:: 2004 26 November :: .34 am

i just want this to not exist anymore.
i just want this to not exist anymore.

i want sleeping pills, but i'd probably o.d. or something. fuck. kill my heart before it kills me?

haligh haligh.

myxomatosis

:: 2004 26 November :: .28 am

cheshire? or not?
stick to the oath on general principles [ie extend it to everyone . . . this never lasts, i explode eventually and always regret it.] or let go now [and regret it anyway]

no. i think you're right. the oath. the oath.
the question is, what happens when . . .

myxomatosis

:: 2004 25 November :: 8.19 am

Self-righteous fuck. Wimmins do not appreciate knowing a guy wants them only for their body. Especially a pudgy, acne-ridden nerd. So get me the hell off your agenda and get a real girlfriend.

. . . Idioth.

myxomatosis

:: 2004 24 November :: 7.33 pm

.contemplating a second Oath, in relation to the first. same reason, different person. [&i think we all know who, hmm? you're such a child around him. JUST LIKE BEFORE. you dumb. SHIT.]

.having already decided. now i just need to stick to it.

myxomatosis

:: 2004 19 November :: 10.18 am

Too fragmented. I hide too much, from too many people.

myxomatosis