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2006 2 February :: 12.15pm
Let's go now, into the darkness of your thoughts.
Asleep with one eye open so i can see you breathing, I follow your chest.
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2006 2 February :: 5.36am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: I Wish You Were Here- Incubus
It's February 2nd already. Valentine's Day is coming up. It will be a year since my grandmother passed away; and I miss her like crazy. Nobody has any clue how much I miss her, and think about her. It's been 4 months since my grandfather passed away. [Different sides of the family. Dad's mom; but Mom's dad.] I miss him too. It's awkward without them being here.
Anyways, on a brighter note. There is one good thing about Valentine's Day. Actually having a boyfriend. But I have no clue what to get him. I'm on a budget of like $40-50. What a cheap girlfriend.
EDIT--[5:10pm]
We got report cards today. I have six A's and one B. Not too bad; atleast I made the honor roll. I got the B in Accounting, which kept me from making high honors. Blah.
I don't have much to update about, but I was bored; and just felt like saying something. I guess I'll go work on my homework for Medical Terminology. It takes forever to do.
Becky.
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2006 1 February :: 10.47pm
:: Music: Matchbook Romance - My Eyes Burn
*Sigh* The closer and closer it gets, the more I want to turn back time, and do this all over again. And the more depressed I become. I hate time....
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2006 1 February :: 6.22pm
It's a crazy world.
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2006 1 February :: 3.22pm
:: Mood: crazy bored...
:: Music: black eyed peas - my humps
i'm bored. someone should come get me and we'll go get food cause i'm hungry too. lol...i'm sucha moocher! but seriously, haller at your girl yo
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2006 1 February :: 3.12pm
ADVANCED DRAMA PLAY
Feb. 6-7th (That's NEXT Monday and Tuesday, bitches)
$5
Starts at S E V E N ! PM.
Be there or be killed with a square.
[Pass this on, everyone]
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2006 1 February :: 6.47am
:: Music: Damien Rice - The Blowers Daughter
Darling, you're all that I'm living for.
Won't you please be my own?
Never leave me alone.
'Cause I die every time we're apart.
I want you, I need you, I love you.
With all my heart.
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2006 31 January :: 10.02pm
Ugh. I don't even care! Pfft.
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2006 31 January :: 7.01pm
*rolls eyes*
so yeah...guess who just called me..again...i bet you'll never guess.
yup..mike...ugh
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2006 31 January :: 5.57pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Freaky- Juelz Santana
I guess you could say that today was pretty eventful. I've fought with Amy pretty much all day. I won't go into details. And no, I don't feel bad for fighting with her. She brought it all upon herself.
Randi, Jena, Kristen, & I always talk; and when we're telling stories or whatever, it comes to the point where we've caught Amy in a lie. It would be fine if it happened like once a month, but no, it's EVERYDAY. We are all fed up with her drama and lies.
Not to mention, Amy and I started fighting once I found out she's talking to my [older] brother. She's calling him, text messaging him, and talking to him on aol. It really bothers me. Maybe I'm taking it a little bit out of hand, but in my eyes, she's MY friend, not his. Do you think I'm overreacting? Honestly? I don't think so, but Amy does.
Becky.
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2006 31 January :: 5.40pm
:: Music: Damien Rice
I hate MySpace. It sucks.
And so does Xanga.
I don't want to get into why, because if I start this entry could end up being entirely too long.
I love Woohu, because Woohu doesn't suck.
That's all.
Edit>> I can't wait for Swirl now. It's just the girls, and as much as I like having a date, it's usually more fun just hanging out with a buncha crazy girls. And oh my God, the dress I am borrowing is gorgeous. I tried it on and now I am really happy. I love it. It's the first dress I've actually felt pretty in. Like, ever. Oh, I am so excited! :)
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2006 31 January :: 5.20pm
I can't stand Ms. Eilola anymore. Yesterday she wouldn't let me take a test because of an un-excused absense which I previously stated and I sort of understand her reaons but, then again I don't. Anyways, that's not my point. My point is that today I asked her if I could make up a differen't test that I also missed while I was out of school with mono and she told me no because it was too late. She can't just tell me I can't take a test. My grade was an A and now it's a C all because of that test I missed. I'm going to talk to Mr. A about it tomorrow I guess. She's dumb, I'm pissed, that's all there is to it.
I don't really have anything of importance to say. I can't believe H actually asked me if I was pregnant. Too bad i'm NOT.
I'm going to the game tonight with Emily, Logan, and Trisha. I have to drive because we all decided we don't want to die with Logan since he almost killed us the other day. He's a bad driver, not as bad as Dani though. You gotta love her.
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2006 30 January :: 11.54pm
I get so worked up about being right all the time that I seem to push all the emotions to the side to win the argument... Sometimes, I feel like I do need to really start to grow up. I'm glad that your here to help keep me in check. and vise versa....
First game is on friday. we'll be dancing in front of an estimated 8000 people between the 3rd and 4th quarter. I'm excited, and nervous.
Wanna see something funny? and why when you attempt to breakdance you need to be careful? Watch my video where I fall and cut open my lip!
http://www.youtube.com/w/?v=ZtmWhaDPYqU
-K. Loye
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2006 30 January :: 8.16pm
The worst part about being lied to is knowing I wasn't worth the truth. Oh well, whatever.
I've ate so much food today. I went out to lunch with Dani and we went to Arbys. Then when I came home I ate tons of chocolate chip bananna bread. After that I ate popcorn chicken. After that I ate shrimp and french fries from Red Lobster (I went there this weekend). Then after that my dad brought me fettichini alfredo *sp*, key lime shrimp, and oreo cheesecake. So I ate all that too. Haha I eat all the time. Stacy does too haha. I don't understand why i'm not fat. Seriously. I'm not complaining though, I just don't understand.
Ms. Eilola is really getting on my nerves. We have a student teacher so Ms. Eilola isn't even in our classroom and today she was standing outside the classroom like a little spy and she was looking into the little window on the door because when I came out she goes "Ashley, do you value your i-Pod?" and i'm like "yeah I guess" and she goes "well are you allowed to listen to it in school?" and i'm like "yeah, I am" and she got all pissed because I was being a bitch right back and she's like "no your not...next time I see you with that out i'm going to take it away" I was just like "okay haha w/e". So after that I walk away and then Josh comes out and I heard her say "Josh, do you value your cell phone?" I was like c'mon seriously shut up. She just finds ways to make everyones lives miserable, like mine isn't miserable enough!?!?! When she asked me if I valued my i-Pod I should have told her no because I can just buy a new one. That would really piss her off. So then I was pissed about that and our student teacher told me to come in during seminar to make up a test we had on Friday. So I come in and when I get there she tells me i'm not allowed to take it because Ms. Eilola said so. She's like "Ms. Eilola said you're not allowed to take it because you have an unexcused absense for Friday" That's so dumb. So because I wasn't in that class on Friday I get a zero for my test. Um ok. I wasn't really aware things work that way.
It really starts to hurt when I pretend that it doesn't. I try hiding it but I can't pretend it doesn't matter anymore. It does. Everyone can see all the things I don't want them to see. It happens. It's obvious. End of story.
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2006 30 January :: 6.04pm
You make me sick. I can never trust you again. Everything I thought was real, turned out to be all a lie.
It doesn't matter what you do, it's what you did thats hurting you. All I needed was the truth, now i'm gone.
Seriously, for all of us, grow up.
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