shama06

Got bruises on my heart, and sometimes I get dark...
Hey everybody...yesterday pretty much sucked. I got grounded cause of somethin really retarded and I wasn't supposta use the phone or internet all day. Oh well, i'm on here now...lol. Crazy. I really wanna re-arrange my room and tidy it up. Make it prettier. I wanna make it feel like...ME. Right now, it's so piled up with junk from many years ago. I hardly have room to move in there. Somethin is gonna hafta be done once I get satellite in my room next week, and I get my computer fixed...who knows when? lol. Anyways, I really want Ryan Cabreras CD. He is such a hottie. I can't wait to get it...hopefully i'll go to Wal-Mart sometime soon. I also want Maroon 5 and maybe Matchbox 20...yea i've noticed I may be slipping back into my punk phase from the end of 9th grade. I listened to my Good Charlotte yesterday, been listenin to Ashlee a lot and now I actually want the posters of GC that I have on my walls. LoL...don't get me wrong, I LoVe country, Emerson Drive will always be my #1 it's just at that point when there aren't many new songs out. Oh well. I wanna know who wrote the second comment in my last entry. That's odd. It makes me wonder...whoever wrote it should really tell me who they are. What am I sayin? It's probably not someone bein serious, just someone bein a dumbarse. Anyways, i'm thankful for labor day tommorow. No school! I'm so sick of it already. Nothing is the same anymore, everything has changed. We're gettin older and I guess it's really weired to think that in less than 2 years I won't ever see half of the people that I talk to now. Ninth grade was so fun with the exception of a few things that had to do with Cody...I just miss the feeling. I hate thinking about that stuff it makes me wanna cry. So I guess i'm gonna move on now...meh. Girls don't like boys girls like cars and money...lalala. All of these boys yeah, and all of these girls, losing their souls through the material world...haha. I love that song it makes me happy. It reminds me of the summertime...like in 2003. They need to come out with a new CD. Hold on was like 5 months ago. It's hard to believe that be and Cody have been together for like 8 months and a week. We would have already broken up if it wasn't goin to work out. I've never had a relationship last over 6 months. So, go me! lol. I think i'm gonna go now I don't even know why i'm still up. This is the longest entry i've written in awhile, hope y'all enjoyed it. But yeah I have this cute forward thing for ya. C-YA.

Natural Highs
1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at Wal-Mart.
5. A glance from someone special.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive out a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Finding out the shirt you want is on sale for half price.
12. Your favorite milkshake.
13. A long distance phone call.
14. A bubble bath.
15. Giggling.
16. A good conversation.
17 The beach.
18. Finding a note in your coat from last winter.
19. Laughing at yourself.
20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
21. Running through sprinklers.
22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
24. Laughing at an inside joke.
25. Friends.
26. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
27. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
28. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
29. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
30. Playing with a new puppy.
31. Having someone play with your hair or rub your back.
32. Sweet dreams.
33. Hot chocolate.
34. Road trips with friends.
35. Swinging on swings.
36. Putting the Christmas tree up and wrapping gifts.
37. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid.
38. Going to a really good concert.
39. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
40. Winning a really competitive game.
41. Making cookies.
42. Eating home cookin'.
43. Spending time with close friends.
44. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
45. Holding hands with someone you care about.
46. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
47. Riding the best roller coasters over and over.
48. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
49. Watching the sunrise.
50. Getting out of bed every morning and being greatful for another beautiful day.

Ah...I love that!

"Hold on if you feel like letting go, hold on it gets better than you know..."