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new family member...
i have decided Sarah is my new mom...look:
13: if you go to sleep
13: i'll eat
13: ok
X0 MiSsIn U143X0: lol...
X0 MiSsIn U143X0: ok, but gimme a lil longer...mom!
13: 10 min! then off to bed missy!
X0 MiSsIn U143X0: hahaha...or what, ull ground me?!?!?
13: yes!!
god mom......ok, im off to bed bc Sarah says so and she wont come here if i dont, so yeah...i want her to come....luverz u sarah!
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2004 29 May :: 12.42 am
...i guess i was wrong.....ahhh, now i am going insane....bc i feel very suffocating....like i am suffocating her or being to lovey dovey ya know....comment
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2004 29 May :: 12.25 am
Hey, ok this is my final entry for the day....I cleaned up alot today bc i am going to napels tomaro..( a whole week w/o my sarah!) then I went to James house and we talked and went to the park @ the church and juss hung out...i feel so bad for him, he keeps callin roo his gf.....he loves her sooooo much.....and he has so many problems and its relly sad....ne ways, then i came home, slept, talked to Sarah like 3 or 4 times on the phone and alot online....I really am sooo glad we made up( n no, im not juss sayin that bc she is gonna read it later lol)...but we have talked alot and i think i earned back her trust....she is coming to fl soon and i am like spazzig bc i cant wait that long!!!!! like when i c her, i am going to give her the biggest hug...haha, how r we gonna find each other lol??? and she is prolly spnding the night over here...(ur not sleeping on the floor...Sarah: i wont let u sleep on the floor! no matter what! lol...specially if u kiss me lol!!!!!!!!! wowwzerz! ok, well, I am talking to u in IM (well, not right now, but i will as soon as i finish this)
but yeah, i had a fun day today....i missed james bc i havent seen him since december.......ok, well, imma go......
"did i juss hear mr radish call me...ya ya i think i heard him call me"- Mr. Simpson from degrassi
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2004 28 May :: 6.42 pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
James...
wow....I saw James today.... it was kinda weird...and fun....we talked alot about "old times" and about Roo and Emily and me and school...it was fun....after a while tho, it got a lil bit uncomfortable...but yeah i called my mom and then left...now I am getting ready to take a shower bc Tara is coming over.....
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2004 28 May :: 1.37 pm
woop woop, i am onthe phoen with sarah...its funny....and me n james r like woooh idk.....but i think he is coming over today...!!!! if he goespaint balling first trhat means he'll have to take a shower so he cann be all perty
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2004 28 May :: 12.23 pm
last night
hey, last night i went to Todd's house...It was really fun....at first all he did was hw but he finished that and we went in his room, (i went to sleep bc he was still working) and he jumped on me..grr!!!!! but yeah we cuddled alot and made out and stuff.....I relly do miss him.....he asked me back out, but i said i would have to think....I want to say yes, but its hard....bc i wanna stay single this summer, have fun...like last summer......but we juss hung out last night, like old times, and i was really confuzeld.............and he was sick last night so he couldnt go to chris's and he got pissed off and i had sarah call me, and i havent tlked to her on the phone in a long ass time...i forgot how sweet she sounded...and she helped me get todd un pissed and it worked...:-) and yeah...
a convo with me vince while in a chat room
XeX: me;lanie dosen ttrus us
X0 MiSsIn U143X0: y?
XeX: cuz we are alone in a room
X0 MiSsIn U143X0: lmao!!!!!!!
wow, ok great stuff....vince sent me some pics of mel...awww...(lol)..well, i shouldnt say aww i should say w0w...lol.....ok, but yeah...me n sarah talked, i am soo happy she is coming to fl :-D yall have no idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so yeah, jessie came over to Meanas last night, it was sooo much fun, i havent talked/sen her in a whole year exactly...and i miss her like crazy, she has changed soo much!!!!! og, we had the best time last night...lol haha, jessie "party of here woop woop, no party over there" lol!!!
ok, well, i am talking to James, and we r talking bout him coming over and paint balling some time...nd it would be cool, bc i havent hung out with his ass in forver...and my dad juss told me no matter how big of a dork he is he is always welcome...i agree.....
Emily, I love u!
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2004 27 May :: 2.50 pm
:: Music: w/e todd is listening too!
idk
hey, well, skewl is now over for the summer...I miss my friends already......I got hugs from like EVERYONE...well, the imporant ppl ne ways (Matt, Mario, Matt W, Julie, Leanne.....etc)But I am going to have fun this summer...for u ppl who DONT know me, then u dont know that summer is MY time, to be single, to flirt, and according to some ppl, get laid (??)...but my time to do what I do best and party...(no drugs included...**)...
so yeah, Vince didnt come to skewl today...hmph, c if I go to his house tomaro to HIM! Im only gonna go to c Melanie...<<3!
Sarah. if u read this b4 my comment, r u n John still going out?!?! and whats ur old journal that wasnt in woohu?!?!?!??!?
alrightii, todd is freking me out bc now heis singing sweet dreams by marylin manson and i hate when he does that.....lol....I am going to his house tonight, and he told me he might be all gothed up and yeah....hes like "whhatd would u do if i was all goth tonight i mean like eyeliner and white face and everything" and i told him it wouldnt phase me....bc that shyt doesnt...so yeah...
its summer woop woop
**bc of todd...luv yas hun!
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2004 27 May :: 9.10 am
:: Music: everytime- brittny spears
last day of skewl
ahhh, this is really sad....35 more minutes till my last day of skewl begins...4 hours, 50 min b4 my last day of skewl ends...i think im going to cry...I know I will if my Vince doesnt come to school!!!!!! Im going to miss my friends, I really will....but on a happy note no more: ashlee, marrisa...etc....lol :-) yay!!!!!
Some one write in my journal Vince got shot and I spazzed, really bc he hasnt been in skewl for 2 days and yeah, i got scared, and I called him last night and he 3 wayed me with Mel :) and we talked about Larry.....I really am not liking this kid @ all!!!! and I talked to Mel's mom, shes so nice...but yeah, i convinced him to come to skewl today to c me...but i dont think i want him to ne more bc he said i have smaller boobs than julie (duh) a smaller ass then her, shes skinnier, but im nicer....o gee thanks vince, i love u 2!!!! :'( but idk he diodnt go to sleep till 3 and he woke up at 5 and told me to call him when i woke up and i was like hello (in the voice u have when u juss wake up) nd he was all like HEY! all perky ad i was like wtf vince how the hell r u soo happy lol....but i do want him to come to skewl, bc i will prolly not c him till high skewl, and by the time his ass gets there, ill be gone!!! grrr...I think I might go to his house tomaro bc I have no skewl and yeah.......ok, well, i think imma go, and then i will have part 2 for ya later!
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2004 26 May :: 3.55 pm
Hey u guys, I am juss trying to get my journal too look better, im not sure if its working yet, so if u wanna leave a comment, Ill holla at ya later....If u wanna leave a comment, please put something in there bout how i can make it look better....or help me figure out this whole comment thing bc u cant c the thing where it says how many comments u have, only when u leave them
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2004 26 May :: 3.09 pm
Woop Woop!!! Sarah and me are all good now :-) Todd told me a few days ago she was coming and i was very dissapointed and didnt wanna c her, bc we were arguing, and yes,Sarah, I know I shouldnt have let a lil argument get in the way of how I feel...but I did and I am sorry.....I can't wait till u come down here and I get to c u.....and dont say I wont like u when u get here...! bc I think ur a beautiful WOMAN (l0l....u know what I am tlking about.....for all u ppl that dont, it REALLY isnt what u think if ur perverted) and I will love u just the same, no matter what....it is me I am worrying about!!!!!!!!!!
......god, this is crazy.....b4 u commented, in my journal (about the beach I think) i thought i was over u, but i knew my feelings would come back if we tlked and all, ......i dont know what im tlking bout, but yes i 4give u.....i hope u forgive me too for sounding (and being ) bitchy.....i hope i do get to c u when u come, no matter what i told todd..... I luv yas!
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2004 26 May :: 2.42 pm
? of the day---how many ESE and Regular ED teachers does it take to move a book case across the hall??
want the answer, comment and ill tell ya...lol
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2004 26 May :: 9.34 am
http://class-of-2004.MyPicGallery.com
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2004 26 May :: 9.26 am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: take my breath away- jessica simpson
ladee dadee da!
Hey hey.....yesterday was sad.....hmmm, last night i went to my brother's end of the year party thingand i went for Josh's and Hannahs graduation...everyone looked so beautiul in their dresses and tuxes! (specially Josh!) I ran up to hannah and gave her a huge hug....and they had a slide show of elementary skewl, and i was in some pix !! :-) so yeah, i havent seen alot of these ppl in a long ass time...! cept on occassion....and not including josh......aw, him n his gf......*jealous lol* but yeah, i started crying when Christy gave her validctorian speach bc she started talking about wagon contest that we had in 3rd grade, and I was like OMG I member buiilding that and we got to dress up in lil prarie ofits and all...and i saw old teachers....wow, it was juss sad....so, i know i am going to cry so much tomaro :'(!!!!!! ne ways, then i got chineese food (yummy :-0 ) and saw Gracie at publix....havent seen her in FOREVER!!!! ummmm, then i went home and ate, and tthhheeennnn guess who called...YEAP Shea!!!! Hes like whydidnt u call me, i called earlier no one piked up all tis stuff and i was like oh bc i was at a graduation.....hehe, sorry, i really like him........and im glad he called....hes always like tell ur mom i say "hi mom" lol....hehe....ah, hes a babe...ho, Sheina told Yaminah if i go to her concert i better stay away from her or she'll cry....Sheina can do better than Shea if she wanted to, I personally think she is starting to look for attention...!
I had a dream bout Robert.....he came back from rehab a JERK.....more than normal......and hiss hair was longer but pulled back so he looked super GAY! lol..it was crazy!!!!
so, yeah, now im juss working on my scrap book crap bc i got my pics from bush gardens and skewl developed....and i got my pics from the dance on my pc @ home....so i am going to put them in my online album later.....
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2004 25 May :: 5.09 pm
em!
EMILY:: I love u ! ur the bestest, we r ESPN buddies!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!! haha...ur r my lover and i will love u 4 ever!
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2004 25 May :: 3.34 pm
:: Music: black eyed peas- where is the love
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[D][e][K][a][T][e][D] to the P.L. Dunbar Middle School's class of 2004. (Best Friends: matt, mario, leanne, sara, mallory, erin, colin, zach, austin and robert!)
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Repeat chorus
La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat chorus 3x
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