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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 30 August :: 10.40 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink-182,new found glory,sublime,and jet

Letter from my sexxxy addoring girlfriend christie.

Dear,Kaya
Hi, sweetheart. How are you? Fine, I hope. I just finished reading all the sweet e-mail's that you sent me. Your a sexy angel. I miss you so much. Sometimes I cry thinking about you. When I talked to you last night. I was happy to hear you say that. You loved me and that you wanted to marry me. Just you saying that made me cry. Here I don't feel loved. At lest when I was in Kona I felt loved by you. Here it feels like I'm living with my dad. You saying that you love me makes me cry because here I don't get that said to. I know the way I feel sounds stupid. But that's how I feel here.......... Every night I've been praying that the days go faster. So then I can see my wonderful sexy future husband sooner. I love you so much that I can't sleep at night and I miss you so much that I cry at night. I hear your sexy voice. My heart beats so fast that. I can't count how many times it beats. My love for you is like fire. It never stops burring and it never will....
I can't wait until I kiss you and hold you. Hugging you will be like being in the arms of angel. I can't wait to go to the beach with you. Maybe I will get to play in the water and sand with you. As we hold and kiss each other. Watching the sunset and the moonlight come up. We see the first star in the sky. As your wishing for a wish. I don't wish for anything because I have everything. That everything is you. After that we start a big fire. We slow dance in the moonlight by the fire. I kiss you. You whisper in my ear how much you love me. I tell you the same thing. We kiss and run around the fire. When we get tired we fall and lie by each other in the sand. Then we start kissing until slowly are eyes are closing for sleep. Then we lie under the stars and by the fire. I'm not only warmed by the fire. But I'm also warmed with your loving arms. Before I fall asleep in your loving arms. I look at the fire. Then realize how are love is like fire. And how it never stops burning. I feel so peaceful and are love is filling the air. I kiss you good night. We are falling asleep holding each other..........I don't know if that's gonna happen when I go back to Kona. I think it would nice if it did. Do you? I can't stop thinking about you. I never want to. I hope you are thinking about me. As much as I am. Guess what hearing your hot voice made me all better too. You are so sexy and perfect for me. I love you more. Take care my sweet honey babe. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.
All my love to my future husband and from your future wife,
Christie Lillian Ryan

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 29 August :: 3.39 pm
:: Mood: happy b/c i am going to marry christie
:: Music: blink-182,sublime,new found glory.

christie and i plan to get married. that is so great

Dear, Kaya
I can't wait until we get married. Then I can finally say that your my husband and that I'm your wife. I'm so happy that I'm crying. My family wants me to get married at Disney World in Florida. But I don't care where we go to get married or for are honeymoon. Let's talk about are marriage and honeymoon tomorrow. Ok?....I'm glad that today I got to talk to you. I love you sooooo much. I can't wait to hear your sexy voice again tomorrow. I miss you sooooo much. I love you more! Think of me.xoxoxoxoxox.
all my love to my future husband and from your future wife,
Christie Lillian Ryan

She really loves me....here is another letter she sent.

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you more! And this shows it. I type very slow to. Lots of time and love was put into this. You should feel loved.
Love, Christie Lillian Ryan

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 28 August :: 2.35 pm
:: Mood: incredibly happy
:: Music: blink-182,sublime,new found glory.

Here is a letter from me and one from christie

Dear christie,
i am so happy you want what i want. i don't care what your dads think, i love you. i have been thinking and i think i love you enough to spent my life with......i think we should think about marrage . i want you to be with me forever. there arn't words to explain how much i love you. i would never leave you for another girl....i will wait my whole life to see you sweetie. get any thoughts of that out of your head i love you too much to ever do that. there is no girl in the world i would rather be with than you. god blessed me by connecting us. you are a part of me....you complete me. i love you christie. i know we can't marry until we are older....but i want to know........will you marry me????

all my love ,
kaya

i love you you sexxxy angel

Dear, Kaya
Today I called my dad's house. Nadia picked up and I asked for you. Nadia said that you where at your mom's house and that your not going to srm. Safir told my dad that I'm over here living with Joey. My dad is so pissed. His gonna call the cops on us. I hate my dad his so stupid! I don't think my dad loves me. That's ok,cause I really don't love him. I was talking about my dad with my mom. I cried and talked about how much I hate my dad for two hours. My dad better still let me vist! ................ Well, anyways how did your day go? Are you ok?............Kaya, I want you to know that. I know that in my heart I want to be with you forever. I don't think about it I know. That I do want your hand and Marriage. My love for you is more then all of the stars in this world. I don't care what my dad says. I love you. My dad is never going to change my love for you. You are everything to me. I want to be your everything. So the question is...Do you want to marry me later in life?
With all my love always, Chrisite
P.S e-mail me back sweetie.
You are so sexxxy. Not me!

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 27 August :: 2.20 am
:: Mood: happy and loving christie always

a loving letter from christie.

Dear,Kaya
Hi,sexy guy. I just finished my homework. So Nadia might go out with Simon. That's cool, I guess. I don't know Simon or at lest I don't think so. Don't worry I won't tell. It's nice to know that you and me feel the same. I'll tell Todd what you said. I'm so happy that a guy like you cares for me. Unlike my Dad and step-dads........ I want whatever it is that you want. Kids, A house, Marriage you name it. I don't care whatever makes you happy. I love you so much that I would die for you. I want to make you feel. Like the happiest guy in the world. That's how much I care about you. Like I said your my one and only. And I want it to stay like that until the day I die. God sent me angel. That angel is you. It will always be you. It's like words aren't enough to explain how much I really love you. I guess that's how love is. I'm so sorry that I can't be huging and telling you this. I really wish I could... Somtimes I think that some prettier girl gonna take you away from me. And that your gonna go with her cause. Your tried of waiting for me. Then I think what's gonna happen to me. I see no life with another guy. Then I die waiting for you........ It makes me cry when I think that. I really hope that's not gonna happen. I think of you. And you help make it to the next day. I'll ever stop thinking about you. Take care honey. I love you more. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxox.
With all my love, Christie Lillian Ryan

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 26 August :: 11.55 pm
:: Mood: happy and loving christie always
:: Music: blink-182,new found glory,sublime

here is letter from my sexXxy girl christie, and one i sent her.

Subject:To my hot Sexxxier perfect boyfriend



Hi,sexy. How are you? I'm fine. But there's a guy name Todd and he said that I was hot.
I just looked at him and rolled my eyes. I wish that they would just stop talking about about me. It's geting really old. And anyways there alot more prettier girls here...... That letter you sent me was amazing. I can't believe you feel like that for me. I'm so happy you came in my life. You are a great person. There's no one in this world that can replace you. I love you so much. I'm so sorry that I have to live here. I wish that right now I could be huging you, Kissing you, dancing with you, and living the rest of my life with you. I don't know if you want the same as I do. I'm so happy I have. I hope I'm always gonna have. I don't know what I'm going to do without having you in my life. I hope that I'm your girl for life. I love you more. Take care my sexy angel.xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.
NO I'M NOT SEXY!
Love,Christie

Dear chrstie,

Hi Love,It isn't hard to beleive you are doing good in school. you are smart enough to suceed in anything you try.you are not mean for what you said. you had every right to yell at those little pervs.you are great at art. that night when you showed me your art book i was amazed.the camera won't break tomaro. you will be known as the hot girl who made the photographer take 10 pictures of you because he thought you were so pretty.i am doing fine. safir asked out alison and she was being odd and saying she doesn't want a boi friend anymore,and safir said he doesn't like her and she is "a stupid little girl". i was talking to her after school. she is pretty cool. as a friend, i pitty anyone who would go out with her . she is a terrible person to go out with. she seems like the kind of girl you would just want to be friends with.i think i am going to be her friend,but i'm not sure if i forgive her for what she did to safir.she said i am good looking and she has a pic of me on her binder(creepy),but i guess that is o.k.,a few other girls i am friends with like kelsi and ashley have pics of me too( kelsi and ashley are the girls from srm that are friends with nadia). i was thinking about you all week,even more than usual. i can't wait for those pics. then i can brag to my friends that the hot girl in the picture is my girlfriend. i love you so much christie. you are my world. you are my sunshine, you are everything to me. i want to hold you,i want to slow dance with you under the moonlight,and whisper how much i love you in your ear. i want to gaze deep in to those buetiful eyes and look in to your pure soul. you are as pure as the morning sun hitting the morning due on the grass. you are the sexxiest,smartest,prettyest,most addoring,cute,enlighting,impowering,sensible,funny,addorible,happiest,caring,kindest,

intellegent,pleasing,polite,hot,passionate,well dressed,well toned,understanding,honoest,care free,spirited,loyal,mellow,perfect girl in the world....and you are a great kisser. write me back soon. i love you with all my heart and soul. i want you to be with me forever. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

all my love always,

Kaya

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 23 August :: 11.19 pm
:: Mood: happy w/ christie
:: Music: blink-182,new found glory,switchfoot,and yellowcard

HERE IS A LETTER FROM CHRISTIE

Dear,Kaya
You are addorible,angel,adoring,compasionate,sweetest,cute,caring,wonderfull,sexy,perfect, and understanding guy in the whole world. You are my one and only. And I love you more than anything in the world. Take care. Get better soon honey.xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.
All my love aways and forever, Christie Lillian Ryan

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 22 August :: 6.49 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink-182,sublime,new found glory.

HERE ARE SOME LETTERS MY ADDORIBLE,SEXY.SWEET,SMART.ADORING,
PRETTY,COMPASIONATE GIRL FRIEND SENT ME. WE ARE SO IN LOVE AND I LOVE HER ALWAYS.

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 22 August :: 6.48 pm

Dear, Kaya
Hi, honey. I just finished reading your journal. It was so sweet of you. To write nice things about me. I wish I could write all the wonderfull things about you. But woohu won't let me get a journal. Well, maybe they would let me get one. If I wasn't so supid with computers. I loved the anniversery letter you sent me. It made me cry it was so sweet. I'm so sorry that I couldn't send you one.On our anniversery!!! But i guess writing you one now is better than not writing you anything......

Kaya, i'm so happy that were still together. I know this has been hard for both of us because. We don't see each other as much as we should. But maybe all this waiting will pay -off in our life. IT BETTER PAY-OFF SOON!!! I'm so happy that a wonderfull person like you came in my life. Without you I don't think I could live life.I just want you to know. You are the only person. I need to live my life . And that I even ever want to lose you. I hope we will be enjoying more wonderfull things in our life. I wish you a Happy Anniversery. And to many more. I love you more. xoxoxoxoxoxoxox.
Love always, Christie Lillian Contreras
P.S I told my mom it's our anniversery. She said,'' The next anniversery you have. your name better be Christie Lillian Ryan.''

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 22 August :: 6.46 pm

Dear Kaya,
Hi, sweetie! I can't believe Alison broke up with Safir! I bet Safir is heart broken. I don't really like Alison cause of what she did. But I still think she is one of the prettiest girl in the world. I'm not the prettiest girl in the world. I had a bad day because. There was another guy who was looking at me all day. He is in 3 or 4 of classes. I ask him to stop looking at me. He answered,'' Why should I''. I told him,'' That I have a boyfriend and to go look at all the pretty girls that are here in this school. He still was looking at me after I told him that. I don't understand why these boys keep looking at me. And I don't know what they want from me. Well, what ever it is that they want from me they can have because. I'm taken by the best guy in the world. I just finished reading all of your journal. Even the part when you wrote that you loved nadia and thought Alison was really hot. Don't worry I'm not mad at you for that. It was in the past. At lest I hope it is. I love your wallet. But I still love you more. I had a really weird dream last night. I had a dream that you and me got married, had two kids, live the best life, and are two kids growed up to be the best kids. but you know what they say. You dream of what you want some day in your life. I hope you have a great time at James's and Safir's house. I only wish I could be there with you. By the way my middle name is Lillian. I love you more!!! God bless. Take care of your-self for me. I miss you so much and can't wait to see you. xoxoxox.
love always, Christie

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 22 August :: 3.01 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink-182,sublime,new found glory.

this is a letter christie,my wonderfull girlfriend just sent me.

Dear Kaya
Hi, honey! How is my wonderfull sexy guy doing? I just got back home from shoping. I'm so happy I didn't see any of the guys from school today. I miss you so much! I can't stop thinking about you. I'm so happy that. Your gonna start working to save up money to see me. What are you going to do for a job? I'm going to save up money to. So that I see you more. But I don't know what I'm gonna do for a job. What do you think I should do for a job? It's good to hear that you had a good time at James's house and SRM. It's also good to hear that you don't like Nadia any more. I was a little worry there. I still think Alison is one of the prettiest girl in the world.
No, I'm not the prettiest girl in the world. I think I know the reason why the guys look at me. It's cause they can't believe to see someone from Maui in Missouri. My mom doesn't think that. She thinks the same thing you do. But I don't think that's the reason. I can't believe you had the same dream as I did. And I can't believe you want the same as I do. I didn't think you did. I'm so glad that you do. It's so cold here and it's not even close to winter. Believe it our not, but I don't believe in all of the sins. I think some of theme are right and some are just stupid. I know it's weird. But that's what I believe. I think it's ok to believe in other reiligions. Like you do. Well, right back when you can. I love you more!!!!
Take care. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox( hugs and kisses ) I wanna be with you forever.
All my love, Christie
P.S. I hope someday to be Christie lillian Ryan. Just waiting for your word.

isn't she so awsome!i love her with all my heart.

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 19 August :: 2.46 am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink-182,new found glory,switchfoot,and yellowcard

this is what christie wrote back after she got that letter i sent her.

Dear, Kaya
Hi, honey. I just finished reading your journal. It was so sweet of you. To write nice things about me. I wish I could write all the wonderfull things about you. But woohu won't let me get a journal. Well, maybe they would let me get one. If I wasn't so supid with computers. I loved the anniversery letter you sent me. It made me cry it was so sweet. I'm so sorry that I couldn't send you one.On our anniversery!!! But i guess writing you one now is better than not writing you anything......

Kaya, i'm so happy that were still together. I know this has been hard for both of us because. We don't see each other as much as we should. But maybe all this waiting will pay -off in our life. IT BETTER PAY-OFF SOON!!! I'm so happy that a wonderfull person like you came in my life. Without you I don't think I could live life.I just want you to know. You are the only person. I need to live my life . And that I even ever want to lose you. I hope we will be enjoying more wonderfull things in our life. I wish you a Happy Anniversery. And to many more. I love you more. xoxoxoxoxoxoxox.
Love always, Christie Lillian Contreras
P.S I told my mom it's our anniversery. She said,'' The next anniversery you have. your name better be Christie Lillian Ryan.''

SHE IS SO SWEET. I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!!
love always christie

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 18 August :: 9.29 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink-182,new found glory,switchfoot,and yellowcard

i just talked with christie and she satrted school and it was horible and she has this nerdy stalker who is in 5 of her 7 classes and bugged her all day and lots of the boys were being wierd. probly b/c she is so hot and sexy. she said she loves me and happy anniversery (yesterday). i love her sooo much. laters

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 17 August :: 10.15 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink-182,new found glory,switchfoot,and yellowcard

THIS IS THE LETTER I JUST SENT TO MY GIRLFRIEND CHRISTIE. I LOVE HER!

Dear christie,
i wanted to call you but my mom wouldn't let me.
i wanted to say that i love you because it is our one month anniversary.
we started going out on July 17 th.
that was the day i became the happiest guy on earth.
i love you so much.
i am so lucky that a beautiful,smart,sexy,kind,compassionate girl like you would go out with me. i am so glad that you decided to go out with me. i love you more deeply than any girlfriend i ever had. i want to be with you forever.i would do anything to be with you. the way i feel when we kiss is so great.the way i feel when you say you love me is so incredible,i never want that feeling to go away.i tingle all over whenever i hear your voice.i want to give you my love forever.you are the perfect girl in the world. you are not a copy,you have a wonderful personality and you are everything to me.please stay with me forever. i want to see you happy and it is an honor to be your boyfriend.i can't wait until the next time i see you...in 122 days. when i see you i will sweep you in to my arms and hold you in my arms.i will protect you.i want to passionately kiss you and hug you forever. you are always with me no matter what.i will always be with you and i will always love you.

all my love,
Kaya Ryan

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 16 August :: 4.02 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink-182,new found glory,switchfoot,and yellowcard

the blink-182 concert was sooo great. they are the best. they were even better in concert. i saw alison (safirs girlfriend) and i said hi. she died her hair green for the concert.i wished that christie was there and i wanted safir to be there too.i was front row for the concert and to the left side of the satge and mark(bass) was like 8 feet away and it was soooo cool. mark sings really good(better than cd) and tom sing Pretty good(woste than cd). travis is a great drummer. i got a new wallet with a weed leaf carved in the front. it was the best trip to oahu.

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[ surferskater420 ]

:: 2004 15 August :: 9.03 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink-182,new found glory,sublime,and jet

i just talked to christie for like 4 hours and i really love her. we told eachother that if one of us died that the other would also die. i am really in love w/ her.i will see her in 125 days and i told her that i will see take her to makalawena beach and she said that i am sooo sweet .and i told her how pretty she is and that i love her thighs,boobs and butt. i love her sooo much.

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