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:: 2004 2 April :: 9.21 am

Travis Tritt- Draggin my heart around
(Paul Kennerley/Marty Stuart)

1, 2, 3, 4

Well first you said that you loved me
You swore that you'd be true
Never leave me lonesome
But that's just what you do
You go out honky tonkin'
All over town
With every step you take you just keep
Draggin' my heart around.

I believe I'm slowly sinking
Feel I'm going down
It's bound to be the death of me
If you keep draggin' my heart around.

--- Instrumental ---

The stars out on the water
That ol' moon up in the sky
They hang their heads in sorrow
Each time you pass me by
The way you hurt me darlin'
I believe I'll come unwound
I can't go on much longer
If you keep draggin' my heart around.

I believe I'm slowly sinking
Feel I'm going down
It's bound to be the death of me
If you keep draggin' my heart around.

I believe I'm slowly sinking
Feel I'm going down
It's bound to be the death of me
If you keep draggin' my heart around.
Keep draggin' my heart around.
'Round and 'round and 'round...

YoU


:: 2004 2 April :: 9.18 am

great counrty song!
Lonestar- Im in love with u! ..:D:e:D:i:K:a:T:e:D:..
everytime our eyes meet
this feeling inside me
is almost more than i can take
baby when you touch me
i can feel how much you love me
and it just blows me away
ive never been this close to anyone or anything
i can hear your thoughts i can see your dreams

i dont know how you do what you do
im so in love with you
it just keeps gettin better
i wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
forever and ever
every little thing that you do baby im amazed by you

the smell of your skin
the taste of your kiss
the way you whisper in the dark
your hair all around me
baby you surround me
and touch every place in my heart
oh it feels like the first time everytime
i wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

i dont know how you do what you do
im so in love with you
it just keeps gettin better
i wanna spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever
every little thing that you do baby im amazed by you

every little thing that you do
im so in love with you it just keeps gettin better
i wanna spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever

every little thing that you do
ohh every little thing that you baby im amazed by... you

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:: 2004 1 April :: 9.25 am
:: Mood: embarrassed

I have NO life lol
LOL, I am the only one who updates ne more...Gollie g, dont I feel lame now? Hm, Ok, well, last night I had ten seconds 2 update, so I will redo it...(bc I am a LAME-O!!)
Hmmm, lets see, I woke up at my normal time, 7:00, told my mom I wasnt going to skewl bc I felt like shyt, waited for her to leave, got online, tlked to Sarah :-) (lol?) went back to sleep untill like 11:00 or so...Got up, straitend my hair, put on make-up, went to Mc Donalds with my dad, went to Alex's skewl, sat with all my little 6th grade private(sp?) skewl friends... went home, called Todd, watched American Wedding, called Todd agen...phone died, watched 7th Hevan and Full House untill Meana came over, laid in bed with her puppy and watched the same shows and then my mommy came home, I got my pictures back from the movies lol...Jorden and Mario called and Mario's mean self kept mimiking Jorden's bird...which hurt my head like friggin hell...and I got online and talked to Chris....oh, I kinda tlked to Todd, but not really...he said he has sumthin to tell me, but he had to go to dinner, so he didnt, and he didnt call me or ne thing...but he said it wasnt bad and it was good...sooo.....hm, yeah...and then I went to sleep...at ike 8:30...(very lame!)...so that was my boring day....I slept and watched TV like the whole day..I dont know why I even bothered going to Mc Donalds, I couldnt eat ne thing! welpz, yeah! I am going to go work on my layout now so c ya!

YoU


:: 2004 31 March :: 8.23 pm

hi, juss wanted to let ya know......hehe....didnt go to skewl today :'( oh i know lol! stayed home, watched TV talked to my bf....ummmm...went to mc donalds and Alex's skewl... and slept some more and Mario and Jorden called....and um...now all im doin is tlkin to Chris

YoU


:: 2004 30 March :: 9.59 am

tommy, took ur survey...ppl, bored as all fuck!
Random Questions: If I were a duck, right now I'd be:: out with my duck buddy Leanne!
The shirt I am currently wearing is:: Superman
Right now I'm listening to:: miss u- blink 182
most commonly use the swear word:: Fuck. The funniest thing I can remember that happened in the past 48 hours is:: My child screaming as I sat on it's face. The funniest thing I can remember that happened in the past year is:: when Chris scared me at the movies!! (*grrr*)
I really need to:: see Todd and Brett
I am too lazy to:: get off my ass and finsish my HW
. Most of my friends think I'm:: not fat
Fill in the blank. Right now there is ____atop my head.: hair?
. And there is/are ______ around my wrist/s.: nothing
My mousepad has ______ on it.: the sunset at the beach
my font color is ______.: black
. And the background color is ______.: pink
. And the font is _______.:tempus sans
And it is size ________.: 14
My socks are __________.: on my feet?
. I wish i had a _________.: car
. This/That Salt / Pepper: salt.
Black / White: black
Green / Orange: Orange.
. Red / Blue: Blue.
. Pink / Yellow: pink.
Ham / Cheese: Ham.. Pickles / Cucumbers: both!!
Grapes / Raisins: grapes
Acronyms / Whole words: Idk nor do I care!
This / That: this
These / Those: These.
Skunks / Porcupines: Skunks!
Armadillos / Wooly Marmosets: Wooly marmosets?
Other random crap that only matters to people like me
How are you?: Depressed, how else!
What Are the last 4 Digits in your phone number?: 2856
What is your area code?: 239
Zip code?: 33914
Least fave band Most rap
Favorite album cover?: I dunno either
What channel is on tv right now?: Not watchin tv!
How do you suck a fuck exactly?: Get on your knees and suck that fuck like your cleaning a fucking trailer hitch. ( yeh, what Tommy said!
Do you think Jake Gyllenhaal is sexy?: I think I don't know who he is.
Hot or Not
Travis Barker: no
Christina Aguliera: Not really…
Davey Havok: No
Conor Oberst: No
Me: HELL NO!!!
Ryan Seacrest: Hell YA
Keanau Reeves: He is pretty cute!
Adam Sandler: No
Jade Puget: Soundsidk
Pick a band
Blink 182 / Bright Eyes: Blink 182 all the way!
AFI / The Misfits: afi
Slipknot / Metallica: metallica
Zebrahead / Atreyu: Atreyu.
Silverchair / Incubus: incubus
Fefe Dobson (:P) / Alice In Chains: Fefe dobson
Nirvana / Pink Floyd: Nirvana.
Can you finish the song lyric?
(AFI) In somber resplendence...: I hold.

(BLINK 182) Please take me by the hand, it's so cold out tonight..: I'll put blankets on the bed I wont turn out the light

(EMINEM) My bum is on your lips..: No idea!
(NIRVANA) What else should I say?: same
(PEARL JAM) Son, she said, have I got a little story for you...: What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a...
.
The Final Questions
What's your favorite movie?: Finding nemo!!!
Band?: Linkin Park
Can you name an Incubus song?: Megalomaniac

How about TWO Incubus songs?: A Crow Left Of The Murder
Agoraphobia

Lalala: La…
And then the little monkey shat out all his organs.: And I picked them up and flung them at Hilary Fucking Clinton. (agrres with what Tommy says!)



YoU


:: 2004 29 March :: 10.07 am

Hey, yall, go here!!!!

WWW.MISSINU143.MYPICGALLERY.COM

YoU


:: 2004 28 March :: 12.33 pm

my weekend....
Hay...ok, here is my weekend....Friday, watched onbe hr photo with Meana...she spent the night...I was in a pissy mood bc I couldnt go to the movies....Saturday, i cleaned my house and went to Erin's Party at Jessicas...wow, we actually got along! It was fun, we went to Pockrus's house and his dad is the coolest ever lol, I am like in love with him....his brother Alex wasnt home n everyone was pissed n only Jorden was there and this stupid lil bitchy 7 yr old kept buggin the hell outta us...then we spent like an hr and a half gettin ready for the movies...8 girls, tons of make up, lots of clothes lol, u get the picture! Then we got there and I saw Chris...aww, He is sooo cute! n everyone was like jealous n I was...bc he was there with his gf :-( n he told me where Todd was so, I went to go see him...I was like spazzing, so happy to c both of em! and I met Jessica (Todd's gf) she is so sweet....n took Todd's hat which made me look pretty damn hott and then me, Jessica, Katie, and Kristen walked around...and I got hit on by some ugly ass wiggers...and some freak that goes to our skewl...n we met this kid named oklahma...well, it was actually michael but eyah....and hmm, we had fun at Johnny Rockets and we walkeed around the mall and I met up with Todd n Chris agen...it was soooo much fun...they r soo mean to each other, and Todd's gf was like r they always like this....ne ways, we went home, had popcorn, watched signs, talked to Todd untill like 330 in the am and gossiped and went to sleep....today, I went to church, talked to Todd on the phone and Chris, and told Todd I like him....eek:-/ Idk if it was the right thing to do tho... I am goin to mah grandmas soon and I am supposed to meet Todd at....ummm...oh yeah, the Yacht Club....then I hafta go to small groups....well, thats it buh bye...

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:: 2004 26 March :: 9.24 am
:: Music: Ocean Avenue- Yellowcard

I have this song stuck in my head
There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16
And it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18
And it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

If I could find you now
Things would get better
We would leave this town
And run forever
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away, yea

Theres a piece of you that's here with me
Its everywhere I go
It's everything I see
When I sleep
I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

If I could find you now
Things would get better
We would leave this town
And run forever
I know some where, some how
We'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away, yea

I remember that look in your eyes
When I told you this was good bye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here
Not now

When looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
We'll be together for one more night
Some where
Some how

If I could find you now
Things would get better
We would leave this town
And run forever
I know some where, some how
We'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away, yea


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:: 2004 26 March :: 9.13 am

hey, last night I talked to Logan...eek, his dad found the letter I wrote him...hes in trouble..I tried to keep it clean thinking sumthin like this would happen....but when I wrote sumthin, i kinda forgot! oopss..>SRY LOGAN!!!!!!!! and I talked to Brett too....not much happened! bc he kept sayin brb.... and he saw my pic gallery, I am tryin to get a pic of him to put in there....:-)

missinu143.mypicgallery.com

YoU


:: 2004 25 March :: 9.32 am
:: Mood: excited

my journal!!!
Hay...I finally have some spare time on my hands that i can have sumthin to do, instead of sittin online n gettin myself in trouble :-) If u look at my journal...like my specific journal, not under friends...its sooo cool! God, i am gettin really good at this HTML stuffs!!! LOL< Im not doen yet...but...u'll c!

YoU


:: 2004 24 March :: 9.32 am
:: Music: with you- linkin park

with you- linkin park


I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
You'll find that out anyway
Just like before...

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
I'm about to break

I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
I'm about to break

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, Shut up, Shut up
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, Shut up, Shut up
Shut up, I’m about to break!

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
I'm about to break

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

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:: 2004 24 March :: 9.19 am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: one step closer- linkin park

last night
Hay, well, last night, I talked to Logan...we r all good I guess...I made a picture gallery, and I ned more pix to put in there...it looks pretty cool tho! I think the address is www.missin-u-143.mypicturegallery.com
somethin like that and yeah...and I talked to clay...he is so funny! but he makes fun of me :-P and me n Meana and Logan played a trick on Ty...Meana told him I was pregnant and he IMed Logan and they started tlkin and he was all like yeah I got her pregnant...Ill put the convo in here later...it was soo funny, we were crakin up! nd we told Brett too, but he wasnt on but was at the same time, if that makes ne sense, but when I got online agen after tellin him, he was like wtf is goin on? and why werent u careful and use protection, he was spazzin! I was like yay, he does care? lol....I feel bad tho, bc I think I really scared him....I dk....but yeah, well, I am gonna go find sum lyrics for this thing Im written!

YoU


:: 2004 23 March :: 9.31 am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: white flag- dido

the saddest love song...i think?
Argh, this song used to be my song for James...but then I got over him and I was like I never really loved that kid ne way! So....it is now my song for Logan..I may not love him like I say I do...but I have really strong feelings for him still, and I DO wanna go back out with him....but I dont think it is gonna happen bc he like hates me now...he told me he wished I would go n die! and I said ok...I would have started to cry, but I was at Julians....and when I was at home after Julian left, I got back on line realizing that if I didnt talk to Logan and sort this whole mess out, I wont ever really be the same...he has changed my life more than I thought he has....wether it was for better or worse, hes changed it...Ash, Thank u sooo much for tellin me I make a difference in peoples lives..and in urs...It ment alot to me...really. bc I felt like dieing and u've helped me alot...ur so cool! I luv yas gurlie! But ne ways, I got on and I told Logan how I feel and I will put that convo on here when I get home, bc I am at skewl now and yeah! and he said he doesnt know if he can forgive me ( I know, yall r prolly like he should be the one askin for forgiveness...but...I did do sumthin to make him hate me even more...) I told Ash about the whole thingy with me n him when they were going out n him sayin tha he wants to go to the movies like b4 and have it b like that and idk...I dont know that convo is on here....well, Im gonna, go I have to finish writting a letter to some one :-) buh bye!

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were


Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense


Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

YoU


:: 2004 22 March :: 9.14 am

Spring Break 2004...
....SUCKED MAJOR ASS!!! cept for 1 day...Friday, Yaminah was supposed to get her belly button peirced, she didnt...Saturday I was supposed to get mine...I didnt...Sunday I was at my Grandmas all day, same with Monday....Tuesday Yaminah was supposed to come home from Miami...she didnt...went to the mall with my aunt...got dresses 4 8th grade dance, babysat, was happy bc I got to tlk to Logan :-) like we used too...talked to Brett and Dea...Wednesday, was supposed to get my belly button peirced...didnt happen! Hung out with Julian everyday since then...Saturday, went to Sunsplash with Taryn...omg, great stuff...8th grade kid! the wall!!!!!! lol...and I went to Julians and we watched Rush Hour 2 at his house....and I went home...watched Rush Hour, got in trouble, cried non stop for a half hr...about my life...me and Logan got into a fight and it was a bad one! and we still arent talking today....Yesterday, I went to church and did all my cleanin n junk...and Julian came over and ate with us (not good lol, parents r emberassing) and we went back to his house...and now, I am about to go over there and wake him up :-) ;-)lol...ok bye!

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:: 2004 19 March :: 6.42 pm

quiz!!

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