up until six-thirty AM talking to random people in chatrooms hahaha... good times... yup, then this morning, we set the alarm for ten (to wake up) but didnt wake up until 2 pm and then we went out to mississippi sweets for lunch, followed by a visit to grateful j's where we ran into the poon's and i bought some hemp for necklaces and stuff and emily bought this huge random tiedyed wall hanging while her parents talked to the salesguy about drugs... it was lovely. then we went back to em's house where we nailed the huge tiedyed thing to her wall along wiht a bunch of other random stuff haha it was fun.... then i wnet home and pedro and i played for a couple hours and then thats pretty much where i am rite now.... someone said i had "school" tomorrow, but i have no clue what that thihng is they're talking about, so no worries... ok well thats about it, later

wuts wrong with me?
wow. not only is my brain crazy, but now i think my heart is too...

ahh my crazy life
ok well lets see what's been going on:
well, my bro got his lip pierced, wants to get plugs, and has decided to take up skateboarding (thats all cool, but is this MY brother? where did this all come from?? haha)i'm missing homecoming cuz my parents are dragging me up to visit him at college, which would be cool and all, dont get me wrong, its just that its a PARENTS night and yet theyre bringin the whole clan for four days and wont let me stay here so i can go to homecoming. ummm i have so much hw i could die, ive had to re-learn (unsuccuessfully) how to actually STUDY for a test (since i havent done that in like four years) and i have 3 tests to study for, a 4 page report due tonite (via email) and a project due tmr. on the bright side, i went shopping (which always cheers a girl up) and got "stay what you are" by saves the day (one of my all time favorite bands). last weekend was fun: a girls nite in w/ em and jackie, and then lauren and i took random snapshots at the mall. i have a four day weekend this weekend so im excited, but relatives are coming and my parents are gonna force me to spend time with them all :-/. well it mite be cool to see my 4 year old cousin, Pedro, even i dont speak the same language as him. i hear he's adorable and really precocious. but still, SAVE ME! movies anyone? haha... hmm anything else? well lets see whats going on at school: fric laughs for hours about absolutely nothing, i joined about a million clubs today, im being swamped wiht horrible work that i put off until the last moment (like im doing rite now by writing in this) and im LITERALLY FAILING HISTORY. i never eat lunch, im a total clutz, and it rains everyday. silvio insists on calling me "woman" until i havta smack him and joyce and i recite weird al songs during french class. jason and i insult each other by saying "your eye!" "your MOMS eye" etc. etc. while mrs. powell says things like, "A les- haha oops not a lesbian! i meant to say ELIZABETH! not that that's what's on my mind or anything..." we're developing in photography which is cool, but then again it makes my hands smell like gross chemicals all day (oh well). did i mention i have soo much hw tonite its not even funny? wait, what am i doing writing this if i have so much hw, you ask? well its simple, i have a horrible disorder called EXTREME PROCRASTINATION. its really intense i CANT concentrate on anything unless its due within like the next hour. im so screwed. p.s. i think i mite like this guy.. but its so hard to tell with me... i can never make up my mind about these things...

what's a Tuesday?
do you ever really look into someone's eyes? i dont mean just look, i mean really look into their eyes. its so intense its so weird. i try looking into people's eyes, i wanna know what theyre thinking sometimes. i can see why they say eyes are windows to the soul- looking directly into someone's can be so intense, i havta look away... it just makes you think about how rarely you actually LOOK at someone.... (i bet now everyone thinks im crazy and like staring at them haha o well)

today i got a D on a test and they sent me home a progress report... oops! damn history! i hate that subject!!!! grrrrr....

anyways, it was silvio's bday and since he decided not to tell anyone, i didnt have anything to give him! so i hatched a plan: i went to the school store and got him a BIG PINK PONY BALLOON! its was huge and pink and full of hearts and things. then i got like 10 other people to buy him them! it was soooo great! he walked around all day wiht this HUGE glob of floating pink ponies! hahaha HAPPY BITHDAY SILVIO!!

=D

today haha
omg u kno in the Patriot the part where the little girl who doesnt talk starts crying and is like, "papa dont go ill say anything you wont just dont go!" omg it was sooooo sad and i started crying, in the midddle of history class! hahaa it was soooo great cuz i went to get a tissue and everyone realized i had been crying cuz of the movie and they all started laughing and of course i found that histerically funny...

summary of last 2 weeks
ok, i kno i never write in this anymore and im sorry, so here's a little summary of what me and some of my friends have been up to over the course of the last 2 weeks:

me- went to school, got nicknamed "boo boo," went to a party, slept over at lauren's house, went to school, got nicknamed "alsexa," went to em's horse show, am going to concert (tonite! wahooo)

lauren- went to a party, made pancakes, wore her button-y shirt, made pancakes, am going to concert (with me tonite wahooo!)

em- tried somehting at a party, got a bf, started getting stalked by said bf, won 2nd 3rd and 5th in horse show, dumped bf to his away message

jackie- went to party, asked guy hosting teen cabaret to do robot dance, confronted her fear of condiments

oooo hey thats about all the time we have for today- i gotta go get ready for concert! weeeeeeeee! later!

em + me = best buds for SIX whole years! wow.
hey sorry i havent updated for like, the whole summer =P for some reason i just havent felt like it...lets review whats been happening:
- went to camp (highlander) for 3 weeks
- came back, got my ears pierced, and generally just put off doing anything whatsoever (including getting my permit! uh oh)
- went to band camp (up in camp carolina) for a week with the SOPHMORE SIX! holla! haha
- adrian went away to college (hampshire) ='(
- started school (sophmore year...)

yup thats pretty much it... been hangin out with em this whole weekend- lots of fun stuff!!! gotta love that crazy-ass heartbreaker hahaha.. ya anways im really NOT looking forwards to school tomorrow. at all. in any way. :(.