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2006 20 August :: 6.11am
:: Music: It's Raining on Prom Night
Ain't nothin' like cleaning the house at 6 in the morning while listening to the soundtrack to Grease and dancing.
Just because I can.
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holiday
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2006 14 August :: 4.02pm
64 days till baby!
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Pretty interesting weekend. Charlie worked Saturday morning. I had intentions of getting up but those soon fell through. Sleep was nice. Found out some awful things on Sunday. Now I feel more alone. Cuddling is nice but it'd be nicer to be able to still trust you with my thoughts and feelings.
Second bridal shower (ha it's over two months after the wedding) was a lot of fun and I love Charlie's family. His cousin's baby Gracie was there and she's adorable. I can't wait to use our new waffle maker. :-)
I'm reading a pretty good book right now. It's called "To Feel Stuff" and now I'm almost done with it.
I'd write more, but my feelings kind of shut off. ha.
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Eddy
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2006 14 August :: 2.24am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Valo Yössä
Bleh
I got an unexpected call yesterday.
It made me feel good.
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chelthesmell
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2006 11 August :: 9.53pm
So, the car is dead. For sure this time. Going shopping for a new one Monday. Yay! I hate that car with every ounce of my soul. But yay! to getting a new one, poo for not getting it until monday because right about now I have no way to get anywhere and by the sounds of it, people I want to hang out with probably arent up to coming to get me. So yes, that fucking sucks but...*shrugs* what can you do? hopefully I'll find something fun to do tomorrow, I cant imagine staying home all weekend...that would be a nightmare. I dont even like thinking about it. Just the thought pisses me off.
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2006 10 August :: 5.08pm
I quit Applause today. It's sad cause I like the people I worked with but it was getting too hard.
I think the baby's eyes are open now because there's a LOT more action going on in there! Wow.
I'm getting sick in the morning again. :-(
I'm kind of excited about going back to school but I know once I do I will be upset. I'm not going back until next year, probably winter. Just taking a couple night classes. I know it'll be hard to leave baby!
Nothing else is really happening at the moment, just sick a lot.
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2006 9 August :: 7.43pm
I can't wait till the hot weather goes away. It's starting to, but not fast enough!
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2006 8 August :: 4.27pm
Weird.
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2006 7 August :: 10.30pm
holly you cant run me, you will never run me. Nobody can run me damnit. and holly just put my name in the post, dont make it a big fuckin secret you fuckin slut
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eddy
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2006 7 August :: 10.24pm
Okay. I feel a little better.
But I still hate you.
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eddy
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2006 7 August :: 8.39pm
I fucking hate you all.
I quit.
No matter how hard I try, no one ever seems to like me. So I give up.
I've been dropped, stepped on, ignored, and mostly just plain forgotten.
Well, I can do that too.
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eddy
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2006 7 August :: 7.29pm
Why do I care? It doesn't even matter.
I need to change this specific aspect of my being.
Who knows? It may produce better results.
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eddy
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2006 5 August :: 4.22am
Only one phrase can describe tonight.
Complete ego boost. =P
Definatley well needed, and well recieved =D
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2006 3 August :: 1.37pm
i miss you and i love you...
*sigh* another day goes by. i wish i could make things all better between us. i really wish i could just sit here and listen to you and make you proud of me but i cant. the last time i did i ended up being hurt way more. i'm glad we had a conversation without yelling at eachother even if it was only for 10 min. i miss you and no matter what, i do love you. i wish we could see eye to eye but i doubt that will happen. but i still love you and i just wanted to let you know since we dont get to talk very much anymore. some things are beyond us. just try to be happy for me and i'll try to do the same for you.
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2006 31 July :: 4.59pm
So. I'm at my parents now cause it's 98 degrees and they have wonderful a/c. And we do not. :-) Last week I went to Labor & Delivery Triage cause Thursday I was running for the phone and the doorknob caught my belly and Friday I had a huge bruise. When I called they said we'd probably be there for 4 hours for monitoring. But it wasn't that long and everything is okay. Saturday I had to work (my last day! Hooooooray!) And Sunday was really nice :-) Today I had my 1-hour Glucola test where you drink the nasty sugar stuff (which didn't end up being all that bad) and then wait an hour in a noisy waiting room then they stab you in the arm and steal your blood. Okay, I may have been exaggerating a little. It's not really that bad. After drinking all that sugar the baby was going crazy in the waiting room and I couldn't stop laughing! He/she kept kicking my ribs and kicking sooooo hard I was moving around a little. After the test Charlie and I went to Panera :-D Yummy. Then I have to go back to the doc in a couple weeks. The date may be Oct. 28. That's what we're thinking. Anyway, our house is finally coming around we're getting stuff put away and everything. Yay! And it feels good to not have to work anymore.
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2006 27 July :: 2.39pm
Worked today. I am officially tired. But only 2 more days and I am on leave. Charlie said I could probably be off work until the baby went to preschool, but I'll probably want to go back at least part-time. I still have to finish school next year. And then 2 more years after that probably. But it's okay. Everything will get done in due time. I can feel where the baby is and how he/she is laying. Like I can feel where his/her back is. And you can see kicks really well now. Everyone keeps feeling my tummy. OH OH OH, we bought a crib last weekend and it came in so we're getting it on Saturday. It's awesome, it's antique walnut and it converts to a toddler bed then to an adult bed. We thought it'd be worth the 300 bones. So baby's nursery is almost done. Probably should have a baby shower soon. Another HUGE purchase we made this week: washer/dryer. After the whole situation with those (long story) we went to sears and picked out a couple Kenmore High Efficiency ones. They're coming today between 4:45-6:45 so that's awesome! They were way expensive ($1700) but they'll pay for themselves and using them won't hurt our energy/gas bills. So yeah, lots of purchases this week. This is a long entry really not about much.
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