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2005 30 October :: 7.16 pm
I am tired of having to face the dumb reality that i will never be what i am supposed to be, in the eyes of another.
4 people's love me! |
let's hear it! |
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2005 23 October :: 7.46 pm
I will be so upset if I get really sick.
gah gah poo poo.
I'm tired.
:)
2 people's love me! |
let's hear it! |
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2005 21 October :: 9.25 am
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Carmen - Seguidilla
No one loves me :(
Gah.
It's been one of those weeks were i feel so un-loved.
So distant from everyone.
Why is that?
So did anyone else have a bomb threat yesterday too?
It was supposed to have been statewide.
4 people's love me! |
let's hear it! |
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2005 13 October :: 7.02 pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: turn back O man - Godspell
Woah man!
Practice was sssooooo fun today. We ran through Act II but we could not say our lines. We had to say our actions. So i had to run across the room and say "im storming across the room, im banging at the door and yelling, im giving a count to three" instead of "TITO! It's Maria! OPEN THE DOOR so i can KILL you! You big a-pig Im giving you three numbers! ONE...TWO..."
Then if something happened (that i think did) then im totaly in a dither.(a good one) and i have to figure out what happened! Just because im weird like that.
Tomorrow is going to be GREAT! so is this weekend! I cant wait!
let's hear it! |
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2005 11 October :: 8.43 pm
Hello Dolly!!!!!
hahahaha
I know, my bad. But we should do it!!!!!
I'm going to Mt. Pleasant saturday!!!!!!!!
Yay!
so happy!
Chris!!
So happy!
How about i get some sleep now so im not so giddy.
5 people's love me! |
let's hear it! |
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2005 8 October :: 10.21 pm
:: Mood: crushed
"great hate forms mortal pain" - Medea
The problem is i am dramatic.
and a hopless romantic.
maybe thats to much to ask for, some romance.
but what do i know? I'm just a silly girl.
let's hear it! |
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2005 8 October :: 12.19 pm
| The Keys to Your Heart | 
You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
Ironic huh?
Im soooo tired.
but i have to take a shower, then go to western.
Then im downtown tonight.
It's going to be a long day.
1 people's love me! |
let's hear it! |
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2005 7 October :: 6.51 pm
I know, god was sending me a message with her phone call.
Now i just can't do it.
I can't go out and get piss drunk with him and drown my sorrows, i just cant.
Not after that
so last munite change in plans.
Im still going out, but to do something productive. I am happy for that, but i'm still sad
because i love you.
let's hear it! |
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2005 7 October :: 4.55 pm
I'm tired of guys stabing me in the heart.
i wish i could make you feel how i do.
so im going out tonight, im gonna have me some fun.
1 people's love me! |
let's hear it! |
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2005 25 September :: 6.50 pm
Well i said i would dye my hair.
Do you know how hot I am with RED hair?
ohh im excited.
Tomorrow is Monday!
let's hear it! |
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2005 22 September :: 4.25 pm
I got called back.
I have to memorize 2 pages of lines combined for the parts of Maria and Diana by tomorrow at 3.
Hazah!
and Chris, you make me wonder sometimes.
let's hear it! |
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2005 22 September :: 10.19 am
I'm cold.
1 people's love me! |
let's hear it! |
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2005 22 September :: 10.04 am
Ryan got Sarah flowers and candy for their four month anneversiry, AND he sang to her.
How sweet right?
Tryouts today.
Next block and after school.
Connor walked me into school today, even though it was raining.
Him and Anthony make me happy.
*Smiles*
let's hear it! |
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2005 20 September :: 9.18 am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: My chemical Romance - The Ghost of you
:(
You confuse me.
It upsets me.
And once again, i dont know what to do.
let's hear it! |
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