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2004 19 March :: 2.25 pm
ur still the one-shania twain
When I first saw you, I saw love. And the first time you touched me, I felt love. And after all this time, you're still the one I love.)
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby...
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2004 18 March :: 6.44 pm
:: Mood: bored
idk....
Hey, whats up? nuthin much here....bored outta my mind! Logan and Ash broke up...I feel really bad...i really do...I didnt think I would feel this way, but I do...what else....um, I talked to Dea the other night (brett's ex) and I found out stuff that I am guessin isnt tru, or she wasnt updated on or sumthin...idk...and yeah I talked to brett bout it...n he told me all that jazz...
xOlItSwEeTieXo: hey
05: hi
xOlItSwEeTieXo: whats up
05: nm u
xOlItSwEeTieXo: nuthin...i juss need a whole bunch of $ to go to ny...r u mad at me for the whole dea thing
scratguy05: no
xOlItSwEeTieXo: ok j.w sry
05: dea lies so bad though... i never made her spend her bday money... she is the one who wanted to go buy cocaine with it... not me...even though i was into it... i was not the one who asked her to do it
xOlItSwEeTieXo: what about the whole gun thing?
05: she was breaking my heart that day... that was the final day we were together... she wast alking about doing certain drugs and selling certain drugs again, so i was trying to do a scare tactic with her and i had a unloaded gun near me
xOlItSwEeTieXo: and u did what
05: i told her that if she was gonna sell that shit again that ill do somthing jus as stupid to my self
xOlItSwEeTieXo: so, im stil juuss really confused...
xOlItSwEeTieXo: what about the whole coke thing...u told me u stopped but the other day u said u hadnt done it in 3 months
05: i stopped... i had a problem that i didnt tell people about... now i can... i have been sober for 3 months 22 days
xOlItSwEeTieXo: u know u could have told me
05: i didnt tell anyonme
xOlItSwEeTieXo: y not?
05: cuz i didnt want anyone to know
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and then I feel really loved by this person( no names):
him: well if we ever go back out witch we probably will
him: it will be a blast if we do
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: y?
him: y what
him: y will it be a blast
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: ya..sry slow and tired
him: becuz u love me and i love u
* * *
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: since when do u love me?
him: but i dont know
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: i thought u loved *****
him: i always have
him: i do
him: but i still love u
him: i always will
him: ***** not like u
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: why what do u mean
him: she doesnt care very much about me
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: yes she does
him: she doesnt say it to me
him: igtg thanks for everything and i hope some day we will be together again
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2004 16 March :: 9.26 pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: come clean- hillary duff
w/e
*I wish I was a kid agen sumtimez bc skinned knees r easier to fix than broken hearts!*
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again....skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts!
him: u know what i miss
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: what?
him: i miss u standing over me at the movies and then us kissing
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: then why dont we do it agen!
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: bc i miss it too
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I anticiapate this day sooo bad...god, I miss him soo much! I told him about my plans to *be alone today...and he told me no...when ever I talk to him, I get this wako feeling in my stomache...am I falling in love all over agen? It really sux, bc he is liek this and then he goes bak to pretending like he never said that....it makes me soo sad...ok, well for what I am going to say next,ihave to make a new entry so it is friends only bc yeah!
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2004 16 March :: 7.21 pm
p.s. My daddy came home from the hospital today :-) yay!
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2004 16 March :: 7.01 pm
miss u- blink 182
hey, well, lets see, I went to the mall and saw butch and connor....my aunt thinks butch is a lil cutie lol...and I got 3 dresses for 8th grade dance, real pretty, dont know which one to get yet tho...and we went to Target and I got shoes for the dance, and the new blink-182 cd...and then I came here (my aunts) and hung out with my lil cusins.....and got online, now, between fights and movie changes, I am baby-sitting them and doin all my online stuffs! I am friends with Ashley agen...I relized Iwas bein dumb bout the whole thing with her n Logan and yeah...today was actually supposed to be the day I **spent alone** but I didnt, I was having fun :-) Now tho, Logan is being a jerk by tellin me "if i luv him I will tell him me n Ashleys thing" and yeah
Plyr: if u love me can u tell me
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: Logan, dont asy that
Plyr: i already did
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: please, it isnt going to make me tell u, and it is mean
Plyr: do u luv me
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: i dont know...
Plyr: if u dont want something bad to happen to me tell me
SiLlY pImPeTtE2: stop it.! I am not telling u! she will tell u tomaro
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2004 16 March :: 9.44 am
Some day u'll cry for me like i cried for you ? Some day u'll miss me like i missed you ? Some day u'll need me like i needed you ? S
*4GeT THe TiMeS u WaLKeD By* 4GeT THe TiMeS u MaDe Me CRy* 4GeT THe TiMe u HeLD My HaND *4GeT THe SWeeT THiNGS iF i CaN*I cAn No LoNgEr PrEtEnD*I GoTTa ReMeMBeR NoW uR JuST My FRieND.*
A heart is not a play thing~a heart is not a toy~but if you want it broken..just give it to a boy
*I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life, wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, I'm sorry I just can't help myself, I fell in love with you*
xOlItSwEeTieXo: A MiLLi0n WoRDs Would Not Bring You Back, I Kn0w, BecauseI've Tried. Neither Would A Million TeaRs. I Know, BeCause I've Cried
NoThiN iS mOrE pAiNfuL Then ReALiZiN He MenT eVeRyThiN 2 u,& u MenT nOtHiN 2 HiM
Guyz are like bathroom stalls... etiher ::taken:: or ::fuLL oF crAp::
No guy is worth your tears & when you find one that is, he won't make you
*Didn't wanna see this day come, all i wanna do is turn and run, didnt wanna have to cry, now he cant even look me in the eye... Well now its his turn tobe hurt, cuz i wont take bein treated like dirt! A girl will only take so much, and now hunny, your ti
cry
*Who do you turn too when the only who who can dry your tears is the one who made you cry*
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2004 16 March :: 7.59 am
hey I havent really updated much lately, oh well....so lets see, I was supposed to get my belly button peirced, I guess I will tomaro, I was supposed to be off to Tara's today, but her step grandma died, so that didnt work, I was supposed to c Brett, that is a work in progress thingy! Friday I was supposed to go out with Stephani and Lisa and Yaminah, but my mom was bein mean bc she dont know Stephani, but I can go to the beach with them later! Saturday- nothing, Sunday- I spent at my Grandmas, what fun! Monday was the same, but we went to the beach , and today, I am going to the mall to look at dresses for 8th grade dance with my aunt....Logan is supposed to come too, but I doubt he will! um, what else, I think tomaro I am going to the beach....but yeah....hmmm, Lisa I need to tlk to u later about sumthin! and Katherine, Matt isnt MOVING to England...lol, ur soo funny dont ask! ok thats bout it lata
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2004 12 March :: 4.35 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
more quotes
A KISS BLOWN IS A KISS WASTED THE ONLY REAL KINDA KISS IS A KISS TASTED
a peach is a peach a plum is a plum a kiss isnt a kiss without some tongue
If ur naughty go 2 ur room..If u wanna be naughty, go 2 mine
ThEy SaY kIsSiNg Is Da LaNgUaGe Of LuV.. CaRe 2 InDuLgE iN a LiL cOnVo?-=
Kisses spread germs and germs are hated.....so kiss me baby!! I'm vacinated!!!!!!!!!
I'm 32% hottie, 15% naughty, 28% fine, 23% that I bet ya wanna be mine, and 2% innocent. It all equals out to 100% of what your man wants!
ShAkIn My BoOtIe..MoViN mY hIpS MaKiN u DrOoL n LiCk Ya LiPs BeT nO oThA gUrL cAn TeAsE yOu LiKe ThIs
Treat me like an angel and I'll be your lil devil!
Can i get directions to you heart, I'm kinda lost in ur eyes.
With a Wink and A kiss...im Sry 2 announce but thys lil hottie haz got to BoUnCe…so with an X and an O (name) out like wo!
i
might be sexy i might be sweet but without you im incompelete
Always wear cute pajamas to bed you'll never know who u will meet in your dreams
100% cute!!! 100% sexy!!! 100% perfect!!! 100% modest!!!
*I swear I wasn't talking to him, we were flirting.*
*~* I wasn't kissing him again...I just was gettin my gum back *~*.
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2004 12 March :: 9.56 am
:: Mood: In love all over agen
cool luv quotes!
Like I said b4, I was talking to Bret last night...what I didnt say was...that I feel in love all over agen...which prolly wasnt the best thing to have happened to me....I love him so much and I cant seem to let him go...but that means that i cant stop him by saying no...But I am not going to do ne thing more than kiss with him bc I dont want to go and get myself in a) trouble and b)MORE in love
*~If I had a star for everytime you brightened my day...I'd be holding the galaxy in my hands~*
I wrote your name on a paper but by an accident I threw it away I wrote your name on m hand but i washed it the next day I wrote your name in the sand but the waves washed it away I wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay
~~~If u love someone put their name in a circle...not a heart. A heart can break but a circle goes on for ever!~~~
Everyone says you only fall in love once but thats not true, everytime I hear your voice I fall in love all over again
If I could be anything I would be your tear, so I could be born in your eye, live down your cheek and die on your lips
*You can fall from the sky* *You can fall from a tree* *But the best way to fall* *Is in love with me*
~If I could be an angel, I'd make your every wish come true, but I am only human, Just a girl who's loving you~
Love is ... Running into his arms, Colliding with his heart, And exploding into his soul.
831-8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning, I love you
The first time I saw you, I knew it was true~That I'd love you forever and that's what I'll do~You don't know what you do to me~You don't have a clue~You don't know what it's like to be me lookin @ you!!
<3*i DoN*t WaNnA cRy A tEaR 4 yOu* <3*So 4GiVe Me iF i Do* <3*i*d Do nEtHiN* <3*i*d GiVe U mY wOrLd*<3 *º*i*D wAiT 4eVa 2 Be Ur GirL*º*
I CrY fOr YoU aT nIgHt, I nO uR Mr. RiGhT, I sEaRcH fOr YoU iN dReAmS, AnD I dOn'T kNow WhAt YoU tHiNk BoUt Me, BuT iM bEtTeR tHaN i SeEm!
If loving you's a crime, than I'm a criminal. About to do some time unconditional..the love I have for you. So please forgive me because my heart is true
<3 Love isn't finding a perfect person, it's seeing an imperfect person perfectly <3
My heart is lost~ im off 2 find it. once i do, i gotta bind it. cuz if i dont then it'll be a mess my luv 4 u will pour out and then there'd b less.
I think about you day and night...I swear that your Mr. Right, I'll love you more then you'll ever know..Baby, thats why I'll never letting ya go!!
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2004 12 March :: 9.09 am
:: Mood: bored
directions to southeast high lol
: Start out going North on SW 5TH AVE toward EL DORADO PKWY W. 0.1 miles Map
2: Turn RIGHT onto EL DORADO PKWY W. 0.1 miles Map
3: Turn LEFT onto PELICAN BLVD. 0.9 miles Map
4: Turn RIGHT onto CAPE CORAL PKWY W. 0.5 miles Map
5: Turn LEFT onto SANTA BARBARA BLVD. 6.1 miles Map
6: Turn RIGHT onto NE PINE ISLAND RD/FL-78 E. 2.2 miles Map
7: Turn LEFT onto DEL PRADO BLVD N. 5.4 miles Map
8: Turn LEFT onto N TAMIAMI TRL/FL-45 N/US-41 N. 10.4 miles Map
9: Turn SLIGHT RIGHT onto TUCKERS GRADE/CR-762 E. 1.1 miles Map
10: Turn LEFT. <0.1 miles Map
11: Merge onto I-75 N toward TAMPA. 60.0 miles Map
12: Merge onto FL-70 W via exit number 217B toward BRADENTON. 5.7 miles Map
13: Turn RIGHT onto 15TH ST E/FL-70/FL-683. Continue to follow 15TH ST E/FL-70 W. 1.3 miles Map
14: Turn LEFT onto 37TH AVE E. 0.2 miles Map
15: End at 1200 37TH AVE E BRADENTON FL Map
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2004 11 March :: 10.00 am
:: Music: miss u- blink182
hey, I juss read my whole journal...its funny and sad....I had all these memories come back....great stuff...i think??? ne wyas, yesterday Kathy n my mom came to pick me up and i went to Kathy's house and I hung out with Sth and Sarah and her fiance` Anthony (yes, I approve, she can marry him lol) and we went to mughs n jugs n then Julian came over and we hung out...he isnt a dork or a nerd...he is a pimp!
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2004 10 March :: 10.01 am
hey chris, i took it back from u!
1. Been Kissed: yes 10.2 times¡Klol
2. Done drugs:yes
3. Eaten an entire box of oreos?: no
4. Eaten sushi? no
5. Been on stage: Yeah
6. Been dumped: ya :¡¦(
7.Gotten in a car accident: yes
8. Watched Punky Brewster? ???
9. Watched Scooby doo: of course!
10. Flipped 8 times off a bike?: not in a row
11. Stayed home on a Saturday night just 4 the heck of it: yes!
12. Seen the White House: yes
1. Cold or hot: warm ļ
2. Lace or Satin: Satin
3. Blue or Red: blue
4. Rain or snow: rain
5. Give or receive: Give
6. Wool or cotton: Cotton
7. Rose or daisy: Rose
8. Private school or public school: Public
9. Chocolate milk or plain milk: chocolate
11. Spring or fall? spring
12. History or Science?: history
13. Math or English: english
14. Alternative or Country: country
Opposite sex
1. Do they like you: supposely
2. What do you look for in a woman/man? : a great personality, if they treat me n my friends nice, know how to have a good time, like the same hings as me.
3. Your Friends
1. Who's your funniest friend? Leanne and Elyse, Lisa
2. Who makes you laugh/smile the most? leanne, Elena, Lisa
3. Who do you e-mail the most? Ms. Lisa¡Kused to be Logan, but we stopped
4. Who's the shyest? Christina
5. Whose parents do you know the best? Sarah Williams
Within the last 24 hours...
1. Had a serious talk? no...
2. Hugged someone? no
3. Gotten along with your parents? no
4. Fought with a friend? no
Do you like to...
1. Give hugs? Yeah
2. Give back rubs? no
2. Take walks in the rain? yea!
3.(puttin my own in here): Kissed in the rain: yes¡Kthanks Logan, helped that come tru ƒº
4. Random Q's
1. You ever have that falling dream?: yes¡Kalways
2. What color is your floor/carpet in your room: um?? It used to be white, now it is jus¡K???
3. What was the last CD you bought? Cant member
4. If you chew gum, what kind? Winterfresh mostly
5. Do you use chapstick? nope
6. What did u do last summer? Went to sunsplash, made new friends
1. Full Name:Sara Nicole Austin
2. Gender: Female
3. Nicknames: flippy,ts, hjw don¡¦t member most of them
4. Hair color: brown
5. Eye Color: hazel
Which one of your Friends...
1. Is most likely to grow up to be a model: Elyse
2. Which one knows most about you: yaminah lauren and lisa
3. Have you known the longest: yaminah
4. You know most about: leanne
5. Who will send this back the quickest: this isnt email
6. Is the smartest: triplets
5. 7. Most likely to end up in jail: hate to say it but: robert
Favorites....
1. Food: pizza
2. T.V. Show: degrassi
3. Drink: root beer
4. Actor: ashton kutcher
5. Actress: julia stiles
6. Restaurant: mcdonalds
9. Song(s): my immortl: evanescence
10. Singer/Group: a lot¡K
10. Sport: soccer, base ball
11. Colors: hot pink, blue
13. Candy: twix
Have you ever..
1. Been to a concert: yea
2. What was your first concert: temptations
3. Been in a different country:no
4. Loved someone so much it made you cry?: yea.....so many times
5. Cheated on a test:all da time!
6. Bought something and then saw it cheaper somewhere else: duh!
7. Stole from somewhere or someone?: no
8. Stalked someone: ļ Matt lol
1. Single or taken: single...:¡¦(
2. Who is your biggest crush: Logan
3. If you could go out with anyone who would it be? Logan
4. Have you had a lot of bf's/gf'? ya
1. Scariest moment: when I me and Logan broke up, so many thoughts of suicide went thru my head
2. Happiest moment: i cant remember the last time i was happy
3. Do you curse too much: yea
4. When was the last time you showered? Last night
5. What color pants do you have on right now?: blue
6. What cd are you listening to right now?: none
7. What is the last thing that you said?: nuthing
8. What is right next to you? people
9. What is your computer desk made of? Wood I think
10. Do you have any lava lamps? Yeah
6. how many friends r on ur b/l? 1hundred sumthin...
13. What did you do last night?: read about depression
14. Last person that you talked to on the phone?: been grtounded from it¡Kso?? Cant member
15. What's the nicest thing you find about the opposite sex? Their smile
16. Who do you admire most?: Yaminah and Taryn
17. Do you like the person that sent this to you? Yes, Christina I luvvers u!!! lol
18. How do you eat an OREO? middle first!!
19. Fav M&M?: blue!
We wanna know...
Coke or Pepsi?: coke
MTV or VH1?: mtv
WB or FOX?: wb
ABC or NBC?: abc
TV or Movies?: tv
CDs or Mp3s?: cd
Email or Snail Mail?: Email
Talk Shows or Soap Operas?: soap operas
Party or Hang out?: both, im juss a party chik
Sunrise or Sunset?: both
Night or Day?: night
Chips or Cookies?: chips
Fritos or Cheetos?: cheeto
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2004 10 March :: 9.46 am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: remember when- kenny chesney
to Sarah
I want to say sumthin to Sarah, Im not even sure if she reads this ne more but here goes ne ways! Hey, I am really sorry about last night...but the way I feel is how I feel and not many people can change that...ur the only person I have talked about this with....and I plan on keeping it that way....I dont wanna hurt u at all, and U know that...and u know that if I do hurt u, I will b devistated, bc u know I luv ya! I hope u rnt mad at me, bc last night u said w/e bye to me when I had to go...but I really did have to go and I am soooo sorry...I hope u still come and visit me this summer...well, I g2g....much love- Sara
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2004 8 March :: 8.38 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: the reason
ok...............i friggin read this book about this girl that died and for some reason it rmeinded me of Logan, and i was listining to h/o but good charlotte and I started crying....I miss him so much....and I wanted to cry when I came over here and heard the reason by hoobastank...and it is sooo sad, I wish some one would dedicate the song to me....I was writin a note to Ian today in band bc i forgot my flute and he was bein sooo sweet to Julie and it remindded me about Logan and when he used to be super sweet to me and I was like awww....and Julie was like dont think about Logan...she always knos when I think bout him............grrr.... and then what he wrote in my guest book...it isnt even all that much, juss him sayin that it was "hi im so sorry for breaking up.. i hope we still can be friends and maybe good friends. that was the best month i have ever had.. and plz dont cut yourself anymore it really hurts me when u do much love and stay cool"
it juss like made me so happy.....idk why, its not like we r gettin back to gether ne time soon...it will prolly juss b like leanne and shane....and yeah, Logan is supposedly movin to cape coral...and in a way I am happy for that bc it might help us get back together but then agen, it might mean that I see him more n if him n Ash dont break up it will break my heart...........ok,well, i g2g home now so I will w/m/l.!
I'm not a perfect person,
As many things I wish I didn't do,
But I continue learning,
I never meant to do those things to you,
And so I have to say before I go,
That I just want you to know.
I've found a reason for me,
To change who I used to be,
A reason to start over new,
and the reason is you.
I'm sorry that I hurt you,
It's something I must live with everyday,
And all the pain I put you through,
I wish that I could take it all away,
And be the one who catches all your tears,
Thats why I need you to hear.
I've found a resaon for me,
To change who I used to be,
A reason to start over new,
and the reason is You [x4].
I'm not a perfect person,
I never meant to do those things to you,
And so I have to say before I go,
That I just want you to know.
I've found a reason for me,
To change who I used to be,
A reason to start over new,
and the reason is you.
I've found a reason to show,
A side of me you didn't know,
A reason for all that I do,
And the reason is you.
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2004 8 March :: 8.26 pm
hey, I am sick of blurty...I am juss gonna stay with woohu and not put it in friends... unless its relly secret..........im at Meanas now...and I am talking to Zach and helpin her do her hw...its slave stuff...sooo cool! lol.........Hi Zach!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dude ur sooo cool! and I love ur ass...since u havent read my profile I will tell ya... ur ass is the only one for me!!! lol....its better than Matts!!!! haha....U owe me a doller btw!!!( from w/e u brought at lunch) ok, thats pretty much it...I am watchin some guy take his shirt off on tv and its scary!
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