:: 2004 7 April :: 9.35 am
:: Music: worst day ever- simple plan

YoU

:: 2004 7 April :: 9.15 am
:: Mood: excited

feild trip/ calendar!!!
sry Nick, mrs. trust gave ur suprise away!!! I am sooo excited, i cant believe I get to c u agen!!!! ahh, i miss ya, and I havent seen u since school ended last year lol.....ummm, she says to let u know she is sry she cant b there and that she has ur # on her calendar and has it on every month...like every time its a new month, she re writes it...

ok....well, ne ways...last night was simones bday!!!

Happy bday babe! tomaro is Lisa's party....(what do u want!!!!!) Wow, according to her and Matt...Matt is coming today.....I wann meet this kid...he is sooooo funny! and pretty nice ( Lee, how come got all the good friends??? no offence) and Dan is comin!!!!!! wow, miss him too lol....kinda...(Too bad Connor isnt :'(...) so 10 more days till her bday! ummmm...5 more days till Easter, my dad's and Todd's bday...Happy bday to yall...
and1 day till Ben's bday....happy bday lil cuz! thats bout it, Im bored....umm, wait, got one more

!3 days till friday!

YoU

:: 2004 6 April :: 9.41 am

haha...I got a lil changing thingy for this!!!!! thank u freaky!!! lol...

YoU

:: 2004 6 April :: 8.43 am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: aww baby- ashanti

YoU

:: 2004 6 April :: 8.06 am

I've decided that everytime I put a song in here...I will write what I think it means.....And BTW, Lisa, I hope ur not mad at me?!?!?

I know I put this song in here already, but still, idc..It's a song by Lonestar called Amazed
....Sometimes, U never really look deep enuff into lyrics to find out what they mean to u...it could be juss another song, but to some ppl it has a meaning, a...moral if u will (lol, luv that saying)
to me, it means exactly what it says...but, more than that...In the part that is higlighted, I have never felt as close to any one person then I have to **Leo** I told him everything, my hopes, fears, secrets...I was emotionally close, Not physically (unfortunatly)

"everytime our eyes meet
this feeling inside me
is almost more than i can take
baby when you touch me
i can feel how much you love me
and it just blows me away
ive never been this close to anyone or anything
i can hear your thoughts i can see your dreams

(me:I DEF could c my self marrying Leo...I know Im too young to think about it, but...who gives a whoot!)

i dont know how you do what you do
im so in love with you
it just keeps gettin better
i wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
forever and ever
every little thing that you do baby im amazed by you

the smell of your skin
the taste of your kiss
the way you whisper in the dark
your hair all around me
baby you surround me
and touch every place in my heart
oh it feels like the first time everytime
i wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

i dont know how you do what you do
im so in love with you
it just keeps gettin better
i wanna spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever
every little thing that you do baby im amazed by you

every little thing that you do
im so in love with you it just keeps gettin better
i wanna spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever

every little thing that you do
ohh every little thing that you baby im amazed by... you

YoU

:: 2004 6 April :: 8.03 am

Montgomery Gentry- If u ever stop lovin me
My old man's backhand used to land
Hard on the side of my head
I just learned to stay out of his way
I've been in street fights, blue lights, long nights
With the world sittin' on my chest
It just showed me how much I can take
Hard times, bad luck
Sometimes I sucked

That's alright
I'm okay
It ain't nothin' but another day
But only God knows where I'd be
If you ever stop loving me

The bank man, the bossman, the law man
All tryin' to get their hands on me
And I ain't even done a damn thing wrong
I've been way-laid, freight trained, short changed
Five-fingered, and battled men
And all I've got to say is "bring it on"
Hard rains, rough roads, how my life goes

That's alright
I'm okay
It ain't nothin' but another day
But only God knows where I'd be
If you ever stop loving me

I need you
Gotta have you
In my life, by my side
Every day I'm alive
Every night that I'm breathin'
I'm needin' you

That's alright
I'm okay
It ain't nothin' but another day
But only God knows where I'd be
If you ever stop loving me

Ain't nothin' but another day
But only God knows where I'd be
If you ever stop loving me
If you ever stop loving me

YoU

:: 2004 5 April :: 9.06 am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Swing Swing- the all american rejects!

5 FuCk | YoU

:: 2004 2 April :: 9.50 am

last song...promise lol
Shania Twain - Forever & for Always Lyrics
In your arms I can still feel the way you
Want me when you hold me
I can still hear the words you whispered
When you told me
I can stay right here forever in your arms

And there ain’t no way--
I’m lettin’ you go now
And there ain’t no way--
And there ain’t not how
I’ll never see that day....

[chorus:]
’cause I’m keeping you
Forever and for always
We will be together all of our day
Wanna wake up every
Morning to your sweet face--always

Mmmm, baby
In your heart--i can still hear
A beat for every time you kiss me
And when we’re apart,
I know how much you miss me
I can feel your love for me in your heart

And there ain’t no way--
I’m lettin’ you go now
And there ain’t now way--
And there ain’t no how
I’ll never see that day....

[repeat chorus]

(I wanna wake up every morning)

In your eyes--(I can still see
The look of the one) I can still see
The look of the one who really loves me
(I can still feel the way that you want)
The one who wouldn’t put anything
Else in the world above me
(I can still see love for me) I can
Still see love for me in your eyes
(I still see the love)

And there ain’t no way--
I’m lettin’ you go now
And there ain’t no way--
And there ain’t no how
I’ll never see that day....

[repeat chorus (2x)]

I’m keeping you forever and for always
I’m in your arms

YoU

:: 2004 2 April :: 9.50 am

Always and forever,
Each moment with you,
Its just like a dream to me, but somewhere be true.
And I know tomorrow, will still be the same,
Cuz we got a life of love, and will never change.

(Chorus)
Everyday love will be our own special way,
And in my heart away with a smile.
take time to tell me, you really care,
And we'll spend tomorrow together, forever.

"And for all of my people out there, don't worry dreamd do come true."

There will always be sunshine, when I loook at you,
Its something I can't explain, just the things that you do.
And if you are lonely, lonely and safe.
There's something to give to me, the magic you make of.

(Chorus)

Forever....Always will....Forever.....And just me......Forever

YoU

:: 2004 2 April :: 9.50 am

to brett lol
[Intro: Snoop Dogg]
Bomb ass pussy
Ma ooh you got that bomb, know you got it
Ma ooh, you got some bomb ass pussy
Ma I know you got that bomb bomb pussy

[Chorus: Snoop] + (Girl)
(Whachu doin?) Nothing chillin at the Holidae Inn
(Who you wit?) Me and my peeps won't you bring four of your friends
(What we gon' do?) Feel on each other and sip on some Hen
One thing leading to another let the party begin

[Chorus: Chingy] + (Girl)
(Whachu doin?) Nothing chillin at the Holidae Inn
(Who you wit?) Me and my peeps won't you bring four of your friends
(What we gon' do?) Feel on each other and sip on some Hen
One thing leading to another let the party begin

[Verse 1: Chingy]
Peeps call me up {*phone ring*} said it's a ho-tel party
Just bring the liquor there's already eight shawties
I'm on my way (way) let me stop by the store
Get a 12 pack of Corona, plus an ounce of 'dro, ya know?
Now I'm on Highway 2-7 need a natural graze road
I'm already blowed, hit third I'm a be be blowed some mo'
Pulled up, stop parked, rims still spinning
Valet look like he in the game and must be winning
To room 490 I'm headed, on my way up
There's three girls on the elevator like "wassup"
I told em follow me they knew I had it cracking B
One said "ain't you that boy that be on BET?"
"Ya that's me, Ching-a-ling equipped wit much ding-a-ling"
Knock on the door I'm on the scene of things
Busted in, Henny bottle to the face!
Fuck it then, feel like my head a toxic waste
There's some pretty girls in herre, I heard em whispering
Talking bout "that's that dude that sing 'Right Thurr' he glistening"
I ain't come to talk (talk) I ain't come to sit (sit)
What I came for was to find out who I'm gon hit, aww shit

[Chorus: Snoop + Chingy]

[Verse 2: Chingy]
Ma showed up like "what's the hold up?"
Man know what get them wraps and roll up
I took a chick in the bathroom seeing what's poppin
You know what's on my mind, shirts off and panties dropping
Niggaz knocking on the door drunk, and silly
The girl said "can I be in yo video" I'm like "yeah!", "oh really?"
Now she naked strip teasing, me I'm just cheesing
She gave me a reason to be a damn heathen
Handled that, told ol' G, bring tha camera
Then I thought about, no footage while I ram her
Walked out the bathroom smiling, cats still whiling
Sharing the next room wit some girls lookin like they from an island

[Chorus: Snoop + Chingy]

[Verse 3: Ludacris]
Stop, drop, KABOOM!, baby rub on ya nipples
Some call me Ludacris, some call me Mr. Wiggles
Far from little, make ya mammary glands giggle
Got 'em under control, the bowl of tender biddles
Doc-tor giggles, I can't stop until it tickles
Just play a little "D" and I'll make ya mouth dribble
Bits and Kibbles, got 'em all after the pickle
I swing it like a bat, but these balls are not whiffle
Hit 'em in triples, wit no strikes, stripes, or whistles
I ain't felt this good, since my wood lived off a thistle
Sippin' some ripple, I got quarters, dimes, and nickels
For shizzle dizzle, I'm on a track with the Big Snoop Dizzle
Let the Henny trickle, down the beat, wit a ghetto tempo
I done blazed the instrumental, laid it plain and simple
Getting brain in the rental, I done did it again
My eyes chinky, I'm wit Chingy, at the Holidae In

[Chorus: Snoop + Chingy]

[Outro: Snoop Dogg]
Yeah, let the party begin, bitch
Ching-a-ling Ling, all the way in St. Louis
My nigga Chingy, Disturbing Tha Peace
Luda, Luda, going hard on you hoes
Yeah bitch, bring four of ya friends
Meet me at the Holidae In
Bring a gang of that Hen, some DSOP
Oh wee, and light that sticky icky
And we gone do the damn thing
Now what I'm talking bout
We gon' disturb the peace right now
Yeah we ain't doing nothing but chillin
We chillin' and nuttin'
Know what I'm talking bout, so push the button
You know what's happenin', fa shizzle, uh huh
Yeah bitch, trying to run from this pimpin'
You can't out run the pimpin' bitch, I done told you

YoU

:: 2004 2 April :: 9.49 am

..:D:e:D:i:K:a:T:e:D:. to Logan!
The real me is a southern girl
With her Levi's onand an open heart
Wish I could save the world
Like I was Supergirl
The real me used to laugh all night
Lyin in the grass just talkin' bout love
But lately I've been jaded
Life got so complicated

I start thinkin' about it
I almost forgot what it was like
To know when it feels right

But with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me
Right before I hit the ground
With nothin' but a t-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you

You speak and it's like a song
And just like that all my walls come down
It's like a private joke
Just meant for us to know

I relate to you...
Everybody else just fades away
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Just knowing you found me

Cuz' I start thinkin' about it
I almost forgot what it was like
To know when it feels right

Cuz' with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me
Right before I hit the ground
With nothin' but a t-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you

With you with you with you

Come and take me
Love you, save me
Like nobody else
Now I can be myself with you

I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me
Right before I hit the ground
With nothin' but a t-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you

YoU

:: 2004 2 April :: 9.46 am

Haha. This used to be my song for James when I thought that he still liked me and yeah...! Great stuff, this song is pretty old but it is still good! Wow, I known James almost 2 years in like the end of june!
dido-white flag!

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

YoU

:: 2004 2 April :: 9.44 am
:: Mood: sick

nother song!
ahh...Im sick!!!! gotta get rid of this cold!!!

Um, found a new song, idk if its really ..:D:e:D:i:K:a:T:e:D:.. or not...but its a good song, even if this guy sounds like a girll.....btw, they r all country songs!!!!!

at a diner down on broadway they make small talk
when she brings his eggs and fills his coffee cup
he jokes about his love life
tells her he's 'bout ready to give up
that's when she says
i've been there before
keep on lookin'
cause maybe what you're lookin for is...

chorus:
somebody in the next car
some body on the mornin train
somebody in the coffee shop
that you walk right by everyday
somebody that you look at but never really see
somewhere out there
there's somebody

across town in a crowded elevator
he can't forget the things that waitress said
he usually reads the paper
but to day he reads a strangers face instead
it's that blue eyed girl
from two floors up
maybe she's the one
maybe he could fall in love with

chorus:
somebody in the next car
somebody on the morning train
somebody in the coffee shop
that you walk by everyday
somebody that you look at but never really see
somewhere out there
there's somebody

now they laugh at the moment that it happened
a moment they both missed until that day
when he saw his future in his eyes
instead of another friendly face
and he wonders why
it took so long
when she was always there
at that diner waiting on

chorus:
somebody in the next car
somebody on the morning train
somebody in thecoffee shop
that you walk by every day
somebody that you look at but never really see
somewhere out there
there's somebody

yeah.....somewhere out there, there's somebody............

YoU

:: 2004 2 April :: 9.24 am

hey....for real lol
Hi...wow, sorry for all the <3 songs...but they r all ..:D:e:D:i:K:a:T:e:D:..
I got to talk to someone last night! Hahahhahaha, u'll nvr guess who Ill get to c next friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If u wanna guess, COMMENT!!!...
it's DEFFANATLY a guy....there r only like 2 girls I would be happy to c, and maybe not even this happy (no offence...) and thats Sarah and my sister, Tara....(haha, Sarah, Sara, Tara lol...sry, I am really happy) but juss watch...watch something bad happen and ruin my friggin Friday!!!!!! If I dont get to c this person, I am going to be CRUSHED!!!!!!!! I was talking to him yesterday...and I was like "Hey, U wanna meet me in Pt. Charolette next Friday at like 12:30" and he said "yeah, I think that can b arranged" ah I was like SCREAMING!!!! I am sooooooo happy! Omg, My heart is still beeting fast!
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April ffols day was yestrday and I was at the Library and Yaminah goes what If Todd old me he liked me today and I was like Idk, I am so sick of him liking other ppl (being the dumbass I am, I believed her and 4got all bout A.F.day!) and shes like APRIL FOOLS!!! and I was like ggrrr....and then like a half hr later she turned to me and started with this totally serious face and was like omg, Sara dont turn around Logan is here and I was like nuh huh and I turned around and it wasnt him n she was like haha got ya agen! my heart was beetin 50 mph for ever! lol.....god! lol...well, imma go do sumthin else now...dont forget to comment!

YoU

:: 2004 2 April :: 9.21 am

sry for all the songs!
Tell me why do you love to make me cry
Is there a reason why you treat me so unkind
It seems you try to hurt me with everything you do
I guess you could call me crazy
'Cause I'm still in love with you

Tell me why is your heart as cold as ice
Oh, is there a demon hidden just behind your eyes
Well, I dream someday you'll love me
But that dream just don't come true
But that don't keep me from wishin'
'Cause I'm still in love with you

There was a time I thought my love would set you free
But now you say all that's binding you is me
How can that be?

Tell me why do I go on believing your lies
And why everytime you hurt me that I'm always so surprised
I know that I should give up, find somebody new
But it's a hopeless situation
'Cause I'm still in love with you

Woo
--- Instrumental ---

Girl there was a time I thought my love would set you free
But now you say all that's binding you is me
Girl how can that be?

Tell me why do I go on believing your lies
And why everytime you hurt well, I'm always so surprised
I know that I should give up, find somebody new
But it's a hopeless situation
'Cause I'm still in love with you.
Oh girl, still in love with you.
'Cause I'm still in love with you...

YoU