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2004 14 January :: 7.53pm
:: Mood: busy busy busy
exam time has come upon us...blast this damned system...tomorrow should be the hardest day though, math and chem...both with cheat sheets though so its not going to be completely horrible
megan said she couldnt go to the lake this weekend so theres another person that will be in town with me...so megan and doug...not to shabby...i think doug and i need to go see the new ben stiller movie...even though doug hates sitting next to me at the theaters thats just too bad! ;)
next semester my echedule is exactly the same...the only thing that will be different is that nick wont be in study hall with me anymore, but i get jackie ian and jacoby so that'll be cool
my cousin had an ovarian cyst that exploded the other night...im not sure what all that means but it was probably painful and such but she's going to be fine, according to grandma at least, i havent really called to talk to my cousin yet, but i'll go visit her this weekend and spend some time with her
i got my ensemble music for S&E....yea, we're not getting a 1, it is incredibly hard and there will be no way for me to get it unless we slow down the metronome...its at 180 right now...id like it bumped down to a 160 or something...its just crossing both bridges with eigth notes isnt exactly my strong part so it's a total challenge...it should be interesting
well im off for some more studying
wish me luck...
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2004 13 January :: 3.10pm
:: Mood: excited
ok well last night was pretty much the best night ever...my mom talked to robin on the phone for pretty much ever and when she finally got off she said that they would be coming up the 7th and 8th of february. this automatically makes me happy but she just added to it by saying they were coming up for the fremont show. i love the fremont show, so not only are my parents gone for the weekend with the mcbrooms, but i get dani for the weekend, and the house AND the fremont show...ahh so cool...i get to pick dani up from the show saturday morning and megan is coming with me to see some people that we havent seen since new york and ians coming along so it should be quite the itneresting ride...and as ian says...time needs to speed up like now
and i made a mistake in my last journal entry...doug will still be here..but i forgot to mention him because doug has a life outside of our group (huh...imagine that..hehe) and i just figured he wouldnt want to do anything, however he wasnt too happy i forgot to mention him, so doug and i will be spending some quality time together this weekend...yay for food!
i called doug last night at 10 and chatted with him until 11...i made the poor kid go to bed...even though he woke back up soon after...one of these day i will get him to sleep 8 hours...we'll see
now its off to write my paper for AS and my cheat sheet for chem...
bye!
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2004 12 January :: 4.30pm
"We all like stories that make us cry. It's so nice to feel sad when you've nothing in particular to feel sad about."
Annie Sullivan
thats bullshit
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2004 12 January :: 3.43pm
:: Mood: ugh
i hate it when plans change. i was supposed to go to kentucky this weekend and then hit up lancaster on my way back up to visit the McBrooms...and now im not doing that and its dumb...we're still going to kentucky but i have no reason to go to kentucky, i was just going along for the lancaster trip grr....
and stevie brought something up about going to the lake, that would be cool...not exactly the break that i wanted but it would still be getting away from bg which wouldnt suck entirely, and i think thats what im going to do...because if i stay home its going to suck majorly - the guys are gone for the entire weekend, and they'll be getting many calls from the girls..they can count on that, and then stevie and megan and possibly the other two (idk who all is invited) will be at the lake, therefore i would be in bg with herringshaw....and thats pretty much it, so i hate it when plans change...damn canton!
oh well...i guess for now i should just focus on exams...i least i get cheat sheets:) that makes me happy
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2004 12 January :: 3.42pm
Do not automatically think that beauty always has to be defined by old-fashioned standards, Brittany. It is time to set your own definition. There is no need to squeeze yourself into some socially constructed mold that doesn't resonate with who you truly are. Your job is not to try and make sure that everyone loves you. There is only one person you need to satisfy, and that is yourself.
my horoscope makes me laugh
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2004 11 January :: 4.09pm
hey...who wants to play the let's clear everything up game? i do! i do!
ok, so here's the dilemna...sure i feel farther down on dougs list...and sure i think thats partially due to carmen...however, its not only carmen, dougs soul is currently being taken over a morrowind, and work and other such endeavers...so i dont blame carmen, nor do i not like her...carmen - i like you just fine, no bad feelings here. however, i can understand the confusion, i havent exactly expressed my feelings lately, so here it goes
yes, i feel down on the list, and yes its hard, but believe me, i'll get over it, im tougher than i look, and no, its not dougs nor carmens nor my own fault....its no ones fault, there are no fingers to point in this situation. and doug's "list" is not the only one ive been feeling down on...ive told some people this...ive got this feeling of not being needed surrounding me lately, im not a necessity in people's lives the way i used to be, or the way i thought i was, and thats been getting me down lately...i can list 5 different people right now that have made me feel that way...its not their fault...again, no one is at fault, its just how i feel, so doug, dont feel bad, i dont hate you, nor am i mad at you, besides who could be mad at doug? ;)
so is everything ok now? does it all make sense? if not, we shall try a hand at this game again
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2004 10 January :: 5.05pm
:: Mood: exanimate
last night we went to see big fish...there was a nice amount of us there...and it was a great movie, a few cried...i did not, im thinking i dont have a soul, i didnt even feel like crying..oh well, i told megan i would go see it with her ebcause she would bawl her eyes out, but i highly recommend it to all. after that we went to DQ, i got the ice cream i wanted, and that was about all, i think i just wanted home, and i wasnt being very good company
tonights the concert...should be interesting, im excited, i like concerts, they're fun. i get to see tara tonight, i havent seen her since Christmas, so that'll be fun, granted i'll be in a dress but oh well...i still get to see her, and maybe meet this boyfriend
i got this sudden rush last night to play FF4...so i took out my others old PS1...since he obviously has the PS2...but anyway, he had the game, so i couldnt play, and i was crushed...a little over reaction there, but i really wanted to play, and ive been going up and down lately and that just kinda broke me down right there..so i had to call him and talk to him and hes going to give me the game tonight at the concert so im extremely happy...good bye social life, ive got what i need now
next weekend im getting away..doug told me a needed a break, so im taking one, and im excited, im gonna go down south and soend some time with dani, she'll make me feel better, i havent felt really great for about a week or so, so hopefully next week it'll all be worked out
lately when people ask whats wrong, i just tell them im tired...i feel bad for telling them that, but its easier than explaining, so if i tell you im tired, just leave it at that, ok? its not meaning to be mean, its meaning to say that yea im tired, but theres more to it that doesnt need to be out there, so be happy with the im tired, and lets move on..it'll all be over with shortly
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2004 8 January :: 5.08pm
AS has been weird this week, yesterday we get there and dunn and dever tell us that they have thrown away the quizes we had taken the previous day because they heard from another teacher that kids were cheating across the room via text message....honestly, how dumb do you have to be? i would so get caught if i tried it...and then today we get there and dever hsa to leave early because she has a doctors appt and then dunns dying, and she said that if we bothered her too much she was going to breathe on us so that someone would be in as much misery as she is...funniest thing i had ever heard her say...made me laugh anyway, so today was basically a work day...read the two thigns that needed to be read, and some other crap...it was fun
concert tomorrow morning for this kids...i like kid concerts, their reactions are so completely different than any other reaction we could get from adults, they're just honest, if they dont like the song they'll just sit there, and if they really like it, they'll be laughing and clapping and jumping up and down...its just fun, i love to see their reactions. Then we have our real concert tomorrow night...it should be good, nothing too extravagant but it wouldnt be a waste...i mean students get in for a buck..so people should come, then we can all go out afterwards because its going to be over early..
thats pretty much it
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2004 7 January :: 8.11pm
its been so cold lately!! we need to have some warmer weather...
today was fun, didnt have to play the dumb songs in band, instead i got to play dumb songs in clarinet choir...it wasnt bad but not fun, its an easy songs with like 2 difficult parts, but a few times through and it was no biggie, so easy morning...interesting pre cal...didnt have my calculator because nick had it, so i had to take dills and he made jokes about how it was his only one and i would be taking it, so i felt bad and said i wouldnt take it, then he was like are you underestimating my skills at math?! i can do this without a calculator! i said that was good, and i was glad i had a smart math teacher, it was funny, you had to be there
nice nap today in spanish, found an emotional sex book in chem and that kept me entertained for a period....funny stuff, sara ended up giving the book to herringshaw, he appreciated it. chem was fun...nothing too spectacular, ian beat me on the test we got back..the kid gloated, then yi told me the only reason he was gloating is because i normally beat him, she makes me happy lol, and AS was odd....we get there and dunn and dever are like you took a quiz yesterday and we're throwing it out, because another teacher told them that a few kids were sending answer via text message...how dumb do you have to be?! honestly, it wasnt even a hard test, it was over the cold war! not rocket science...then we watched a movie, and i found myself doing the whole slowly falling then quickly getting back up thing...but my eyes were open the entire time...normally they're shut...it was a dull movie, then we sat and chatted, what a way to end the day
came home...feeling yucky....slept...woke up and here i am...
exciting, right?
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2004 5 January :: 8.49pm
oh greatest thing ever
bobcats vb: ahhhh, in my next life... i want to be doug....
she makes me laugh :)
ok, so first day back at school, besides the fact i was really tired, it was fine, i did good on the math test i got back, chem is rapidly making sense, i get nap time in spanish, and study hall is filled with dumb humor...really it couldnt be better, then i came home, went to weston to get gas, creepy guy delivering milk asked me why we live where its cold...kinda freaked me out, but he meant well...i guess....now its time for AS study guide...goo!
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2004 4 January :: 12.18pm
:: Mood: cheerful
2004...doesnt suck
well new years eve was kind of a dud, nothing exciting happened, we started off at baldwins, played cranium, then moved to jacobys where we met up with metcalf, herringshaw, hess, and rishel...we being me sara stevie jacoby and dunn...we did a lot of nothing at dans, we watched some old comic highlights and watched the 10 seconds it wook for the call to drop and then went back to the comics...kinda dull, but not horrible
thursday night i stayed home...i had no ambition to go out, and reallly no one else did either, so it was a nice night...i did nothing :)
friday megan needed to go shopping so of course she enlists all the girls, and one of our stops was victoria secret, which of course when dan heard wanted to tag along and brought ian with him, so we went shopping at the mall, and then to kohls where stevie locked her keys in her car and we had to call my mom who called AAA and we stayed there for like an hour and a half but it wasnt bad at all, we were just hanging out in a parking lot, it was actually a lot of fun....anyway we take megan home and ian had to go home so dan sara stevie and i went out to dinner and then back to megans house to watch the fiesta bowl which osu won by the way! and hess herringshaw ian and metcalf came back over and we all stayed there until about 1215....it was a long game, but i had an amazingly fun time that night, it was just fun, and i think everyone had fun, i think this group has finally gotten to the point where we can act like goofs around each other and not care, which is amazing
yesterday stevie called and told me that her house was the place to be that night and for me to pass the word around..she said she assumed around 10 people...heh...i got 12 over there, but it was a lot of fun, doug and james were completely happy playing their video games while the rest of us were watching or playing ping pong or talking or eating...it was again another amazing night, it was just a lot of fun...thats what i like doing most...just sitting around and hanging out with the people i have the most fun with...and nothing demeaning happened that usually does...normally on my drive home i think about how something or someone made me feel like an idiot or something i did was just dumb, and i think ive finally reached that level of comfort with these people that i just dont care anymore...im just having fun
and now school starts tomorrow and its all going to be taken away
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2004 3 January :: 5.57pm
james makes me giggle
Skirbyy: inchon especially is going to be a winger
WulffMsc: i love inchon
WulffMsc: its so easy to play
Skirbyy: we're gonna wing that like wow, cuz we need to practice that stupid percussion thing
Skirbyy: yeah whatever
Skirbyy: i like how it sounds
WulffMsc: except for dumb soloists
Skirbyy: yeah well
Skirbyy: you'll have that
Skirbyy: i like how headley has no concept of history at all
WulffMsc: hehe
Skirbyy: i was reading up on it and i almost cried because headley is the dumbest man alive
Skirbyy: he has like 4 chins
WulffMsc: haha
Skirbyy: he has more chins than a chinese phone book
WulffMsc: lol
Skirbyy: i bet he hasn't seen his willy in four years
Skirbyy: which is long enough to declare legally dead
WulffMsc: goo!!
Skirbyy: LOL
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2004 3 January :: 5.54pm
A close friend or romantic partner may seem to be in a rather quiet mood, Brittany, and not inclined to communicate with you. Therefore, you might wonder if this person is angry with you, or if you've said or done something that wasn't OK with them. It's likely that what's bothering your friend has actually more to do with work, family, or money than with you. Just make it clear that you're there for them if they need you.
hmmm....sounds familiar
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2003 31 December :: 3.48pm
:: Mood: sooo sleepy
last night was a girls night at stevies - good old fashioned sleep over, and it was so much fun. lets see...the night started out with food, of every kind!! then we took a little road trip out to my house to pick up a game we never played and on the way back we stopped at herringshaws to take a tour of his house (i want that house! but mrs herringshaw said i could come back whenever i wanted) after that we went back to stevies and lounged for....ever. we sat up in her room and chatted for awhile, not about anything in particular, and then we moved to set up base in the living room...played some ping pong, i won two games, even though the second game i won wasnt won by me but it was won by someone who took my name (yea try and figure that one out) megan and sara were acting drunk in a sleeping bag, we did some sumo, megan has been declared the sumo slut (hehe) she likes to hump things...anyway, jackie and i had a nice chat, then we played this bored game, i flung a statue at paper people the entire time - hey, at least i was having fun. chatted some more...watched a movie...i fell asleep during it as did megan and sara (they must have been tired from the sleeping bag) but as the movie was shut off we were all bright eyed, so we watched duck tales at 430AM, i finally fell asleep during that...and when we all woke up around 9 it was declared that i talk in my sleep...i already knew that, but they were all giggly about it...idk lol then we had breakfast!! it was yummy, and we watched some television, gossiped some, made plans for tonight, and then we all headed our seperate ways...it was a nice girls night, best one of the year (and one of the onyl ones haha)
hmm...im not completely sure whats up for tonight, but whatever it is...should be interesting because im so sleep deprived!! ahh
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2003 30 December :: 1.40pm
:: Mood: better than last night
well i had a nice chat with stevie last night; i did the venting that i needed to. nothing was resolved but i feel a lot better about it than i did. so yay for that
i also chatted with abby last night, and of course the topic of discussion was track, and i was telling her about how happy i am with this new technique ive been doing, so she was interesting and i told her i would show her sometime and in the end i ended up trying to explain it to her via aim and in turn she was standing up trying to do it, it was probably quite the site, always a good time though..training starts soon for us so that should be interesting, i havent lifted in forever, and im going to die...
girls night tonight...slumber party type deal..and ive already had one guy prying me for details as to wear this girls night would take place, good luck figuring it out guys..i dont think you'll be crashing this one ;)
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