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2006 7 April :: 2.35pm
:: Music: I Wish I Was Queer So I Could Get Chicks - The Bloodhound Gang
Eddy left a little while ago. I need to get me one of em digital cameras. I'm so self-centered. I take pictures of me none stop. haha. But I'm hot so it's cool. lol. yeah...we went to Lauren's last night for a bonfire, it was great fun. And we fell asleep to this hipnosis thingy. It was weird. I had some fucked up dreams. We called Mindy this morning and I'm hanging out with her after golf on Monday! YAY! *boo-fricken ya Kelly!* All and all, me and Eddy had a good time, like always. lol!
"How do you want your marshmellow, like a nigger or like you and i?" - Amy
"Well not like me, maybe like Lauren though..." - Me
"You cant have your marshmellow like Michael Jackson because you'd have to start the fire inside the marshmellow and that's just impossible..." - Amy
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2006 7 April :: 11.07am
i just cleaned my little sisters room for 2 hours.... now im cleaning my room.
*thumb down
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2006 7 April :: 5.21am
i went up to my grandma's yesterday.. she lives about 40 minutes away in whitecloud in the middle of the woods. and i was about to leave, it was around 10:00.... and she looked out the window and there was a BLACK BEAR!!!! OMG! it was HUGE and it was like 10 feet away from the window standing on its back legs reaching up at the bird feeder! it was SO cool! they get bear every year so they werent suprised or anything, but i was like HOLLLLYYYY... lol. when we would go to TN thats one of the things we'd look forward to, was seeing black bear.. and here i am in MICHIGAN, 40 minutes away from my house and theres a full grown black bear 5 feet away from my car! it was crazy! its a good thing she looked out the window before i walked outside... i probably would have had a heart attack. i couldnt believe i was looking at a BEAR! so yeah... that was my excitement yesterday..
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2006 6 April :: 12.29pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Overprotected - Britney Spears
yay!
I'm so happy! Ashley came over! I haven't seen her sense last Friday. Now Mindy just has to come home and I'll be done missing people. yay!
While I was sleeping this morning, Ash was online talking to Mike and he was telling her how I hate him and she was like "Yeah, I know this all already" lol! I love her. She sat there and told him how I was a pretty stubburn person and I hold grudges for quite sometime and he was just like yeah...I know. If he knew that, why would he keep bugging me? Cause even I know all of that. But oh well...I'm in a good mood, just sitting here, passing time listening to my Britney Spears records...lol
I got my prom dress yesterday. It's really pretty. It's yellow and I have gold shoes =) yup, that's right...gold shoes! But yeah, Sydney, Jessica, and I all had a great time shopping together. I'm glad they came with me. We had fun. Jessica smelt like the most hookery hooker you've ever smelt by the time we were home. lol!
I love you guys...
I cant wait for something fun to happen. Like...with everyone all together..yeah...I dont really know exactly what I'm talking about but I'm sure you understand some how.
Something whicked awesome just needs to happen to me cause I want it to and that would just be fun. I'm excited for it.
BYE!!!=D
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2006 5 April :: 7.28pm
hopefully i'm gonna get a job at a jail or prison soon, they start out depending on where you apply at between 10 and 16 an hour, but more then likley i will be makin about 13-14 an hour.
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2006 5 April :: 6.26pm
Whooooooo
Found my wedding dress!!!!!
We're getting it tomorrow! YAY!!!!
whoa. i was going to put it on here, then i realized Charlie gets on here sometimes. that was a close one! guess you'll all have to wait to see it. it's beautiful!!!
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2006 4 April :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Smoothie King - Bowling For Soup
hmm...
So things didn't end up the way I planned but...I didn't really plan anything so I'm assuming it's okay, or something...? But I'm rooting for things to end up the way I'd like them to end up *thumbs up*
I called Mindy. She's sleeping in a convertable in a parking lot. lol. wtf? She's so weird. I miss her a whole lot though. my last weekend/this week/this weekend suck without her...
So a bazillion people quit Burger King, so they called John and he has an interview tomorrow! =) YAY! I'm so excited! He's one of my bestest friends ever! We're going to have so much fun! yay...
I wish Jessica would get home and call me. I really need to know if she's going with me to the mall tomorrow or not...cause I really dont want to go by myself and yeah, that would suck the big one. eww...
Welp, Ima thinkin' I'm done...BYE! =) have an awesomely magnificent night all!!
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2006 4 April :: 6.35pm
:: Mood: Confused
Our first little fight.....ahhh..
We could end up broken hearted, if we don't remember why all this started and if they try to tell you that love fades with time, tell them there's no such thing as time.
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2006 4 April :: 2.22pm
Here's where the wedding may actually be:
http://www.castleinthecountry.com/
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2006 4 April :: 2.13pm
it's gone
how do you pick up the pieces when nothing you counted on being there
is there.
I can't. Not like this. I can't have stress like this. It's not good for either of us.
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2006 4 April :: 10.52am
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: Love Is Rare - Morcheeba
errg...this is going to be the shittiest spring break ever...
ugh...my mom is being a bitch. my dad left for kalamazoo. I have to go golfing in like an hour. my computer is being gay for some odd reason. people are dumb. i have to work everyday this week. I really hope i get sunday off. But like a bagillion people quit so I highly doubt it. I have a Tummy ache. My brother is getting married to his ugly bitch girlfriend that I hate and he still hasnt told me. And I just wish that my sister would have Adulf Lusifer already so things could start looking up.
We should have just picked a better week to have spring break....
I want to do something fun...
I cant wait till tomorrow though!
I love you Jessica!! =)
Bye...
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2006 3 April :: 10.39pm
:: Mood: bummed...
:: Music: daughters - John Mayer
errg...
anyone wanna go to the mall with me on wednesday? =( I'd just hate to go buy a dress buy myself...
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2006 3 April :: 9.59pm
Well these are fun...
Read more..
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2006 3 April :: 9.07pm
:: Music: I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - MCR
errg...I dont know what I should do about this little "situation" I'm in. Maybe I'll just let things go and if anything happens it will happen and if nothing happens I wont let it get to me. I'm done with getting too attached and then getting hurt all over again. I'm just going to live for me for now on and if someone wants to join in then that's cool. As long as they aren't suicidal, emo nemo, or crazy then they are cool in my book. lol. And as long as they dont say "I Love You" or at least wait more than 2 months to say it. God...Mike was a fucked up bastard. I'm glad he's gone. I'm really glad that he hasnt called me or anything in a little over a month or so. I like it. It's nice....
welp I think I shall give Mindy a ring pretty soon. Make sure she's doing good cause I love the shit out of her. (eww...lol)
well....I'm off! Ta Ta Kiddies...! =)
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2006 3 April :: 11.29am
:: Music: Trisha Yearwood: Angels in Waiting
spring break.... boring.. relaxing.. but boring. i asked keegan to get some days off.. but noo.. im alone all week during the day. both my best friends are gone.. so im stuck babysitting.
good news though.. my moms giving me her gand am! woooooo. im so excited. i have to finish paying it off.. but theres only 2 grand left on it. this is my graduation and birthday present. finally i'll have a NICE dependable car. i've ALWAYS loved her car... i really wanted it when i was queen cuz it was red.. lol, but nows good too! as soon as everythings set.. which i think is gonna be tomorrow... i need to start looking for another job. i REALLY wanna work at logans. not just because keegan works there, but because you make more money working there than most other resturants. keegans friend tommy works at Branns and said on a BUSY saturday night he walks out with 130.. but at logans on a busy saturday night servers walk out with around 190. hmmm... pretty big difference there.
i cleaned today... that was my excitement.
OH, my moms getting an Aztec. it's blue and BEAUTIFUL. i dont really like aztecs, but the color seriously makes it like the coolest vehicle ever. its so pretty.
one of the BEST love songs of all time is "hold on to me" by john micheal montgomery. download it. it reminds me SO much of me and keegan. we dont have a song yet though. odd... 17 months and we still dont have one. thats ok, it'll come to us. THATS right... 17 months and breaking up has never even been an option. i think when a relationship turns to an "on and off again" relationship.. its time to end it. because obviously neither person are happy anymore. personal opinion. whatever though... im just so happy. :)
could it be? are there still a few GOOD clingans? i must say... i thought hell must have froze over yesterday. chris is gone, and the rest of his family is FINALLY starting come around and respect my mom. throughout the divorce and even towards the end of their marriage.. the hardest part for me was seeing how my mom was being treated. she's the strongest woman i know. i cant imagine being one of those kids who "hates" their mom. she's the one thing that holds me together.
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