Great Neptune's Ghost!

I gave the evil 10 doll hairs to God. Maybe there will be a use for it, although if I knew a homeless person I would have given it to them.

I just liked that. But I couldn't go farther. It felt wrong. I'm missing some pieces, but at least I'm not so weak.

For a second it was all okay. But naturally you're a liar.

But I want some action so bbbbbaddd.

11 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 18 October :: 9.00 pm

when you died so did trust.

don't be liar.

5 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 18 October :: 12.11 am

what created this?

Watcha got there?

:: 2004 17 October :: 11.39 pm

it doesn't even have to be relevent to remind. i can't ever go back there. too much stolen love.

i remember the shock. and the meaninglessness. it was always cold and dark. when you grieve it's all too much effort.

next time, i'll do a better jarb.

2 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 17 October :: 1.44 pm

homecoming was mostly stupid.
you can't really judge people though. the things you make up are usually not true.

ps-

I'M GOING TO WESTERN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 15 October :: 9.20 pm

homecoming is so dumb. i don't even know what's going on.

but marching is done forever!!!

1 Little Tyke | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 14 October :: 10.08 pm

I need a distraction real bad. A warm one.

5 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 14 October :: 3.20 pm

Dear Fil,

Sorry for being rude. Things were getting tense and I got the mama bear complex.
I'm still shaking a little bit. Forgive me.

1 Little Tyke | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 13 October :: 10.48 pm

I dreamt that I bumped into Debbie. Her hair was short and straight. She hugged me and she understood.

And you're practically dead.

Watcha got there?

:: 2004 12 October :: 10.29 pm

yeah i'll be your true story.

*schemes

not possible to not look foolish.

2 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 10 October :: 10.03 pm

don't watch french porn from the 80's.

absolute turn off.

true story.

7 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 9 October :: 1.54 pm

money-check
gas-check
sluts-check

going to the renisance festival.

4 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 6 October :: 7.52 pm

There is nothing like cleaning to make me feel better.

I
swept the basement
did the dishes
took out the recycling
took out the compost
cleaned my room and closet
changed my sheets
dusted

and i'm done with my english.

5 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 5 October :: 9.51 pm

In the summer I kind of kept hoping that I would fall down a flight of stairs. And today I started feeling that again.

I don't want to start over again. It's too much work and not enough time. And after all that misuse it doesn't feel right.

I know that I don't want anymore secrets.

5 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 4 October :: 10.29 pm

I felt so sad when I left today.

I still feel sad.

2 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 26 September :: 4.36 pm

I'm just a bursting bubble of potential.

all the things i'm going to do this year and next year

it's so good.

9 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 25 September :: 11.13 pm

Lord Voldemort must die.

4 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 23 September :: 10.12 pm

if you were turning eighteen tomorrow, would you think of me?

will you think of me when i turn eighteen?

let it pass

2 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 19 September :: 9.15 am

is it possible to be happy AND have a broken heart?

yeah.

prime.

7 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?

:: 2004 9 September :: 9.37 pm

Mom and Aaron keep talking about him going to boarding school. I don't like it.

ps- boys are useless. and mean.

4 Little Tykes | Watcha got there?