Drab waters
Walking down the beach
With the waves of misery drowning your feet
Crunching the crabs that crawl
Away from the waves

There is a lapse in the waves of misery
A shining light of hope
Leaving the beach
Out into the ocean

Misery strikes back
Twice as fierce
The under toe pulls
Out into the ocean

No escape from its grasp
For misery loves company
Tearing down all the foundation
Of what shelter is there

Again a shining light is seen
The last ditch effort
To save, to break
The bond of misery

Quote of the day:
"For those with wings, fly to your dreams."

*growls*
Hmm...I'm bored, so I decided to update my journal...I believe that math will be the end of me...because I overlook what to do in these God foresaken proofs...They suck...hmm...Finnish goth opera is quite weird...hmm...I haven't really done anything recently...I went bowling on saturday, and also went to Britt's for a shindig...it was full of potato-launching goodness...that is about it for this update...quote...hmm...

Quote of the day:
"We will be geared to the average rather Than the exceptional
God is an overwhelming responsibility
We walked through the maternity ward and Saw 218 babies wearing nylons
Cats are on the upgrade
Upgrade? Hipgrave. Oh, Mac."

weird, huh?
Well, I went to go see the Highschool's presentation of "The Complete Works of Shakespeare: Abridged"...I went with Winston, Josh, and Tara...I saw a lot of my friends there...it was good, I liked it...
Opeth, eh? Weird how my musical taste shifts from genre to genre...I still like the same old stuff, JT, Zepp, Racer X, etc. but I think it is good that I am broadening my horizons...well, as far as the musical world is concerned...
My feelings seem to be growing, my feelings for a certain individual...sometimes it makes me feel so shitty that I wish I didn't like anyone...I wish it was choice, more than a total lapse of will...Maybe these feelings will end up more than just pain and sorrow...tomorrow is always a new day, with courage and pain...

Quote of the day:
"Through arching moonbeams of light we glide
In bending shadows of warm starlight
Angels of colors light the night as they fly
Transcending into the electric sky"

So, we didn't do too well on Friday night, but it doesn't really matter....I had an okay time...I liked the bus ride home, so that made it a bit enjoyable...
Saturday, I saw X-Men 2, which was pretty good...Nightcrawler is the biggest badass ever...Being a teleporting German would kick ass...
Today, I went and listened to the Concert band with Britt and Sara...then we ewnt to Rally's and Meijer, for some odd reason, Mutt followed us there...
I've had more weird dreams that contradict my conscious thought...I really wonder what it all means...I feel really good when I wake up, for some reason...maybe I should follow my dreams...

Quote of the day:
"They don't sleep anymore,
On the beaches"

So, we didn't do too well on Friday night, but it doesn't really matter....I had an okay time...I liked the bus ride home, so that made it a bit enjoyable...
Saturday, I saw X-Men 2, which was pretty good...Nightcrawler is the biggest badass ever...Being a teleporting German would kick ass...
Today, I went and listened to the Concert band with Britt and Sara...then we ewnt to Rally's and Meijer, for some odd reason, Mutt followed us there...
I've had more weird dreams that contradict my conscious thought...I really wonder what it all means...I feel really good when I wake up, for some reason...maybe I should follow my dreams...

Quote of the day:
"They don't sleep anymore,
On the beaches"

nothingness
It's been a while since I've been around, but I'm back to rule you motherfuckers...
16 years old as of the 21st...I got plenty of stuff, including four DVD's: Castle in the Sky, Kiki's Delivery Service, Princess Mononoke, and Spirited Away...I got a few video games also, and a few T-shirts...I also got $90 and a Headphone amp...
I am currently jerking it to Golden Sun: The Lost Age...
School's been okay, kind of sucky actually...people can piss me off really easily...first week back from break, and I've had so much to do...I've read a lot in Nectar, and haven't filled anything out, so that pisses me off...We watched Gattaca in skienze, which wasn't that bad...I really hate art class, because they restrict what I can do so much...I drew up an image for a clay sculpture, but they ended up telling me that it wasn't what "THEY WERE LOOKING FOR"...since when the fuck does art have to be looked for? I understand that they have to limit what I do somewhat, but not to this much of a degree...other than that, I can't think of any reason else why school would make me angry...

I've been confused a bit lately, because I've been having weird dreams lately...they completely contradict what I feel in my conscience...I don't know if this is what I'm really supposed to feel, or do , or what...I need to find my answers soon...

Quote of the day:
"There's a feeling she can't explain
that no one can understand
She just needs to get away
but they're no where that she can go"

Eh...Back Again...
Wow, since the last time...I've watched a whole anime series...wee...Hellsing owns everybody...It is great...I want to be like Arucard when I grow up...School has beengoing okay...I had my lit circle today, and I'd say that it went pretty well...nothing happened that could get me killed by Mrs. Dunn...I borrowed Timesplitters 2 from Brendan, and I have been playing that for a while...it is fun...and this was my update...

Quote of the day:
"They don't sleep anymore,
On the beaches"

Well, I've got two tihngs due by this Friday...A paper for Smathers and Idea/Quote list for Dunn...I must get working...I've been doing some driving recently...I'm up to about 4 hours...I am going to learn ont he stick, but I've been driving with the van...Nothing much else has gone on around here...so adios...

Quote of the day:
"Wanna tell you about the girl I love
My she looks so fine
She's the only one that I been dreamin' of
Maybe someday she will be all mine "

A poem by me...
Running

Running through the forest.
Not caring, running takes all cares away.
Running to something, unknown,
Running from nothing,
Running to somewhere?

Running brings back memories.
Memories of past events
That I have run from.
Now that I have grown,
I run from nothing.

Too much is tangled
This space is foggy
Groping for my way,
As I run blindly through this forest.

A light ahead,
While running,
Can mean the end,
Can mean more running,
Could be an answer.

Now I’ve reached that light
It has cleared all that was foggy
I see I must keep on running.
I must keep on running,
To get back to the forest

Having found the light
I know what I search for.
For if there is one side, one light
There must be another,
On the other side of the forest

Back in the fog,
Not understanding
Why I’m back here.
But I must not doubt
My instincts.

A new light is coming
As I close upon my “prey”
My motion slows
I fear I may not reach
What I am running to.

I dig down, finding my
Strength to reach my goal.
I feel the warmth
I feel the understanding
I feel it.

I have found the object of my desire
I have cleared this space, this forest
No longer tangled in my mind
It has come upon me
I have found my answer.

Quote of the day:
"May your sun be blown out like a candle
and your blue moon drip with blood
May your sky be rolled up like a scroll
and your sea burn like tar"

I can take the hint...
It's been awhile since I've updated...stuff has happened since then...well, not really...I made 60 dollars in one day, which was cool...$10 from the rebate of Zelda, $40 for chores (I'm not that snobbish, it was just a while since I had been paid) and some other money...yeah, so I have started running everyday, so I am not anylonger fat (I'm not fat)...I've also started curling, just to build my biceps up...I'll soon start on my tri and quadraceps...I am been consumed by WW for this whole weekend, but I am quickly getting bored of it...yeah...I've been faithfully reading "Rocket Boys" so I am not far behind in English...contrary to what I thought, I am not behind at all in art, although I thought myself to be quite far behind...So yeah...I recently got a new CD...on someday...I don't know if I put it in my journal last week, so meh...It is "Getting Heavier" by Racer X, my favorite rock band...yeah...that's about it for today...

Quote of the day
"The sun don't shine
The wind won't blow
When you go hide
Without your love
I'm lonely
Deep inside"

Hah, today, Wednesday...almost closer to acheiving my goal that no one knows about, and no one shall ask about...but tally ho, extra credit for Biology is grand, 100 whopping points...nice...Zelda: WW is quite fantastic, quite amazing...all that huffing over the cel shading was for nothing...I've never seen a game look so good before, so smooth...(well, MP is there also)...argh...well...this is a hell of an update, eh? I'm going to make a conceited effort to update more often...and to not scare Britt so much...

Quote of the day:
"Crashing through the city streets
Caught in the glare of the midnight sun"

Heh...
So, I had a good time last night, with Brendan...We stayed up 'till 4 this morning playing some Timesplitters 2, which was kick ass...we also watched an anime that seemed to be a blatant copy of EVA...before that, we went to an international dinner down at TU...it was alright...our table was the last to be dismissed to go get food...took way too long also...I am about to go to church, so I'll catch you around...

Quote of the day:
"My hand gets tired and my dick gets sore
But the girls of porn want more
So I flip through the pages one more time
and let the jism fly"

Love is destructive
I hate stuff, a lot of stuff...I hate standardised tests, that have no apparent value in life...I hate it when I read about love in books, because it leaves me feeling empty, because I lack love...anywho...I like to sleep, because it seems that all of my problems just melt away for those 9 or so wonderful hours I spend in my bed...it feels so good, but then I wake up, and all that light and stuff washes over me, reminding me that my life sucks...

Quote of the day:
"I never seen you looking so bad my funky one;
You tell me that your super fine mind has come undone."

Along with:
"When you penetrate to the most high God,
You will believe you are mad,
You will believe you've gone insane..."