This is a story of a charmed life.

This is a story of a charmed life.

:: 2004 30 January :: 3.48 pm
:: Mood: confused

Today, Someone said something that I really didn't wanna hear. As soon as they told me im like "why does this always happen to me?" It gets so annoying. and the thing is, I knew exactly what she was going to say.......People piss me off....I hate it. Well tonight im going to the game and dance and then saturday im going shopping for stuff for swirl then sunday I don't know what else..I wanna go to pando tho..thats really all.

~ash~

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:: 2004 28 January :: 8.35 pm
:: Mood: aggravated

Okay who posted a comment so many times?

xOxO ~ash~

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:: 2004 27 January :: 1.24 pm
:: Mood: confused

I'm confused as fuck right now. Brianna is confusing me. Well anyways, I find it kind of pointless that we left early but hey thats me. I wanted to go to Drama let me tell ya. I doubt we will have school tomorrow either. Which is "okay", I have nothing to do at home so Idk I might as rather be at school.

I might be going to New York or California soon! That is pretty cool. I hope New York though since I have never been there and I have already been to California twice. Well I have to leave so im out. Peace! ~ash~

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:: 2004 22 January :: 8.17 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

Things rite now in my life aren't actually as good as before.... Im having some problems with just some people...They bother me...The always cause me to get upset and worry and get pissed...and when they do that.....I act like a bitch to them and if I don't like someone, I never will.....It's just the way it goes for me..

Drama just doesn't seem the same now without brittany..she left our class and went into 3rd hour....haha jamies in there...what a coincidence?? People go and now ppl come.....

I had like the worst day on wednesday everything was going wrong and I was just pissed about everything.......Thats really all I have to say at the moment....

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:: 2004 19 January :: 4.10 pm
:: Mood: bored

I'm kinda bored. I'm tired too and I want to go to bed but if I do then tonight I wont be able to fall asleep so that idea is history. This weekend I am going to Troy which is like 3 hours away.... :S I am excited about going because ALL my dads side of the family are coming....some of my family members are flying in from diffrent states all for this one thing. But yeah I get to see all my cousins Rachel, Sarah, Lindsey, Brina, Haileigh.....and thats it.... I hope I get to go shopping but I highly doubt it since we are leaving friday night and driving to my aunt loris,lindseys,and brinas house. Then at like midnight we have to go pick up some family at the airport...and so friday is not in the picture and saturday we are going to have this thing for my g-ma and g-pa..for there b-day so we are driving like 50 hours .......exageration...... but a while to go to this nice fancy expensive resturant with all my family...so basically saturday is out too that leaves sunday and we have to drive home.......idk........its gay....your all gay..............Drama, wow that class is what i call crazy.....Our class talks about the dirtiest things....you don't even wanna know.....lol...Well I g2g leave so bye

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:: 2004 15 January :: 12.22 pm

Hello,
I'm kinda bored, sitting here waiting for my dad to bring me Mcdonalds...lol.........Yeah I had 2 exams today, one was real easy, the other one........uhh lets not go there.......it was way hard..I haven't been online in a while. We don't have the internet at my house anymore because we are switching companies...or something gay...so im at my dads work with my sister.........Frickin doing her hmwk for her because she has to work and she has to do a report on Sigmund Freud so who has to do it.............Me.... ..
Yeah i've been sick for the past 2 days, it sucks........everything sucks.........it truely frickin does........I feel like shit rite now........I just wanna go home and sleep but i'll be here for a while.... so i guess i'll go find something to do here.........bye

-*>~ashley~<*-

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:: 2004 11 January :: 8.42 pm
:: Mood: bitchy

Wow....Im soo bored right now. Theres like 16 people online right now but I honestly don't want to talk to any of them. Im not in the mood for anyones crap. Im so tired too.
Well anyways my weekend was pretty good. On friday I went to the b-ball game and dance ...then saturday I went over to Lisa Kidders house and stayed the night and then stayed over there most of the day and came home. That was basically it. We had some crazy times...wow.....it was fun though.
I just found out that my cousin Lindsey and I are going to New York, New York! Im so excited. We are going to go to the awards and meet some famous people!! Well the awards thing is true but I don't know about famous people! They will defenitly be there though.
My mom and stepdad said if they found a house then we would for sure move. So yeah I mean I don't wanna leave but what can I do? Nothing, really. Personally I just gave up trying to tell them I don't want to. If thats what they want then great for them!!?

I guess my cousin (my fav. one too) is moving... :( to california! How fucking lucky is she? ........Pretty fucking lucky....Id give anything to move there...but there are some good things about it! I can go spend my summer vacations there and spring breaks and all the fucking breaks we get.....

thats really the down low on my life rite now.....things are "okay" I guess...my step brothers b-day is tomorrow hes turning 9....How I wish I was 9 again. My moms b-day is on wednesday too! Thats all......ttyl bye
~*~whadunkshleepanderskizerwalski~*~
LOL LISA

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:: 2004 7 January :: 4.22 pm
:: Mood: blah

It's a snow day *haha school day**...yeah. I hate all this snow. Its retarded. I can't wait untill the summer and I cant wait till I graduate so I can move far far away from all this bull shit. California's lookin better n' better each day. lol A.I.A....andrea lol ttyl bye

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:: 2004 7 January :: 4.22 pm
:: Mood: blah

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:: 2004 7 January :: 4.22 pm
:: Mood: blah

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:: 2004 4 January :: 8.43 pm

I haven't wrote in here in a while. I don't really know what 2 say. Umm...I don't want to go back to school tomorrow. I miss some of my friends *some*. I hope we have a Snow Day. Break was "okay" not really how I wanted it to go but It wasn't sooo bad. I've baby sat for the last 7 days. It wasn't really bad. Now I miss my cousin Brina... My neighbor @ my dads house scares me. Its was snowing out last night and raining and it was like 2 in the morning and his garage door was open and he was doing god knows what! .......What person in their right mind would be outside at 2 in the morning in their garage. and plus every light was on in his house?!? Sometimes I actually think hes retarded not being mean but I do.. Ive seen him and heard him before hes kinda weird....I wonder if there are dead bodys in his garage? or maybe dead animals?lol okay i have to stop wondering but it scares me in a way...Im tired.......I really really don't want 2 go to school tomorrow...I don't have any idea if I have p.e. or health first hour but I hate both of them so I guess I dont give a fuck. Thats really all!

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:: 2003 29 December :: 5.21 pm

Im getting so pissed at people.... I feel like im just losing all my friends.....like they are all slipping away from me...but theres really nothing I can do....

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:: 2003 27 December :: 6.44 pm
:: Mood: full

Yeah. My parent's well actually mom and stepdad are thinking about moving. That would be horriable! :( I don't want to move. I love my house! It's so big and cozy. I would cry. Im like NOOOOO...we can't move and they are like it's not for sure, just an idea. I would cry....*cries right now*....ugh *rolls eyes*

Anways, I was looking under our coffee table thing and it had crayon all under. All 5 of us kids wrote stuff under it. It's like "Ashley Loves ??" "Danielle luvs ?" "Amanda loves Joey" it was retarded...but hey we were really little what do you expect..and there werel like pictures of Animals. It's weird. Yeah, Im babysitting tonight. I got Trista again. ??? Shes sick so she most likely wont sleep all night! thats just great.......Well thats really all thats happening in my life write now. CHOW

~ash~

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:: 2003 26 December :: 10.51 pm
:: Mood: sleepy

U once were very close 2 me
Now ur just another memory
A memory in which I*ll neva 4get
I even remember the day we 1st met
I*ll always remember the sparkle in ur eyes
N every tear from all the good-byes
We neva got 1 last good-bye
U just left me there 2 cry
How I wanted 2 touch u 1 last time
-Thinking of ur hand in mine-
Ur memory will b with me always
Thinking most of our happy days
Remembering all the times we've shared
Remembering that you've always cared
All I eva wanted was 2 make u see
How much caring 4 u was hurting me
I tried and this time I went 2 far
But I*ll always love u wherever u are
I*ll never 4get how we were once close
And of all the memories...I*ll Miss your ~The Most~

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:: 2003 26 December :: 3.57 pm

Today I went to the mall. It was crowded cuz of that day after Christmas thing?? Well they are supposed to have big sales or whatever but the clothes I bought obviously wern't on sale because I spent alot of money on just 1 pair of pants and a shirt..It's pathetic....but o well...I don't care...as long as I got what I wanted.

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