^.^ Sara's World^.^

:: 2004 17 March :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: my baby

why me?? when i think i can trust someone it gets around to the point where everyone knows about it well should i stop telling people stuff!!!?? today at school i got a detention my first one... it was for copying i didnt even copy! someone copyed me and i got in trouble for it.. so did she. i mean it dosnt bother me... detention is kinda like a time to think and i need all the time i can get!! isnt that sad? well lets say today was a mix of good and bad i got a 100 on a quiz!! yay umm well after school everyone except me knew... someone (no names) came to school and gave me flowers... and now i feel even more pressured i mean it was sweet i know but i feel so bad bc he knows about that other kid i like and at first he made me pick between the 2 of them by tomorrow.. i said i wasnt going to do that and if they make me do that than i am going to just forget them both! i just mainly need time bc i got a bunch of other problems and boyfriends should be the last thing i worry about right? well idk during lunch i popped my knee again and im going to the doctors and i may have to get surger i really hope not bc there goes gymnastics forever and i already and really out of shape its so depressing.. well i must go idk what im going to do probably go to sleep... btw TODAY IS THE 7TH DAY OF NOT BEING DEPRESSED oh yea holy fat cow if you didnt think i can do it than in your eye bc i just did and im going to keep on going at it and no i am not drunk now just extremly happy!!! ok bye nye

:: 2004 17 March :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Hoobastank _ Reason (on anna's limewire)

hey guys im at anna's house n my computer is at the computer place getting "fixed" i dunno its all so screwy but i wont have it for a while n i have no clue when im getting it back, or why we keep sending it there but thats besides the point. im really happy lately but i've got a lot on my mind, spring break is going by too fast! oh well this song is kinda depressing i think ill listen to konstantine by something corperate but its not such a happy song either. man i need some pop right now anna doesnt have any at her house n ive been living off slice and diet pepsi at my house lol i've gotta start watching what i eat well i got to go so ill see you all later! ~f.a.t~andy

:: 2004 17 March :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Hoobastank _ Reason (on anna's limewire)

:: 2004 17 March :: 10.25am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: ya by usher, lil jon, n ludacris

HAPPY ST.PATTY'S DAY! lol ty's so cute he was gonna cuss out hunters cuz but he got offline lol it's was ggreat stuff well i gtg much luv ttyl muahz ~LiL t

:: 2004 16 March :: 7.27pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: time after time

6th happy day tomorrow is my happy annaversary yay i am eating yogurt and i poared alot of sprinkles in it i know most of you are going to stop looking at my journal but i am trying to set an example the example i am trying to set is that its so much better to be happy than depressed... what i do is eat that is what gets my mind off things.. except now i have a bigger problem (im getting fat) i gained like 5 pounds! but oh well im still cheerful it makes your day go by so much quicker if you just talk about your problems as soon as you get them and let them go put them in the past and go back to being happy its so great! OMG you people i have a goal.. to find my uncle i havent talked to in a long time and alot of years and SMACK HIM UPSIDE THE HEAD! trust me i got a reson... lets just say a few things were hidden from me for my 15 years and i just found them out last night and oooh boy that guy is going to go to hell ill tell you that now! okk i am going to go and write a letter to ashley

:: 2004 16 March :: 11.02am
:: Mood: helpful
:: Music: x gonna give it to ya - dmx

i feel like the past few days have showed how much of a good friend i am i dunno if it does in the other people's eyes but in mine i think it shows that i am a good person who will be there for them cuz i have no life n i sit by the phone lol rite elyse? ok get this will start wit leslie n andrew! andrew likes leslie but she don't wanna go out wit him cuz shes afraid n i get were she's commin from n i told him if he likes her as much as he says he does he should respect what she wants to do n give her time to relize everything that's goin on she needs time to kno that everything is real ya kno? n now to elyse awwww gurl i'm so happy that ur happier now she i kno what u did n i kno y so i understand u n he was bein a jerk n that's not cool cuz what he compared this to was bullshit that's not cool at all james broke ur heart n u dealt with it u didn't break his heart n he's no dealing with it so in away ur a better person then him ya kno? but like courtney says people deal with things in different ways but as old as he is he should be a lil bit more mature then he's bein n he's not so that's a lil fucked up, i kno why u wanna go out wit him but don't cuz i went out wit frankie again after i broke up wit him n that was a mistake cuz he hated me for doin it ni could tell the whole time we were goin out after that n i didn't feel like it was workin now ryan is gonna remember this forever n later on if u go out again he's gonna bring it up in ur face n ur gonna be pissed but i want ut o make ur own decission cuz i'm just hear to give u all the advice i can i can't make ur decissions for u just like u can give me advice but u can't tell me what i can n can't do even though i listen to u way to much lol ;-) but if we listened to everything everyone says then the world world be perfect n that's no fun lol in ways problems help us out cuz they give us experience that we'll need lata in life n all i wanna say is that anyone who has problems n i kno u i'll do all i can do to make u laugh n help u with ur problem n that's all i can do i'll be the sholder for u to cry on i'll do anyhitng n everything i can do i luv everyone! ur guyz are all n more than i could ask for i luv u more then anything in the world!!!! muahz ttyl luv ya bye bye ~LiLt SHSWFL 4-> n BabE n ShorTy we in it togetha 4-> lol mauhz!

:: 2004 15 March :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: NBC2 NEWS

ok i am dumb lol thats last entry.. it wasnt 4 days it was more like a half a day bc TODAY is the 5th day!! i mean i have been the most cheerfulest (if thats a word) and hyper person (the hyper part i owe to pixie sticks) yay! ok wow there isnt much to say i havent written in a while bc i have not been online for a long time and if i am its for like 1 second. oh oh oh im NOT on spring break my school has it in april siiiiigh isnt that sad... ok well i must do my homework and stuff i shall talk to you all later!! thanks to everyone who took the time to read this... x0Xo

:: 2004 15 March :: 10.38am
:: Mood: bored. sexi
:: Music: lolipop porn - crazytown

wating for ty to come back
~I N F O R M A T I O N~:
Name: Taryn
Sex: Babi Gurl
Grade: 7th
Age: 13
Birth date: October 7,1990
Birth place: Ft.Myers,Florids (lee memorial hospital) lol
Hair color: Dirrty Blonde wit natural blonde highlights
Eye Color: blue/green depends my mood
Height: short 4' 11'' i think
Weight: 93 ty i lost 3 lbs. lol
Shoe size: 5-6-7 depends the shoe
Pants size: 0-3 depends the pants
Piercings/Tattoos: 3 in each ear
Live with: mom, dad, sis, gma
Live in: house
Single/Taken: Single n wishin
Longest relationship: frank i dunno how long
Crush: Ty i love u !
~F A V O R I T E S~
Color: Blu n Black
Song: yeah -usher, lil jon, n luda & dirt off ur sholders -jay z
Music: rap / rock
Movie: haunted mansion lol
Band: Crazytown / 9in. nails / korn / lunatics / DTP
Actor: Johnny Depp
Actress: Drew Barrymore ? i dunno
Clothes: tommy, bongo, express
Shoes: Phat Farms / kswiss
Bra/Underwear: outlooks lol i dunno
Food: ice cream - coffee
Drink: root beer / those coffee things i get, that EVERYONE ELSE drinks! heehee
Person: my friends
President: Lincoln
Car: 2004 Toyota Celica Gts lol Black wit a blu "t" on the hood hell ya wit spinners!
Truck: ford F350
State: Florida tha dirrty south holla!
Place to go to: the mall / movies
Country: U.S.A. holla heehee
Name: Alexys its' so pretty lol it's my sis' name (james thinks it's pretty don't u lol)
Book: When dad killed mom
Play: idk
Childhood Moive: Finding Nemo, i'm still in childhood lol
Sport: Football Go buccs lol
~T H I S ~ O R ~ T H A T~:
Dr. Pepper or Coke: Dr.Pepper, james n his diet coke lol
Black or white: Black lol
Car or Truck: Car
Sea Doo or Boat: Sea Doo? i pick Butt i mean Boat lol
River or Ocean: Ocean
Pool or Lake: Pool
Sports or T.V: Sports
Basketball or Baseball: Basketball
Long Hair or Short hair: Short i hate long it gets in ur way even though it's prettier
Fat or Thin: Thin
Pizza or Hamburgers: pizza
Scary Movie or Romantic: Scary Movie
Candle lite for two or Popcorn and a movie: Just a movie i don't like popcorn
Shoes or sandles: Shoes my toes r ugly
Cats or dogs: dogs
Hoodies or Jackets: hOodies
Day or Night: Night
Making love or one night stand: luv .. lol
Sponge Bob or Rugrats: Rugrats
Cartoons or MTV: MTV
Lights on or Lights off: Lights off ;-)
~ W H A T ~ P E R S O N ~
Hate: frank
Trust: all my friends even though they don't trust me :-(
Dislike: brad
Annoying: david
Nice: Heather
Sweet: Ty and Andrew
Funny: Elyse n Heather n Courtney
Hottest: Ty! n Brad! n Frank!
Cutest: Leslie
Dorky: Janielle ...lol
Most likely to be a striper: ummm... me lol no i dunno
Most likely to have many kids: April
Most likely to live off their parents: don't kno
Most likely to die before 50 years of age: Heather.. her n her drugs lol i <3 weed jp gurl, prolly sara but don't kill ur self ok? plz i luv u girl, sammi did n i miss her
Most likely to be Miss America: Lelsie lol
Most likely to complete dreams: Maria or Megan
Most likely to be a doctor: none were all dumb lol jp
Most likely to be alone: David :-(
Most likely to be Rich: Ty with all his drugs lol
Most likely to be Poor: me
Willing to put feelings aside and help other people: all of them sepecially the triplets
Willing to make people happy: elyse n court
Talks a lot: Def. me n bobbie n maria n kahliegh n court n meg n elyse n heather n leslie n kelci n lauren all of us lol
Ask to many questions: me! i'm always confused n bobbie
Day dreamer: les... lol she's not listenin
Immature: Brad chris frank david kenton
To mature: the triplets lol
Knows what they want in life: the triplets n meg
Rude: David
Mean: Frank
Sarcastic: Heather
Up Front: all of them who don't LIE thanks for tellin me what u thought when i needed u to
Honest: no heather she lies lol umm lauren
~ Y O U R ~ D R E A M ~ M A T E ~
Hair Color: blonde
Eye Color: brown
Height: 5'6
Weight: 120
Shoe Size: 10 big lol big hands n big feet = big socks n big gloves lol
Pant Size: 29
Funny/Lame: funni
Cute/Sexy: sexy
Honest/Liar: hOnest
Romantic/Boring: romantic
~ O T H E R S ~
Nail Color: pink w/ playboi bunnies
Toe nail color: light blu
Favorite number: 7 or 14
Pets: 1 cat / jackie
How many bothers and sisters: 1 biological, alexys
What kind of car do you have: chevy venture (van) chevy impala, n a F150
What is your biggest fear: Loosin some1 i love
What is your biggest accomplishment: Living
What is your biggest Failure: way 2 many
What is your biggest dream: to marry the guy i luv n be a lawyer
Are you sweer or sour: sweet yet sour
Are you a goal getter: nah
Are you realistic or a Dreamer: Dreamer

:: 2004 13 March :: 2.14pm
:: Mood: YAY
:: Music: faith hill

i been happy for the past 4 days i mean really... some people told me that i was making them worry about me bc i was too happy but no i just worked on my emotional resiliance... anyway yesterday i got up in front of peope and sang! go me!! ok im happy lol bye

2 FuCk | YoU

:: 2004 12 March :: 6.03pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Bubba Sparxxx kuntry folks

Ms.Wray! :'(
awww i'ma miss ms.wray! but i'm goin to north so it's all good GO RED KNIGHTS! lol i'll see the triplets n heather n a bunch of other peeps there cough cough ty lol not really though cuz he's dumb n i'll hang out wit the smart people lol Frank's a girl lol rite? ya he's go a secret it's great n me n keely are bitches hell ya go us heehee i luv ya gurl omg Frank is HOTT though! :'( o well hee hee i'm sad n i'm srry ty that i was mad at u things are ok now i guess it just hurts for rumors to go on about u even though i kno people make fun of u but i'm ok i'm srry elyse for actin mad at u lol this SPRING BREAK IS GONNA SUCK i'm not aloud to GO NOWHERE n don't ask plz if u want to know u can im me n i'll tell u who to ask if u realy want to know well neways these are the main subjects :
I luv ms.wray n will miss her

GO RED KNIGHTS!

3 FuCk | YoU

:: 2004 10 March :: 4.03pm
:: Mood: determined

"I'd Do Anything" _Simple Plan

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

:: 2004 10 March :: 4.03pm
:: Mood: determined

:: 2004 10 March :: 4.03pm
:: Mood: determined

:: 2004 9 March :: 10.00pm
:: Mood: mixed
:: Music: i promise

yesterday i was at school till 530 me n nikki stayed in chem and we got double go's and stuff go'd!! yay ok today i went to school and stephnaie took me home.. than i came home and left to get my hair done it took 2 1/2 hours!! gosh dang it than me n my mom went to walgreens and the food place. than kelly yelled at me and im trying to get her to not yell at me ne more so ill ttul bye bye
x0Xo