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2005 17 December :: 10.55 pm
haha im seriously going crazy with these things
| Your Celebrity Style Twin is Mischa Barton | 
Funky, bohemian, and girly.
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OMG this is weird..I keep getting mischa barton stuff....I swear were like the same person!
| Your Birthdate: November 14 | 
You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.
Your strength: Your superstar charisma
Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you
Your power color: Fuchsia
Your power symbol: Diamond
Your power month: May
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You Are a Bright Star Soul |
Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention
In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you
You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial
And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive
You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy
You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define
A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous.
Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally!
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul
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haha it's just meant to be...theres no way around it.
| What Your Pink Outfit Means | 
Unsurprisingly, you are very sweet and cute.
But you're also a bit of a tease - and not that innocent.
Shy but sexy, you're an alluring mix of contradictions.
Designer match: BCBG
Signature accessory: Tortoise shell sunglasses
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Your Heart Is Pink
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In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.
Your flirting style: Coy
Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park
Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant
What you bring to relationships: Romance
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| Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl | 
You rule through teasing and intimidation..
Yet, people would give the world to be your friend
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| You are | 
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haha wow
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2005 14 December :: 7.19 pm
I just want you to know, your not making this easy.
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2005 14 December :: 4.34 pm
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember..
Today went better than planned. I'm really happy about the roles I got in the play and when I found out that I have huge monologue that made me even happier. I'm definitley going to be working day and night at memorzing it. I already have the first paragraph memorized. I'm definitely not going to complain about that. I'm also in "Yes" and "Cinderella". I love my lines in "Yes". I love everyones lines in that one.
I'm so glad we only have to perform tomorrow and then we are done. I'm getting sick of doing these in front of half the school when half of them are really immature and annoying.
Do you expect me to believe I'm going to let us fall apart?
6 shooting stars |
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2005 13 December :: 4.56 pm
Incase you failed to notice, incase you failed to see, this is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees.
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2005 13 December :: 4.08 pm
Sometimes it's so hard for me to not say what I really want to say. I am very opinionated and I usually say what's on my mind but today I figured I probably should keep my mouth shut because I can say some really mean things so I decided I should just not say anything but I can't hold it in anymore so I'm just going to say what I really think and hopefully I don't end up regreting what I say.
I'm sorry but that whole idea just isn't going to work for some of us.
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2005 10 December :: 4.34 pm
If this what you want. This is what you get.
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2005 9 December :: 11.49 pm
Alright so maybe it was worth it.
Tonight was fun. I love Dani, Megan, Emily Sorensen, Aaron, Scott, Matt, Emily E, Brittany. We always have so much fun.
But I should go to sleep now. I couldn't even stay awake for the movie.
<3 Ashley
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2005 8 December :: 7.11 pm
Today was probably one of the worst days of my life and I don't think it's going to get any easier until that day comes. The truth behind the reason why I didn't come to school yesterday wasn't all because I woke up late and I was sick. Yeah, both of those things are true but Veronica's mom did call me Tuesday night and she told me she was going to bring her to school on Wednesday and I was scared. I was scared to see her so I didn't want to go and when I got to school today I soon found out she was coming today. I can't begin to explain how scared I was. I don't know why I was scared. It's not like she was going to hurt me or something. I just couldn't handle it. I barely could look at her and when I did look at her for the first time, I can't even explain how it felt. I couldn't stop crying. I couldn't even introduce myself. Sam Foley had to tell her who I was. The only reason why I went near her was because someone told me that I might be the person to spark her memory. So I did it, just for her. It hurts so bad seeing your best friend look at you as if she's never seen you before. I just want to tell her all of our memories and I wanted to show her our spot but I knew it wouldn't help. It seems like were missing so much of our friendship. I feel like she's running out of time and it's frustrating because I want her to remember so bad, but she can't and I know it's not her fault. I miss her so much and I would do anything to help her, but unfortunately theres nothing I can do. Getting up every morning for school is just going to get harder and harder until she comes back. And if you don't understand how I feel, think about it happening to YOUR best friend. I think I'll probably cry tomorrow too. I feel like I still need to cry which is weird but thats just how I feel. Stacy told me I was cute when I cried and it's cute how many people kiss me when I cry. They did that in the play too.
It`s unbelieveable how we pick ourselves up everyday, just to be let down anyways.
That hurt. It's okay, I'll remember that next time.
Ashley
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2005 7 December :: 1.07 pm
They said I can't take, what, what do they know, any girl who's anyone is out at the mall and I can't dress up, what, outta control. My friends stand out so I wanna be bold. Even no make-up, what they're outta touch. They think my blue mascara is way too much. It gets a girl wondering what's wrong with this world when a girl can't choose how to be a girl. They said you're going the wrong way, the wrong way to no where but I said it's the right way, the right way to get there. They said I'm too young to follow my own way to the future but I stand in my own way, right or wrong, it's the only way
that I'll get there.....
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2005 7 December :: 11.43 am
I didn't go to school today. My alarm never went off and when I did wake up Lisa was calling me and it was like 7:20 so I wouldn't have had time to get ready anyways. I don't feel good and I hate school so I guess it's okay.
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2005 5 December :: 3.40 pm
Well today was a bad day.
We didn't have to do our seminar skits because of reasons but anyways I really think it's a waste of our time. I doubt that some of the people in our school have the mentality to understand them and they aren't open minded enough to accept it. Some people's intellectual capabilities aren't so great. Thats just what I think. We'll see I guess.
Everyone knows that it was us that did shit to Josh's car so then he didn't notice it until this morning and he had to drive to school and he couldn't see out of the windows since of what we did so it caused him to go into the ditch and then he came into school with flour all over him. We all thought it was pretty funny and today he kept giving us dirty looks and he told us it's war lol.
I really am upset about Veronica and I hope she's okay. I miss her already. I was suprised that I didn't start bawling today. I cried, yeah but lately when somethings wrong I haven't been crying about it. I don't know maybe I'm just getting used to this or maybe I'm getting stronger.
When something bad happens to me, you don't care but when something bad happens to you then the world has to stop for you.
Thats how you are.
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
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2005 4 December :: 11.44 pm
Read more..
This was on Saturday. We all crack up at Brittney's sign. Brittany's little cousins made our signs lol.
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2005 4 December :: 3.00 pm
I pretty much just woke up and that is pretty sad lol. We didn't go to sleep until 5am and then we all had to leave at 9 so then I came home and slept until now lol.
Friday Lisa and I were at the mall and it was about to close and we had to go to the bathroom before we left and you have to go down this long hallway to get to it and I was telling her how it was sort of scary and how I've heard guys will go in a stall in the girls bathroom and wait for a girl to come in there and so she was really scared so when we went in there I started pushing all the doors open to make sure somebody wasn't in there and then when I got to this one door it wouldn't open and I totally didn't think someone would be in there so I was like pounding on it, trying to open it and then I seen their feet so then I was like omg shit and so I stopped and Lisa and I were laughing and I thought it was pretty fucking weird that the person in there didn't say something to me because apparently I didn't know they were in there but no they didn't say a word or move!! So then we were just like w/e and then we both were going to the bathroom and it was dead silent and I just busted out laughing and then afterwards Lisa did too and we both were just standing there wondering why this person was still in there not doing ANYTHING so I looked at their feet and it looked like guys shoes so then I showed Lisa and she agreed with me and so then we got out of there as fast as we could. It was pretty scary if you ask me. If I was them and I heard someone laugh (me) I would definitely laugh too but they didn't. I'm pretty sure it was a guy. Not even kidding.
Yesterday I went to the x-mas parade with Brittney, Kourtney, Emily, and Elyse. It was so cold but it was pretty cute.
Then Elyse came over and then later on we went to Sam Ballews for her body shop thing. It was pretty sweet. I had fun and I bought alot of stuff lol.
Then well I hung out with Brittany, Brittney, Megan, Emily, and Elyse. Ahaha....
This weekend wont go without repercussions.
<3 aShLeY
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2005 3 December :: 12.08 am
ahaha tonight was fun :)
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2005 29 November :: 7.56 pm
He wont leave me alone, ever. It's getting really annoying and when I try to tell him that I DONT LIKE HIM..he doesn't get it and it freaks me out when he is like in one million of my classes and his locker is like right next to mine. Somebody save me....
It's Miller time says:
not talkin?
~Ashley~ says:
what
It's Miller time says:
you like tryed not to look at me today :(
~Ashley~ says:
um ok..srry
It's Miller time says:
i just noticed that normaly you do sometimes
It's Miller time says:
but today i would look at you and you would like look away really fast
It's Miller time says:
its alright
It's Miller time says:
just wanted to kno what was up
~Ashley~ says:
nothing
It's Miller time says:
its kewl but i just thought it was sorda weird
~Ashley~ says:
lol sorry
It's Miller time says:
i kno im geting probly anoyying with this whole thing.
^ Yeah, you think!?!?
It's Miller time says:
Hey is 1.7 in the english packet due tomarrow?
Ashley-sometimes you just don't get the hints!!!! says:
we aren't even on 1.7
It's Miller time says:
ohh really then i guess im ahead of everyone for once
Ashley-sometimes you just don't get the hints!!!! says:
umm we aren't even on that...were on 10.6..but ok..
Sometimes I can be such a bitch but if I'm nice to him then he's going to think I like him, so the only way to get my point across is to be a bitch. Oh well...he'll get over it.
Miss stacy cain you can't want that..we have a plan remember!??!
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