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2003 25 November :: 5.18pm
:: Mood: WOO! O_O
:: Music: Sailor Moon!
My Only Love<---love this song ^_^
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2003 23 November :: 4.13pm
:: Music: Three Days Grace
I hate Everything about you
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2003 21 November :: 4.29pm
:: Mood: Strangley.......Happy *big goofy grin here*
:: Music: Blink 182 - Feelin this
Awww yeah....
:D YAY!!! Guess what guys!!! I DONT HAVE CANCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehe, oh yeah. Ummm...heh.....Yep i went to the doctors today and she says i dont have cancer :) thats good. Im glad. Heh, and for those of you who as of now are like "What the hell??" Its kinda an inside joke thingy. :) Ummm.....I also had something else to say but, i think i forgot.........Oh yep :) for those of you who didnt see it today i just colored my hair last night. They call it "Ginger Twist" oooooh!!! preeeeetty!! lol geesh, the things that happen to yer head when you eat spaghetti O's. As you prolly guessed I am in fact eating them at this moment. They are strapping-a-penguin-to-a-rocket-and-shooting-him-to-the-moon Good!!!! HELL YEAH!!!! ehehehe......eh....heh....O_O *runs away and hides behind a rock, then pops up again saying**
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LONG LIVE SCOTLAND YOU TURKISH BASTARDS!!!!!! oh, wait...I MEAN YOU ENGLISH BASTARDS!!!!!
*Hides behind rock again and doesnt come back :P****
~~~Got some cool Quotes here!!!
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2003 20 November :: 3.34pm
:: Music: None
Not Much
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I wonder if these quizes could possibly be true??.....if they are, heh, i guess im a pretty good person.......im not sure how many people are aware of that though....At least i like to think that im a good person.
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2003 19 November :: 3.51pm
:: Music: Adam Sandler and Jack Nicholson - I Feel Pretty
Quiz
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Heh, funny how true that is.....the last part I mean.
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2003 17 November :: 5.11pm
:: Mood: Moo......
:: Music: All America Rejects - My Paper Heart
And now....the gnomes have stolen my last pair of underwear......the've gone too far this time!!!
Heh, not much has happened since the party. Just boring days really.
*sigh* I feel so unloved. I read your guy's journals and im always seein stuff like, "Yeah, so-and-so called and wanted to go to wherever so we went and it was so much fun." or "Whoever stopped by today just to say hi and hang out, then we went somewhere else and hung out there too." I may be acting dumb or whatever but i feel so left out. No one ever comes over just to say hi, or come over and say "Hey! lets go to the mall!" or what not. Oh well, what can you do?
Man, can't wait till i can drive. I sure wont have to ask for rides anymore at least. That would be cool.
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2003 15 November :: 4.40pm
:: Music: Jessica's Trumpet Practice =S
Today......The gnomes have finally suceeded....let us mourn.....
Yep, I went to Justin's(perry) B-day party yesterday. It was a lot of fun. It was quite strange too, a lot of things happended. It was fun though. Who knew you could have so much fun with Garbage cans?? lol. There was a live band too, only they left after about 15 mins or so into the party. They wanted to go hunting. Stupid deer killers. geesh. yeah, anyway, then it was just basically bradley and tony and a few others just playin around with their intstruments. Mostly Bradley though. So yeah, not much else to say really. Umm....I guess ill just go now then :) See y'all when i do.
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2003 11 November :: 3.42pm
Look at me,
My depth perception must be off again,
Cuz this hurts much deeper than i thought it did.
It has not healed with time,
It just shot down my spine.
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2003 8 November :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: Tired, Hungry, and...well...depressed.
:: Music: The music from the random stores surrounding me
The Mall
I am also at Rivertown. (reference to mindy's post) And my legs hurt like a monkey. Im really hungry too, i didnt eat breakfast this morning and still havent eating anything and its like 4:30. Heh, im kinda depressed. Someone told me something and now im depressed. They do that a lot. They try to make me feel better and it usually ends up making me depressed. Heh, oh well. What can you do? but yeah. I think were leaving soon so im gonna go now. Buhbye all see you when I do. Hopefully were gonna go get some food. I am starving. *GASP* so....weak......can't......*hack wheeze*.....go on! *cough cough* Tell tiny Tim i loved him!!! *dies* O.o riiiight......
Hehe, Mindy's lookin at a piece of paper and she says its making her hungry. what a dork.
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2003 6 November :: 4.09pm
:: Mood: amused
All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither;
Deep roots are not reached by the frost;
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.
Heh, im reading The Fellowship Of The Ring right now and i didnt really have anything else to say so i thought id write that. I thought it sounded cool. Most likely i will be posting others in the next few weeks or so, depending on how long it takes for me to read the trilogy.
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2003 2 November :: 12.22am
O_O
Heh, Halloween was fun, we all went around trick or treating and well, it was fun lol. Afterwards me mindy and jessica all went to Justins house till about 9:15 or so and then me and jessica headed home and Justin dropped mindy off shortly after. Jessica's microwave made me so angry. I was tryin to make ramen noodles and it was in there for like a half hour i swear! and they still wouldnt cook! i mean, come on! lol. so i ended up eating only half cooked ramen noodles, thats ok though, i was hungrey enough, i didnt really care all that much.
Then this morning we got up and again, went to Justin's house around 9 or so and stayed till almost 4:30, it was pretty cool, we had fun.
:D Me and Nate are good again. Thats good, im glad. I like bein friends with him, i dont care what all you out there who dont like him right now say. He was my friend to begin with and he hadnt done anything to me so im still goin to be his friend. And im not picking sides or anything, im not gonna do that. Im just not gonna stop bein friends with him just cuz a lot of other people dont like him. You guys are all my friends still too. Im not gonna get into this thing between you guys. But yeah, just thought you all should know that.
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2003 31 October :: 3.27pm
:: Music: Larry the Cable Guy
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERBODY!!!!!!
Yeah, im sittin here at Jessica's gettin ready for halloween. We were gonna go to The Kent Theatre but instead were now goin to go trick or treating with everybody. Its gonna be fun! :D Yeah, well, all you who are goin. ill see you later tonight!
And yeah, again, Nate im sorry. I was just bein really stupid and i was messed up yesterday, not sure why. But yeah. Sorry.
Im feelin better today, most of its cuz its halloween! :D and the other part is cuz i can never seem to stay sad or depressed for too long. Its just not possible for me. I guess thats a good thing! but yeah, bye all! See you when i do!
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2003 30 October :: 8.02pm
:: Mood: Shattered Innocence
:: Music: Spirit Soundtrack
Sound The Bugle Now (& a Quiz)
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Funny, how songs can say almost exactly what your feeling at times......Thats one of the reasons I love music.....Theres always a song to say what your feeling. You can use them to tell people, when you cant find the words..........
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2003 30 October :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: so....mixed up and confused
Please read all......i got a lot to get out here.....and Nate, please read the bottom especially
I am so Fucking PISSED! right now. I wanted to go to chuckie cheeses'!! I know you guys probably think im really dumb because of it but I really wanted to go dammit!! Yeah david! im gonna sit here all alone now and think about how unloved i am!! geesh!! i really am to, no one ever talks to me or mentions me in their journals.
And yeah nate, i coulda fit darnit! you just didnt want me to go! So much fer tellin me you still wanted to be my friend, you dont even talk to me anymore, when you do all you basically say is hi and then somethin suddenly comes up that you have to do or whatever. Funny how its always when i start talkin to you that you suddenly have somethin else to do. give me bullshit on still wanting to be my friend, i tried to still be your friend, but you seem to not really want that.
Sorry if i sound paranoid or whatever, I just have really low self esteem and i think im some horrible person that no one could possibly like.......Happy Birthday by the way.
Fuck, im depressed right now and i dont know why.......Would anyone really care if i were gone? Just wondering.......
And about Justin, im sorry, Its not like i dont like him. I do, i just didnt feel it, if you know what i mean. And i feel really bad but i didnt want him to get too attached before i said something. And i know how he feels......believe me i do....most of you probabaly know why. I know what its like to like someone a lot, thinking its goin well, and then they just all of a sudden break it off........
*sigh* does anyone else ever get really confused about things when theyre depressed?? Man, wouldnt life be so much better if we all had the carelessness and innocence of childhood again........those were the days, nothing got you down...for long anyway.....and if someone said somethin you didnt like, there was always someone there to make you feel better, or you could just plain not belive it.........Heh, i dont think ive wrote this much in my journal in forever.....maybe even ever....for that matter. I think im getting better at writing my thoughts down and letting it all out......im not sure tho, i still hold them in too much i think.
.......................Sorry bout up there Nate, I get like that sometimes, I have really bad mood swings too. And sometimes i get really paranoid and jump to conclusions.......Talk to me sometime tho......let me know what you think......I still do want to be your friend.....Maybe get to know you a bit better than i do, how you perceieve certain things and what not.....heh.....that sounds kinda wierd.....but yeah.....
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2003 29 October :: 3.34pm
:: Music: Linkin Park - My December
Wednesday the 29th
Nothin to do, waitin for my mommy to come get me cuz its wednesday. So bored.....
Been goin through all my past entries, wow, was i one hyper little person back then :S heh, yeah, then, life was all good. lol :P
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