:: 2004 25 December :: 2.12 pm

I am at my grandparents house and have, as I predicted, done a whole lot of nothing. Its pretty boring around here. What's worse, I got my period this morning. Yes, Merry Christmas to you too, oh wonderful female-parts. Being a girl sucks. But yeah so more than likely I'm going to have to go out tomorrow and find someplace I can get a fricken tampon cause I only have one in my purse, which is fine for today but not for tomorrow or any day after for the next week. I hate my constant heavy flow period. Every time without fail! Rawr. It makes me mad. And of course now I'm going to be over emotional for a week. Not to mention that my back is killing me. Whinewhinewhinebitchbitchwhinebitch.

Anyway. I'm ready to go home. Or at least get a call from Braeden <3. He is my sanity. I talked to him yesterday for 20 minutes which was nice. But he hasnt called me yet today, and I hope he does sometime because I need a phone call! Although Britt did tell me that she bought me a chocolate orange. I think she said that she bought me two. So yay for her. <3 She's my favorite, and it makes me sad that she's leaving. I only just recently started to hang out with her a lot. Go figure. I'll still keep in touch with her though. So anyway.

Christmas is ok when you dont have your period, you're allowed to sleep in, and you're in your OWN BED. Wow. I hate couches with a passion. And that is all.

Mindy

You aren't supposed to be here! But since you are, leave your thoughts.

:: 2004 24 December :: 9.57 am

So present opening wasn't so bad, mostly because neither of my brothers got them anything either. Way to go, little losers. I made both of them cards, though. Even if it is a little juvenile, it made me feel like I had done something for them.

Last night I had this weird dream where first I was in this band, and I did vocals, and we had a rehearsal. And then it cut to our school musical, where I had the role that I had before but this time it was my band performing, not Jazz choir. It started off right before we had to sing at some point, and so we sang the song we needed to, but then apparently it was our spoof showing and we had a deal going with Mr. Prado and proceeded to rock out Hey Ya and two other songs that I just dont remember. It was really fun, and afterwards both Derek and Braeden kissed me, but Braeden did it twice and gave me big hugs to go with it.. It was kind of weird, but good I guess. I hate to think that I would want some sort of relationship with him other than best friend, because right now as it is I'm the closest friend he has. He doesnt tell people that because he doesnt want his other friends to get jealous, but it is true. I've known him the shortest of just about any of his friends, but I'm the closest. Why? I dont know, I guess something I did made him open the door to me more. I mean, not that he hides from other people, but he's certainly not as open with them.

Leaving for Houston in a little while. Oh boy. Cant wait for that. Its not that I dont like my family, its just that its so boring there. AJ and I are the only ones in our age group, and like we were going to hang out. So I usually end up sitting around. Whatever. It's time to go back.

Mindy

You aren't supposed to be here! But since you are, leave your thoughts.

:: 2004 23 December :: 6.02 pm

We get to open presents at my house today and that is pretty depressing. Only depressing because I didnt get any of my family members anything. Ok, lie, I got my dad some altoids but I left those in my friend Cameron's car. So I have nothing. It makes me sad because I'm just so incredibly broke. I keep trying to get a job but I have bad luck with it. I had a job in september but it was awful and took two months to get a paycheck. The only good thing to come from that job is my pretty car. But yeah so I'm completely broke, and had barely enough money to get a couple friends some small presents. So yeah. Well, its present opening time. If I had anything for my parents I wouldnt feel so bad about them getting me things. Oh well, whatever.

Mindy

You aren't supposed to be here! But since you are, leave your thoughts.