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2004 9 May :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Jojo-- leave
mothers day.. your suppost to be nice to your mom... me n megz decided to cook (me n her are hating eachother at the moment) so we went on the boat we had fun than my parents left me n her alone in a house to cook dinner-- big mistake we had such a bad cooking experience my cousin burnt her oven mitt in the microwave oven and it was actually on fire and she threw it on the floor and i threw milk on it lol than while we werre lauging about it we burnt the bread in the oven bc we didnt shut it off than something melted on top of it ok and me being as smart as i am on the stove the water boiled over and i was like omg and we turned it off and i spilled some on the floor and poared half out than my cousin got mad at something and shook the flour everywhere than threw it at me so i was covered with flour i could blend into my wall so i threw sauce at her and she threw a bottle of vanilla extract at me so i threw tomatoes at her and she threw the sugar at the wall and we threw vegitables at eachother than she threw the whole carton of milk at me and i threw fruit punch and she threw something we just threw stuff at eachother for like 30 mins when we were done me n her were covered in stuff and the kitchen was so bad i couldnt see the actual floor it was soo bad than our moms came back and went crazy we spent 4 hrs cleaning the kitchen and its still not clean and like 2 hrs to get the meloted cheese and stuff out of our hair but ok we just ordered out and when we answered the door he looked at us and laughed and was like "did the refigerator throw up on you?" we gave him such a dirty look lol i feel bad. yep that was my mothers day. well im gonig to go now bye bye
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2004 9 May :: 11.54am
OK I HAVE A NEW S/N.. OK NOT NEW ITS MY VERY FIRST S/N I EVER HAD
snowflakea4
ADD IT TO YOUR BUDDY LISTS BC THAT IS THE NAME I WILL BE USING FROM NOW ON
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2004 9 May :: 10.47am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: The movie balto
yesterday morning to afternoon i was tanning and swimming with my doggies haha. than i helped my mom prepare for her company and than i just got all ready so that i dont look like a loser around them and embarass my mom so i changed out of my PJ's and did my hair anyway last night i again went to the bridge, they were having a concert and i wasnt going to go and stephanie wanted me to go so she came back to get me lol than i went and i got there at like 930 alot of people i didnt know would be there was there like tim-tim, carlos and candice, sara and steph K. it was really fun bc me n sara were singing to tim-tim's guitar than he left and we sang with no music and candice did too. than like other people came and were like formally introducing us and singing with us and people were looking at us wierd lol and some other kids were clapping it was great haha than i went home with carlos and candice and it was pretty fun! i sang alot yay! lol ummm kk well im watching balto nd me n jake are finally actually talking so i guess its good that i got another friend!! yay okk byee
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2004 8 May :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: torn
:: Music: matchbook romance _ promise
... sometimes, it's not ok to talk about how you feel. sometimes the best you can do for the people you love is to not say anything and live like nothing is wrong. and so i keep going.
"sometimes in life....you have to give more, even when you feel like giving up."
... i just have to remember everything will be ok.
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2004 7 May :: 11.54pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: someone singing outside
today was soo great.. except sad bc of the seniors leaving... aww it is sad seeing themn all cry. anyways look at how funny this is
-Bryan- mom, can i go early to take a drink from the fountain im parched
-Mrs OB- no you can wait.. drink from the sink
-Bryan- ok {drinks from the sink}
-Mrs OB- ewww...
-Bryan- that tasted sciency..ok now i need to drink clean water can i leave
-Mrs OB- no
Bryan- this is a life or death situation mom
{the bell rings and bryan RUNS out the door down the hall, drinks than screams YES!}
yepp lol well tonight was fun... i went to the bridge and it was really fun. i went with sara and her friend steph. yepp well idk what to write about so ill stop ok bye haha
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2004 6 May :: 4.37pm
:: Mood: crappy
i can't sit in this pool of misery
thinking maybe you'll come back to me
i can't lay here listening to these songs and let life pass me by ...
don't lie, we both know it's over
don't try, and tell me it's ok
it's not, and even though you say we're still friends ... it feels like the end
"move on", is what i want to say
instead, it's "lauren, maybe you should wait?"
i keep trying, to tell myself i'll be alright
forget him move on
but i find myself alone,
wishing you were here again
i have no will to leave
i only wish you were holding me
like the way we hoped that it could be
now it's all gone, theres nothing left for anyone to see
... i'll walk out silently
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2004 3 May :: 9.25pm
:: Mood: yay!
:: Music: Full house
lol today was such a bad day but it was funny we had senior awards and justin baker got picked on alot so did justine... that was mean what they did to her lol ... ok it started when i was delivering a note in 4th period and i tripped over the teachers tape recorder and fell on my face it was kinda embarrassing but it was funny. than later in the period cynthia gave me a ping pong game and i was ponging the ball againts the racket and joy broke it and threw the ball across the courtyard so i screamed and ran after it while people are staring at me lilke im drunk. ok after that i spilt ice tea ALL OVER ME and i was soaked. i laughed so hard bc some got on britt too lol. ok and than switching some guy ran into me with a cup of water and again i got water on me. ok i laughed again.. than i went to the table for my other break period and i got a cup of water and wow the cup had a hole in it lol so it was squirting all over me and donnie was laughing at me what a loser lol. and the other thing is my locker wouldnt open and i just made it to 8th period during the bell ringing. lol on the way home i was telling richard my mom and dad and jordan what was going on and jordan and my dad were pretending to sleep so i hit them with my ping pong thing that broke 8 times and got stapled and tied and whatever else i did lol HOLY CRAP THE CAT IN THE HAT IS ON THE COMMERCIAL I HATE THAT THING IT SHOULD DIE!!! IT IS SCARY!!!!!! sorry disregard that. ok than richard tried to be cool and do what they were doing so i hit him harder bc i still hate him and i hope he dies a slow painful horrible death (naaa thats pretty mean i take that back) i just hope he moves to china or something. ok continuing than i did homework and layed down the whole day it was pretty calm
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2004 3 May :: 6.23pm
:: Mood: Zone-ish
:: Music: Northstar-Taker not a Giver
another survey to keep the recent entries from being seen by me ... :-(
5 things that scare you : the dark. open closet doors. scarey movies. monsters. love.
5 things that make you laugh: My friends. Destroying things or watching things be broken. My dog. Adam Sandler. Chinese/Japanese people.
5 things you love: Johnny Depp. My friends. My family (including my dog). Music. The feeling that the person your talking to understands what your going through and care about you.
5 things you hate: Fake people (mostly fake mean-to-emo un-emo girls) lol audrey. The dark and the way people think thats a joke. Rap. Insensitive guys. and not being able to put a guy's name in the "5 things i love" place :-(
5 things you don't understand: guys. Distance. Dumb people. People who speak different languages. Death.
[[ parents still together? ]] yes
[[ siblings? ]] 1 little sister, meghan
[[ pets? ]] 1 dog, casper
[[ in school/graduated? ]] mariner
..Preferences..
[[ black and white/color ]] art:black and white but anything else color
[[ red/blue ]] red
[[ dogs/cats ]] dogs
[[ roses/daisies ]] roses
[[ hair: short/long ]] long
[[ boots/shoes ]] shoes
[[ food: mexican/italian ]] italian
[[ dark/light ]] LIGHT!!!
[[ day/nite ]] this won't make any sense. night
[[ city/country ]] pismo beach, skagway, and atlin .. lol anna
[[ sheets: solid/animal prints ]] SCOOBY DOO! but mine are solid :-(
..Favorites..
[[ color ]] Orange
[[ animal ]] Dog
[[ flower ]] lilacs
[[ pop ]] sprite
[[ food ]] Cookie Dough Ice Cream!
[[ book ]] Koala Lou I Do Love You
[[ band ]] Something Corporate
[[ solo artist ]] don't know
[[ cd ]] many ... too hard to choose
[[ movie ]] Any Johnny Depp movie ... mainly Benny and Joon
[[ director ]] Tim Burton ... IS AWSOME!
..Do you..
[[ have tattoos? ]] no, want one though
[[ have piercings? ]] yeah
[[ are you psycho? ]] ... am i?
[[ split personalities? ]] no
[[ schizophrenic? ]] i don't think so?
[[ obsessive? ]] of what lol johnny depp?
[[ compulsive? ]] no
[[ obsessive compulsive? ]] no
[[ panic? ]] yeah ... in the dark
[[ anxiety ? ]] in the dark and when i feel cornered
[[ depressed? ]] recently ... very
[[ suicidal? ]] thought about it ... not now
[[ homicidal? ]] no
[[ obsessed with hate? ]] make love not war
[[ mutilate animals? ]] OMG NO! I LOVE ANIMALS!!
..have you ever..
[[ been in love ]] no ...?
[[ been kissed ]] yeah ...
[[ kept a secret from everyone ]] yes
[[ had an imaginary friend ]] no
[[ called or seen a psychic ]] no
[[ ever cried at a chick flick ]] lol yeah every one
[[ found a cartoon character attractive ]]HELL YES! lol anna ROBIN HOOD! aw man.
[[ ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the block tape ]] no
[[ watched Punky Brewster ]] no
[[ prank called someone ]] yeah
[[ eaten a whole box of cookies ]] no
[[ been on stage ]] yeah
[[ gotten in a car accident ]] just little ones
..do you..
[[ wear eye shadow ]] NO yuck
[[ have a dog ]] yeah i love him!
[[ have any regrets ]] yes ... not many
[[ have a crush ]] yeah ... only he doesn't like me like that ... at least i think he doesn't, theres always that hope
[[ who do you go to for advice ]] friends
[[ who knows all your secrets ]] no one, but annalisse probably knows the most
[[ who do you cry with ]] no one. i do it alone. i hate pitty.
..do you believe in..
[[ god/devil ]] ... uhm i guess so
[[ yourself ]] not usually
[[ your friends ]] yeah
[[ aliens ]] OMG YEAH! most definately
[[ love ]] yeah
[[ the closet monster ]] yeah
[[ one person for everyone ]] no
what are you...
[[ doing ]] this survey
[[ wearing ]] Jeans and a rusty shirt
[[ listening to ]] The Starting Line, the saddest girl story
[[ thinking ]] about guys and how confused i am about them. also friends, and how they confuse me sometimes too. also how this song i can relate to. and how it helped me get through what i've been going through
[[ smelling ]] Mom's dinner
[[ drinking ]] water ... because i ran out of ice
Do you were glasses? no
Do you have braces? not anymore :-D
School: Mariner
Location: Lame Florida ... BUT SOON TO BE: Pismo Beach to Skagway to Atlin!
What time is it right now? 6:37
What is your e-mail address? wayawayfromhere6@aol.com
][sOcIaL life][
Best friend(s): Anna
Are you single? yeah
If so, do you have a crush? yeah
What's their name? do i have to say?
Are you always the center of attention? no, i don't want to be
Where is the best hang out? The boardwalk .. WATCHING THE DANCING CRABS! lol anna yeah ... im nuts
][OuT oF yO fReNz In GeNeRaL..wHo?][
do you always get along with? casper
has the coolest parents? anna!
has the coolest house? probably lisa ... i dunno they are all kinda the same normal houses
has the coolest siblings? anna lol yeah your brother is a cool dude! lol
is the shyest? stephen
is most likely to become a millionare? i don't know
is the b*tchiest: lol no comment
always wears a smile? Stephen
is the smartest? Audrey
is the biggest flirt? Erica
is the most annoying? ... no comment do you miss the most? connor
always makes you laugh? connor
is always there for you? all of them
who's back do you always have? all of them
understands you the most? none of them ... sometimes i don't understand myself
][pErSoNaL dOs][
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with? yeah :-(
Have you ever had a crush on a friend? yes
Do you wanna get married? i don't know
Are you happy with your life? uhm not recently
Do you believe that at this point in your life, you know who the right one is for you? no
this survey was better than the last one i think
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2004 2 May :: 7.52pm
:: Mood: lalala
:: Music: Until the day i die
alot happened.. friday ashley and britt came home with me and we did or world history video bc we had a 1/2 day. than erica and her cousins... dalton and erin came over and so did lauren for like 10 seconds after, i went to the bridge with brittaney, kelly and later on carlos came too. but me and kelly ran out in the rain.. nothing big or special really happened but it was fun. saturday me and brittaney went to the movies and saw mean girls. im scared of school buses!! than we went to belltower her mom met us there and i sat on the counter in the bathroom and my whoooole butt got wet! it was really funny. ok than i went home got all redid or whatever and went to ericas house and went skateboarding with her and they found a shopping cart and me and erica were pushing erin in it trying to make logan and dalton fall off their bikes. we went to ericas ate like pigs.. stood out in the rain again and went back to my house and stayed there and hung out. she went home about 1130 and my parents got home at 12 i was on the phone with sara all night. today i woke up and cleaned my room. erica called me and asked me if i wanted to go outside so i did and erin and erica found a tree house so we stayed there and explored the other little forest things than we went under the bridge looking for dalton nd logan bc logan had my board. so than we found them i got my board and than i came home my mom made me go say sorry to russel for some wierd reason and i did. me n my mom than went shopping i didnt get anything except ice cream at mc donalds.. yeah the most scariest thing happened i was talking to the girl at the counder we headr a lound smash thing and the manager looked out the window and sazzed than ran outside with this other girl. ok so i was than informed some guy ran into a pole with his car... yeah ok. when it was time for me n my mom to leave there was 2 ambulences a fire truck and a cop car and they took the guy out he was freaking bleeding everywhere and i freaked out and i was like "mom your a nurse go over there!!" (i was at that point halfway crying bc i hate to see blood and i felt so horrible) so we left.. and went to albertsons and i helped her grocery shop.. i came home took a nap and now im online writing a journal thing. ok well ill talk you you all later bye bye
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2004 1 May :: 11.00pm
:: Mood: tired
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: hair ... long hair, is so awsome ... i can't even begin to explain
[last person u slow danced with]: aw man, i don't know if i like dancing, therefore i haven't done it in a long time, therefore i've forgotten the last person i danced with
-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: uhm ... no one ... or so i try to tell myself
[easiest to talk to]: anna
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: no, i fell for him and then he became one of good friends :-(
-W H O .W A S .T H E.L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: uhm ... an alien ... he had nothing to say to me, he actually hung up ... and he keeps calling back and he wants me to get offline but i say "NEVER GIVE UP! NEVER SURRENDER!"
[hugged]: my mom, she went clubbing or something, i don't like the thought of that
[you instant messaged]: erica ... but she thought i was annalisse
[you laughed with]: annalisse ... about the aliens that keep calling my house
-D O .Y O U / / A R E.Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: i don't think so ... my phone bill would be sky high if i couldn't talk to my friends or yeah i couldn't live now without being able to listen to whatever song i want whenever i want
[what's your favorite food?]: ice cream
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: DEFINATELY NOT GRAPES!!! aw man i hate grapes! i swear the aliens have invaded my grapes! they still try. bastards
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain]: emotional ... yeah most definately
[trust others way too easily?]: some people
-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken?]:once
[of hearts i have broken?] : one
[of guys i have kissed?] : two, one meant nothing
[of drugs taken illegally?] : none
[of cd's that i own?] : not that many ... i try not to blow my money on things worth while lol in other words i blow it all on stupid things ... like donating my lunch money
[of scars on my body?] : i don't know i don't go looking for them, and if i have i didn't count them and i'm too lazy to do it now
[of things in my past that i regret?] countless ... but you can't dwell on it ... it's over
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.
[i know]: raisins are humiliated grapes
[i want]: for him to be happy
[i need]: socks
[i have]: candles ... in case the lights go out
[i wish]: i ... i wish i wouldn't wish so much. things never come true
[i hate]: being hated
[i miss]: feeling that way
[i hear]: stop ... by plain white t's, it's stuck in my head ... i always hear things in my head
[i search]: for someone to catch my fall
[i love]: my friends ... dude i'd be dead without them
[i ache]: my back ... it's killing my because of this stupid chair ... SOMEONE is suppose to be buying me one with his NEW CREDIT CARD but it's ok lol
[i care]: not enough ... im very irresponsible of my belongings but then again i care too much about other people (i hate being hated)
[i dance]: with me and anna are fighting!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! wow i think my mom worries about me ... she seriously thinks im a mental
[i cry]: a lot ... more than i think people know
[i do not always]: keep my room clean ... it's not dirty just messy ... i had to clean it today and i swear it stayed clean for about 15 minutes to a half an hour
[i confuse]: myself and everyone around me
[i can usually be found]: on the computer or by myself in this big loney house
ARE YOU:
[wuss]: when it comes to the dark ... no seriously i'm terrified of the dark ... and im a wuss when it comes to my dog. i'm very sensitive about my dog (my real one steph!)
[druggie]: no .. but MY FRIENDS think i am
[gang member]: no ... BUT i could be ... im actually in a clan ... yeah the AVN ... we even have a hit list ... VEAL FARMERS!
[daydreamer]: i try not to ... i don't daydream i have an over-active imagination
[alcoholic]: no ... but it runs in the family
[brat]: no ... i hope not ... i don't think so
[sarcastic]: at times
[goody-goody]: no
[angel]: not at all ... far from it actually
[devil]: no
[a friend]: yes to many ... love everyone
[shy]: uhm no, not unless i really like someone ... then i think "wow they might think im ugly or fat or stupid or stuck-up or" ... yeah ect.
[talkative]: yeah ... mostly to anybody ... people from ... australia? lol anna
[adventurous]: yeah ... i like to get lost in one acre or woods and come back with ticks on my neck ... (they can jump 6 feet!) "grandma is there any ticks in this bed?" "i sure hope not sweety" wow that was a blast from the past ... i still hate bugs ... that was back when the blair witch project first came out
[intelligent]: sumtimes
-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature]: nothing
[your biggest flaw ]: low self-esteem
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: falling for something i know i couldn't have
[describe your personality in one word]: i don't know, if you know me you could answer it
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]:i don't know ... i kinda let compliments go in one ear and out the other i know it's rude but i don't think very highly of myself at all
[person you regret sleeping with]: my sister because she's abusive ... the person i most regret having sex with ... hmmm no one, mostly because i haven't had sex with anyone
[height]: 5'6 ish
[a smell that makes you smile]: LILACS! i wouldn't wear it aslike a perfume but my aunt used to have a lilac bush and i used to pick them in WI and so yeah i miss them
[a place you'd like to visit]: california ... only i wouldn't come back
[a drink you order most often]: sprite
[a delicious dessert]: cookie dough ice cream ... is the best
[a book you highly recommend]: speak ... yellow fever ... witch child ... and uhm koala lou i do love you
[the music you prefer while alone]: i dunno ... i basicly have no certain alone and not alone music ... speaking of not alone, gothica is a good scarey movie
[your favorite band/s]: i don't have one ... i like many
[a film you could watch over and over]: fantasia and alice in wonderland "THEY'VE BEEN EATEN! every one!" and every freaking johnny depp movie in the world .. EXCEPT! yes there is an exception in my infatuation from hell and nightmare on elm street
[a TV show you watch regularly]: i don't have one anymore
[you live in a(n)]: i house on a street
[your transportation]: an suv or a truck
[your cologne or perfume]: happy
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: under my bed- monsters and in my closet- a monster trap
[something important on your night table]: an alarm clock ... because it takes a faithful alarm clock to put up with the abuse i give it every morning.
ok well ... twas a long one ... an im so freakin tired ... i think ill go now ... good-bye
-lauren-elf-andy-
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2004 28 April :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: bouncy
today was soo fun (except for the big dramatic soap opera going on which i do not want to be involved in but no one lets me stay out of it) ok after school joy dropped of rachel yeon and cynthia and than took me to my house and we went to the barn.. i watched joy care for her horse and i got to pet it and bathe it aww and watch joy ride it!! than we dropped cynthia home and joy and i came to my house and i taught joy how to skateboard... lol very awesome and than we at and did homework.. went to the ice cream shop and she left.. sara imed me today.... at first i didnt want to talk to her but i kinda realized that was bitchy of me.. i may start talking to her.. slowly be aquaintinces.. ill never be close to her like to tell her stuff or do anything outside of school or look at her the same but i will not ignore her. i just wont go up to her and talk to her bc i am still mad and i want to caurse bottely harm to her. but ok yeah my hair is curly and i been demanded to wear it down curly bc thats my natural hair grrrrrrr oh well ill throw it in clips!! ill ttyl love yas bye bye
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2004 27 April :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: TBS
today was pretty fun and scary at the same time.. in first period deena joy brianne and brittany read the note and according to deena she wants to "kick her in the face" everyone else there did too.. mrs ob read it too and said she dosnt blame us lol. but sara wasnt at school so that gave me time to cool down.. and at the end of the day i saw her sitting down and brittany wanted to flick her off but i told her to let it go bc it will instgate and make matters worse and more pressure on me. haha everyday i go online and im scared im going to tell kelly why later tonight when she calls me. lets see.. i went to religion review until 320 with nikki and britt and brent tudored us it was really fun lol idk if we will individually pass the test but i know us 3 together we can at least make a B lol life is all gravy.. me kelly britt ashley and maybe deena and erica and more ppl that i dont feel like naming are all going to the bridge friday im happy bc they are really awesome are doing the video for world history and it will be fun than the plan is later on in the night we are going to go to the park at like 11 and take the camera and make a blair witch thing lol idk ok im prob going to write later bc im going to laurens bye bye
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2004 26 April :: 5.06pm
sorry people about that last entry i was pissed off... but you know im not going to let him or her bother me bc i know i am better than her at least i have dignity.. shes a slutty self centered bitch and im not going to let her phase me she didnt break me i didnt cry... im just stronger. dosnt mean im gonig to be friends with her just proves the point that i am better than her (everyone probably is) but yeah i jut wanted to add that sorry for exploding
love you all
(except sara)
have a nice day!!
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2004 26 April :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: Limp Bizkit- Just drop dead
filling u in
-Sat-
wedding it was fun.. i guess there was some cute waiters there lol
sun
we went to the diner with the fluffy french toast again and left to go home
today-
school was pretty quick sara wrote me a note and said when jake asks her out she is going to say yes and he likes her (she said) and she dosnt care if we arent friends anymore... i really dont care bc i dont need a friend that lies backsabbes me and that i cant trust with anything. idk what she would do that to me.. she knows how much i like him and she is here promising me she wouldnt do it again she wouldnt talk to him she thinks hesan ass she hates him... THE GIRL FUCKING LIED TO ME again!! fuck you sara you really have no idea how much i want to like hurt you but i wont bc unlike you i have self control i have morals dignity and i care about others unlike you and like steph has told you YEA YOU ARE A SELF CENTERED BITCH just becasue you go out make out with him kiss him on my bday lie to me and everyone else about it. so u know YOU LOST ME AS A FRIEND FOREVER OBVIOUSLY YOU DONT CARE AND IM SORRY BUT WHEN U2 BREAK UP YOU WONT HAVE ME and trust me you made a big mistake. and so you know i showed alot of people the note you wrote me and lets say everyone that read it is like "im going to smack her" so why not put it here?
saras note (spelling grammer and everything)
Dear Lisa,
well, since you were in new york this weekend, i will tell you... i went to the bridge friday night originally going to learn how to play guitar... but things chancged when tim tim didnt show up till like and hr after i was there. i didnt know any1 except jake, alex and tim there... so i talked to them. i guess i forgot about playing guitar when tim and josh were trying to ollie over a trash-cans it was funny, they kept falling. w/e... ya i just talked to everyone i new.. and was bored for awhile. so i went over to see tim+alex+jake skateboard over 2 step-staircase.. ya then time + alex left us alone to talk... but that's not what happened.. we ended up making out but tims dad pulled up in a car+ we stopped+ walked back to the bridge... then later close to before he was leaving i sat in the back of stephs car + i ended up laying next to him... he kissed me on the lips. thats all we did besides seriously talk. thats what happened. yes i like him. tim tim said he liked me... so yes i would go out with him when he askes me out. yes i'm willing to take the risk of being hurt. im sorry if i hurt you i understand if you dont want to be my friend thats whine w/e i dont care i feel you have the right to know. i dont want the classes to feel wierd. i have realized what i did wrong. it is really bad me and jake discussed things he helped me realize everythin and we determined that it is too late to change andything i have done. i screwed myself
sincerely,
sara
yeah you SLUT you did screw yourself. dont talk to me anymore
i want to thank...
brittany cynthia brianne kelly steph erica nikki ashley joy and other people that i cant say 0:-) for helping me alot especially saying "that bitch is going down ima smack her"
sorry about the language and rage but i go here to vent and its how i really feel.. its better than killing someone isnt it?
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2004 24 April :: 11.01am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: tv
ok im in NY im going to fill you in on everything starting on thursday ok
-thursday-
i went to school and it went by pretty quick.. than when i left i got attacked and hugged by people lol i felt sooo special :0) than i went in the car bc my uncle was bringing us to the airport and i was kinda in a wierd way in a bad mood bc i did not want to go to NY at all... so i was kinda cranky we were going through the thing where you go through the machine and you put your things on the machines and my mom ACCEDENTLY left her purse on so the guy yelled at her and gave her attitude.. well, that pissed ME off so i yelled at him for giving my mom attitude and i slammed my bag on the thing and stompped through the door thing. and the guy was like you almost beeped i yelled at him too but my dad pushed me and told me to shut up so i did lol and i saw a kid that looked like Steven WITH BRACES lol i was like wow!! haha sorry i had to add that. well than that night after the plane (the whole way me n my dad were punching eachother) we got to JFK and we took an air train to the car place at first i didnt hold on and i went flying backwards on it lol than i held on sooo tight. we got tto my aunts house in long island and went out to eat. i was tired and i went to bed
-friday-
in the morning i got ready than we went to a diner to eat and i was watching the news.. THE FRENCH TOAST WAS SO FLUFFY!! ok than my dad drove like a madman to brooklyn and i was like flying and flipping all over the car! we gpt tp amy and cristinas hosue and cristina was in school so at 2 we went and got her and i held on when amy drove she was a madwoman! geez lol so we got to the school and they were trying to get me to go out and wait by the front of the school! WHAT AM I STUPID?? no i didnt she came and we went to kings plaza (which is a mall) and i met cristinas friends, kelly and michelle and mike i think it was (i forgot) than amy drove us to gerritson beach (somewhere else in brooklyn) me n cristina walked around the block 2 times IT WAS VERY COLD and we talked. than we went to ANOTHER PART of brooklyn where my dad drove "like a NYC cop" like i swear it was insane!! and it was my moms business and no one was home my mom made me knock on every door so i knocked on every door! the thing was 4 stories high! i got lost lol than locked out of the other guy who was theres apartment and this may sound dumb but i screamed into the eleveator and i was going crazy bc my mom was in the basement and that was in the guys house whos door was locked. grr i got so mad!! than we went back to my aunts and ate dinner... someone called me and told me that SARA backstabbed me AGAIN by this time making out and being all over the same kid.. so she lied, backstabbed me, and expects no one to tell me. so she picked a guy over me bc im not taking her back this time. so sara if your reading this i still think you are a slut and i dont want to have anything to do with you ever again n this time i mean it. you brought this on yourself. or as you will say.. FUCK YOU, YOU HOE I DONT WANT YOU BACK!!
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