The movies last night :-(
hmmm, well I can say ONE good thing happened last night matt asked out leanne !! (* girl, I am sooo happy 4 u!)...he is soo hott lol...ok, *backing off*...hehe, leanne , he got u sick!!! lmao!
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last night sicked...well, kinda I really dont know what I am doing at all!!! ok, well I will start from the begining....: I saw Brett ( Chris and Todds friend) and I talked to him for a lil while and then I saw Josh and Dallas....(Josh is sooo hott lol) ne ways and I talked to him too for a very lil while...and then I saw Elyse and Heather n matt and then we saw Eric n we all juss hung out n chilled...and I told Eric that I was gonna beat him up and he picked me up and scared the shiskibaub outa me! lmao, and then we saw Leslie and Chrystal and Brian and Leslies friend and Ty...(grr) and then we got our tickets (thanks Ty for paying for me!) and then we went inside and I saw Todd and he gave me a hug.... and I went to the movie he was in with him and hes like gosit next to Chris and I did and I scared him....((ooppsss...::wink::)) and then Todd was being soooo sweet to me! But Chris wasnt...I was sooo sad b/c like i hugged Todd and not Chris...God, that doesnt sound good...I didnt mean that I didnt like hugging Todd, I juss would have rather wished it was Chris, I think he moved wa from me b/c of that....and know I dont know what I feel for Todd either now...ahhh, and Todd was sooo sweet to me untill these two girls came n him n Chris ignored me more....n then these other two girls came n Todd was holding on to this other one and Chris as no where near me....:-( and then Todd almost got into a fight, and i was scared but not nearly as scared as he must have been...that was freakinbs! n then yeah...everyone left and I was stuck with "the couple"...it wasnt that bad...but they hugged at the end....how did I know that they were going to be come friends and Chris would be acting all weird towards me??? lol, I am pshycic! but yeah....and Lisa I am sorry about all of that with Marcus...I love u and I am glad that I was there for u to hug...I swear the only reason I talked to him was b/c I wanted to know what him n Ty was talking about...I love ya girl! well, that was my boring night...Todd, I need to tlk to u, about yesterday...I am sorry if that depressed u or ne thing like me not wanting it to be u I was hugging...I doubt u even cared...but still...
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Today I went to CC's house, I babysat Alyssai, she is sooo damn adorable! Earned 15 bucks...lucky me! :-D... so we decided to go to Target...ok, I know what u guys are thinking...I only went for Chris...I want u to know that that is SOOOO NOT true! I went to get Christmas presents....I did see him tho, and actually, I think I scared him agen....b/c I was on the phone with Meana and he saw me and walked over to me and I asked him if he was following me and he said yes and I said why I dont even know u! and he went away, but these ppl looked at him like he was stalking me...hahahahaha...I rreally dont know him ne more...I didnt reallly know him that much in the first place...but after last night...I juss dont know what to think about him ne more....but after I said that to him, we didnt even talk...bbbuuuttt, I laughed sooo bad at Subway and on the way home...and in the car, I was listining to John Denver and he has some sad songs that made me think of him....last night I bored myself to sleep after watching Degrassi and Radio Free Rosco b/c they were soo boring ./..and I kinda think that is what I did to Chris...I think, I dunno b/c like if he likes me then I hugged his best friend, and I dunno if Todd even told him or not...and now, I am here, at Meanas, hyper( LMAO MEANA> THAT STUFF IS SOOO GOOD< I DUNNO WHAT U R thinking. UR WEIRD IF U THINK ITS gross!) well, I am gonna go now...lata!haha just kidding we are drinking warm chocalate milk she thinks milk is good but its not!!!

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Food Fight!
Today was mad crazy! lol...it is the last day b4 break :-) yippeee! ne ways...Today at lunch we had a food fight...shyt we had been waiting for for 3 yrs! This kid EJ started it and he threw something somewhere and it was nachos and it hit this kid Michael and the girl infront of him threw a milk carton at the girl in front of me and she threw mash patatoes at some girl and then every one started throwing food and hiding...I dunno, it was juss cool!!!!
ne wyas:
I dunno if I can go to the movies tonight...I want to but then again I dont....Chris is going...hmmm, I dunno...ahh, I am sooo confused about him, I dunno if I like him b/c if he likes me, then he would ask me out right?? ugh, I dunno, Todd helped me out alot last night...he is sooo sweet...muahs Todd!
Im gonna go in blurty now buh bye...

Christmas...
I am practically like Leanne...wanting a boyfriend for Christmas...or even my birthday would be fine....ya know...juss a boyfriend that will like me for who I am n not for what i look like or who I hang out with....one, that will listen to my problems and be there for me....some one sweet and caring....I dont really even care what he looks like....ya know...b/c looks arent everything...and if I want some one to like me for me, I wouldnt like them for their looks either.... juss for who they are...but one that will go thru stuff with me, if I am sick, he would try and get to see me and not ignore me till I get better, if I am going thru a tuff time, helping me thru it, if I am sad, cheer me up...I dunno if I will ever find a guy like this, but I DO like some one...and even if he isnt EXACTLY like this ( and I know no guy will ever be like that), he is close enuff to it...I think, I hope....
well, I am going to so I can go bug my mommy about letting me go tot he movies...:-)

Love -
Sara

tired
Hey...ugh, I am so tired, I had a band concert yesterday and I went to sleep as soon as I got home (around 9) and I woke back up at 11 b/c Meana was over..and, hmm, who would have thought...she was on the phone...::sarcasticly:: (as always)...she was talking to Sean...I think she likes him...I have my reasons for thinking this.... and I didnt get back to sleep for a while and then I woke up juss as I was falling asleep, b/c she was yelling at my brother to get out of my room and into his own so I had to get up n get him out and then I woke up at 7 agen....god, blah...Imma go write in my lurty now...byez (www.blurty.com/users/silly_pimpette2)

my poem!
Leave a comment on this and tell me what u think :-) My train leaves at midnight,
You can't stop me, you took my heart and broke it in two,
You lied.
You can come to say good bye,
But dont try and make me stay,
It wont work.
I loved you with everything I had, but you had to go and ruin it.
My train leaves at midnight, I dont want to leave, but I have to. I juss want you to know, you gave me the best summer of my life ,
Thank you.
I am leaving u now, good bye my dear.
I have to go, but I want you to know, I will never forget you, no matter how hard I try.
Guess what?
MY TRAIN LEFT AT MIDNIGHT!

my journal
Hey, ok, my journal still looks like shyt, but its closer to looking perfect, I dont have time right now to fix it, but I will in Yearbook later on....
Ne ways, I gotta tell ya sumthin!!!! **TracY** wanted me to call Sean and she said she would do ne thing for me and she listed a whole bunch of things and one of them was hooking me up with Chris, I told her I could do that my self, but she could call him and I would call Sean for her....so, she called, and apperantly, she thought I told her to call and try hooking me up with him...so she called and they talked, and shes like "So, do u like Sara" and I guess he said yes, and I was juss sitting there like omg....lol, and then she was like " u should ask her out" and I guess he said "uhhh, I dunno" but hey...at least he likes me....thats a good thing!!!! I like him alot, like woah....like almost as much as I liked Matt last yeah ( even tho, I had been liking him for 2 years....) but yeah...well, I g2g, I will write more in first period...ttyl!

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juss trying sumthin!
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blurty
I am in first period...
I am considering leaving blurty and moving to woohu for good...but like, all my friends are in blurty...and the only ppl I have here are Todd and Meana...aww, Last night was soooo weird! But I am sooo happy that I got to see Todd annd Chris! I even got a kiss (or two or three) from Chris..... but thats not the point, I havent seem Todd since the saturday I went to the mall with him....long time ago! and I havent seen Chris since like 2 thursdays ago.....hmmm, I really like Chris and I wish Todd and Meana would go out ( ::hint hint::) lol...they look so cute when they r together...and I dont think she would hurt him....
I talked to Jesse last night, It was sooo funny!!! I kept trying to beat him in stuff, but it wasnt working very well like I would say I am an ex sumthing b/c he said he was an ex wrestler and I said I was an ex girl scout and hes like well Im an ex boy scout and I was like well I am an ex gymnest and he said he was too and I kept thinking of things, but he always seemed to beat me....hmmphh... :-( lol...hmm, Allie and Matt are arguing...I am going to go stop them buh bye!!! ahh, matt drew a penis on my hand! gb5rty

tonight
This is juss a "note" to Todd: (well, Chris n Brett too ) OMG OMG OMG! I know u told me not to worry about it...But I am still extremely sorry and I juss wanted to tell u that, it was so stupid of me to invite u over on a sunday night n yeah....I know hwat I am trying to say and I hope u do too...Ill make sure next time u r over, we will have a better time....and longer....well, Imma go, sorry, luv yas!

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