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2006 26 January :: 11.06 pm
1. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN SOMEONE FROM YOUR PAST OR AN EX AND IT WAS AKWARD?
Sometimes it's akward and sometimes it's not. It depends on the person. I see people I had "things" with all the time and most of the time I just ignore them...
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS OF YOUR ROOM?
Pictures, posters, other stuff.
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
I don’t know how to describe it..sparkly maybe lol
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
All kinds..
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Yeah, 2:22 AM
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
To do something I’m not allowed to do haha..
7. WHO DO YOU MISS?
I don't miss anyone.
8. WHAT ARE YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSIONS?
My cell phone, my family, my friends, and my trusty credit card!
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Yeah esp. when H locked me in a locker at strike and he put a pencil through the little hole and I couldn’t get out..
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Sometimes after I watch scary movies haha
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Nobody's worth crying over.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
ABERCROMBiE AND FiTCH!!
14. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU GOT YELLED AT?
Haha at school..in math...me and april and cohen...yeah we're just a little too loud. It was a bad choice to sit us next to each other..
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
Umm I don’t know I don’t really think about these things
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Coffee for sure
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Haha pepperoni I guess
18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Nothing I’m not even hungry
19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
I have no idea
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
Like I remember...
22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
Obviously
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
No
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Abercrombie, Juicy Couture..or stuff from Urban Outfitters.
25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
I don’t know lol I don’t really pay attention to cars..
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
Yeah lol.
27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
Dogs and cats.
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
I would try not to since I would just get screwed over but you can’t help how you feel.
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
To tell them lol
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
2
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes; because someone has to be smart.
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
I call a lot of numbers often...pretty much the ppl that are important to me.
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
A lot of things...umm when people wear black and brown together or when people talk a lot ..like a lot a lot and they don’t know when to shut up and when people straighten/blow dry their hair too much and it looks all fried and dead...it's gross.
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
Yeah many times
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
I care too much.
36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
YES!!! Lots of them!
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Who can honestly say they haven’t?
39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
I was hanging out with my lovers at the v-ball game
40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
I wouldn’t...
41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
Something to do while I’m waiting.
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
My hair or outfits or purses
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME iLLEGAL FOREVER?
Nothing. It’s not the end of the world.
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Umm I don’t know it’s a ways away
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Like a million haha kidding I don’t know yet
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
I don’t think so
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
I used to until I realized the wishes never come true and I’m just wasting my time.
48. WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY?
Well I slept until 10:00 then I went to school for a while then I picked up Britt and Elyse and we went to the v-ball game.
49. WHAT DID YOU LAST EAT?
Pizza earlier and then a ring pop a few minutes ago
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Yeah sometimes
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Ugh..idk
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Yeah. A lot.
53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
I don’t really know lol...
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Yeah
55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Only because I had to
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Yeah I guess in some ways
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I don’t really have anger problems so I wouldn’t know
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
My dads house lol
59. WHO IS YOUR FAMOUS/ ACTOR/ SINGER CRUSH?
Gerard Way, Orlando Bloom, Adam Brody (Seth Cohen <3)
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Haha probably my babies
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
I don’t know I’ve never counted
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Yeah
64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Nope
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Umm ask me if you really want to know that bad...
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
My mom and step dad always call me by my middle name (Megan) and Logan and Justin call me Laguna because they say I remind them of the girls on Laguna Beach and then Little One at school
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Birthday Cake @ Coldstone Creamery is sooo good if you haven’t been there you pry should.
73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
I don’t miss anyone or anything
74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
Haha I don’t know
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
I could care less
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Panic! At the disco
77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Water
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Umm Emily Sorensen just called me a few minutes ago
79. THE FUNNIEST THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY?
Omg I don’t know I’m always laughing but probably at the v-ball game when Elyse made me tell this joke thing to Katie, Jacque, Angela Klementowski, and Marissa Walker..we all were dying laughing...
80. LAST THING SOMEONE SUGGESTED?
Well today Mike Kratjewski haha I don’t think that’s how you spell his last name but anyways he said that he thinks I should go to the next away bball game with him and so should Lisa.
81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Favorite thing? Let's try "favorite people"
82. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXT MSG’D YOU?
Logan just did like five minutes ago..
83. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TALKED TO YOU ONLINE?
Aaron Cohen or Stacy
84. FAVORITE COLORS?
Pink & Orange
85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Brown
86. EYE COLOR?
Hazel
87. HEIGHT?
UMM... 5'3
88. SIBLINGS?
Like a million
89. FAVORITE MONTH?
June since that’s when school gets out or July since that’s usually when I go to Cali<3
90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
YES!!
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
The v-ball games and The O.C!!!!!
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Christmas, My Birthday..and the whole summer counts as my favorite too.
93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Yeah probably
94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer
95. KISSES OR HUGS?
BOTH!
96. WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU BORROWED?
Umm I don't know lol I don't usually borrow things but Ryan Case and I both love Life As We Know It so he just told me I can borrow the first season of it because he's just that nice lol.
97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Clothes
98. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I got bit by a dog.
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
The very last Gossip Girl book!!
100. ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
Yeah basically...
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2006 26 January :: 4.41 pm
What an ass.
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2006 25 January :: 7.11 pm
Today was definitely exhausting. It was my first full day back.
Today in Anatomy we had to disect sheep brains and it was alright I guess but Bruce Hunter and I always joke around and pretend to be mad at each other even though we never could possiably be mad at each other, we just like pretending and anyways we were cutting our brain and he was just messing around and he threw a piece of the brain at me and it hit me and then some of it went into my mouth. I wanted to throw up lol. He kept looking at me and smiling afterwards to see if I would smile back at him because thats just what we do to show we are kidding and then I wouldn't smile back and then when class was over he's like "Bye Ashley!" and I just walked out and he goes "Fine, I see how it is!?!?" and I didn't say anything so now he really thinks i'm pissed off about it but I really don't even care I thought it was gross, yeah but it was also funny.
"I'm just going to forget all about them when i'm famous and they wont get my money" haha Mishy it's true..they don't get my money now lol.
Oh and yeah stacy and I went to McWendys today. It was pretty sweet. I totally said that by acciden't and then today I was standing there after school and Ashley Marini comes running up to me and she gave me a huge hug and she was freaking out because she hasn't seen me in so long. Aww she's so cute I love her.
Wow I can't believe he called me. :) That was a nice suprise. Seriously.
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2006 24 January :: 7.20 pm
Aww Stacy my background makes me so sad. It's so good but it just makes me sad to look at it because of everything we talked about. I hate seeing people cry and looking at my own picture of me crying is sad. I <3 you!
It's pretty much true though....
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2006 24 January :: 5.10 pm
I can't forgive. I can't forget. I can't give in. What went wrong? Cause you said this was right. You fucked up my life. You'd rather watch me burn than break a sweat. You'd rather watch me drown than get your hands wet. You'd rather watch me fall than put weight on your hands. You'd rather walk away than try to understand.
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2006 24 January :: 12.08 am
That's what makes me so crazy, the difference between us. You can be heart broken and you can just...move on and I am just....broken.
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2006 23 January :: 11.36 am
The year is half way over. I'm happy about it and also in a way, sad about it. Lisa and I now have our 2nd hour together. We're pretty happy about that. It most likely isn't going to benefit us considering we already got in trouble for talking and we weren't even in there for 10 minutes yet lol. Oh yeah, we can't forget this.... The one person that I basically hate is in our class too. Lisa and I about died when we heard her name being called. I don't know why but i've never liked her and after everything last year she gave me a reason to hate her. She's going to get on my nerves real fast. Ohhh I can already tell this is going to be a long rest of the year.
I just want to get this over and done with. The easier it will be for me.
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2006 22 January :: 12.48 pm
It's all because of the way it was.
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2006 22 January :: 12.05 pm
:: Mood: Tired
I can't do that to you. I just can't.
I would never hurt you like you hurt me.
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2006 20 January :: 11.36 pm
Aww I love Annalise!! She's too sweet to me!
Haha I love how someone will call me and then I didn't hear my phone ring and I notice that I have a missed call about two seconds after they called so I call them back and they are right in the middle of leaving me a voicemail and then listening to their voicemail cracks me up because sometimes they don't know if they should stop talking and switch over, or what. I don't know it just has happened to me a lot with many people and it's pretty funny.
Emily called me tonight and that happened, but that isn't my point. She wants to come over tomorrow with Logan and Justin to visit me. Afterwards she said she is feeling sick and she thinks she has mono from me.. Everyone who gets sick all of the sudden think they have mono lol. Let's hope not.
Thank god I only have like 10 minutes left. Robot mode is over soon Stacy lol.
Well this was pointless so I'm going to stop rambling on.
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2006 20 January :: 1.32 pm
Last night I was in the hospital again. I was actually going to explain everything thats going on, but now I don't really feel like wasting my time. If you're important then i'll let you know what happened.
I can't believe I'm saying this, but I can't wait until I can go back to school next week.
I probably wont ever say that again.
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2006 18 January :: 6.59 pm
Today was a long long day. I haven't slept very much today. I had a lot of friends come over to visit me :) I love them. They're too sweet.
Now my sleeping schedule is off track. At around 3:30 am my mom wakes me up to so I can take my medicine. I fall back asleep. Then at 7:30am she comes and wakes me up again so I can take more medicine. I sometimes get up and go visit everyone who's getting ready for work and school or sometimes I just fall back asleep. I sleep until around 11:30 when she wakes me up again. I get up..she makes me eat something..I watch a movie...I sleep until 3:30..usually by then someones here to see me..I see them for a while...I usally sleep some more..wake up..i'm forced to eat..I watch tv for a while then I sometimes fall asleep and at 11:30 before my mom goes to bed she wakes me up again and makes me take more medicine...
Haha im going to be addicted now.
I pretty much didn't do that at all today so tonight's probably going to be rough.
I'm going into my 3rd hour (drama) for like 20 minutes just so I can talk to H and see what I'm going to do about the play and I have to get all my homework from the rest of my teachers. Ugh..
Josh's letter he wrote me was so cute. I'm so sad for him. He has to face Ms. Eilola alone...oh well things happen. I'll write his letter tonight, and I can't forget to write Lisa's and Kelli's too.
When I got my picture taken for my license the lady was like "you could have at least smiled" since I was complaining about me looking horriable and then she said that and I just wanted to slap her and be like "umm maybe you should shut the fuck up I have mono and I've been in the hospital" and then I also just wanted to lick her or something so then she'd get mono too.
Anyways I don't really have much to say and too many people are talking to me and my brain still can't function very well and im getting too confused so I can't do all this at once.
~mCaLa~ says:
bummer....so H found out today, did u hear this story yet?
*ASH*-forget the things we swore we meant <3 says:
no
*ASH*-forget the things we swore we meant <3 says:
lol
~mCaLa~ says:
oh...well he was in shock..he's like "are you serious? lil one has mono?" we're all like "umm..yea" he let out a yell..lol
Hope this was fast enough Stacy!!
<3 ashley
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2006 17 January :: 11.23 pm
I'm not really mad at you. I just don't think you meant what you said. You lied to me and from now on I can no longer believe anything you say.
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2006 16 January :: 2.49 pm
Stop doing this. It's getting so annoying. You don't get that.
Everythings about you. It's always about you. You think the world revolves around you. You're selfish and I can't stand it any longer. Maybe you should just listen to yourself. I think we were right.
You just made everything a lot easier for me, so thank you for pretty much proving everything we thought.
My dad and Kelli are coming to see me tonight :)
Aww yesterday I got flowers and then today I got more!!
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2006 15 January :: 7.40 pm
Okay so I'm going to try to make this short because I'm about to fall asleep.
Last night I woke up around 4am and I started crying because I couldn't breathe or swallow any liquids. My mom gave me some kind of medicine to calm me down and it wouldn't help so we went to the hospital. When I got there they told her I was dehydrated and they gave me a breathing mask and they tried putting an IV in my arm, but they couldn't find a good vein so they had to keep trying. I was getting so pissed because it hurt so bad. Finally they found one and they had a huge bag of some kind of liquids connected to my IV. They said it would take over an hour to get it pumped into my IV and into me and then they put Steriods *sp* into my IV to take down the swelling of my glands so I could breathe better and apparently I'm allergic to w/e kind it was and I had a major allergic reaction. I almost passed out and then I got all these weird pains everywhere and it felt like someone was stabbing me with all these tiny needles so I was screaming and crying and I really don't even remember what happend after that because they gave me something and it pretty much knocked me right out. I was so scared though. My machines I was hooked to were beeping and I hated being on a stretcher. I seriously felt like I was going to die. Anyways I don't know if I said it or not, but I do have mono so I probably will be out of school for a while. Who knows what's going to happen. I think when my dad walked into my hospital room it scared the crap out of him. When he seen me he just kept looking at everything I was hooked up to and all the IV's and he was like "God this is awful" and I can tell he felt bad because he isn't going to be here for me since he's leaving for Pittsburg tomorrow morning. Oh well though. My mom has to pretty much force me to eat and drink. I can't even stay awake long enough to eat anything, but the doctors said that I have to because all the medicine I'm on right now will make me sick if I don't. But I'm getting too tired so i'm going to go take a nap.
Thanks Stacy, Dani, and Dustin for coming to visit me today. It was awesome. I <3 you!
ashley
Oh yeah and Stacy I don't know why I was thinking about this, but when you seen me today where did you say I looked like I came from..idk it was some movie or something...haha I don't remember what you said, but it made me laugh at the time when you said it.
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