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eddy

:: 2006 18 February :: 2.28pm

So fantabulous
"My ass is ruined for good"
"Where are you going? What happened to your bum cheeks?"
"What a bitch"

Hilarious voice overs. You gotta see it!

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anachronism

:: 2006 18 February :: 12.28pm

Sammie is pretty cool and so are you.


(I love being able to call you at any given moment again)


chelthesmell

:: 2006 18 February :: 11.34am
:: Music: so lonely - twista and mariah carey

so power outage sucked ass. all of sandlake was soo effing dark for the longest time. i desided thats what sandlake look like a hundered years ago anyways so it was like a flash back i guess. i stayed at the bar the whole time cause i dont like being alone in the dark...esspecially in this house, creeps me right out! lol.*sigh* i hate this place. but oh well...only a year and 4 months! yay!!

me and ash had fun yesterday. not the kinda fun we were looking for but i guess it was fun while it lasted. hopefully tonight will be crazy fun. hehehe...

welp, today was spose to be one year for me and him. i'm glad it didnt last that long but i'm sad all at the same time. but oh well, fuck him! fuck him in his cry baby ass! thats what i desided! i hate him more than i've ever loved him! i hope he's unhappy and depressed all day today cause i'm going to live it up! yay! cant wait!!!

i'm going to have to go to my grandma's before the fun starts tonight though cause i work for her ever now and then. we're ordering pizza! i cant wait! i need gas money and minutes on my cell. i officailly have 2 minutes and 43 seconds on that thing. so yeah if you try to call it probably either wont work or i wont answer lol! john called it yesterday and i answered it and really fast i said "i'll call you right back bye!" and it was like speedy fast. when i called him back he was like that was weird. and i'm like uhh...yeah...lol! yeah thats what happened. believe it or not. i suppose...i shall be going now! i hope everyone has a wonderful day cause it maybe concidered the day of stupidness in my book but i'm making the best out of it and you should too! for me at least...lol!

NOTE to everyone who reads this and that i love:: if someone sings to you today with intensions of asking you out, say no! plug your ears and run! they are full of shit and they are lying! trust me on this one!!!


lol...bye!

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eddy

:: 2006 18 February :: 12.47am




Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover



You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.

And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.

You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.

It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.



"FUCK YOURSELF YOU FUCKING NOTHING PUDDLE OF FUCKDEW. YOU DRIPPING STICKY BLEACH SMELLING MASS OF EXTREME UBER-MENTAL RETARDATION. SOUR JIZZ FUCKASSFACE. EAT MY FUCK WITH AN EXTRA SIDE OF FUCK FRIES.
YOU FUCKHOLE."

----Gotta love Dane Cook man

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kellilynn21

:: 2006 17 February :: 11.08pm
:: Mood: Tired And Excited

Definitly Not An Ordinary Day Lol.
So you want to talk about an exciting couple of days... i got it! Yeah, so yesterday was the lovely ice storm of the century. And of course, we lost power along with like 17,000 other people. My dad, my mom, and I all had a candle-light spaghetti dinner last night. I went to bed at, get this, 8:00. I read my book "Phantoms" for about 30 minutes then i just crashed. Their was absalutly nothing to do but have like a stairing contest with my dogs or something lol. Then my dad work me up at like 7:30 and asked me if i wanted to go with him to get our generator from up north. So of course i did because i knew he would buy me breakfast from BK and plus, what else was their for me to do. Oh and about the power cutting out on Thursday- it would cut out on Thursday, the BEST night for my shows! Their was a new Surviver, Without A Trace, AND the best... CSI! Since we have Tivo it normally records things for us, but yeah no recording went on Thrsday night... rar! Anyways so back to this morning, after we got home i started my car cuz like everything was frozen and i didnt want my car to like freeze. Well i had it on for like 30 minutes just warming up, and i still couldnt scrap all the ice completley off of it. It was ridiculous. Then i like called everyone and their brother to see who had electricity and who didnt so that i could take a shower somewhere. Then finally ashley called me and she was going to her dads so of course im going with her lol! On the way there me and Ash were talking about how like everything like the trees and well just everything was frozen and the sun was shining on everything so it seemed like we were living in a glass world. We were talking about how like... its like in the movie "The Day After Tomorrow" and like the whole world is just froze over haha. So yeah when we got here, i took a shower and ooo boy, that shower was the greatest lol. Then me, Ashley, and Brina went to Alpine to go shopping. First we went to Khols and got Brina like 2 outfits, then we went to Target and get her 3 more! She is such a bad kid lol, we were walking in Target like up and down the rows and in her sweet little 3 year old voice she goes... "bbbiitccchh" haha, its so disturbing lol. We picked out some new shoes for her too! There so adorable. So yeah... OMG! Ok so at Target, we were leaving and we were going to the driving exit and Ashley goes "What is that! And why is their windows fogged!? OMG KELLI! LOOK! THEIR HAVING SEX!" I like freaked out. Who has sex in a Target parking lot in the middle of the fucking day! So i told her to turn back and like park right next to them, so she was driving up like next to them and they were like putting their shirts back on hahahahahaha! What an expirence. Once in a life time lol. So yeah after that lovely time, when we got back here (*to Ashleys dads*) he took us all out to dinner. We went to Sams Joint in Rockford, and of coures i got shrimp cuz im obsessed lol. Ashley knew what i was gunna order even before i ordered lol. Then after that Ashley convinced him to bring us to Cold Stone.... YAY! I love Cold Stone:). I had ice cream with M&M's in it... I love how they make it like right in front of you. Brina didnt want anything but sprinkles... lol, no ice cream no nothing, just plain sprinkles lol. I love Ashleys dad. He's like, bomb haha. On Sunday im going over to Brittany Hansons and were going to Chic (Sheekk) to get our hair died with some highlights or lowlights idk yet! Im excited but i dont really know what im getting yet so if anyone has any ideas... comment on if you think i should go darker or lighter... cuz i have no idea!

Anyways i think this journal was long enough and i know the only one whos actually gunna read this whole thing is Ashley so yeah bye lol!

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swimfan14

:: 2006 17 February :: 10.21pm

I'm at my dads right now with Kelli and Brina. Kelli is downstairs in my room on my computer right now and i'm upstairs in my kitchen on my laptop. My dad hasn't gotten us wireless internet here yet for our house so I figured I wouldn't get any signal but I picked up signal from one of our neighbors so now we don't have to pay for it lol. It's pretty exciting. Brina is downstairs annoying everyone while i'm up here in the piece and quiet! Thank god.

Today Kelli and I went shopping for Brina and we got her the cutest outfits. I got her the cutest shoes too! I had to get her some pink ballet flats, of course :) and then we got her pink cowgirl boots. They're so cute. She's stylin' now.

Ohhh yeah. We can't forget this story. We were at Target today too and we got into my car and we were on our way out of the parking lot and I seen this car that was basically parked out in the middle of no where and the windows were foggy but I could still see in it and I seen this guy and girl having sex and I was like "OMG KELLI THEY'RE HAVING SEX!" and she's like "WHAT?!" so she wanted me to turn around and we pulled up right next to them and they started putting their clothes back on. I'm not even kidding about any of this. I was disgusted. Who has sex in a parking lot? I never would have sex where random people could see me. That's a little, umm GROSS!?!

I went out to dinner and to Cold Stone tonight! I love that place. If you haven't been there you probably should go.

I guess we aren't supposed to get our power back until Sunday at midnight which is too long so that's why I wont be returning there anytime soon.

I'm getting a little freaked out. I feel like i'm being watched up here. We have a huge windows in my kitchen and I just heard a loud noise in the garage so I ran downstairs.

crazything2132 (10:39:21 PM): why r u coming downstairs
crazything2132 (10:39:26 PM): is that you?
crazything2132 (10:40:42 PM): omg
crazything2132 (10:40:46 PM): what was the loud noice
crazything2132 (10:40:50 PM): are u dead?
Born2bOnStage x3 (10:41:38 PM): you heard that loud noise?

Yeah..what a nice friend haha.

I just want you to know that, I miss you, I miss you so.

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paperheart

:: 2006 17 February :: 5.42pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Sarah Beth- Rascal Flatts

Yesterday we had a 1/2 day of school. I came home around 11:30am and helped my mom clean our house. Then I got a shower and went to Amy's. She was having a get together with just a few close friends for her birthday, which is on Monday. So Kristen, Randi, Jena, Amy and I had a pretty good time.

Today was senior skip day, so I stayed home from school, and I had the best day that I've had in a while. I had a long talk with someone, that was very much needed. It was nice.

Randi, Jena, & I might go out tonight. Maybe bowling or something. We're not too sure yet. Tomorrow I have Bridal Shower to go to, and I'm not too excited about that. I'll update some other time.

I love you.
Becky.



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eddy

:: 2006 16 February :: 11.14pm

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Hmmm....I just noticed today how many Titty Bar ads and how many Semi's etc are actually on the highway on the way to Chicago. Mostly in Indiana. I can't count how many ads I saw, and there were 5 to 10 semi's or whatever crowded in a small area at any given time. Craziness. I love going to Chicago though. I, for some reason, love the big city. I also saw the theatre where Wicked was playing and begged my mom to take me but she wouldn't =( There were posters for it hanging from every lamp post on both sides. I liked seeing all the awesome stores too =D We were going to go to the Smithsonian, we always do something like that to make the trip worthwhile, but my mom would have had to find an ATM and it was expensive and all this, so we didn't. I also wanted to go to Medieval Times but they only have two shows a night, the first at like 6, and we wouldn't have gotten back till midnight or so. So we didn't do that either. We decided to just come home. We did stop at Hobby Lobby in Michigan City, and I got a puzzle, black paper to draw on, and the French Gray prismacolor marker set. Wee!

I'm gonna be somebody,
One of these days I'm gonna break these chains,
I'm gonna be somebody someday,
You can bet your hard earned dollar I will

Last night I went to Chelsea's to give her her money and then hung out for a while. Mishy wanted me to call her so I did, and we thought about going bowling with Jessica. So I went over there, but her mom wouldn't let her go because she was slightly sick and needed to get better or they would have to postpone her surgery. So I went and picked up Mishy and we were gonna go by ourselves. So we get there, walk in....look around. And Mishy says "Wanna go see a movie?" and im like "yeah!" So we left and were going to get something to eat first. We went to Arby's ordered our food, and Mishy goes to write her check, asking the date. The lady then proceeds to tell us they don't take checks. So we left to go to IHOP (or I-hizzle) get to the door, look at the sorry we don't accept checks sign, then turn around and go back to the car. We just went to my mom's and had spaghetti-o's and ramen instead. Then we headed out to the theatre.....which was closed. So instead we go to Meijer's to screw around for a few hours. I had fun! =D lol

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swimfan14

:: 2006 16 February :: 9.40pm

Well we don't have power here either. I'm on my laptop though. I seriously am greatful that I have one because otherwise I probably would be going nuts right now like I was a few minutes ago before I realized I could get on the internet from my laptop. My three year old cousin Brina is here and I'm watching her until Sunday and anyways she wanted to find her lip gloss that I gave her and it was upstairs in my room and she kept telling me to go get it for her because it was "too dark" upstairs so we gave her a flashlight and we told her to go get it herself and she was up there for like 5 minutes until we realized we didn't hear her anymore so then we started calling her name and she wouldn't respond and then randomly she goes "I lost my flashlight!" it was so funny. She was just sitting up there in the dark looking for it. I was cracking up when she said that. I love her so much.

He confuses me so much. Why does he keep asking. I haven't figured it out yet. Well I have one idea but who knows if that's even possiable.

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holiday

:: 2006 16 February :: 7.17pm
:: Music: Vermilion, Pt. 2

I won't let this build up inside of me...
Ahhhhh our power is out!
I have like, 7 candles lit in my room. Our house will probably catch fire...
...
I hate this crap.

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holiday

:: 2006 16 February :: 3.48pm

So spill my blood.
Midnight skies turned scarlet red.
I told you I was really sick. Then you don't call or anything.
At least I have someone who cares.
I feel like falling off the face of the earth again to you. At least for a day or so.

Whatever. That whole entry probably didn't make sense!

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 16 February :: 2.44pm
:: Mood: on the verge of breaking down
:: Music: unwritten law - she says

welp, we got out early today. at like noon and i had just gotten to school at 10:30 or so, what a waste of time and gas. oh well. welp bad memeries we broughten up. i'm not over it. i always get these urges to just break down and cry infront of everyone. but i dont...i dont like it when people pitty me and stuff, makes me feel like shit and weak. and said good bye once, i wont say it again, and i refuse to say hello. yeah..thats right, suck on that.

valentines day sucked. i hate valentines day. makes me feel worse. ugh...oh well. gabe cooper (cute little freshie) made me a card, made my day lol. and my daddy bought me a carnation. i love my dad. he always knows how to make me happy esspecially when he knows i dont want to talk about it. i think it's cool how he knows i'm sad and i dont even have to tell him, and he knows it's asshole's fault why i'm sad and he knows how to make me smile. i love my father, he's my hero, the best man that will ever enter my life...

well...bye!



P.S.--33 more days!!

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holiday

:: 2006 16 February :: 1.05pm

Oooooh. I think I heard thunder.

Yeah. I'm not going to class today. I'd probably get stuck in GR when the storm hit.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 16 February :: 12.54pm

I don't want you to know where I am because then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. See that line, well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there. Well I never should have said that, it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again, cause who I am hates who i've been.


holiday

:: 2006 15 February :: 10.28pm

I've never been so tired in my life.

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