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2005 11 October :: 9.31 pm
Aww..that seriously meant so much to me.
After what I did, and he still forgives me. How cute. Seriously!
Ahh I'm so happy.
End of Story.
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2005 11 October :: 5.06 pm
:: Mood: Happy
Maybe it's time you looked at yourself & stopped blaming your life on everyone else.
<3 ashley
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2005 10 October :: 5.40 pm
Here is a picture of just us girls before homecoming. I'll post more later.
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2005 10 October :: 3.23 pm
I definately will do it this time.
Only a week though.
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2005 9 October :: 4.36 pm
:: Mood: Happy
:: Music: Let Me Hold You-Bow Wow
Homecoming
This weekend was pretty fun. Friday I went and got my nails done and then I went to the game but Lisa, Brittney, and I left early because it was too cold.
Saturday I got my hair done for homecoming then like 17 people all went to Kourtney's for pictures, then we went to tgi fridays and then to the dance. It was really fun up until I seen someone who I wasn't expecting to be there and then I just ignored him and then I seen him walking over to me so I grabbed Emily Sorensen and Lisa and we ran out of there and he followed me and came up to me and started talking to me. It was akward and then Emily was just like "okay lets go" so it gave me an excuse to stop talking to him but I definately didn't know what to say or do at that moment. Lisa, Katy, Brittney, and I all went looking for little 9th grade guys and we would just go up to them and start like grinding on them..lol it was hilarious..some of them didn't even know what to do and some of them started dancing with us. It was definately fun. Afterwards a bunch of people went to Justins house. I hung out with everyone for a while and then I got really tired so I'm just like "yeah I'm going to go to sleep now" and some of us were inside and cohen was next to me on the couch so im like "okay im going to sleep on your lap" and I just fell asleep and then we left at like 2 and then Lisa came over and stayed the night. Today I went shopping and I bought two pairs of shoes that I didn't need but I also donated money to the hurricane katrina relief and then I went to Olive Garden (again for the second time this week) lol..so other than that, thats what I did and then tonight im hanging out with Andrea and Brie.
But I g2g get ready to leave. <3 ashley
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2005 7 October :: 10.49 pm
:: Music: Wake Me Up When September Ends
For some reason this song (Wake Me Up When September Ends) makes me really upset and sad. Yes I do know that the music video is sad but the actual song makes me sad and I don't even get what it's about but it just makes me think about someone and then it just makes me sad, like that.
I am so tired I don't think I can stay awake any longer. This morning I woke up at like 6:30 (which is early for me) and I got ready and then I went back to bed and I set my alarm for like 7:10 and I turned it off and then my dad came downstairs at like 7:20 and was like "Ashley!?! What are you doing?" and I woke up and I'm like "sleeepiing" but I wasn't late for school, I was just later than I normally am. I have to get up at 8:00 tomorrow but on Sunday I AM sleeping in whether anyone wants me to or not. I haven't been going to bed this past week until 12:00-1:30 and it sucks. Anyways, After school I went and got my nails done with Kourtney, Megan, Brittney, Emily, and Ashley.I spent $50 just on my nails today and then tuesday I went shopping and I spent $200 then Wednesday I spent $140 and last night I spent $100. I need to stop spending money thats not even mine!!! Ahhh...im so bad. I went out to eat again last night, so that would make it the third night in a row. I'm so excited for Homecoming tomorrow and I think afterwards were going midnight bowling, and everyone knows how I bowl lol, esp Brianna, Dan, and Kevin. They all laughed at me and I came in last place during our first game but then the second game I was came in second place, how I don't know!? But most of my friends suck at bowling so I guess it's okay lol. Sunday I'm hanging out with Andrea and Monday we don't have school so I don't know what I'm doing yet. I didn't find out that we didn't have school Monday until yesterday.
Kourtney and Brittney think I should have a party for my birthday which I think if I do I'm going to just invite my close friends and go stay at a hotel with them for a weekend since I did that before and it was fun and thats what we all decided we think I should do for my birthday. I remember for my 11th birthday I had a limo and my friends and I went to the mall lol and I remember I didn't invite Megan because we hated each other and she always thought Brittney and I were going to be better friends than they were. Which was dumb because we were 11!!! Anyways yeah so I think thats what I'm going to do. Sounds like a plan.
Anyways I will update about my weekend and homecoming in the next few days. Anyone who is going, have fun! I'm a moron and I haven't charged my phone in two days so obviously it's been turned off so now I have four voicemails to go listen to and text messages to read.
Much Love, Ash
P.S.-If anyone heard H's speach, it was really sad!! I started crying even though I've heard it over the years. When he was like "do you see that chair, LOOK AT THE CHAIR...that could be YOU" I was like "nooo..stop it, it's not going to be me!" I guess that speach was juat a reality check.
What does it tell you when you realize we've never been just friends?
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2005 6 October :: 10.53 pm
I hate how we don't talk for weeks but then all of the sudden you talk to me again and it's like as if nothing happened and I slowy start falling for you all over again.
~Ashley Megan~
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2005 5 October :: 9.37 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: Unwritten Law- Save Me
My days...
So things have been pretty good lately. I still think about it whether I should or not and I still wonder what happened with us. Anyways last night I went shopping with Lisa to get all our homecoming stuff (yeah I know it's late to go shopping for homecoming but we just decided we were going the other day) and then we went to Olive Garden and I seen Spike from my drama class (last years class) and she walked up to our table and I didn't even recognize her and she recognized me and she had to tell me who she was because she looks so differen't but she is coming to the play to watch me and everyone else that she knows from Cedar so I thought that that was pretty cool. On the way home we got lost. We always get lost because we had to go to my dads house to bring him food from Olive Garden and we got on the wrong highway/freeway I dont know the difference between the two. We are horriable with directions. Then today I went shopping again and I went out to eat at The Outback Steakhouse...it was pretty fun but I have to go do my homework. Ugh...
ashley
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2005 4 October :: 9.56 pm
Wow..so much for going for the whole "month" thing.
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2005 3 October :: 5.13 pm
I have something to say but i'll probably regret it so I will just keep my mouth shut. Your really making this alot easier for me and your definately giving me plenty of reasons to move on and not to care anymore so nice work. Don't try to think you know what im talking about.
Friday I went to the game with Emily and Lisa then afterwards I went to Sam's house with Lisa and Kayla. We stayed the night there. I seen someone at the game who I haven't seen since 5th grade so that was a little weird and he remembered me because he came up to me and was like "hey Ashley"..I couldn't believe it.
Saturday I went to Red Flannel which was boring like always. Then we had our powderpuff game which was pretty fun I guess. Then I went to Brittanys little party thing and hung out with everyone. Then I went to Brittney Themm's and stayed the night and then Sunday I went to the soccer game with them and hung out with Cohen, Ethan, and Tj then we all went to the mall afterwards and then I went to Megan's house and I ate dinner with her mom, dad, and brother because she had to leave for two hours to go to work. Then later on that night Kourtney, Lisa, Emily Esch, and Brittney all came over too and we all stayed the night and talked and hung out. Emily and I are morons lol. We all skipped first hour today and then it was wacky hair day and Megan forced me to do my hair really weird and wow did everyone look at us but I did get alot of compliments on how awesome it looked.
Today I didn't really do anything besides play practice. I think the play should be really good this year. I had dance tonight but I didn't go because I need a break. I always have something to do every day after school and it's getting old, real fast. I didn't sleep much last night so I'm really tired. I guess this is all for now.
Sometimes I wonder what it is about you that makes me try so hard.
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2005 1 October :: 1.20 pm
Maybe I can't be just friends with you.
Lately I've been so busy I don't have time for anyone, or anything.
It sucks but I have to get ready so sometime this weekend I'll make time to actually write a serious update on what's been going on, besides these little two minute ones.
Ashley
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2005 28 September :: 9.09 pm
I'm at Sam's house right now.
Practice was stupid since it was raining the whole time and then Elyse thought it would be hilarious to pance me in front of all the guys and I was wearing Brianna's shorts that are about 10 times too big so I'm pretty sure I don't like everyone seeing my ass lol but oh well.
So then after that we went to my house but I got into a fight with my mom so I left. It was the dumbest fight ever and someone went into my room and took my phone charger and then I yelled at everyone and their like "oh well we didn't take it". Nooo..they didn't take it, thats why last night and today I charged my phone in MY room next to MY bed where my phone charger always has been and then it just goes M.I.A. Yeah--okay someones magic around here. Right.
My mom was like "do you need lunch money?" and I was like "no, I'm going to starve" and I slammed the door and left with Sam. I don't know why but I flipped out on my family but I'm in a sucky mood tonight.
I'm soaking wet from practice so I should get going.
Ashley
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2005 28 September :: 3.33 pm
I trust you, more than I ever have before and that's something that doesn't happen often. Somehow I actually believe you and I don't care what anyone says/thinks. I'm happy about how I feel.
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2005 27 September :: 5.45 pm
haha omg that was the funniest thing I think I've ever read on woohu. Some people just crack me up.
I'm at Lisa's with Emily. We just went and chased her sheep. It was fun and we cornered them. How mean are we!?! I don't even know if I spelt that right but who cares.
But I was planning on writing more but we have to leave for practice.
Love Always,
Ashley
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2005 26 September :: 10.00 pm
Okay that was probably the most akward moment of my life....really it was.
And I don't even think I deserve you. I had my chance and I definately didn't take it and now I feel bad for what I did to you. I chose someone else over you, when I never should have and now I have to find some way of getting back what I lost.
And I better go before I say something that gives away too much info and before I say something I regret, which I often do.
Goodnight. Laguna Beach is calling my name.
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