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2005 19 August :: 12.06 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: The cranberries - Everything i said
Jumping Foot beets!
I went to school yesterday to get my schedule changed.
I waited four and a half hours.
But it was ok because Connor stayed with me till he had to get to work. We talked for a long time because he went away for awhile. (Art camp god I love it!) Movie night starts soon at his house! Thrown my him and yours truly.
I think this year is going to be great for me.
If I can get through going to school all week, then work all weekend, I should be fine.
But I must say I don’t look forward to working 9-5 on the weekends. I hope it does not drain me, or my social life.
Well got to sleep kids. Some people have work in the morning.
p.s. Chris is amazing.
2 people's love me! |
let's hear it! |
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2005 19 August :: 12.06 am
Homophobia and You:
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Repost this if you realize homophobia is wrong.
let's hear it! |
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2005 14 August :: 9.49 pm
:: Music: Interpol - PDA
where are you?
something to say
something to do
nothing to say
when there's nothing to do
2 people's love me! |
let's hear it! |
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2005 11 August :: 9.08 pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: Interpol - Public Pervert
2006 baby! here i am!
So my schedule for next year is looking great. I goes as follows,
CIS
Mixed Media
Jewelry design
Choir
Master Singers
Advanced Algebra
College English
And for my first class they scheduled me for History classes I have already taken.
So I think I want to take a Japanese class, art, or Independent Piano study.
I am also thinking about taking a class at Western Michigan University.
I can get high school credit, for taking a college class, while having my school pay for it because I’m still in high school.
How cool is that?
I’m now so excited for this year. My last year in High School.
I was just talking to Kirah and we both agreed that it seems only yesterday we were in 5th grade, grooving to the spice girls and saying “GIRL POWER!!!” in the soccer field at recess.
My how time flies.
3 people's love me! |
let's hear it! |
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2005 10 August :: 7.36 pm
I need some space, To bury my love around you.
let's hear it! |
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2005 3 August :: 8.28 pm
:: Music: The sTART - Hang On Me
Aimee Echo is great.
It's amazing how much I love The sTART.
I still don’t have their SHAKEDOWN! cd.
And believe me its next on my list, but it will probably have to be a special order because they are not that big of a band.
They just have a real good new wave/80's/dark sound.
Not to mention Aimee Echo has a cool voice.
Wahoo for women singers!
I can't believe I saw them live in 99' and was not even really interested. What I wouldn’t give to go back and really appreciate it!!
let's hear it! |
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2005 3 August :: 7.39 pm
:: Music: Interpol - NARC
My favorite Interpol member....
I’m quickly becoming obsessive about him.
Ohhh that Sam Fogarino!!!!!!!
WOOT WOOT!
let's hear it! |
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2005 28 July :: 4.50 pm
Liz had her baby when i was at work! im going to go see it!
HOORAY FOR BABIES!
3 people's love me! |
let's hear it! |
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2005 26 July :: 8.25 pm
:: Mood: shocked
:: Music: Interpol - Evil
It's too soon
I just think I'm in shock. It does not seem real. I would react more but for some reason, it's almost like everything is going to be fine.
The doctors opened up my Aunt Marry to take out some of her cancerous lung, then they shut her back up.
The cancer is all over; too much to even try and take it out now.
I know my grandpa is having a really hard time with it.
Maybe you don't pray, but I'm asking you all too please pray for her.
let's hear it! |
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2005 25 July :: 8.26 pm
:: Mood: enthralled
:: Music: Interpol - Slow Hands
Wow....
I love Interpol.
Anyone know them?
But yeah, i think this weekend is going to be great!
I'm so glad Chris is such an awesome boyfriend.
I know I'm lucky.
AHHHDISEGFIBASEROGF!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't wait to go to Mt.Pleasant!!!! I'm so excited to get back there.
It's funny how everthing has worked out. I know its something big though. Something life-long. And if nothing more in my life works out, i know this friendship will.
It's weird.
But it works.
let's hear it! |
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2005 25 July :: 8.04 pm
What if there was no light
Nothing wrong, nothing right
What if there was no time
And no reason, or rhyme
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life
What if I got it wrong
And no poem or song
Could put right what I got wrong
Or make you feel I belong
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in you life
Oooooooh that's right
Let's take a breath, jump over the side
Oooooooh that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try
Oooooooh that's right
Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there in your life
That you don't want me there by your side
let's hear it! |
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2005 22 July :: 7.22 pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: Madona - Amazing
I do believe you shart yourself...
J | Joyous | A | Accurate | C | Clever | K | Keen | I | Influential | E | Enjoyable |
Name Acronym Generator From Go-Quiz.com
But then I like this one too….
J | Juicy | A | Arty | C | Charismatic | Q | Quality | U | Unforgettable | L | Loving | Y | Yummy | N | Noisy |
Name Acronym Generator From Go-Quiz.com
Juicy AND yummy!!!
let's hear it! |
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2005 17 July :: 8.26 pm
GAAHHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
QUEENS OF THE STONE AGE!!!
They are going to be in detroit with Nine Inch Nails October 8th.
Tickets went on sale yesterday, But because they are going to be with NIN the only tickets that are left today are upper level seats.
And thats ok, i want to see them sssssssoooooooooooooo bad!!!!!!!!!
But its almost sold out, and i will not have enough money for tickets for like 3 weeks!
*SIGHS*
Seriously if i miss out on this, i WILL cry.
sDKHbfopubzefjn
let's hear it! |
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2005 11 July :: 8.56 pm
(X) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Saw
( ) White Noise
(X ) Anger Management
( X) 50 First Dates
( X) Jason X
( X) Scream
(X ) Scream 2
(X ) Scream 3
(X ) Scary Movie
(X) Scary Movie 2
(X) Scary Movie 3
(X) American Pie
(X) American Pie 2
(X ) American Wedding
(X) Harry Potter
(X) Harry Potter 2
(X) Harry Potter 3
(X) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(X) The Village
( ) Donnie Darko
() Lilo & Stitch
(X) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(x ) 13 Ghosts
(X) Signs
( x) The Grudge
( x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) White Chicks
(X) Butterfly Effect
( ) Thirteen
(X) I Robot
( ) Dodgeball
(X) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(X ) Along Came A Spider
( X) Kingpin
(X) Never Been Kissed
(X) Meet The Parents
(X) Meet The Fockers
( X) Eight Crazy Nights
(x ) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport To Paris
(X) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
(x ) Final Destination
(x ) Final Destination 2
(x ) Halloween
(x ) The Ring
(X) Practical Magic
(X) Chicago
(x ) Ghost Ship
(x ) From Hell
(x ) Hellboy
( x) Secret Window
(x ) I Am Sam
(x ) The Whole Nine Yards
(x ) The Day After Tomorrow
(x ) Child's Play
(x ) Bride Of Chucky
(X) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x ) Just Married
(X) Gothika
(x ) A Nightmare On Elm Street
( x) Sixteen Candles
( ) Joy Ride
(X) Seven
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(X) Little Mermaid
(x) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(x ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x ) IT
(x ) Children Of The Corn
(x ) Maid In Manhattan
( x) Frailty
(x ) How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days
(X) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(X) Ever After
(X) Forrest Gump
() Big Trouble In Little China
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(X) Catch Me If You Can
(x ) The Others
(X) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign Of Fire
(x ) Cruel Intentions
(x ) The Hot Chick
(x ) Swimfan
(x ) Miracle
(X) Old School
( ) Ray
(x ) The Notebook
() K-Pax
(X) Lord Of The Rings
(X) Lord Of The Rings 2
(X) Lord Of The Rings 3
() A Walk To Remember
( ) Boogeyman
( ) Hitch
( ) Back Door Sluts 9
( ) Cursed
( ) Incredibles
( x) Boys Don't Cry
( ) Diary Of A Mad Black Woman
( ) Coach Carter
( x) Tales From The Hood
( x) Pulp Fiction
(X) Mean Girls
( ) Breakin' All The Rules
( ) Harold And Kumar
(x ) The Girl Next Door
( ) Dave Chapelle: Killing Them Softly
(x ) Bad Boys
(x ) Bad Boys 2
(x ) Eurotrip
( ) Not Without My Daughter
( ) Kill Bill Volume 1
( ) Kill Bill Volume 2
(x ) Joe Dirt
( ) Grind
(X) 28 Days
(X) Brother Bear
(x ) Run Away Jury
(x ) Phone Booth
(X) Moulin Rouge
() Constantine
() Saved
( xxxx) The Dead Poet Society
( x) Patch Adams
( x) Jack
( ) Open Water
( x) Boondock Saints
(x ) Shark Tale
(x ) Black Hawk Down
( ) Spongebob Square Pants
() Troy
(X) Pirates Of The Caribbean
(x) Elf
( ) The Cheetah Girls
(x) Van Helsing
( ) Here On Earth
( ) 40 Days And 40 Nights
( ) O
(X) Pearl Harbor
( ) Hidalgo
( ) The Rundown
( ) Walking Tall
( x) What's Eating Gilbert Grape
( x) Cry-Baby
( x) Edward Scissorhands
( ) Ready To Rumble
( ) You Got Served
(X) Lion King
(X) Lion King 2
() Lion King 1 ˝
(X) The Pest
(x ) The Master Of Disguise
( ) Master And Commander
(x ) Blow
( ) Blow Dry
( ) Be Cool
( x) Now And Then
( ) Momento
( x) American Beauty
(x ) Virgin Suicides
(X) Remember The Titans
(x ) National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation
x ) Tommy Boy
( ) Garden State
(X) Interview With The Vampire
(X) My Big Fat Greek Wedding
(x) Queen Of The Damned
(x ) Breakfast At Tiffany's
3 people's love me! |
let's hear it! |
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2005 11 July :: 1.19 pm
Ohhh boy!!!!!!!!!! It’s when he’s the hottest too. Right before he gets too evil.
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