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2003 9 November :: 10.08pm
:: Music: Stacy Orrico - More to life
Great song...
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go
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There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more
(Than wanting more)
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing
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I'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed....
Always... Always...
CHORUS - repeat twice
More to life
There's gotta be more to life (more to life)
There's gotta be more to life (more)
More to my life
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2003 9 November :: 12.07am
:: Mood: tired
~才A vErY lOnG dAy~才
Hey everybody today has been a very long day...I'm tired and my feet are killing!!! Today was the fall festival and I was at Ashton from like 1:00-10:30!!! I did dishes with Alea from 4:00-5:00 then she had to leave and Kathy Taylor put Matt Mcbride, John Shields, and Shawn Barker in there to help me...if you can imagine...lol...then I had a break from 6:00-7:00 then at 8:00 I had to work in the snack room...fun fun...lol and after all that we had to clean up which took forever...lol!!! Well I guess imma go cause I'm talkin 2 people and itz really hard to write in here and talk to people at the same time...lol!!! Lotz of love...XOXO!!! AmBeR
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2003 8 November :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Jimmy Wayne - Stay Gone
.:Baby, Baby stay, stay right where you are, I like it this way, it's good for my heart. I haven't felt like this, in God knows how long. I know everything's gonna be okay, if you just stay gone:.
Hey! A lotz happend since the last time I updated...well, Friday I had a test in all of my classes except 3rd! I think I did good on like all of em! In 1st period they had an assembly for Mr.Lambert cause he's leavin and Mr.Hughes talked, then Mr.Lambert talked n Dustin lead a prayer and I cried my eyes out...I hugged Mr.Lambert afterwards. In 3rd period (his class) we talked about the war n stuff then some of the seniors brought in a huge cake for him and we all ate some. We didn't leave for the game until 5 and we lost...it was an awful game! So we lost all of our games and we are the 2nd to last worst team in West Virginia...really sumthin to be proud of huh? Well anywayz...I didn't get home until almost 1 then I went to bed after I watched the news cause mom taped it...you could see Luke, Billy, Jakob and Steven I think that's all but I can't remember. I didn't get up until almost 2 today and I got ready and I had to leave for the Fall Festival to work. On the way there I picked sum stuff up at the store for the Wild Game dinner for FFA monday. I got there and like everyone was pretty much already there and I worked at the front until like 4:15 then I went to work at the snack place like until 5 and then I had 5-6 off and then I went back to the snack place til 6:45 & they told me and Crystal G to go outside and work at the Jupiter Jump thingy and we had to watch the little kids. At 7 I came back in and worked at the cake walk with a whole bunch of people and we got done with that at like 7:30 and me and Tabi went and hung around with Ben, Alan, and Alea then around 8 I went outside and mom was there so I came home...thank God i'm home!!! :) I went in my room and there was this big envelope thingy and my mom had ordered me a shirt from the Dixie Outfitters store! HEHE now i'm lookin at the magazine contemplating what shirt I MiGhT get Luke for Christmas. (I can't wait!!!) yea well he's supposed to call me sumtime over the weekend...yea. Maybe he will *doesn't count on it* but oh well. I'll be alrite! Anyway...I'm watchin Switched on ABC Family and it's Jimmy Wayne switched with a male model...I love Jimmy. He's GREAT!!! ha. Well ima go so sumthin i'll update ya sumtime soon. XoXo!*!
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2003 8 November :: 1.21am
:: Mood: tired
~才LaSt FoOtBaLl GaMe~才
Hey everybody...today was a pretty sad day...it was Mr. Lambert's last day and our last football game was tonight and of course we lost...which means we haven't won any this season...and that really sucks!!! Anywayz tomorrow is the fall festival and I have signed up to work from 1:00-11:00...I'll probably really regret that tomorrow!!! Well since I'm tired and there is nobody online to talk to I guess I'll go for now...Lotz of love everyone...XOXO!!! AmBeR
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2003 6 November :: 3.46pm
:: Mood: sad
Blah!!!
Hey! Last night I went to church...like half of Hannan was there...seriously! It was Amber, Tabi, Me, Sarah, Trent, Summer, Lil Bill, Dustin, Troy, Amanda, Jonathan, Zach, Tyler and the foreigners Kevin, and Jakob. There was some other people there too but i'm not gonna name all of em...lol I had a really good time, it makes me realize how bad I need, and want to go to church again...I think I might start goin there sumtimes. Today was REALLY depressing. It was dark and rainy! and the worst of all, sumthin I cried and moped around about all day. Mr.Lambert is leavin sumtime next week to go to Iraq to fight in the war for 18 months or so. He is the most awesome teacher. I don't know what i'm gonna do without him there, he picked on me and made me mad every day, but for some reason I still liked him and his class. When he told us that he got his call today, me and Bobbi just started cryin and he was like girls why are you crying? and we were like OMG cuz we don't want u to leave! and like before we left for lunch we were talking about who the sub was gonna be while we were gone n he was like...."I don't know who the sub will be but no one will take care of you all like I do, and i'm gonna miss you all." and we just like all broke down. That makes me think back to the times when I was upset over Luke when I came back from lunch and he would always say sumthin funny about Luke and joke around with me and make me feel better and he would tell me some of him and Luke's fishing storys and stuff how Luke goes over to his house all the time cause Luke's cousin Aimee is married to Mr.Lamberts other son :( Another day I was really sick and he was worried about me and stuff...and another day Bobbi was crying and he brought her tissues and asked if she was gonna be okay...there's been way more times than that but that's just some that have really made me realize that he cares about us. Something else that hurts is today when he was checkin my timeline he was like, "Shama, who's gonna pick on you when i'm gone?" and I was like "I don't know i'm gonna miss you though I don't want you to leave." and he said "why? I pick on you every day you all seem like you hate me." I think he knows we don't but it feels weired to think he might think we do when actually he's one of our fav. teachers. His son is graduating in the Spring and he isn't even going to be here to see it. That's like the most depressing thing...my gosh I could never go through anything like that. I hope I can make it in that class without him teachin me. He is one of the best teachers in the world I can like always understand what he means n stuff...it's just all gonna be weired from now on, with that class an all. He is allowed to retire in December so he doesn't even know if he will be back to teach here anymore. It's so odd though. When he makes it back, most of us will be seniors, unless by some chance he gets back sooner (which I hope.) But yea i'm gonna change the subject cause I don't wanna cry anymore :( We love you Mr.Lambert! Good Luck!...Anyways, I am gonna be bored all evening, I have a test to study for, for Geometry...yayness (NOT) Our last game is tommorow night...it's away at Duval. I am really excited!!! I can't wait to cheer, hopefully we win! I will be so proud. We will be 2nd to last in the state...haha GoOo CaTz! #60 kicks @$$ (MY LuKiE!) well ima go! Luvinz!!! PlZ. leave me some comments~
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2003 4 November :: 7.48pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Brooks & Dunn - You can't take the honky tonk out of the girl
*She lives in LA she flies to NY city that womans been around the world, you can take the girl out of the honky tonk but you can't take the honky tonk, the honky tonk, out of the girl.*
Hey Ya'll! Today at school was alrite...in 1st same ol' BLAH 2nd...SAME, I didn't feel very well, then in 3rd Mr.Lambert had to go meet with some state people so we had Mrs.Matheny as a teacher. That woman is insane...that's all i'm gonna say, but I agree with a lot of other people, that she prolly wouldn't have been that bad if some of the people in our class would grow up! NE wayz...in 4th, we did this thing with sum junk...like we had to pass it around and tell about it. Ha! After school mom came to get me and, oh my gosh tonight was awesome!!! CLEAR the roads ladys and gentlemen, Shama has passed her learners permit test! Go me! I was so excited :) hehe! After that we walked over to Elder Beerman and mom bought me a pair of jeans and 3 shirts :) Then we went to the TA truckstop and got sum food...it was great!!! When we got done we went to K-Mart and I got my Brooks & Dunn CD, finally...yay I love it! It's awesome!!! Also, I got make-up and gum. I'm so cool....haha not! When we got down the road mom let me drive home...She is a scaredy cat! She was like SHAMA!!!!! omg! you're gonna hit that tree! (when I was like 4 feet away from it) and she scared the shiz outta me so ofcourse my first instinct is to hit the break...ha oh well! Yeah well I wish every day could be this good!!! Luke's phones workin tonite...(it wasn't last nite and most of today) and i'm happy about that cause I was excited bout gettin my permit and I just couldn't wait to rub it in his face since he has no faith in me at all and told me I was gonna fail it all day long. Oh yeah, Joe Kinnard owes me a dollar cuz I got mine before him. hahaha...well I think that's all i'm gonna say. 8 simple rules is about to come on and it's the one where they are playin like the dad (John Ritter) dies :( I'll update when I get a chance! *LuViNz*
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2003 3 November :: 3.58pm
:: Mood: Dumb
:: Music: Atomic Kitten - The tide is high
~It's not the things you do that tease and hurt me bad, but it's the way you do the things you do, to me. I'm not the kinda girl, who gives up just like that.~
Hey guyz! I had a pretty good day...I have been so dorky. Like spittin my gum out at Luke on accident while talkin to him n pokin him in the eye with his own glasses...and me, Jenn, Tabi, and Bobbi got split up into 4 corners of the room in Lambert's class :( tears...haha no I don't really care cause it's not like our talking gets us bad grades! I've done a lot of other dumb stuff today but I can't remember it...lol. Mr.Linger was in a wreck, he hit a deer, but he's not hurt (thank god) I'd die! but ne wayz caz he wasn't there, all of our class went to Mrs.Schoon's room and it was lotza fun, but yeah...I better not brag too much cause the dayz not over yet, I still got the JV game to go to! On a MUCH lower note, today I got my report card. 2 B's and 2 C's...that's not awful but the C's made my GPA go down :( my gosh I need to do better! I don't think any of my grades will drop after this, if anything they'll get higher, if so...Maybe I can bring em up to 2 A's and 2 B's...in 9 weeks! do ya'll think I can do it? I know I CAN do it, I just have to try really hard. If I do I will like be soooo happy! Mr.Linger told me he wouldn't be suprised if I had a B in there soon. And, the rest of the classes won't be too hard to bring up. Intro is so boring...you have no idea. BlAh!!! Well imma go eat so I can go get ready and go to the JV game! TtYl!*!
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2003 2 November :: 8.49pm
:: Mood: bored
~才BoRiNg DaY~才
Hey everybody today was a boring day and I have nuthin to say so here'z a survey thing I took!!! Lotz of love everyone...XOXO...AmBeR
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | spiderz
02 | snakez
03 | death
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | shopping
02 | music
03 | you
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | spiderz
02 | snakez
03 | bugz
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | why your even readin this
02 | guyz
03 | math
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | cd'z
02 | phone
03 | speakerz
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | watchin tv
02 | fillin this survey out
03 | talkin to kim and sarah
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | live somewhere besides good ol' West Virginia
02 | go visit somewhere outside the US
03 | .swim with dolphins
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | talk
02 | sit
03 | be bored...lol
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | boring
02 | boring
03 | and boring...lol
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
01 | short
02 | brown hair
03 | ugly
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | drive
02 | math
03 | and i dunno...lol
THREE BANDS OR MUSICIANS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | Avril Lavinge.
02 | Brittany Spears
03 | and i dunno
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | i'm a loser
02 | hey
03 | i'm bored
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | cheese
02 | pizza
03 | tacos
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | to play the guitar
02 | backhand spring
03 | to drive
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | coke
03 | mellow yellow
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | barney...lol
02 | bear in the big blue house
03 | sesame street
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2003 1 November :: 7.39pm
:: Mood: lazy
Hey everyone! Last nite was alrite but I was really disapointed with the outcome of the game. We should have won straight up! But they did play a really good game, and they usually do. I think the score was like 16-33. I have no idea, I can't remember, I was really mad. Luke fumbled the ball in like the beginning of the 4th quarter, I was like huggin Crystal and screamin and I fell off the bleachers...haha go me! We was on the bleachers cause where they were at on the field they kept like tackling and coming over to the area where we waz cheerin...yep. I get a little to excited! haha Afterwards, we went and ate at Wendy's and I was like, at the end of the line until the foreigner, Kevin let me skip him, Billy, Justin C., and a few others, That was really nice of him! LoL! I was in line there for what seemed like forever...seriously, it took like 45 minutes in the dang line! I just stood there and talked to all of the people around me. After I ordered I went and sat with Willie. I felt bad for him cause he was mad because of the way everyone was actin all happy and stuff when they just lost a game. Mr.Kimble was so mad he didn't even get off the bus to go eat, and we all know that's messed up. LoL! On the bus, I sat with my dad and I kept dozin off, then when we got to Charleston he went and sat in the back with the other boyz. All of us in the front were asleep, Steven and Carl had been asleep like forever, Billy was in the floor under the seat...LoL! and Cody and Greg had their legs stretched out on eachother...it was lovely! we didn't get back til the school til like 2, then we didnt leave there til like 2:20 and we had to take Wesley home so I didn't get back here til like 2:30 or sumthin and I went to bed at 3:30, I slept really late today! Bo G. has called here a few times cause he needed to get ahold of Luke cause they were gonna go huntin. I duno where Luke's at though cause it's almost 8, and after the game last nite he told me he was gonna call me today. HmMm...I hope he calls 2nite! I was supposed to clean my room today or i'm gonna get grounded cause there's clothes and everything layin everywhere but i'll probably finish it tonight when I get majorly bored. Well guyz i'm gonna get outta here, i'll update again when I get a chance! ~Bye*Bye~
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2003 1 November :: 3.04pm
:: Mood: awake
~才JuSt An EnTrY~才
Hey everybody yesterday was our game at Gauley Bridge and we lost...I don't really like goin to Gauley Bridge cause the last time we were there we had Kelli as a band teacher and I miss her...lol!!! Anywayz therez nuthin to tell about school yesterday it was just as boring as ever and today I've slept all day I woke up at like 10:00 until like 11:00 then I went back to sleep til like 3:00 and now we're gettin ready to go to Wal*Mart so I guess imma go...Lotz of love everyone...XOXO!!! AmBeR
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2003 30 October :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Brooks & Dunn - Red dirt road...*MY SONG!!!*
*We'd turn out the headlights, drive by the moonlight, talk about what the future might hold, down that Red dirt road...<3
Yo!!! Would you be surprised if I told ya I had an alright day?...well guess what? I did! LoL! It was pretty good! We had a good lunch and afterwards was okay but Luke got mad cause I was teasin him and he wouldnt't kiss me then before 4th he kissed me and I was like you aren't supposed to be kissin me and he was like OH yea! I forgot...but that's overwith...haha! In 3rd they called a code red thing and like Mr.Lambert was in charge of it, the principal came on the intercom and told us to lock the doors and windows and turn off the lights N they were like Mr.Lamberts class go to Dewhurst or Mathenys room but most of us went to Mrs.Pyles room instead and we all grabbed our books and Mr.Lambert was like screaming "Hurry!!!GUYS GO!!!!" and we were all like running and scared to death cause he never yells like that but it turned out that the drug dogs were just there cause a few people had a possesion of illegal substances (what's that HAHA) on em! Why are people so dumb? ugh! Anyways...I found out that I have a C in Linger, B in Pyles, and another B in Hagley...I dunno if I have a B or C yet in Lambert. If he's nice, he'll give me a B :) Go me! Hahaha yeah. Sure! They better give us our report cards tommoro! I am excited! Tommorow we have an away football game at Gauley Bridge (Go Cats! Yea! lol) and as far as I know the cheerleaders are goin! I hope so! Luke needz ta kick some butt again. He's improved A LOT! <3 Yea well tonight is trick-or-treat! I am so excited, I have a Barbie costume to wear and all!...haha no. I'm not goin! My mom is getting ready to go to my cousins house to go with her to take her son trick-or-treatin...fun fun! He's gonna be Tigger! awww how cute? yay...ha I'm really bored! I'm jus sittin here listenin to music and watchin Jerry Springer every now and then...this is funny, like this man married his first cousin and shes old and fat, and he's havin an affair & (they even have kids) with this younger, pretty gurl...but she's a ditz! LoL...pitiful, an incest cheater! ha...that's really messed up! O yeah almost forgot, GL to Mander and Johnny...I am so happy 4 yah Mander!!! Well I think i'm gonna go now! I'll update when I get a chance! X's N O's ~Shamarie
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2003 29 October :: 9.19pm
:: Mood: tired
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Hey everybody today was an o ok day...lol!!! I got a 92% B on my Geometry test and I hafta make up a test I missed in Mrs. Bowen's class yesterday...I so hate that class it like totally ruinz my dayz..lol!!! Anywayz there was a Junior Varsity game tonight and I worked concession stand (it was so boring) and I just got home like a little bit ago!!! I'm like so bored outta my mind!!! It seems like thatz all I ever am...bored I mean...lol!!! Well since u probably don't wanna hear anymore of wat I hafta say and I have better thingz to do and places to be (NOT) I'm gonna go so ttyl people!!! Luv ya lotz peoplez...XOXO!!! AmBeR
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2003 29 October :: 8.51pm
:: Mood: rejected
:: Music: Sherrie Austin - Streets of Heaven
`~Well it must be kind of crowded, on the streets of Heaven, so tell me, what do you need her for?~`
I wish that there would just be one day that I could write that I had an awesome day and nothing went wrong. I'm sick of writing or saying, My day sucked! I am so confused, I could blow up...I dunno what my deal is, or what's wrong with me, I just can't figure out what i've done so wrong. Gosh...why me?!? I just don't get it...you all probably don't know what in the world i'm talking about, but a few of ya do...that's all that matters I guess...I'm glad just about everyone else is havin a pretty good time with their life here lately while mine is falling apart, and i'm serious about that, this is awful...something bad happens like every day...it can be goin perfect then all the sudden just screw up! I don't want anything bad to happen because I would go crazy...but I bet you're tired of hearin me whine...so i'm gonna stop now! Class was alright today...I hope I have good grades. I really really do...they canceled pictures AgAiN!!! blah...after that I had Show Choir practice...it was okay, then the JV game started, we lost...that's all the details ya get...LoL N now i'm home, finally, well i'm goin! C~yA...XoXo
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2003 28 October :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Frankie J - Suga Suga (how you get so fly?)
~4 months with Luke!~ Go Us!!!
Hey everyone...I just thought that I would try this thing out...it has a lot more options and U~Journal has gotten on my nerves lately. LoL. I may go back to it, who knows! If you wanna check it out, it's www.ujournal.org/users/swallace06 i'm gonna really try to make this thingy pretty. I'm so excited...haha! Well...I guess i'll tell ya a few details of my day but not much cause I gotta get ready to go to bed! well...class was the same ol' cept I cried in 3rd cause my grade was like 1 point from a B and my teacher decides to go ahead and give me a C on my report card...Blah! I can do so much better than that. I'm gonna try real hard to focus even harder on all my work this next semester! Anyways...I am really worried about one of my good friends, he's getting himself into some crap, he's got so much going for him and he just doesn't realize it, he don't need to get messed up in that junk...hopefully he will change his wayz soon cause if not, well I dunno what will happen... Tonight I went to the last Jr.High game, it was a lot of fun! It was basically Me, Jenn, Ben, Tabi, Kevin, Harold, and Jacob, all in my car most of the time, and Amber, Carl, Kim, and a few others were outside of the car. We listened to music. WoW! Tommorow after school I have Show Choir practice, then Cheer pictures and there's supposed to be a JV game if it don't get canceled, again lol...I hope not! Well ya'll i'm gonna get off here! hope ya liked my first entry...haha! Nite*
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2003 28 October :: 11.51am
:: Mood: bored
~才ThE mOsT bOrInG dAy EvEr~才
Hey people I know I haven't updated in a couple of dayz but ya know nothin interesting ever happens in my life so I have nuthin to tell...lol...the only reason I'm puttin anything on here today is cause I skipped school and I'm like bored to death and have nuthin better to do!!! Anywayz the past couple dayz of my life have been the same as usual went to school yesterday came home and did my homework, got on here for a little while, then went to bed!!! Today I slept til like 11:00 and now I'm on here bein bored!!! Well at least my bro has a game tonight so I won't have to sit here all day...lol!!! Well since I don't know wat else to say I'm gonna go...Lotz of love everyone...XOXO!!! AmBeR
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2003 26 October :: 12.13am
:: Mood: depressed
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Well I just got back from the football game and we lost...at the beginning we were doin really good then all of a sudden we just lost...at first I thought we'd win but ya know we didn't...and that really sux!!! Anywayz today was a pretty boring day!!! I got up and went and got my hair cut at like 11:00 then we came back and I got on here for a little bit then I got ready and we went to the game and like I already said...we lost...and now here I am tellin ya all about it..lol!!! Well I guess I'll go cause I'm kinda upset about sum stuff that I don't really wanna talk about and I don't really think u care wat I have to say anywayz so lotz of love everyone...XOXO!!! AmBeR
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2003 24 October :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: bored
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Hey everybody today has been a pretty boring day...the same as alwayz!!! Went to school and went to first period which is like my most boring class next to fourth...lol...then went to second and third which aren't that bad then fourth...I'm not even gonna talk about it...lol!!! Anywayz we came home for a little bit then we had to take my bro to the freakin hospital cause he slit his finger open with one of his swordz and he needed stitches(he'z such a reject)...lol!!! Then we came home and here I am tellin ya wat I've did all day when I know u don't even care...lol!!! Well tomorrow we have a game and I hope we win which I don't really think we will...but Good luck anywayz boyz!!! I guess I'll go now that your probably sick of readin wat I have to say...lol!!! Lotz of love...XOXO!!! AmBeR
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