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2004 21 July :: 10.46 pm
:: Mood: Sick
Some things are never meant to be anything more than a moment and that was one of them.
I know this is going to sound really weird and crazy but sometimes I just want to run away and see what its like. Seeing what people would do and see what would happen, see how much people would care or miss me or freak out...something like that anyways. I don't have a reason to so I obviously wouldn't run away just for the fun of it but if I had a reason I would deffinately*sp* go for it.....?
Well I should go.... lotz of love....ashley~
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2004 19 July :: 9.53 pm
:: Mood: Bored
:: Music: I Don't Want To Be
Well I'm home from California, sadly to say. I've been home since Friday and truth be told it sucks being back. Theres really nothing to do and the weather sucks, michigan and everything that comes with it sucks.
Well today when my mom and I were at the store we were looking at hair stuff and she pulled this box down and it said "Logan Was Here" and incase you don't know Logan was our puppy that we had to put to sleep last March and he was like my moms baby. He followed her everywhere and he was just so cute and everyone got attached to him and we all miss him and its just weird that out of all 100 boxes she just happened to pull that one down and flip it over and see that... kinda weird to me..but I don't know.
On Sunday and Monday I'm going to Traverse City to the Great Wolf Lodge with my cousins Rachel and Sarah. Then on Tuesday we are going to Mackinac Island *sp* lol and I don't know how long we are staying but anyways I'm happy and excited since I don't see them very often since they live 3 hours away and plus its another vacation.. Well 2 actually... Except we aren't leaving Michigan but thats okay.
Ever since I got back from California I've been going to bed at like 4 or 5 in the morning and waking up at like 1 or 2 in the afternoon because now I'm not used to Michigan time since Cali is 3 hours behind.. Actually it kinda sucks.. Because I'm the only one up at night, usually.
Well I should get going because I have alot of laundry to do from California and I have to clean my room.
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2004 14 July :: 4.55 pm
I'm going to LA today for a few days until I come home! I love LA.
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2004 13 July :: 11.08 pm
I was just in an earthquake..... so exciting..it wasn't big I don't think only a 4.1.. it was kinda cool.. Ive always wondered what an earthquake was like.... and Ive always wanted to be in one..and now i was! That just makes my day..being in a damn earthquake in california...cant beat that
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2004 12 July :: 10.22 pm
:: Mood: depressed
Today my cousin Lindsey and I, and of course Brina went to the pool and we were the only ones there and then this guy shows up and he jumps in the pool and I was already in there and he copied everything I did. He was hot and had a nice body but he was trying to get my attention..What the hell would he want with me, he was like 19...but whatever floats his boat. And the funny thing is we went to the pool a few days ago and the same guy showed up so its weird and he was like doing the exact same things as me..I would get out and go into the hot tub, then when I got out he would go in it...he was dumb...and then I was sitting there and he kept looking at me..i was like what the hell is wrong with you?
Anyways my adventurious stories must amuse everyone... ha ha j/k.
Well I'm coming home saturday...sorta happy sorta not..even though I know I'll cry because I don't want to come home,..im a baby i know.
I've gone shopping so many times while i've been here and bought so much stuff...shopping makes me happy..
hmm..what else to say???
oh so far these are the famous people i've seen..no one great or anything.
1. I got to meet Ryan Seacrest and be on his show.
2. Los Lonely Boys
3. Ben Stilers Wife...
4. Someone from the detriot pistons
5. The brother on my big fat greek wedding
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6. Someone from the show buffy the vampire slayer... thats really all I can think of. Nobody important.....
Well erika and i are going to take over the world while she has johnny depp and I have orlando..how great will this be.???
great i know.
Well I am out of news.... ttylz bye!
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2004 21 June :: 7.06 pm
:: Mood: waiting
My Aunt Lori, Lindsey, and Brina are coming here today for 3 days. Then we are going home with them in Palm Springs...
We went shopping alot here already. So far I bought.. 1 pair of pink uggs....cute shoes...love em', 2 hats, a skirt, keychains, a sweatshirt, and a shirt. so yeah...
Im having fun...we went to the beach yesterday... fun fun...well
I gotta go.. ttyl luv ya ashley!
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2004 18 June :: 10.30 pm
well im here now. I said that one entry was my last one its not. Im having fun..Were doing lots of stuff but i'll update later...we already seen a famous person..yay...well g2g luv ya bye
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2004 17 June :: 9.10 am
I kinda just realized how long i'm going to be gone for. Almost a month and I'm not going to see my mom or dad... for a whole month...im going to cry when I leave at the airport..I Know it... and Im sure Ill cry again when I have to leave California cuz I love it there but i'll still be happy to see my family and friends when I come home.
But in other news im getting my phone this morning in like an hour or so I have to go to the store to get it .
Im so excited to go to California tomorrow. I'm gonna have so much fun!
I burnt 2 cds today for the plane... ride :S
Well this is the last entry for a while for me...so
ttyl love ya ashley!
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2004 15 June :: 7.34 pm
I'm so excited to go to California I can't wait. Only 2 more days until I get to go to Detriot and stay with my cousins and only 3 more days until I get to go to LA!
My uncle that lives in LA is adopting 3 kids. I wish I lived with him. 1st hes rich, he lives in hollywood hills in a million dollar home, he knows tonz of famous people, he always is at parties with them, he always goes on vacations, he knows casting agents and modeling agents..and of course hes in LA. But i'll be staying with him :) and anyways I realized that I will have 3 new cousins now, and its different because in my family we only have had all girls that were cousins... Lindsey, Me, Rachele, Haileigh, Sarah, and Brina and there was my cousin ronnie but his mom took him away from my uncle chris and we haven't seen him since I was like 2 ..so its just us girls and now hes adopting 3 boys..it might be cool but I haven't meant them yet...so we'll see.
I'm getting my new phone tomorrow!
Thats really all thats new here....g2g ttyL bye!
oh and I hope to god my plane doesn't crash...esp. when Im flying alone...
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2004 13 June :: 9.03 pm
:: Mood: Happy
:: Music: Orange Sky- Alexi Murdoch
I had fun this weekend. Saturday my cousins Rachele and Sarah that live in Detriot came up and I babysat them even though ones 11 and 9 so it was really "babysitting" Rachele acts like shes 14 anyways so its okay. We had fun. Today we went swimming in my Grandmas Indoor Pool.
Only 5 more days untill LA. I can't even wait. I've been waiting, this whole year and now its finally time. I can't wait untill I walk out of the airport looking for my uncle, smelling the smell that California has, and looking at those beautiful palm trees..its gonna be great.. I miss it soo much. i'll be "home".
We are going down to Detroit on thursday and staying at Rachels and Sarahs house and getting up early and getting on our plane.
Im getting my new cell phone wednesday because I hate my other one. Its dumb.
Going shopping tomorrow to get some stuff for California.
Im staying there for 3 whole weeks...muuhhaa!
My cousin told me today that I was obessed with California. Agreed. I am.. Ive never seen anyone obessed with some city or place then me..Thats all I talk about is "california has this, and oh in california I went surfing, or in california that" im so crazy about some stupid state.
My dad might get me a laptop. He said the usual "I'll think about it"...
Everyone gets mad at me because I want the LA Lakers to win not the Pistons...thats pretty much when my cousin said im obessed.
Well I g2g watch the LAKERS..ha! chow
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2004 11 June :: 5.29 pm
i'm so upset right now...I can't even think...I just wanna break down and cry. I don't want to be here with her anymore......I hope she dies.
I just need someone to talk to about this...really.
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2004 11 June :: 3.25 pm
:: Mood: angry
Im so mad at her. I knew she hated me all along. I'm glad my sister stuck up for me. I'm sure as hell not letting her marry MY dad. I don't want her in my family.
Well I'm going to California next week sometime. We are supposed to buy my plane tickets today or tomorrow. I think my sister Danielle is coming with me for a week so I don't have to fly alone there, and on the way home Idk my dad might fly out for a few days and fly home with me. :)
I'm so excited to just be in california. nobody understands. I know im staying for 3 weeks for sure. I wish more but I'm not sure yet because my cousins friend that lives here might be flying out there and it will be alot of ppl if she does too. I miss Brina so much. I can't wait to see her. I know when I leave I'll be attached to her. Shes so adorable..such a cute baby. Well I have to go clean my room before ppl come look at it.
cHoW
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2004 8 June :: 8.57 pm
I'm so happy! Everything is figured out. My dad talked to my uncle in LA and my aunt in Palm Springs and everything is figured out. I'm going to stay there for 3 weeks and I'm going to be in LA and Palm Springs. We haven't figuerd out when I'm going though, Sometime probally next week. We still have to buy my plane tickets.. I'm not excited about sitting in a plane alone for 4 hours and 20 minutes but I'll manage. My aunt is going to take us surfing <--- best thing ever. Weere going to the San Diego zoo and to a water park and to six flags and to the beach and shopping and to all these great places..I'm so excited..and yah....
im getting a nextel next week before I go to california..i dont like my other phone.. well I gotta go ...chow
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2004 6 June :: 11.08 am
Bitch.
I hate her with a passion. Is all she does is complain about everything, how much people at work annoy her and about us kids and about my dad and about everything. Shes some miserable person. I don't even want her to be my step-mom. I don't even want her in my life. I know what shes all about, I know what she wants. Some people say I'm mean to her..well look how she treats me.... ugh im so mad at her right now...Shes leaving in like 20 minutes and when I was walking down the stairs to my room today im like" LOOKS LIKE I'LL BE IN MY ROOM FOR 20 MINUTES" meaning untill she leaves!.... Most ppl usually don't like their stepparents. I like my stepdad though. Yeah I really am done rambling on about her... shes dumb and thats all there is to it.
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2004 5 June :: 2.08 pm
Hmmm...I haven't updated in a while.
Nothing new really.
I think I'm going to California soon. If I go, which I will but if I go soon I'll be going on June 16. I think Im staying a week in Los Angeles and then 2 weeks in palm springs with my cousins Lindsey and Brina! I'm so excited I haven't seen my baby cousin Brina in so long!
Thats really all. We might be getting a boat soon. We used to have a house boat but it was way to big and now we want a smaller boat to go tubing on.
I have nothing to say so I guess I'll be on my way. cHow
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