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2003 13 November :: 6.17pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: U2- stuck in a moment
like other things, i just dont know...
i dont believe i couldve picked better music for this entry...right on target. lately ive been feeling like the world has frozen me in time. everything is changing and i feel just the same...i dont change with the times. i feel like im being left in the past, feet stuck in the mud, and i cant break free of that. i want to run and just jump back into the moving picture, but i cant get out of this freez frame. no, forget that. i am the freeze frame, stuck inside a moving film. i want to be part of it but i cant free myself from this invisible box which has bound me in. to those of u who can relate, u understand this feeling...
I'm just trying to find, a decent melody,
A song that I can sing,
In my own company,
I never thought you were a fool,
But darlin' look at you,
You've gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight,
These tears are going no where baby,
You've got to get yourself together,
You've got stuck in a moment,
And now you cant get out of it,
Don't say that later will be better,
And now you're stuck in a moment, and you cant get out of it
And if the night runs over,
And if the day won't last,
And if our way should falter,
Along the stony pass,
It's just a moment
This time will pass...
-U2
on another note, aaron is coming home in 2 weeks and i cant say that im not excited. i miss him so much! i talked to him on the phone the other day for 45 minutes and i miss his voice. he told me that hes getting converse shoes and growing his hair out. he also stopped wearing his hats :(. i hope that CA hasnt jaded him too much lol. well hes still my homie n e way lol. god i cant wait until thanksgiving week! so much good is coming within those days...food friends, days off......what an awesome time. i absolutely cannot wait.
It's just a moment
This time will pass...
love love and more love...
danielle
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goobs827
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2003 12 November :: 8.52pm
k i know i just updated but this looks like fun:
just surveys...
What song...
Fits your life as it is currently the most?: livin on a prayer
Reminds you to be grateful for the little things?: idk
Makes you wanna get up and dance?: cant touch this
Makes you reach for a box of kleenex?: songs dont affect me that much
Reminds you of something you've lost?: ill be missin u
Is the one you secretly like but would NEVER admit?: invisible..wait did i just admit that?
Reminds you of your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend?:-
Is the most depressing?: -
Can put you in a horribly depressing mood?: wtf? didnt you just ask that?
Can put you in a hyperily happy mood?: anything christina lol
Inspires you?: fighter
Makes you kinda horny?: danger high voltage~electric 6
Is your all-time favourite?: there are soooo many
Makes you calm and rather content?: just missed the trian~kelly clarkson
Sing a Song... brought to you by BZOINK!The signifigance of color...
What does the color navy blue make you think of?: deep ocean water
What emotions to you associate blue (normal tone) with?: cold, distant
What do think of when you see the color red?: evil
Which color would you say best represents the feeling of physical pain?: red
Which color would you say best represents the feeling of true love?: white
What does the color orange make you think of?: uniquness
What natural setting to grey colors remind you of?: dullness
Is yellow a "hot" color for you?: no
What do you first think of when you see the color brown: ewww
What does the color pink make you think of: a little girls room
What emotion do you associate with the color green?: natural, content
What color do you associate with your signifigant other and/or best friend?: im not sure
What is your favorite color?: idk
Your Perceptions brought to you by BZOINK!
Eat fried ochre/Drink cat piss?: eat fried ochre
Go to jail/Watch infomercials?: watch infomercials (i do that anyway)
Eat a roach/Drink blended squid?: drink blended squid
Have sex with a complete stranger/Your brother: um pass
Biuld a bridge/Biuld a house?: build a bridge
Now For The Tough Stuff...
Would u give up a day of u life so som1 u never met could live?: yes
What if this person would become an ax murder & kill a # of ppl?: no !
What if it was a year of your life, not just a day?: then, no
Which would ya save first/ u 100 y/o self, or a nwborn baby?: a newborn baby
If your house was burning, & u could go back 4 1 item, wh@ would u take?: my blankie
If you were to dye your hair, what color would you dye it?: red or black
Would You Rather brought to you by BZOINK!
red sox or yankees: YOU HAVE TO BE SERIOUS!
diet or regular: reg
caf or decaf: caf
curly or regular (french fry): both
chocoloate or vanilla: chocolate
single or taken: single
summer or winter: winter
beach or mountains: beach
city or town: city
school or sleep: sleep
swim or run: swim
bike or walk: walk
rain or snow: rain
dog or cat: cat
tall or short: never got this 1
?THIS OR THAT? brought to you by BZOINK!
Dad or mom?: yikes
Friend or foe?: pal
Girl or guy?: guys are easier mostly
Love or lust?: love
Bald or hair?:... hair
Boxers or briefs?: boxers
Bike or car?: car
Life or death?: LIFE
daughter or son?: 2 daughters 1 son
Math or Science?: math
Choir or PE?: pe
walking lawn mower or riding lawn mower?: riding
Trick or Treat?: treat
ok really bored sry congrats if u read all of that!
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2003 12 November :: 8.10pm
:: Mood: grumpy
why does my mom love to make me feel guilty and like a brat for having a good life?
I really am a good person, its not my fault ive had some good karma in return. she thinks that im supposed to be like Mother Theresa for being indulged alittle. news flash hello.
i cant even process my own thoughts lately. i hate thinking!!!
ugh
2 more weeks til ill be okay, just gotta hang in there.
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2003 11 November :: 9.34pm
:: Music: me against the music
goldberg is my life <3
Goldglove105: i love u like a fat kid loves cake
DML xoxo: i love u more than that lol
Goldglove105: i luv u like morgan loves dick
DML xoxo: yea i dont think i can beat that lol
CLASSIC. simply CLASSIC .
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2003 11 November :: 8.19pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: killing me softly
hey ok im updating cuz SOMEONE keeps bugging me about it, im not very social with my thoughts and stuff that i do online..so-- yah today i woke up enjoyed the non school morning watched non stop mtv hits for an hr or so, went to the mall...rushhedd bak for basketballl..took a shower..ate did hw..umm watched non stop mtv hits..and now im here..writin this, talking to a few ppl online about stuff, i CANT WAIT UNTIL CHRISTMAS!!! its the most wonderful time of the year..im so excitedd like maddd!! our lord and saviour Jesus Christ is coming soon! lol...wow, its sad how we all forget the meaning of Christmas, i try my best to remember but of course..the gifts and shopping sometimes overpower my desire to b a good person about Christmas and to know the true meaning...yah, so i hope i make JV basketball--im starting to like it alot more now, i hated it last year but who wouldnt when put in my very very unfortunate situation with a certain coach...ya ya u kno who im talkin bout bballers and volley girls....im not rlly nervous bout basketball this yr..if i make it great..i wont get tooo fat this winter..but if i dont..o well its not the end of the world..its all good-- alright gabs i hope your happy with what ive written, ivve pouredd it all outtt......
xOxO
BriGgs..hoLLa<-----
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2003 11 November :: 8.15pm
:: Mood: disappointed
dammit--pettitte/mussina didnt get cy young AND matsui didnt get rookie of the year!..DONTRELLE WILLIS? WTF?! 9.18 ERA in the postseason, yeah incredible...fuckers
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2003 11 November :: 3.48pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: david bowie~rebel rebel
Selfishness: Something I cannot stand, especially among people I care about. even the tiniest acts of selfishness just make me so mad. ive been pretty temperamental and emotional lately though.
wow, some of my friends are really getting on my nerves. i just need to take a step back and take a break from (some of) them. Don't you just hate seeing the bad side of friends?? it sucks and so do some of my friends sometimes even though i love them to death.
but u know what i figured out last night 2.5 WEEKS TIL CHRISTMAS SEASON!! HOLY CRAP! we've already started to schedule all of the traditions...ive started my list and everything, i have to start thinking about what im gettin for other people, but all i know is that that thought is keeping me VERY happy lately through some sketchy times.
These random days off are veryyyyy beautiful...and to anyone who's sad just think 2.5 more weeks til the most wonderful time of the year!!!
hugs&kisses to all
~gma
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2003 10 November :: 11.14pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: So FaR aWay
HehEee
ChEck Out Me AnD meRiS JoURnaL @
CrAzYChiX143
LeAvE uS SuM CrAzY LoVe!!
XoXo
*LoTs oF LoVE <3*
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2003 10 November :: 8.49pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: HoLiDaE iNN
YoU aRE SiLLy
GNA GNA GNA GNA we like the word GNA
i NEED SUM MORE LIPPY!!!
MEREDITH!! GET ME THE LIPPY!!
AHHH ITS ON YOUR TEETH!!!!!!!!!!!!
ChiNgaLiNGGg!!! GNA GNA GNA
ThEYRE PRoBaBLy AT HER HOuSE...juST LikE...DEAD
OMG hahaha we r cats cradle champions!!!!
FAShiZZLeDizZLE..In A NoRmAN SiLVERmAN VoiCE!!!!
EWW!! there*s a fuzz!!
i aLwAyS HaVe 2 PeE wHeN iM hYpERr
...LiKE a DoG
OMGG WUT CD ARE WE GONNA PLAY NEXT??!!!
WE NEED OUR MUZIKK!!
SuNGLaSsEs ArE CoOL
JuiCE iS gOoOoOd
GNAAA i have no good mixes!!! wat r we gonna do?!?!?!?!
LISTEN TO THE RADIO
LETS BLEEP MY STALKERRR!!!!!!!!!!!
THE STALKER IS UNAVAILABLE!!
PiSsy MoOD!! PiSsY PiSsy PiSsY piSsY!!
UHHH...CaN We RaiSE Da VOLUME pLeEZ?
ALERT ALERT!! COMPUTER ABOUT TO SELF-DESTRUCT!
UH-OH....
AND THEN THE FONE RINGS....
yea they r invading cheri's backyard
WE LOVE BRIAN FRUM EARTH SCI!!!!
MAX...R U HIGH???
MY MOMS HOME ALONE!! UNSUPERVISED!~!
those ARE fEaThERs>.>.>noT HAIR!!!
AHHH lippy on the microphone
ArE YOU HaPPY NOWWWW??!??
My TUMmY hAs A CLoCK ANd iT GoES DiNG! AnD tHAtS whEn im HuNGrYYY!!!!
FINDING NEMO! WE MUST FIND NEMO!!!!
AhHhH the light!!! we r MELTING....
STANDDD UP!!!!!!!! when i move u move
JUSTT LIKE THATTTTTTTTTT!! AHHHH!!!!
i DonT wAnnA bE a DuCk...MeREdiTh THaTS CHICKENN!!!
THE CHICKEN DANCE IS STAGING A COMEBACK
DING! STOMACH'S READY!!
AHH CHERI U MUST EAT
HALLOWEEN CANDY HERE WE COME!!
BYEBYE YA'LL!
P.S. WE'RE GOING TO FIND NEMO!!
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2003 9 November :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: ill make a man out of u- mulan soundtrack
SoOoOoO gOoD!
You're "Cheerleader". You love
cheerleading, Le Girl magazine, and looking so
good! You are popular and the leader of Teen
Girl Squad.
Which Member of Teen Girl Squad are you?
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2003 9 November :: 1.25pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: sugar sugar
last night was a lot of fun. it's a good thing to reunite with old friends and just hang out. theres some ppl from the past i wish i could just talk to...but everyones so different its hard. i just wish that i didnt have to fall out of touch with so many friends, but this year theres a lot of people ive gotten to talk to and gotten to know since elementary school, and i like it alot..its a really good thing just to be able to talk casually with people you used to be inseperable with. and you realize that theyre much better people than they are judged sometimes.
yesterday in church there was a flyer for the advent wreath party, this thing weve been doing the first sunday of advent for like ever.
and it got me sooo excited i just cannot wait for christmas. i really miss miami and my family and friends down there. being there is seriously pure bliss, and during christmastime? awesome. w/e i still have quite some time til that so im not gonna get too excited...yet. im also really excited for some other traditions, gingerbread houses, plays, city trips, some w/ friends some w/ family...its just a really happy time and i know how much ppl are looking forward to it and how happy everyone will get.
and 1 of my friends, i really dont know how to deal with her. shes trying so hard to fit in and be someone shes not. shes not being her own person and i cant stand watching her do this to herself and create this image that she think she has to be. anyone know how to deal with this type of thing??
much love to everyone
gabi
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2003 8 November :: 11.38pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: watchin trading spaces
friends=life
this weekend taught me how good friends can be. i know that everyone knows that somewhere in the bck of their mind how awesome their friends are and how lucky they are to have them. and i knew it too, but from now on, i really am going to try and be more appreciative of them. without the people im talking about, life simply wouldnt be the same. they make all my days brighter and all my problems seem to disappear. this is just a thank u to all the people who have been there for me supporting me in everything that i do, being able to make me smile when i feel like crap, and always knowing how to make me happy. no one knows me better than u guys and i cant thank u enough for always being tru blu. i love u all so much.
**thank u for being a friend, travel down the road and back again, ur heart is true, ur a pal and a confidant, THANK U FOR BEING A FRIEND...*
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2003 7 November :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: roses outkast
wow..it's really amazing how such a small simple gesture can make such a difference. its so weird but its true...and its really amazing how avoiding perhaps a small gesture that should have been given..makes a big difference too. some of my feelings have changed though about certian *things*
i dont know--im feeling much better..esp. after having a good day.
well gg watch the matrix2 with kate and elise ugh SAVE ME!
much love*gma
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2003 6 November :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: hungry
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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yeah whatever
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2003 5 November :: 9.03pm
:: Mood: irritated
why is it so hard for some people just to accept a nice gesture??!! What's the point of trying to be a good person when I get hardly anything in return..i just have to keep telling myself that despite other people's actions (or lake thereof) im doing the right thing..but its hard when you feel like its pointless and going unrecognized.
on the other hand faith sharing was fun and interesting tonite lol luv u my catholic girlies!
48 DAYS!!!<-why does that seem so much further than it is? ugh i need miami or at least something really good to happen to get my mind off of all this anticipation.
and im not as happy as i should be. i dont know what to do. im so confused about everything.
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