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2005 7 December :: 4.45pm
this is one of the best songs i've ever heard in my life...
Time And Time Again
by Chronic Future
Inspiring, shining, rising
And when you're in my way
I'm not dividing me from you cause we're working together
Perfect in its splendor like the currents of the weather
The splinter in my center hindering all of my pleasure
Is me manifested as you in this endeavor
Once responsibility is taken I can render
Experience to be however I want to remember
Time and time again we fall in to the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find
Put yourself through the scariest of scenarios
Enter experiences you normally wouldn't dare to go
It's all for the character and the arogant afterglow
Of knowing it's appearance according to your patterns of growth
And what your parents handed down to you to handle
Make sure you carry torches when they're puttin out your candles
Prediction can be unkind but unwind them still
Don't erase the part of you that's responsible for your will
Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find
Well I've seen you and those things you do
And the way you hide that shadow can't be good for you
Your dark defines your light
There's some utterly damaged particles to deal with
And if I stutter I'm sorry but it's hard to feel swift
When stuck in my stomach is a cannon ball anchor to life
I've been pushing it down pretending it doesn't exist
Well this is what happens when you're pissed about being pissed
You dig yourself so deep you resist just to resist
And there's no way to get back experiences you missed
So start right now today and risk furiousness for bliss
Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find
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2005 6 December :: 3.13pm
it seems so fickle to me to write down a list of things that you want, have someone else buy them for you and wrap them up so you can't see what they are, then act all surprised and happy when you get what you told them to buy in the first place.
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2005 28 November :: 7.24pm
:: Music: nothing
thats it
i am so sick of everything right now..not to mention how HORRIBLe shit with my mom is..i cannot deal with so many people right now..and you complain when i don't make an effort and then i start making an effort and you talk about me behind my back and don't want me to be there..and surprisingly shit like that hurts me..because maybe you don't like me so much now..im not so sure if you even know me anymore but i don't feel like it's too late until suddenly im there in an awkward situation and i realize that any effort now is just worthless..i hate this so much..i hate to think it's too late..and i hate to feel on the outside so much..at least pretend you still like me..its bad enough that i feel replaced..and maybe its completely my fault but now that i'm trying to make up for it there's just no use..i dunno..im so fed up with everything..i just needed to vent..i wish people were still here for me..theres a small few i can rely on..oh and if you ever need me..ill still be here
cheri
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nugenta3
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2005 28 November :: 11.44am
it's evident that any investigation into faulty pre-war intelligence is just going to be a back-and-forth game of semantics:
http://www.slate.com/id/2130884/?nav=tap3
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goobs827
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2005 26 November :: 3.50pm
:: Mood: hopeful
i <3 brand new
I've got desperate desires and unadmirable plans
My tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent
Bring you back to the bar
Get you out of the cold
A sober, straight face gets you out of your clothes
And they're scared that we'll know
All the crimes they'll commit
Who they'll kiss before they get home
I will lie awake
Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
Let you fall for every empty word I say
Barely conscious in the door where you stand
Your eyes are fighting sleep while your mouth makes its demands
You laugh at every word trying hard to be cute
I almost feel sorry for what I'm going to do
And your hair smells of smoke
Who will cast the first stone?
You can sin or spend the night all alone
Brass buttons on your coat hold the cold
In the shape of a heart that they cut out of stone
You're using all your looks that you've thrown from the start
If you let me have my way I swear I'll tear you apart
Cause it's all you can be
You're a drunk and you're scared
It's ladies night, all the girls drink for free
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nugenta3
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2005 16 November :: 11.27am
the interesting parallel between being a cursed pirate and being clinically depressed:
Look! The moonlight shows us for what we really are. We are not among the living, and so we cannot die, but neither are we dead. For too long I've been parched with thirst and unable to quench it. Too long I've been starving to death and haven't died. I feel nothing; not the wind on my face nor the spray of the sea, nor the warmth of a woman's flesh.
~Captain Barbossa, from Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl
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nugenta3
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2005 10 November :: 2.54pm
Bush Abandonment Watch
Q: Would you welcome President Bush to Arizona to campaign for you?
A: I would welcome President Bush to Arizona to come with me along the border and see the problems that the ranchers and the law-abiding American citizens are having there. I would welcome President Bush to get tough on illegal immigration and understand that what happens on the border of the United States and Mexico is just as important as what's happening on the border of Syria and Iraq. ...
Q: Yeah, I was gonna point out that, of course, that wasn't even coming close to answering my question.
[Crosstalk.]
Now why don't you just answer my question. Would you like [President Bush] to come to Arizona and cut some campaign commercials for you and run them on all those TV stations in Phoenix and Tucson and Flagstaff and Prescott, and all?
A: In a word, no. Not at this time.
Q: That's being pretty honest, congressman!
—Rep. J.D. Hayworth, R.-Ariz., posted in Slate Magazine
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goobs827
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2005 8 November :: 10.08pm
"Character is like a tree and reputation like its shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing...that if at the end, when I come to lay down the reins of power, I have lost every other friend on earth, I shall at least have one friend left, and that friend shall be down inside me."
~Abraham Lincoln~
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nugenta3
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2005 8 November :: 5.00pm
:: Mood: enraged
un fucking believable
We all knew it, but it's all coming out now....the role of VP Dick Cheney's office in the intelligence that lead to war:
http://www.slate.com/id/2129686/nav/tap1/
I apologize for only posting links and the like lately, I'll write a real entry soon! But do read this, it's enough to enrage even the most politically apathetic.
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canthandleit
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2005 4 November :: 4.24pm
duz everyone feel this alone?
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nugenta3
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2005 4 November :: 8.04am
this is great!
how i learned to stop thinking and love the republican party:
http://www.becomerepublican.com
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dmlxoxo
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2005 3 November :: 10.43pm
:: Mood: cranky
so pretty much, i fell off the face of the woohu earth without even realizing it.
i have so much to say and i just have kept putting it off because it keeps piling up and i dont even know where to begin, so for now, ill keep it short and sweet just to bring myself back into the world.
it was just tonight while talking to steph online when i remembered that this was somewhere to express my emotions, a real outlet (not as if i didnt already know that), but she made me reread one of my posts and i started to tear. its amazing how logging emotions and parts of life into this thing can be so strong. i completely forgot about half the stuff i wrote from last year:
POINT PROVEN- i need this, because if reading something from just 6 months ago could affect me so much, i cant imagine what ill do when im 20 and i read this stuff from high school.
its more powerful than we all think.
anyway, im back.
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goobs827
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2005 30 October :: 7.02pm
The time has come for colds and overcoats.
We're quiet on the ride,
we're all just waiting to get home.
Another week away, my greatest fear.
I need the smell of summer,
I need its noises in my ears.
If looks could really kill,
then my profession would be staring.
Please know we do this cause we care
and not for the thrill.
Collect calls to home
to tell them that I realize
that everyone who lives will someday die
and die alone.
And we won't let you in.
Though we're down and out.
No we won't let you in.
You win, you win, you win...
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nugenta3
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2005 27 October :: 11.49am
a slate.com article comparing Intelligent Design trial transcripts to a Monty Python sketch:
Monty Python:
Q. You say you have a new theory about the brontosaurus.
A. Can I just say here, Chris, for one moment, that I have a new theory about the brontosaurus.
Q. Exactly. Well, what is it? ¡
A: Oh, what is my theory?
Q: Yes.
A: Oh, what is my theory, that it is. Well, Chris, you may well ask me what is my theory.
Q: I am asking.
A: Good for you. My word, yes. Well, Chris, what is it that it is¡ªthis theory of mine. Well, this is what it is¡ªmy theory that I have, that is to say, which is mine, is mine.
Q: Yes, I know it's yours. What is it?
A: Where? Oh, what is my theory? This is it. My theory that belongs to me is as follows. This is how it goes. The next thing I'm going to say is my theory. Ready?
Q: Yes.
A: ¡ This theory goes as follows and begins now. All brontosauruses are thin at one end; much, much thicker in the middle; and then thin again at the far end.
As though that explained anything. Which brings us to last week's cross-examination of Behe by Eric Rothschild, the lawyer opposing the school board in the Pennsylvania case.
Q: Please describe the mechanism that intelligent design proposes for how complex biological structures arose.
A: Well, the word "mechanism" can be used in many ways. ¡ When I was referring to intelligent design, I meant that we can perceive that in the process by which a complex biological structure arose, we can infer that intelligence was involved. ¡
Q: What is the mechanism that intelligent design proposes?
A: And I wonder, could¡ªam I permitted to know what I replied to your question the first time?
Q: I don't think I got a reply, so I'm asking you. You've made this claim here (reading): "Intelligent design theory focuses exclusively on the proposed mechanism of how complex biological structures arose." And I want to know, what is the mechanism that intelligent design proposes for how complex biological structures arose?
A: Again, it does not propose a mechanism in the sense of a step-by-step description of how those structures arose. But it can infer that in the mechanism, in the process by which these structures arose, an intelligent cause was involved.
Talk about tautology.
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nugenta3
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2005 20 October :: 4.05pm
it's evolution, baby
http://www.framestore-cfc.com/press/05pr/051003noitulove/amv_gune339_050_qt.mov
watch this commercial from guiness, it's great!
and hooray for being irish :)
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