:: 2004 20 April :: 7.24 pm
:: Mood: nothing

So today my cousin Lindsey called me. I haven't talked to her in like 2 months, well since she, my aunt lori, and the baby moved to California. I miss them all so much. I was always in Detriot at their house. I always had so much fun hanging out with Lindsey since shes only 2 weeks older then me, so we get along pretty well and I love Brina to death, shes such a cutie.. Shes like my own baby. lol. Yeah it was nice talking to her (Linds) though. Im excited for the summer because I get to go visit them. :)

Well anyways...Guess what I did today? I helped someone else...once again...I went out of my way to help them...yeah Im the one who needs the advice not them...I need it most right now....

Well I'm at my dads house. My little brothers and I were out golfing since we live on a golfcourse...but then it started raining... :( My 9 year old little brother can hit farther than I can..ha I suck.. :P O well..

Thats all I have to say....

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:: 2004 19 April :: 8.59 pm
:: Mood: stressed

wow.

I feel so stressed. Lately so many people have come to me asking what to do. Ive given so much advice to people. I don't know what else to say to anyone. I feel like im going out of my way to help people sometimes.. but im that kind of person and I will do that..Yeah thats pretty much it. I don't feel the greatest..Im kinda sick.

Ashley

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:: 2004 18 April :: 8.36 pm

God. I'm not fucking 5.

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:: 2004 16 April :: 7.12 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

OMG!!!
Calm down.*
wow..........

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:: 2004 15 April :: 9.27 pm

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? :::	Ashley
Birthplace :::	Grand Rapids
Age :::	you know
Age you act :::	my age
Current location :::	Cedar Springs
Eye color :::	hazel
Hair color :::	brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :::	righty
Zodiac sign? :::	scorpio
Height? :::	I dont really know
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :::	sure
Your hair :::	is brown and its braided
Your fears :::	getting murdered
Your perfect room :::	I dont know
What you practically do in a day :::	Wake up,get ready, go to school,come home, sleep!
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse :::	lol,w/e,sure,idk,fuck
Phrases you overuse :::	yeah but..., I guess
Your first thought when you wake up :::	That I wish I could go back to sleep
Your greatest accomplishment :::	I dont have one
Something you want to do :::	be an actress
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :::	pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings :::	McDonalds
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :::	Britney I guess
Chocolate or vanilla :::	chocolate
Adidas or Nike :::	adidas
Black or white :::	black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :::	bills
Burgers or hot dogs :::	burgers
Egypt or France :::	france
Rock or rap :::	rap
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke :::	no
Cuss :::	sometimes
Sing well :::	probally not
Sing in the shower :::	ya
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :::	yup
Believe in yourself :::	ehh...yeah
Like taking these longass surveys? :::	Sometimes
Play an instrument :::	no
Want to go to college? :::	ya
Want to get married? :::	mhm
Want to have children? :::	mhm
Think you're a health freak? :::	no
Get along with your parents :::	ya
Get along with your siblings? :::	ya
Think you're popular :::	Well ya know what I really dont care about the popular thing, i have friends most ppl do and thats all that matters
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state :::	yeah to florida
Drank alchohal :::	nope
Smoke :::	nope
Get high :::	nope
Done any drugs :::	nope
Eaten an entire box of oreos :::	nope
Been on stage :::	yup
Gone skinny dipping :::	nope
Been dumped :::	nope
Dyed your hair :::	nope
Stolen anything :::	and nope...
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest :::	Elyse and I when we are together
Loudest :::	Megan
Most shy :::	Emily
Blondest :::	none
Smartest :::	meg
Kindest :::	Amanda W
Best personality :::	Sam B
Most talented :::	Brittney
Best singer :::	Kourtney
Most ghetto :::	no
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :::	no
Pain in the ass :::	Amanda M
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):::	none of them
Funniest :::	Elyse
Best person for advice :::	Chloe
Dependable :::	Chloe
Trustworthy :::	Chloe
Druggie :::	none of them
Most likely to end up in jail :::	none of them
Person you've known the longest :::	chloe
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :::	Last Night
Last nightmare :::	Idk
Car ride :::	Today
Last time you cried :::	Yesterday or the day before I cant really remember
Last movie seen :::	TCM
Last movie rented :::	TCM
Last book read :::	Fault Line
Last word said :::	ok
Last curse word said :::	fuck
Last time you laugh :::	at school in food and nutrtion when martha forgot to put flour in her muffins and they were just blueberries in a pan
Last phone call :::	today to amanda
Last CD played :::	I cant remember
Last song you listened to :::	" " "
Last annoyance :::	My little brother brandon
Last IM :::	Michelle Fraser
Last weird encounter :::	?
Last person you hugged :::	amanda
Last person you yelled at :::	brandon
Last time you wore a skirt :::	today
Last time you've been evil :::	all the time muhahaha
Sarcastic? :::	today
Last time you fought with your parents :::	yesterday
Last time you wished upon a star :::	not for a while
Played Truth or Dare :::	not for a while
Spent quality time alone :::	this week
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM :::	Yeah a few ppl
Do you feel lonely :::	only in drama
Ever TP'd someone's house :::	yah
How about egging someone's house :::	ya
Do you not like dislike not like me? :::	sure
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :::	umm no
Yo Momma :::	your mom
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :::	nope
What do you think of George Bush? :::	Whats to think
Any secret fetishes? :::	Shoes
Do you like to wear chains? O_o :::	No
How many languages do you speak? :::	1
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :::	no
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) :::	yes

Bored? ((Over 100 questions)) brought to you by BZOINK!

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:: 2004 15 April :: 2.55 pm
:: Mood: calm

I just found out some bad news. I'm not for sure about it all but if it happens than I'll be sad again. Things can never just go well, things can just never make me happy. Something always happens that makes me upset. It's mostly all from friends too. Other wise than those things with a few people im pretty good. School is so bad anymore...I guess. Well Im going to my dads house so i'll be on my way now~ LuV aLwAys ashley~

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:: 2004 11 April :: 1.16 pm
:: Mood: tired

This sucks.. :(

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:: 2004 9 April :: 10.52 pm
:: Mood: depressed

I'm home now... :( Not that I "don't" want to be..I guess...I wasn't home sick. I wanted to stay in Florida for at least another week. My sister was home sick. Shes just a mama's girl and can't stand being away from home. It's pathetic and shes older than me. I really didn't want to come home, not at all. I wasn't ready. I was having to much fun. It's good to be home I guess because my mom missed all of us alot and thats just what makes me want to come home but the part that doesn't just wants to stay. Why would anyone want to come back to this place? I wouldn't. Thats that.

I don't know if I have any plans this weekend. I pretty much tomorrow need to clean my room and unpack all my stuff. Then I don't know about the rest...

Thats all ive got *

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:: 2004 8 April :: 9.52 pm

wow...This has been a long spring break but a really good one too. I had alot of fun in Florida. Today was our last "full" day and I didn't spend it like I wanted to at all. Okay well 1st my sister and I decided we wanted to get our hair done. So we went and stood in line. We got there about 11:00 and we waited and waited. There was tons of people in line. I've never waited so long. We just sat there, well wait not sat we were standing for about 5 hours..so finally after being hungry and bored of waiting..it was about my turn to get my hair done and it was about 5:00 pm so we stood there for about 5 hours no joke and actually it took about an hour and a half for my hair and even longer for my sisters. It was really painful. It hurt really bad. I don't think I want it done again...So pretty much we spent 2 hours doing that so 7 hours waiting/getting our hair done. It was horriable. My hair looks cool. I spent all my money I had left. It cost me 120$ to get it done and Im never paying that again because to me that is retarded. You can leave it in for about 2 weeks and that is what i'll do since I payed that much. I actually got to meet some cool people. Since we were all waiting me and some other girl named Alisha and Elizabeth talked and talked...it was good..we all got each others emails so yeah...but anyways..that was my long day. I dont know if that was a waste of my money or what but it was a waste of my time thats all I got to say.
On our way home we heard a bunch of sirens and we seen alot of cops..we drove by this gas station and there were tonz of people standing around watching and tonz of cops standing around something on the ground, a person. I don't know if it was a dead body or someone was shot or what happend and there was ambulances and a stretcher. It was crazy. So then theres this store like a few blocks away from the condo and me and kamie and danielle walk to it sometimes but during the day. Well I don't walk with them any more because I sorta got sick of guys stopping and asking us if we wanted a ride and just sick of people wistleing and hollaring at us..its pathetic how desperate these people are. Some of them were pretty hot but still its crazy. And after seeing that thing at the gas station I sure as hell wasn't walking to the store tonight in the dark. But they did...at 9:00 pm they walked there...I wasn't going to go. Not a chance. My grandma offered them the car but they wanted to "walk" ..crazy I know.
So all in all. I had alot of fun during spring break. I spent all my money I don't even have a dollar left....
I got some really cool shells...I got this little puffer fish that my grandma gave me..its awesome...hes just a baby and hes dead obviously, hes been dead for like 20 years...hes so cute...I just love him so much.

thats all now
bye

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:: 2004 7 April :: 4.19 pm
:: Mood: Tired

So yesterday Chloe and I and her family went out to eat and then to the beach to watch the sunset. It was so pretty! And we got pictures too. I got them developed today because Chloes mama wanted doubles. Yeah Im at mygrandmas now. I miss Chloe. I had alot of fun seeing everyone, seeing my second family. I miss them already :( Im sad, My vacation is almost over. About 1 more whole day then I have to come home... I don't know what we are doing tomorrow. I might get my hair done tomorrow but for what I want it costs alot of money. Well I gotta call Chloe so I'll be on my way now. toodles.

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:: 2004 5 April :: 7.22 pm
:: Mood: good

So today Chloe had to go to school so I hung out with Katie and Hilary. We went shopping at this surf shop it was really cool and then we went to the pool so yeah it was pretty fun. We were going to go to the beach to watch the sunset and meet some of Chloes hott guy friends but we are going to do that another night this week. Well im having fun here, if anyone cares. So i'll be on my way now. Ive got things to do and places to go and people to see.

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:: 2004 4 April :: 7.56 pm
:: Mood: busy

So today me,hilary,taylor,katie,and chloe and her parents and hillys and katies mom , well we all went to the beach like all day in Naples, It was really pretty there and there was so many hott guys there and we talked to them and we took lots of pictures today. We went home and then we went down to the pool and tonight we are going to watch texas chainsaw massacre and yeah so thats about it for today but we're having dinner here soon so i'll be on my way.
-ash-

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:: 2004 3 April :: 8.57 pm
:: Music: Don\'t let me get me

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:: 2004 2 April :: 8.01 pm
:: Mood: happy

Well I am in Florida right now. Our flight out here was pretty good. It was shaky at first, I thought we were crashing but we didn't, obviously. Today me dani and kamie got up early and went to the pool and then to the beach and out to dinner and we drove around and looked at mansions. We bought the movie honey so we are going to go watch that right now. Its really hot here! lol g2g -ash-

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:: 2004 31 March :: 3.19 pm
:: Mood: Crying :(

*cries* :'(

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