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2006 16 April :: 6.11am
friday was so beautiful. keegan and i went to AJ's and went mini golfing (which i won) and then in the batting cages. i'm not sure that i've ever even held a baseball bat.. lol.
then we got ice cream and went to riverside park which was wonderful. after that we drove around downtown and stopped at nicks house (breakdancer) and last but not least, got smoothies from coldstone. it was a really good night.
saturday we had a yearbook work day. the senior section is seriously awesome. if you havent bought a yearbook you NEED to. for the people who didnt buy a book this year.. i think that once it comes out next year and people see how good it is, we're going to sell all of our extras.i just did 3 spreads in 3 days. (just so you know.. it takes some poeple about a month or more just to do one) im so excited for the book to be done!
yesterday after the yearbook thing and before i went to work, i went for a run/walk. i havent excersised in so long. and then i got home.. cleaned out under our bunny hut (which was long due... ugh) and wheel barrowed it to the back of our property. i was just in such a good mood ijust wanted to be outside. but TODAY my legs hurt from overdoing it on my walk thing, my back hurts from lifting the wheelbarrow wrong, my shoulders hurt from doing countless handstands, and my tricept is a bit inflamed. ah well, who cares.
we're going to my uncle david and aunt pats today for easter dinner. keegans coming after he gets out of work. he has to be in at 11 and his boss wouldnt let him come in at 12 after church. like ANYONES gonna be eating at logans on easter during church hours. so that's to bad.
the "easter bunny" brought me the carrie underwood cd and a silk robe in my easter basket this morning (thats right, im 17 and still get easter baskets and christmas stockings... my mom doesnt want to let go) and im SEEING carrie underwood at the KENNY CONCERT! i can barely stand the wait. derks bently is gonna be there too.. but i dont really like him. BUT brandi and i just got tickets for the tim mcgraw and faith hill concert too! OMG... now im just freaking out. because im going to two of the biggest concerts this year. i cant WAIT!
happy easter!
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2006 16 April :: 2.50am
Peter Wentz makes one hott vampire I must say.
Check it Out
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2006 15 April :: 10.47pm
:: Music: Shake It Off - Mariah Carey
ugh...work is gay. I got the biggest pay check I've ever had though! WHOA!!! I could buy...uhh...cool stuff with that. I love working with John. He's hillarious. I work from 2 - 10 on Easter Sunday...now granted I think Easter is a gay holiday..but still...that's dumb...! Kevin and Kelly are basically stalking me now I guess...lol and uhh.. yeah...That's pretty much how awesome my life has been...
Anyone know how much Cedar's prom tickets are?
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2006 15 April :: 2.29pm
Craig Christ
Gotta love this man, hehe. I especially enjoy his facial expressions.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
Hanging out with these guys looks like a lifetime of fun I tell ya what. =D
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2006 15 April :: 10.40am
:: Music: Mothersound - From First To Last
Today is a nice day it looks like. I think I'll hang out outside before work today. Maybe I'll take my doggy for a walk or something. But I gotta find the leash cause we live in town now and they have those weird rules about your dogs being on leashes. Dont ask me why, I think they're really dumb rules but oh well...rules are meant to be broken though so who knows if I'll even find the leash..lol!
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2006 15 April :: 12.58am
the benchwarmers is one of the funniest movies ever. i almost died watching that...oh my gosh...freakin' hillarious i tell ya...
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2006 15 April :: 12.33am
:: Music: Blue October - Hate Me
Woo, got my dress on Wednesday =D It's really pretty, I'm excited. No date, but that's okay, it's not important. Uhhhh....went and saw V for Vendetta with Jessica, Sydney, Joe, Stacy and Kate tonight. It was an awesome movie, I really liked it. I have to work on Sunday, ugh. I should be working more. I won't be able to survive on one day a week. =( This is a good song by the way, you should get it, or at least listen to it. My debit card came in the mail today. Yay! No more going inside to pay for gas. I'm a lazy mofo, yes I know. Watching That 70's Show, awesome fun. Uhhh...Can't think of anything else at the moment. =D
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2006 15 April :: 12.16am
I woke up and wished that I was dead, with an aching in my head, I lay motionless in bed, the thought of you and when you're gone, but the world spins madly on.
And everything that I said I'd do, like make the world blend in, and take the time for you, I just got lost and stepped right through the dawn, and the world spins madly on.
I let the days go by, I always say goodbye, I watch stars from my windowsill, the whole world is moving, and I'm standing still.
I woke up and wished that I was dead, with an aching in my head, I lay motionless in bed, the night is here, the day is gone, and the world spins madly on.
The thought of you and when you're gone and the world spins madly on and the world spins madly on.
I miss you.
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2006 14 April :: 11.36am
:: Music: Dont Lose Touch! - Against Me
So yesterday was my first golf meet of the year. I didn't do too bad. I actually did really good but my score didn't count...damnit..! but yeah, and then last night was our poms dinner things. I was late but I walked in as soon as they were annousing my award. I have excellent timing. I got Most Improved Rookie. Pretty awesome I suppose. And I got my varsity letter, my varsity athletic award thing, a cd with a bunch pictures on it, and a dvd with some of out performences on it but it isnt working...=( but yeah...my couch is retiring which is cool in a way cause she was a bitch and because the couch from the rage dance team is going to couch us I'm pretty sure anyways. Yeah, awesome indeed I guess.
My sister plays the same game on her computer that Kevin and Kelly play all the time. I thought it was funny. I told her she could go to the next geek fest and not feel left out or anything. lol.
Yesterday was Lauren's birthday. We had a bonfire at her house. It was pretty fun I guess.
Tonight is going to be the first night that I work with John! yay! I'm so happy for him...
I need a hair cut...
Next friday is Battle Of The Bands at our school. It's going to be awesome. I guess a band from Cedar is going to be there. And then a few from our school (including JAJA SWAB!!! which I am in love with!) and then Mike's gay band and then one from Newaygo and one from Rockford. It's going to be awesome. JAJA SWAB is going to win. I just know it. Well they would anyways if I were the judge cause those are my boys! I love them to death!
I sorta have been missing Brixon alot lately....=(
You know, I really dont like Easter. I've always thought it was a gay holiday...
my sister is walking around without a shirt on, brushing her teeth. She's sucha fucking crackhead. oh well...
well I think I've babbled for long enough...
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2006 13 April :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: Confused
That was definitely a lot harder for me to handle than I thought.
I guess things change in time and not always the way I want them to. Oh well I guess. It's just something I'll have to deal with.
I never stopped believing in you and me.
Your leaving? It never changed things.
Ohh and we can't forget that akward moment at school today. I seriously about died. I think Stacy seriously about died witnessing this whole thing. That couldn't have happened at a worse time.
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2006 12 April :: 9.17pm
:: Music: Panic! at the Disco
welp...John had his first day as an essential worker. I went to visit. I'm so proud of him. He's growing up just too dang fast. Mindy looked lovely today. She bought me a strawberry shake and I played video games in the BK Arcade, pretty much where I'm having my birthday party this year so be ready for that one. lol. Me and Ashley went to McDonalds and bought about 7 dollors worth of food...in coins. The dude looked a little annoyed. I called Kelly today...haha! He thought I was Mindy for a minute but I tricked him! cause it was for sure me! haha! SUCKER! He didn't seem too happy to speak with me though, I dont know why...? I think he secretly hates me because...*whispers* he knows Mindy loves me more than shes ever will love him...lol. *stops whispering...* I'm terrible, I should work on being nice. It might make people like me I guess...but...I dont really like people so I dont really care if anyone likes me to be quite honest. Some people I really hate. Like with a thousand fires I hate them. And it's sorta really bad because some people I'll have reasoning to my hate for them but some people...I just hate them...! It's not nice I know and I am trying to fix that, But I am not doing too well on that yet. I'll let you know when I got it down. *winks*....BYE!
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2006 12 April :: 7.23pm
Okay seriously, it's not just the hormones...haha
I find it funny that they haven't really gone anywhere since I've known them. They're still around. Still hanging out with a younger and younger crowd. What's up with that?
Anyway.
I don't mean to get all sappy and crap. But I had the ultimate best feeling today. I won't get too into it cause I think it's a personal thing for Char and I, but I felt sooo close to the baby. I can't believe I am so close to the 2nd trimester already. It seems to be going fast. I've been sick practically every morning for the past 4 weeks though. So I'm ready to start feeling better.
We bought a duplex and we move on May 6! It's so nice and pretty and at the end of a cauldesac. I'm excited yet I'm going to miss my mom and dad so much. We're so close. :(
Anyway, that's about it for now.
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2006 11 April :: 9.26pm
yup, I'm pretty much awesome. So awesome to the point as to where I am going to prom on the solo...both of them...kind of a bummer but *sigh* what can ya do?
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2006 11 April :: 8.06pm
"heyya i no him he 1 of my furends, we make brownE's together n the chocolattte spill on da shirt"
That's how some of you type. That's not my point but it's true.
Stacy knows. She's one meen bug. ahahahaha
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