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2003 11 December :: 10.37 pm
boys=stupid.
i am sarah cranky pants.
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2003 9 December :: 9.23 pm
:: Music: saliva rest in pieces
today is another day where i am useless to the world. i just feel very lazy and can't really bring myself to doing any work.
and i find that as long as i am in a good enough mood and can bable on for 30 minutes things will be okay.
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2003 8 December :: 9.44 pm
:: Music: dmb-where are you going
with what he wishes was love
i should feel more saddened but i don't. not yet anyway.
tomorrow is the big day.
and the gym was interesting...very.
and the concert was really fun.
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2003 7 December :: 5.58 pm
i'm so super lame. sitting here listening to sad songs because i messed up on the thing i was so sure i wanted.
good grief.
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2003 6 December :: 6.35 pm
mistake
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2003 6 December :: 4.53 pm
and i don't want to watch x-2
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2003 6 December :: 4.51 pm
my version of hell is the mall at christmas time. and my brother is there calling me stupid for no reason.
and there has still been no ring. not even to know how things went. not even to know that nothing happened yet.
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2003 6 December :: 8.02 am
i don't want to be worried about this
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2003 5 December :: 10.47 pm
...and then i think, it really wasn't such an awful thing...it's pretty much meaningless.
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2003 5 December :: 10.01 pm
:: Music: dmbcitm
there is absolutly nothing better in the world than laughing
but on the other hand, still no phone call. and i'm not giving in this time.
this was a really stupid idea. i should have been all, "screw you, you missed your chance."
but no, i had to be stupid about it. it seemed like everything was going to be okay. but it's all a mess.
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2003 3 December :: 10.06 pm
:: Music: vc-1000miles
flugflug.
i feel like it's gone, but i don't really feel sad.
and i don't want to bother with calling
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2003 2 December :: 6.09 pm
much better.
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2003 1 December :: 10.32 pm
everything just got weird today.
just felt really angry. and for like 5 maybe 8 seconds at a time. I felt okay. then this horrible chill would overtake me again. it's one of those side effects of being out of school.
at least i did my homework.
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2003 30 November :: 11.51 am
feelin' slightly CRANKY
but zee sun it is out and i likes zhat
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2003 29 November :: 10.13 pm
for some reason i feel dissatisfied
and nothing bad happened today.
i'd say it was all good.
but still. i'm not in a dazzling mood.
and for another strange reason, this bc party doesn't sound like a good idea.
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2003 28 November :: 11.12 pm
:: Music: threedoorsdownherewithoutyou
just when you think it's safe.
nothing is funny, and everything comes back to bite you.
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2003 28 November :: 10.08 pm
intervention time. ah.
it's like the ghost of relationship past.
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2003 27 November :: 8.02 pm
plus, the ovary pain seems to have subsided a little bit today.
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2003 27 November :: 7.55 pm
thanksgiving didn't suck this time around. we got to watch finding nemo while we ate and we didn't get yelled at. and no one punched anyone else. it was glorious.
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2003 27 November :: 12.36 pm
i just don't understand thanksgiving. it seems super bogus to me. there's nothing wrong from getting days off from school though.
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2003 26 November :: 9.54 pm
i should go to bed. but i'd rather eat skittles.
three advil. nothing. damn ovaries. they're immune to pain killers.
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2003 26 November :: 4.10 pm
:: Mood: substitute
that aleve is working. sort of. it took two hours.
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2003 26 November :: 12.23 pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: school of rock
at least that med student was cute.
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2003 24 November :: 8.03 pm
endometritis. i am scared.
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2003 24 November :: 5.13 pm
i find that snow gives people a new presence.
in a good way.
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2003 23 November :: 9.22 pm
it's really sad when you watch full house and the plot pertains to your life. but people actually learn a lesson. and then everything is okay again, and someone makes a joke.
i'm a loser. i can't ever deal with things the right way. i just lie.
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2003 23 November :: 3.05 pm
so things perked up after my mini insane fit.
stayed up till two and go up at 8:30.
sunday school was frustrating though. i can't be both. i really want to be neither.
and i think i'm going to make the strain over. i can't deal with it anymore.
blah. i worked out like a fiend.
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2003 22 November :: 11.23 pm
:: Mood: craptacular
i'm just am not good at confronting things.
but the guilt just knaws at me until i start saying really stupid things to people who don't even bother to say anything remotely comforting.
i'm going to ruin someone else.
and i can't even cry about it.
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2003 22 November :: 3.39 pm
:: Mood: ASDLLDSFKLSDKLSD
:: Music: now that i can dance
I would work for SOUUOP! Custard! Ah! I love Curtis and Stinko. They rock my early bird special world.
grood stuff
i'm going to the play later...ready for another rockin' time.
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2003 21 November :: 9.13 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: NELLY-HOT IN HERE!
GIRL I THINK MY BUTT GET' BIG
so, i'm still getting that pain and it's getting worse and happening more often.
but tonight i don't think i'll be able to sleep. i'm so excited. two weeks can be a very long time...
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